This is a very well plotted psychological thriller told from the points of view of several characters, Ellen, Orla, Adam, Jason, Gwen, Nush, and Kristy. The book is set in five parts as in the five bad deeds.
Ellen is the main protagonist, she appears to have a happy life, the house of her dreams although she is desperate for the renovations she wants done to make it feel like hers, a teenage daughter, Orla, and twin boys Max and Kian who are just in nursery. Then Adam her husband. Initially all seems well in their lives although Orla is a bit of a handful but it seems it wasn’t always like that, her and Ellen used to get on well, so what changed? besides the twins arrival, who Orla thinks get all the attention, she seems to think she should have everything she wants.
Ellen hadn’t grown up with money her and her sister Kristy had had it tough, but they both came out the other side. Adam on the other hand was raised in a well to do family. At times I find Adam spineless, they seem to have a happy marriage but he is hardly home, off playing squash or golf, or out for a drink with work, leaving Ellen to do everything else despite her being a teacher as well as running the house. They are planning the works on the house as Ellen seems to be almost guaranteed promotion. Until something happens that ends that dream, from then on in things just keep getting worse, who is sending her messages, she has no idea what it is she has supposed to have done to make anyone turn on her like this. Although gradually you see a different side to the people around her, just when she needs their support they turn on her, but why? Even Adam.
I initially liked the characters but as the story evolved, I found they all had some not so nice characteristics, is it jealousy? Ellen has told some white lies were these now catching up on her? Especially when she was accused of having a relationship with a 17 year old pupil she was privately tutoring. Zane, he was an intelligent young girl man who had got 10 GCSE’s but was expelled from school half way through his A levels. Ellen took him on for free but never told anyone.
I absolutely whizzed through this book in a day, I couldn’t put it down, I had no idea who was sending the anonymous messages to Ellen, I had a couple of guesses but was so way off with them.
This is a fast paced, engrossing read, if you like a psychological thriller with several red herrings that throw you off track then read this, the characters are all believable if not all likeable as you get to know them more, it seems they all want to throw Ellen under the bus. She does come across at times that everything is about her, and she spends money like there is no tomorrow. But the main thing is what are the five bad deeds she has done? Is it from her past? Or from something more recent? Pick this up and you will not be able to put it down guaranteed.
Thank you so much to @SimonBooks and @likely_suspects for my ARC of this, all thoughts are my own and have not been influenced in any way. This is an absolute ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️read without a doubt, when you find a book you can’t put down, you know it’s good. Very highly recommend this one.