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If this story was written like the last 25%, I would have rated it a whole lot higher than what I gave it and I wouldn’t have to criticize it, but it is what it is and so here we are…
I knew from the blurb that there would be OW drama here and maybe a triangle but naively I thought MMC just had a crush on the OW and that once FMC comes into the picture, his “crush” goes away. That’s how it SHOULD be in fictional romances, right? Yeah, didn’t happen here……
PLOT:
So we have an MMC who is a 27 year old football player who is in love with his girl BFF (OW) for over 10 years. He met her in college and they supposedly know everything about each other but he is also in lust & in love with her and has waited all these years for a sign from her that she wants more from him. They even kissed once in college all those years ago in a drunken haze and he still remembers the kiss and how it felt!
For the first 30% of the story, we have MCs already knowing each other and on friendly terms as they share a group of friends in common. MMC is a football player and FMC is an actress. Both are in the early to mid twenties. FMC likes to party, get drunk and get laid with random men often, though thankfully that is in the past and not in present time, while MMC is not a Manho but not celibate either. Not much background info is given on him other than what is listed under “Safety” below. His obsession with OW is the focus here for the first 40-50% but she is still in the background up until the end.
Since FMC and all their friends are aware of MMC’s obsession with OW, FMC decides she wants to help him and proposes a fake relationship to get OW jealous and for him to see if OW returns his feelings. However, he turns her down but when she needs a fake BF for a role that requires a clean reputation and for her to stay away from bad BF’s, they decide to go into this fake relationship to help one another.
Even with the FMC now in the picture and MCs getting close, MMC for 40%-50% of the story is still hung up on OW. The OW manipulates & plays with his feelings. An example of this is when MCs start hanging together and going on this fake relationship, OW tries to sabotage it. She acts jealous one minute, only to turn around and say she supports their relationship. She does & says one thing, only to turn around next minute and do something else. Like for example, she constantly taunts him with the fact she is going on dates with OM so she can get laid which hurts MMC. There is one scene in which he & OW go to an event (that is before MCs agree to the fake relationship) where they are in a hotel getting ready and she comes out of the bathroom naked except wearing panties and barely holding a dress in front of her to cover her privates. Then she walks away smirking (aka playing with him just to see that she can turn him on) and of course MMC is turned on. It’s not until OW sees him getting close to FMC that she attempts to shut things down.
BTW, we have several scenes in the first half of him being turned on by OW and this is where the story sucks because for 1) who needs this crap on a romance with an MMC being attracted & in love with someone else?, and 2) FMC is supposed to be very beautiful as well, yet we don’t see much attraction coming from MMC for the FMC for the first 30% - but that doesn’t stop FMC on coming on to him constantly as she is always horny but he always rejects her until around 40-50% when they start to go half-way into sex but not all the way.
At 60-70% they finally get it on and now they start to have feelings for one another since they are f****g. The OW is now not as much in the picture, though she does make an appearance now & then. Apparently MMC is no longer obsessed by OW and decides to move on with his life. (I guess all the sexy times with FMC has made him switch his horny thoughts to the one who is putting out). But even though he is getting his needs met by FMC, he decides to have a conversation with OW around 85% or 90% and finally ask her the things he wanted to know – aka, if she knew he had feelings for her all these years and if she shared them. OW says YES to both questions and that only reason she pushed him away is because she was afraid to lose their friendship if things didn’t work out with them and that she played hot & cold to see if he would go after her or fight for her (which he never did). MMC finally gets a clue how she played him (even though I don’t remember him having a light bulb moment on this) and decides it's FMC that he loves and wants to be with.
FMC learns of their conversation and decides that she wants him to go back and kiss OW to see if he still has strong feelings for her. MMC refuses. They start making out, exchange ILY’s (eventually) and HEA. This is all at the last 25% BTW.
HOWEVER, I would be remiss not to mention that in between all that dramalama, FMC has a stalker and there are 3 OM who try to do her wrong. In all 3 cases, MMC comes to the rescue to save her, MMC gets injured 2x and hospitalized on the last attack. We also have a lot of side characters (aka their friends) and some dramalama with MMC’s family). AND in case anyone is wondering about the OW, we learn in the end that MMC still values their friendship so she is still in his life and FMC is friendly with her but not friends.
MMC about OW:
For the last few years, give or take ten, I’ve had a thing for my best friend. I’m not going to call it a crush because I’m a goddamn grown man, but it’s not not a crush. Plain and simple, I want her. And not just in a physical sense. Sure, she’s fucking gorgeous, but it’s more than that. It’s always been easy between us, and I imagine our relationship would be the same. The only minor hiccup in that vision of my future is that I’m ninety percent sure the feelings are not mutual, and until now, I haven’t been prepared to find out.
But if I’m being honest with myself, our friendship is already so fragile because of my feelings that I can’t go on like this. I need to make a decision one way or another. It’s just taking longer than I thought.
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“I’m only annoyed because I wanted to hang out tonight,” she says, wrapping an arm around my waist, giving me a side hug. “We barely see each other anymore.”
That may be true, but other than tonight, I make sure to see her any chance I get. “Why don’t we spend the weekend together when I have a bye in a few weeks? You’re already coming to our fundraiser. We could hang out before it, maybe even spend the night in a fancy hotel.”
At that, Bria’s eyes light up, and it’s for that very reason I haven’t been able to let my feelings go. She has her own wealth—her parents are both big in the financial world—and she frequents fancy hotels. So why does the idea of a night in one excite her? I can’t help but think it’s because I’ve added myself to the equation. And yet…here we are, still friends after countless getaways together.
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Bria presses a kiss to my cheek, and like always, it sends a warmth right through me. She’s my comfort, my home. I don’t know what the fuck I’m going to do if that ever changes. But judging by the pit forming deep in my stomach, I’d say I have about three weeks to find out. A fancy hotel seems like the perfect place to finally tell her how I feel, if that’s the way I decide to go.
With another smile, Bria heads off and I’m left to once again analyze every part of our goddamn interaction. I’m a goner, sure, but at least I’m self-aware enough to acknowledge it. Although, even if I didn’t, I’ve got my amazing friends to remind me.
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With her own sweet little grin, Bria turns on her heels, flashing me her ass in panties that ride halfway up her cheeks, and I groan to myself. If I didn’t know better, I’d stalk after her and throw her onto the bed, but I’m well aware that won’t bode well for me. She’s not that kind of girl.
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My god, she looks beautiful.
After a torturous drive to the venue—with me trying hard not to look at Bria’s breasts in her low-cut dress—we’ve barely been inside for ten minutes when she pulls me aside and smiles coyly.
SAFETY:
- No cheating after MCs are together but can’t consider it safe based on MCs feelings for OW.
- No sex scenes with OP
- MMC not a Manho. Celibate a few months in the present but he did date & have sex with many other women in the years that he & OW/BFF have known each other. She even said that she saw girls often come out of his dorm room. It was also mentioned that there were times when he & OW hung out that she slept over at his place and both slept in his bed but nothing ever happened.
- FMC had a 5 yr relationship with OM years prior, she said she likes to party, gets drunk and picks up OM for a night of sex. None though in the present but she did have a lot of OM in her past, so what’s the equivalent for female Manho?
- A little suspense towards last quarter with FMC’s stalkers.
- HEA & 2 Epilogues with two years later where they have moved in together, gotten engaged, baby on the way and making marriage plans.
PS: If you take away all the stuff away with the OW, the developing relationship with MCs was sweet. I loved the way they supported each other, had fun together and are there for each other. By the end, MMC truly is over OW but it is the FMC who pushes him to stay friends with her and not cut her out of his life. But for me, the first half of his thoughts & feelings about the OW of how attracted he was to her and how she was his "comfort" and "home" killed it. Those thoughts and feelings should be reserved for the FMC ONLY - and especially NEVER when FMC comes into the picture. Took too long for him IMO to get his head out of his ass and while we can believe in the end he loves FMC, the fact that OW is still in his/their life after how she manipulated him for over 10 years, didn't sit well with me. This is why it gets 1 star from me and that's generous on my part.