Sadiqa de Meijer took me by surprise. . . with essays, no less!
There are nine of them - wise beyond wise and off beat - the kind of off beat that is so very on track for real truth. I took notes. . .serious notes on them all. I'll grab a sentence here and there:
Chap - The Singing Bone
As a med student she's had to deal with bones - was once given a complete skeleton for a class to study and put together. It didn't sit well with her. She is troubled and concerned about death rites not properly carried out. . . .". . I will carry the discord of those bones like a remainder in long division: a genealogy of downward figures, a reckoning that doesn't quite work out." (pg 25)
Chap - Found
She lost her notebook. . .a hunt is undertaken. . .everywhere. . .its purpose is discerned as a means of gleaning, a tool. . .she realizes she is losing gleaning opportunities in this hunt. . .she just needs a new one, to continue her gleaning. . .that is as good as found.
Chap - Bloodwork
Further experience as an intern, dealing with bodies, doctors and other students who anoint themselves with godlike powers and attitudes. She wants all to remember they are there to serve and help.
Chap - In The Field
She is out there doing field work, in the field, and is reminded of Kafka: do not even listen, simply wait, be quiet, still and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked, it has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet. . . Whether she's on the edge of a pond listening and noting bugs and insects, or the weather traversing the pond, she has been turning to the language of the indigenous peoples. It carries their wisdom in their names and stories in and of nature, lands, animals and folklore.
Chap - Dwaallichtjes
Dwaallichtjes are little-wandering-lights – things of folklore that rove over bogs – bluish. They skip. . . because they are the souls of unbaptized children. Do not whistle around them, and never follow. Author ponders – about places. We leave them. . .for ‘radiant apparition of opportunity or love or survival itself. And do places remember us after?’ She thinks of places as a relationship one has with the place -
Chap - Spirit Materials
Friends who write to each other in embroidery. . . .exploring faith – Amy’s Jewish origins, and the author’s Muslim and Christian ones – and ‘how we hold them in the present.’ ‘when we last saw each other, we were both considering the mystical traditions of our inherited, half-discarded faiths.’
Chap - Drawing Lines
Considers the human need to 'draw lines' - DO NOT TOUCH THE ART - why do we do that?
What are we saving?
Chap - Do No Harm
This is amazing – on prisons – where, as a intern/student, there was a tour on one, and the number one rule was ‘never ask them what they did’ to be in the prison – in an effort to underscore the lack of that knowledge ensure equal treatment of each patient
Chap - After Etty
Stunning about Esther Hillesum, aka Etty, who lived in the Netherlands. She and her family died in Auschwitz – This author treasures her journals written there as many folks adopt other writings as a kind of scripture, or guide for their life journeys.
Conclusion:
A book of essays worth reading and owning a copy. Stunning.
*A sincere thank you to Sadiqa de Meijer, Literary Press Group of Canada | Palimpsest Press, and NetGalley for an ARC to read and review independently.* #IntheField #NetGalley 25|52:13m