2.5 rounded down.
This was my least favorite of this series latest books. Once again, Jay Bell circles back to those same themes explored in the Something like series: cheating, loving two people at once, trust issues. Honestly, the way it's handled just doesn't sit right with me.
The author seems to push this lighthearted vibe like these things are no big deal:
Ben kissing Tim else while in a relationship with Jace? Apparently okay if you "love" that person too.
Anthony and Omar simulating a handjob? Fine, because Omar is straight (even though Anthony loves him).
Cameron getting a boner hugging an ex-fling? Just "what happens to everyone", totally normal!
That's the feeling I get, like the story is trying to normalize these situations. And that's where I really disagree. I’m not naive, of course people can still feel attracted to others even when they’re in a relationship. That’s just human. But feeling something and acting on it are two very different things. Whether it’s conscious or not, you’re still making a choice, and that’s where the guilt comes in. It's especially frustrating because Cameron has been one of my favorite characters for a couple of books now, I really see myself in him (no surprise, since he's clearly based on Jace from the Something Like series, who was also my favorite).
Another issue I have is with Anthony’s storyline—his so-called "platonic" love for Omar comes across as anything but healthy. He’s completely obsessed, chasing after someone he can’t have, and it’s painful to watch. Cameron had every right to break up with him. But then the story tries to frame it as some big revelation when Cameron realizes he was "wrong", like it’s suddenly "okay" that Anthony was pining after Omar the whole time while supposedly being in a relationship with Cameron.
This whole "broken love triangle" thing is portrayed as something we should just accept, like it’s normal to obsess over someone who doesn’t want you back. But it’s not healthy. And with all the friends supporting it, going out of their away to further fuel his obsession, it feels like a romanticization of unhealthy attachment.
So, while it's great seeing a character I connect with portrayed so well, the same problematic handling of these delicate topics keeps pulling me out. This was exactly my issue with the Something Like series, and it's still an issue here. The author hasn't changed my perspective at all. It feels like the same topic, the same approach, and me having the same strong disagreement all over again.