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Kylan Grant finds solace and comfort in the arms of strange men. He learned early on—far earlier than most—that the fleeting attention and adoration of older men made him feel wanted. Attention he never got anywhere else, attention he craves. Attention he gets from his two daddies.
Leon Ellington and Marek Akurst met in college and have been inseparable since. Now in their late forties and married, they’re the formidable names behind some of the most lucrative and savage legal cases in the country.
They live together, work together, and play together. What one wants, the other acquires; whatever the urge, whatever the whim. Whatever the cost.
What they want is Kylan.
And what Kylan gets out of it is worth more than the money they pay him.
But as the lines between fantasy and reality begin to blur, they soon realise there was nothing in their contract about falling in love.
Leon Ellington and Marek Akurst met in college and have been inseparable since. Now in their late forties and married, they’re the formidable names behind some of the most lucrative and savage legal cases in the country.
They live together, work together, and play together. What one wants, the other acquires; whatever the urge, whatever the whim. Whatever the cost.
What they want is Kylan.
And what Kylan gets out of it is worth more than the money they pay him.
But as the lines between fantasy and reality begin to blur, they soon realise there was nothing in their contract about falling in love.
256 pages, Paperback
First published April 11, 2025
About the author
N.R. Walker
134 books5,521 followersAuthor also writes as A. Voyeur
N.R. Walker is an Australian author, who loves her genre of gay romance. She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who she gives them life with words.
She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love. She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She’s been writing ever since...
https://www.facebook.com/N.R.WalkerAu...
N.R. Walker is an Australian author, who loves her genre of gay romance. She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who she gives them life with words.
She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love. She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She’s been writing ever since...
https://www.facebook.com/N.R.WalkerAu...
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April 20, 2025
Kylan and his daddies, Marek and Leon were hot, like their dynamic was fire. This book like the previous two focuses on a particular relationship dynamic but the overarching plot and the found family of the three boys is a consistent theme through out.
Kylan and Marek and Leon have sort of been building up and hinting at their dynamic over the past tow books and this story sort of takes off from there. There is already a slide into something more serious than a simple transactional relationship and these three are trying to navigate how an established relationship has evolved into deeper feelings for a third. One of the things I appreciated was that this is a pretty well balanced dynamic - it isn’t just focused on two of the three protagonists. What I felt was missing a little bit is some of the depth and delving into the characters, their backgrounds, their layers which is what I have come to expect from NR Walker. However , the impact and the nuances and the emotional wringer is very much there to add to this story which is very very hot but also full of character development.
I loved the way Kylan’s emotional journey was described. How he started discovering what he wants and what he needs vs shutting down. I also loved how even after messing up both Marek and Leon hold space and allow for healing and reconnection and everyone has power in their dynamic.
These three books have been an erotic, wild ride and this was a great conclusion to the series. The epilogue was absolutely fantastic and I love that we got to see glimpses into these three boys’s futures. I do definitely recommend reading this series in order though.
Kylan and Marek and Leon have sort of been building up and hinting at their dynamic over the past tow books and this story sort of takes off from there. There is already a slide into something more serious than a simple transactional relationship and these three are trying to navigate how an established relationship has evolved into deeper feelings for a third. One of the things I appreciated was that this is a pretty well balanced dynamic - it isn’t just focused on two of the three protagonists. What I felt was missing a little bit is some of the depth and delving into the characters, their backgrounds, their layers which is what I have come to expect from NR Walker. However , the impact and the nuances and the emotional wringer is very much there to add to this story which is very very hot but also full of character development.
I loved the way Kylan’s emotional journey was described. How he started discovering what he wants and what he needs vs shutting down. I also loved how even after messing up both Marek and Leon hold space and allow for healing and reconnection and everyone has power in their dynamic.
These three books have been an erotic, wild ride and this was a great conclusion to the series. The epilogue was absolutely fantastic and I love that we got to see glimpses into these three boys’s futures. I do definitely recommend reading this series in order though.
May 5, 2026
The angst and crying was too much.
I saw that Kylan was part of a three book series and didn't fancy the other two and settled for this. Maybe not reading books 1 and 2 meant that I had less interest in the overarching storyline of rent boys finding their HEA. Regardless, the emotional turmoil was over egged to the point my most frequent phrases was 'FFS' and 'WTF' .
Got to about 40% and skimmed the rest.
I saw that Kylan was part of a three book series and didn't fancy the other two and settled for this. Maybe not reading books 1 and 2 meant that I had less interest in the overarching storyline of rent boys finding their HEA. Regardless, the emotional turmoil was over egged to the point my most frequent phrases was 'FFS' and 'WTF' .
Got to about 40% and skimmed the rest.
April 13, 2025
Pure erotica.
Vulnerability to the max.
Very needy femme boi and two very besotted Daddies. Kylan is the definition of a boi needing all the love and all the protection his daddies can give him. His sugar daddies. A beautiful hurt/comfort story.The sex is sexy AF. This is a touching read.
A traumatized femme boi's dream come true.
And a great ending to the Wylde Boys series.
Vulnerability to the max.
Very needy femme boi and two very besotted Daddies. Kylan is the definition of a boi needing all the love and all the protection his daddies can give him. His sugar daddies. A beautiful hurt/comfort story.The sex is sexy AF. This is a touching read.
A traumatized femme boi's dream come true.
And a great ending to the Wylde Boys series.
March 30, 2025
Y'all are not ready for all the feelings you're going to feel reading Ky's book.
Trust me on this.
Trust me on this.
May 13, 2025
3.5 ⭐️ well, not a whole lot of depth but it was fun and smutty like the others. Honestly, mostly just here for Glen Lloyd’s narration 🥰
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May 8, 2025Even for an erotic story, this is too sugary .
No rating as well as the other previous two.
No rating as well as the other previous two.
July 6, 2025
This was ass. Or should I say, arse? Okay, that wasn’t funny, I know☹️☹️ Where do I even start on how horrible this book was?
-Kylan was acting like an 5 year old needing to be taken care of by his daddy. That was just weird and annoying. Leon and Marek had a „baby acting” kink and that’s also weird as fuck, because what do you mean two grown-ass men enjoy fucking someone who acts like a baby? That’s.. unsettling.
-Since we’re at the „baby” thing- a scene with the pacifier. „
I think he needs his pacifier. Does our sweet princess want his pacifier?"
😧😧… like, what the fuck? Acting like a fucking PACIFIER is a sexual thing that’s turning them on is just fucking weird and it made me gasp out loud when I read it. And at first I thought that they genuinely would give him a pacifier and they would fvck him while he has it. That would be disturbing, I don’t think I have to explain why. But no! They called Leon’s or Marek’s c0ck a pacifier. Making baby things sexual is not hot, really. It’s just fucking weird.
-The whole relationship was just so sweet it felt fetishised. Like the author doesn’t know shit about gays and just wanted to write a smut book. I’m not saying gay people can’t get in threesomes, be femboys or sugar daddies. But this book? It has all the three things and they’re definitely fetishised and that’s just disturbing, I really couldn’t get through this book but I did just so I could write this review and tell you how horrible it was.
-The „daddy” calling. It just went.. all the time. I seriously think this would be better as a book about a gay couple adopting a boy because without fucking, that’s exactly what I would take it for with the way they all treated eachother. „Daddy” „boy”.. like, I get sometimes, in the heat of the moment or just wanting to spice up things with calling someone daddy, but not all the time, people! At this point, it was just weird!
-Kylan was a huge fucking pick me, but that might be just me since yk, he went through all that trauma and stuff. But crying about everything and just making everything about you? No. When Benji was going through the trial with his father, Kylan somehow managed to make it about him and his feelings. Everything is always about him, his problems are the most important. That was just tiring.
I can’t think of anything more, but overall? I was jumping from happiness when I finished this one. Yeah. I think that’s enough to say what I think.
-Kylan was acting like an 5 year old needing to be taken care of by his daddy. That was just weird and annoying. Leon and Marek had a „baby acting” kink and that’s also weird as fuck, because what do you mean two grown-ass men enjoy fucking someone who acts like a baby? That’s.. unsettling.
-Since we’re at the „baby” thing- a scene with the pacifier. „
I think he needs his pacifier. Does our sweet princess want his pacifier?"
😧😧… like, what the fuck? Acting like a fucking PACIFIER is a sexual thing that’s turning them on is just fucking weird and it made me gasp out loud when I read it. And at first I thought that they genuinely would give him a pacifier and they would fvck him while he has it. That would be disturbing, I don’t think I have to explain why. But no! They called Leon’s or Marek’s c0ck a pacifier. Making baby things sexual is not hot, really. It’s just fucking weird.
-The whole relationship was just so sweet it felt fetishised. Like the author doesn’t know shit about gays and just wanted to write a smut book. I’m not saying gay people can’t get in threesomes, be femboys or sugar daddies. But this book? It has all the three things and they’re definitely fetishised and that’s just disturbing, I really couldn’t get through this book but I did just so I could write this review and tell you how horrible it was.
-The „daddy” calling. It just went.. all the time. I seriously think this would be better as a book about a gay couple adopting a boy because without fucking, that’s exactly what I would take it for with the way they all treated eachother. „Daddy” „boy”.. like, I get sometimes, in the heat of the moment or just wanting to spice up things with calling someone daddy, but not all the time, people! At this point, it was just weird!
-Kylan was a huge fucking pick me, but that might be just me since yk, he went through all that trauma and stuff. But crying about everything and just making everything about you? No. When Benji was going through the trial with his father, Kylan somehow managed to make it about him and his feelings. Everything is always about him, his problems are the most important. That was just tiring.
I can’t think of anything more, but overall? I was jumping from happiness when I finished this one. Yeah. I think that’s enough to say what I think.
May 30, 2025
I am pretty disappointed in this series.
I feel like Walker normally does good background research. Red Dirt Heart is amazing and has a lot of story. So does the Storm Boys series, even though there's a disclaimer that the physics don't work that way.
The daddy kink just falls flat, the femboy part seems like a quickly added extra hashtag. The entire polyamory plot seems badly excecuted too.
I feel like this whole series could have been one book, ending with Benji being rescued. It's completely unbelievable that multiple lawyers from one firm end up doing the same "pretty woman complex" life for a friend group of male sex workers.
I feel like Walker normally does good background research. Red Dirt Heart is amazing and has a lot of story. So does the Storm Boys series, even though there's a disclaimer that the physics don't work that way.
The daddy kink just falls flat, the femboy part seems like a quickly added extra hashtag. The entire polyamory plot seems badly excecuted too.
I feel like this whole series could have been one book, ending with Benji being rescued. It's completely unbelievable that multiple lawyers from one firm end up doing the same "pretty woman complex" life for a friend group of male sex workers.
April 14, 2025
3.5 Stars
Kylan and his two daddies have been a bit of a mystery throughout the first two books, and now we finally get to see what they're all about. It kind of felt like we were dropped into the middle of their story, and in a way, I think we were because these three have already been in their arrangement for some time, so all the feelings and everything were already there when the book starts. Not getting to see how they got to the point they were at kind of made it hard for me to fully connect emotionally to their relationship. Even though it would have taken the timeline back a little from the first two books, it would have been nice to see how they started (vs. just the little recap we were given in the first few chapters).
The dynamic between Leon, Marek, and Kylan was good, however. They all got something they needed from the arrangement, and the spicy scenes were very spicy. This book was angstier than the first two, I thought. And a lot of the angst came when actual feelings entered the equation. It felt a little dramatic and over the top, but I guess these guys just felt everything very deeply.
I enjoyed the scenes between Kylan, Fitch, and Benji, too. And we finally got some closure on the stuff with Benji's dad from the first book. I think that if you're going to read these books, they're best read in order because there are overarching storylines that run throughout.
Kylan and his two daddies have been a bit of a mystery throughout the first two books, and now we finally get to see what they're all about. It kind of felt like we were dropped into the middle of their story, and in a way, I think we were because these three have already been in their arrangement for some time, so all the feelings and everything were already there when the book starts. Not getting to see how they got to the point they were at kind of made it hard for me to fully connect emotionally to their relationship. Even though it would have taken the timeline back a little from the first two books, it would have been nice to see how they started (vs. just the little recap we were given in the first few chapters).
The dynamic between Leon, Marek, and Kylan was good, however. They all got something they needed from the arrangement, and the spicy scenes were very spicy. This book was angstier than the first two, I thought. And a lot of the angst came when actual feelings entered the equation. It felt a little dramatic and over the top, but I guess these guys just felt everything very deeply.
I enjoyed the scenes between Kylan, Fitch, and Benji, too. And we finally got some closure on the stuff with Benji's dad from the first book. I think that if you're going to read these books, they're best read in order because there are overarching storylines that run throughout.
April 13, 2025
So the final book of the trilogy is here and its Kylan's story.
Kaylan is contracted to 2 daddies, Leon and Marek. However as time goes on he falls in love with his daddies and Leon doesn't react very well and lets him go.
There is little angst whilst we wait for the trio to come to their senses and there is plenty of cameos from both Benji and Fitch.
I think I am a little disappointed in this trilogy. I guess I have come to expect more from NR Walker and this story was a lot of sex. Although the three have their HEA by the end and Benji's father's court case is settled.
Kaylan is contracted to 2 daddies, Leon and Marek. However as time goes on he falls in love with his daddies and Leon doesn't react very well and lets him go.
There is little angst whilst we wait for the trio to come to their senses and there is plenty of cameos from both Benji and Fitch.
I think I am a little disappointed in this trilogy. I guess I have come to expect more from NR Walker and this story was a lot of sex. Although the three have their HEA by the end and Benji's father's court case is settled.
January 2, 2026
Yeah, I liked it
While not my favorite in the series (I'm looking at you Fitch) or even my favorite N. R. Walker book, it is still a book I loved very much.
It was so stinking cute! Filthy, absolutely filthy, but also really sweet and really cute. I adored the friendship between Benji, Fitch, and Ky, and I LOVED the Daddy kink. Haha. Let's be real, there's not too much of a story here. These books are mainly about the smud and emotional connection between the characters. The emotions were there, the heat was high, everything I love about a short simple story.
This is book candy in the best way. Sometimes you just want something sweet, simple, and bad for your teeth 😂. I love this and I loved Kylan. So happy for him. Five stars because thank God for Fitch puttin Leon and Marek in their place. They needed it.
While not my favorite in the series (I'm looking at you Fitch) or even my favorite N. R. Walker book, it is still a book I loved very much.
It was so stinking cute! Filthy, absolutely filthy, but also really sweet and really cute. I adored the friendship between Benji, Fitch, and Ky, and I LOVED the Daddy kink. Haha. Let's be real, there's not too much of a story here. These books are mainly about the smud and emotional connection between the characters. The emotions were there, the heat was high, everything I love about a short simple story.
This is book candy in the best way. Sometimes you just want something sweet, simple, and bad for your teeth 😂. I love this and I loved Kylan. So happy for him. Five stars because thank God for Fitch puttin Leon and Marek in their place. They needed it.
May 12, 2025
3.5
I like this one better than the first two and it's weird because I'm usually a fan of MMM, feeling jealous for some reason that one is not getting enough attention. Yet in this book it didn't bother me at all and I felt the throuple very balanced and I liked that a lot. They talked, discussed and decided things together. I liked this conclusion of the series.
I like this one better than the first two and it's weird because I'm usually a fan of MMM, feeling jealous for some reason that one is not getting enough attention. Yet in this book it didn't bother me at all and I felt the throuple very balanced and I liked that a lot. They talked, discussed and decided things together. I liked this conclusion of the series.
May 16, 2025
This was written like a Wattpad. All the couples were completely fetishized. It’s like this woman has no idea what gay people are like. It’s so weird to me that this grown ass man is calling these other grown ass men ‘daddy’ all day 💀
May 28, 2025
I loved Fitch, give me more Fitch.
June 12, 2025
I love this book so much!
June 26, 2025
I listened to the audio and it was great, as usual. I loved this last book in the Wylde Street Boys series and how this tied up the whole series. Kylan, Leon and Marek's relationship is a beautiful and complicated one, but I was happy to see them take a step forward. I loved all of the emotions and their journey towards their HEA. I loved the dynamic between Leon, Marek and Kylan and how supportive they were.
It was great to see more of Benji, Nolan, Fitch and Dom, and to see the boys business idea take off and thrive.
It was great to see more of Benji, Nolan, Fitch and Dom, and to see the boys business idea take off and thrive.
April 11, 2025
Me: oh I'll just read a few chapters. A few hours later..... Me: Read whole book in one sitting.
So good. Such an emotional roller coaster (in a beautiful way) to wrap up this series.
Audio book for the second read (and beyond). Wonderfully done again by narrator Glenn Lloyd. Probably would've teared up and cried even more if it's been the audio book first time through.
So good. Such an emotional roller coaster (in a beautiful way) to wrap up this series.
Audio book for the second read (and beyond). Wonderfully done again by narrator Glenn Lloyd. Probably would've teared up and cried even more if it's been the audio book first time through.
April 12, 2025
That was absolutely a perfect read for the story is a 5 ⭐️ but for my own rating system is as above ✨
Damn did i cry reading this which is unexpected because i was going in for a light kinky read and come out with a fluffy & a bucket of tears 😭😂 their relationship and reaction towards the situation is very humane as close as a character can be which is a shock because it have been so long i have read such humaneness characteristics in a book that make bawled my eyes out 😭
Their is no fault in any character in this book, their respond is very reasonable & logical that even if it was painful and hurtful I can’t even blame them or fault them 🥲 this is one of the most realistic polygamy book ever that i have read in such a long time. At first i was gushing on how green flag their relationship are, the communication that keep going in the book was top tier ✨ their communication skills is the greenest forest ever but over time we can see that even which such a picture perfect relationship, there will have bits of conflict & forgetting to properly communicate sometimes which is very logical… no relationship is ever perfect. To me it is a forever work of effort together in making the relationship keep floating with love ❤️ & i can see that in them ✨
I bawled my eyes out when their conflict moments finally arrived yet i was anxious before it even approaches because i knew it will happen and scare how it will be since how perfect & tight they are. I was not wrong ✨ but the outcome is such a bittersweet moment since although it was indeed painful but it make them come out more honest, loved, sincere, right & finally together 💕
I enjoy my time reading this and glad this is the first book i pick from the author 🥰 excited to pick out more 👀
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Did I love Leon and Marek?
I loved what they did to me, what they did for me. But I wasn’t sure I was capable of love.
Or worthy.
And I highly doubted they’d reciprocate it.
They were in love with each other. They told each other often and it made my heart pang with jealousy and want.
I had no doubt that they loved their time with me, they loved fucking me, they loved the feminine-boy body I gave them. I was their toy thing, their object to adore and use as they saw fit.
They loved all those things.
But could they ever love me?
Could anyone?
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I laughed and threaded our fingers, feeling better already. “I’m trying to get better at opening up and talking . . . but god.” I let out a sigh. “It’s not easy for me.”
“Because you feel that if you do, if you tell people you love them, they’ll leave you.”
I nodded, tears welling in my eyes, my heart heavy. He really did understand. “It’s easier to pretend nothing matters so when they leave me it doesn’t hurt.”
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I sighed. “I don’t know. I mean, I see what they have. I see how they love each other so completely. They are so attuned, so in tune with each other, they are just . . . so in love. They’ve been together forever and are more in love now than they were back then. That’s rare, and I . . .”
Fitch squeezed my hand. “And you, what?”
“I don’t know where I fit in,” I replied. “I mean, I know where I fit in. And that’s the problem. Because I don’t. I don’t fit in. Not permanently. Not like them. They’re . . . a set. A matching pair, inseparable. And I’m . . . a fun little toy thing they play with a few times a week. I have no right to be mixing my feelings with . . . with what they have.”
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“And you never thought for one second you’d what?” I said, unable to take the bite out of my tone. “Fall in love with another man? Fall in love with Kylan?”
Leon’s eyes cut to mine, and I knew it was the truth.
I sobbed, my hand to my heart. “I love him too.”
He took my face in his hands and kissed me softly. “And that’s why we need to let him go. We can’t risk us. What we have is too precious. We’ll just go back to us. Just us two. No third, no femboy, no games, no roleplaying, none of it. Just us. We’ll be okay. And he will be too. He’ll be okay.”
We held each other and we both cried.
“He’ll be okay,” Leon whispered again, and I wasn’t sure which of us he was trying to convince.”
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And I was hurting. I was hurting because Kylan was hurting. That poor sweet boy.
Our boy.
And, for the first time in our relationship, there was a distance between me and Leon, and I wasn’t sure I wanted to close it. I wanted to hold my line and let myself wallow in this pain and grief.
I was heartbroken.
And maybe with some time I’d see Leon’s reasoning. Because if having a third person in our relationship could harm what Leon and I had, then part of my rational brain knew that what Leon had said was correct.
He was right about that.
We should protect us first, at all costs. That was always our rule.
But we were different now.
The us part of the equation had changed.
Kylan had changed us.
And I wasn’t sure I wanted to go back to who we were without him.
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I wanted to go to him, and I wondered if I should. I wondered if it would hurt Leon if I did. Would it be a breach of his trust?
I couldn’t decide between them who to hurt the most.
Kylan was already hurting, and I knew Leon was too. But Leon had said to let him go.
My darling husband, the absolute love of my life . . .
I was so angry at him. Betrayed, hurt, and so fucking heartsore.
I still didn’t want to see him. I didn’t know what to say.
Something felt irrevocably broken and I didn’t know how to fix it.
If it was fixable at all.
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“I almost fumbled this,” I mumbled.
“No, not just you. Me too. We didn’t talk. We didn’t communicate the way we normally do. We were both so scared of hurting each other that we froze. And we’ve never done that before. We’ve never been like that before.”
“We’ve never been in love with someone else before,” I offered. “We’ve never navigated anything like this before. I was so scared of hurting you.”
He nodded, teary again. “Same. I was so mad at you, and that was new for me. And we didn’t talk it out.”
“Because you couldn’t even look at me?” I said with a smile, trying to lighten the mood.
“True.” The smile he managed was tinged with sadness. “Maybe if I’d screamed at you to pull your head out of your arse, we could have saved everyone a lot of heartache.”
I snorted. “True. So if there’s ever a next time where you need to scream at me to stop being a jerk, please don’t hold back.”
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“ “And I didn’t stick up for myself,” he said. “I let you dictate, because that’s what we’ve always done.”
“What? No, baby . . .”
He shook his head. “You’ve always led this dance, and I’ve always been happy that way. I’ve never had a reason to question that. You’ve always put me first, so why would I ever question that. You make choices for us, what’s best for us, with me at the forefront of every decision. What I want, what I need, what makes me happy. Everything you’ve done has been for me, so when you said we should let Kylan go, I didn’t protest. I thought maybe you were right, because I was in love with him and I didn’t want to hurt you with that.”
I put my hand to his cheek and studied his eyes. “Everything I’ve ever done has been for you. And I’m usually good with judgement calls, financial decisions, whatever you want, I would make it happen just to see you smile.” I sighed. “But I was so wrong about this. I was wrong to assume, I was wrong to not ask. I was wrong to think I couldn’t love you both equally. I won’t make that mistake again. I promise. I will do everything I can to make you both happy.”
Marek’s gaze softened and he pressed his forehead to my cheek. “We’re both going to need to learn how to better communicate. I don’t know how threesome’s work.”
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Kylan - Book Three: The Wylde Street Boys Series
N.R. Walker
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Damn did i cry reading this which is unexpected because i was going in for a light kinky read and come out with a fluffy & a bucket of tears 😭😂 their relationship and reaction towards the situation is very humane as close as a character can be which is a shock because it have been so long i have read such humaneness characteristics in a book that make bawled my eyes out 😭
Their is no fault in any character in this book, their respond is very reasonable & logical that even if it was painful and hurtful I can’t even blame them or fault them 🥲 this is one of the most realistic polygamy book ever that i have read in such a long time. At first i was gushing on how green flag their relationship are, the communication that keep going in the book was top tier ✨ their communication skills is the greenest forest ever but over time we can see that even which such a picture perfect relationship, there will have bits of conflict & forgetting to properly communicate sometimes which is very logical… no relationship is ever perfect. To me it is a forever work of effort together in making the relationship keep floating with love ❤️ & i can see that in them ✨
I bawled my eyes out when their conflict moments finally arrived yet i was anxious before it even approaches because i knew it will happen and scare how it will be since how perfect & tight they are. I was not wrong ✨ but the outcome is such a bittersweet moment since although it was indeed painful but it make them come out more honest, loved, sincere, right & finally together 💕
I enjoy my time reading this and glad this is the first book i pick from the author 🥰 excited to pick out more 👀
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Did I love Leon and Marek?
I loved what they did to me, what they did for me. But I wasn’t sure I was capable of love.
Or worthy.
And I highly doubted they’d reciprocate it.
They were in love with each other. They told each other often and it made my heart pang with jealousy and want.
I had no doubt that they loved their time with me, they loved fucking me, they loved the feminine-boy body I gave them. I was their toy thing, their object to adore and use as they saw fit.
They loved all those things.
But could they ever love me?
Could anyone?
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I laughed and threaded our fingers, feeling better already. “I’m trying to get better at opening up and talking . . . but god.” I let out a sigh. “It’s not easy for me.”
“Because you feel that if you do, if you tell people you love them, they’ll leave you.”
I nodded, tears welling in my eyes, my heart heavy. He really did understand. “It’s easier to pretend nothing matters so when they leave me it doesn’t hurt.”
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I sighed. “I don’t know. I mean, I see what they have. I see how they love each other so completely. They are so attuned, so in tune with each other, they are just . . . so in love. They’ve been together forever and are more in love now than they were back then. That’s rare, and I . . .”
Fitch squeezed my hand. “And you, what?”
“I don’t know where I fit in,” I replied. “I mean, I know where I fit in. And that’s the problem. Because I don’t. I don’t fit in. Not permanently. Not like them. They’re . . . a set. A matching pair, inseparable. And I’m . . . a fun little toy thing they play with a few times a week. I have no right to be mixing my feelings with . . . with what they have.”
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“And you never thought for one second you’d what?” I said, unable to take the bite out of my tone. “Fall in love with another man? Fall in love with Kylan?”
Leon’s eyes cut to mine, and I knew it was the truth.
I sobbed, my hand to my heart. “I love him too.”
He took my face in his hands and kissed me softly. “And that’s why we need to let him go. We can’t risk us. What we have is too precious. We’ll just go back to us. Just us two. No third, no femboy, no games, no roleplaying, none of it. Just us. We’ll be okay. And he will be too. He’ll be okay.”
We held each other and we both cried.
“He’ll be okay,” Leon whispered again, and I wasn’t sure which of us he was trying to convince.”
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And I was hurting. I was hurting because Kylan was hurting. That poor sweet boy.
Our boy.
And, for the first time in our relationship, there was a distance between me and Leon, and I wasn’t sure I wanted to close it. I wanted to hold my line and let myself wallow in this pain and grief.
I was heartbroken.
And maybe with some time I’d see Leon’s reasoning. Because if having a third person in our relationship could harm what Leon and I had, then part of my rational brain knew that what Leon had said was correct.
He was right about that.
We should protect us first, at all costs. That was always our rule.
But we were different now.
The us part of the equation had changed.
Kylan had changed us.
And I wasn’t sure I wanted to go back to who we were without him.
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I wanted to go to him, and I wondered if I should. I wondered if it would hurt Leon if I did. Would it be a breach of his trust?
I couldn’t decide between them who to hurt the most.
Kylan was already hurting, and I knew Leon was too. But Leon had said to let him go.
My darling husband, the absolute love of my life . . .
I was so angry at him. Betrayed, hurt, and so fucking heartsore.
I still didn’t want to see him. I didn’t know what to say.
Something felt irrevocably broken and I didn’t know how to fix it.
If it was fixable at all.
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“I almost fumbled this,” I mumbled.
“No, not just you. Me too. We didn’t talk. We didn’t communicate the way we normally do. We were both so scared of hurting each other that we froze. And we’ve never done that before. We’ve never been like that before.”
“We’ve never been in love with someone else before,” I offered. “We’ve never navigated anything like this before. I was so scared of hurting you.”
He nodded, teary again. “Same. I was so mad at you, and that was new for me. And we didn’t talk it out.”
“Because you couldn’t even look at me?” I said with a smile, trying to lighten the mood.
“True.” The smile he managed was tinged with sadness. “Maybe if I’d screamed at you to pull your head out of your arse, we could have saved everyone a lot of heartache.”
I snorted. “True. So if there’s ever a next time where you need to scream at me to stop being a jerk, please don’t hold back.”
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“ “And I didn’t stick up for myself,” he said. “I let you dictate, because that’s what we’ve always done.”
“What? No, baby . . .”
He shook his head. “You’ve always led this dance, and I’ve always been happy that way. I’ve never had a reason to question that. You’ve always put me first, so why would I ever question that. You make choices for us, what’s best for us, with me at the forefront of every decision. What I want, what I need, what makes me happy. Everything you’ve done has been for me, so when you said we should let Kylan go, I didn’t protest. I thought maybe you were right, because I was in love with him and I didn’t want to hurt you with that.”
I put my hand to his cheek and studied his eyes. “Everything I’ve ever done has been for you. And I’m usually good with judgement calls, financial decisions, whatever you want, I would make it happen just to see you smile.” I sighed. “But I was so wrong about this. I was wrong to assume, I was wrong to not ask. I was wrong to think I couldn’t love you both equally. I won’t make that mistake again. I promise. I will do everything I can to make you both happy.”
Marek’s gaze softened and he pressed his forehead to my cheek. “We’re both going to need to learn how to better communicate. I don’t know how threesome’s work.”
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Kylan - Book Three: The Wylde Street Boys Series
N.R. Walker
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April 11, 2025
The final Wylde Street Boys book - and it was emotional!!
Kylan was always the mysterious one, in both Benji’s and Fitch’s books. We did get some clues on him and his situation in book 2, but there were still a lot of unknowns going into this book.
While both Benji and Fitch have been through things, Kylan is truly traumatised by things from his past which he has suppressed. It made this a really emotional journey, as we got to see him start to open up about some things to his friends and his two lovers. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: N. R. Walker really knows how to write painful and tragic backstories!!
As with books one and two, this one heavily focuses on the relationship of the story, in this case Kylan and his two daddies, husbands Leon and Marek. There are a lot of explicit scenes between the three, which makes for a fun read.
In addition to Kylan’s past and his current situationship, we also dip into the plot line from book one, which appeared in book two as well: the case against Benji’s relatives. It causes some tension, especially seen through the anxious lens of Kylan.
I also just absolutely adore the friendship between the three Wylde boys. The epilogue was fantastic and I’ve really enjoyed their journeys!!
Whilst this book can be read as a standalone, I definitely recommend reading the three books as a series to get the full underlying story. There’s also the fact that they kind of follow each other, timeline-wise, and I think they just need to be enjoyed as one continuous story that centres a different Wylde boy in each book!
Kylan was always the mysterious one, in both Benji’s and Fitch’s books. We did get some clues on him and his situation in book 2, but there were still a lot of unknowns going into this book.
While both Benji and Fitch have been through things, Kylan is truly traumatised by things from his past which he has suppressed. It made this a really emotional journey, as we got to see him start to open up about some things to his friends and his two lovers. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: N. R. Walker really knows how to write painful and tragic backstories!!
As with books one and two, this one heavily focuses on the relationship of the story, in this case Kylan and his two daddies, husbands Leon and Marek. There are a lot of explicit scenes between the three, which makes for a fun read.
In addition to Kylan’s past and his current situationship, we also dip into the plot line from book one, which appeared in book two as well: the case against Benji’s relatives. It causes some tension, especially seen through the anxious lens of Kylan.
I also just absolutely adore the friendship between the three Wylde boys. The epilogue was fantastic and I’ve really enjoyed their journeys!!
Whilst this book can be read as a standalone, I definitely recommend reading the three books as a series to get the full underlying story. There’s also the fact that they kind of follow each other, timeline-wise, and I think they just need to be enjoyed as one continuous story that centres a different Wylde boy in each book!
February 14, 2026
I don't like this. These two guys are assholes, they really just think about themselves.
I liked the ending, I liked the friendship between the 3 boys, the found family aspect, but I really didn't like the two daddies. The kink didn't bother me, but they were assholes and I hated them. I loved Fitch for telling them to get their shit together. He was great in all 3 books.
Re-Read 27.05
Me shouting in my head: YOU HURT HIM YOU ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SELFISH ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!
I liked the ending, I liked the friendship between the 3 boys, the found family aspect, but I really didn't like the two daddies. The kink didn't bother me, but they were assholes and I hated them. I loved Fitch for telling them to get their shit together. He was great in all 3 books.
Re-Read 27.05
Me shouting in my head: YOU HURT HIM YOU ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SELFISH ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!
April 20, 2025
Rating: 3
Steam: 3
PoV: multiple, 1st person
Genre: contemporary romance, MMM
Tropes / tags: age gap, hurt / comfort, found family
So I guess this was partly on me for picking up the third book in a series.
Steam: 3
PoV: multiple, 1st person
Genre: contemporary romance, MMM
Tropes / tags: age gap, hurt / comfort, found family
So I guess this was partly on me for picking up the third book in a series.
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June 12, 2025No rating cause I don't want to do this book any disservice.
This whole trilogy simply didn't click with me... In fact, it pushed all my buttons in the wrong way :(
And I don't know what happened here since I really love me some damaged, abused MCs who find their solace and a space for healing in the arms of some strong men who love them back.
N.R. Walker is one of my absolutely favourite MM authors. I love her shorter stories with some socially awkward, a touch feminine or nerdy characters. So maybe I simply can't get into her "kinky" books? On the one hand, did enjoy Davo. On the other, my only major miss with this author was her Sir... hmmm
Anyway. I didn't like anything in this Wylde Street Boys trilogy. Yes, the stories were short. Yes, the audio narrator was a tiny bit OTT. Yes, the "street boys" were too sweet, and their partners too hero-like. But these are all the features I normally adore in N.R. Walker's books!
As to Kylan - I really, truly, deeply disliked the MC :( I get that Kylan had some serious issues with his past and that he was mentally unstable. But he was toooo whiny for me.
The Daddy kink did nothing to me, too. I mean, it's not my favourite M/s dynamic, but I've never had any problems with it so far.
So, sorry guys, but I can't recommend this trilogy. But it's totally a ME thing, and not the books' fault!
This whole trilogy simply didn't click with me... In fact, it pushed all my buttons in the wrong way :(
And I don't know what happened here since I really love me some damaged, abused MCs who find their solace and a space for healing in the arms of some strong men who love them back.
N.R. Walker is one of my absolutely favourite MM authors. I love her shorter stories with some socially awkward, a touch feminine or nerdy characters. So maybe I simply can't get into her "kinky" books? On the one hand, did enjoy Davo. On the other, my only major miss with this author was her Sir... hmmm
Anyway. I didn't like anything in this Wylde Street Boys trilogy. Yes, the stories were short. Yes, the audio narrator was a tiny bit OTT. Yes, the "street boys" were too sweet, and their partners too hero-like. But these are all the features I normally adore in N.R. Walker's books!
As to Kylan - I really, truly, deeply disliked the MC :( I get that Kylan had some serious issues with his past and that he was mentally unstable. But he was toooo whiny for me.
The Daddy kink did nothing to me, too. I mean, it's not my favourite M/s dynamic, but I've never had any problems with it so far.
So, sorry guys, but I can't recommend this trilogy. But it's totally a ME thing, and not the books' fault!
April 15, 2025
It's lovely that as I age some of my favorite authors are increasing the age of their MCs in MM romance and I definitely love that. The older men in this story are already in an established relationship and have already had a NDA contract in place with their rent boy, Kylan (Ky), whom we met in the first two books of this series. Ky is getting more attached and some misunderstanding on the part of one of his daddies sends their relationship into turmoil. His daddies are, however, in love with him and their care and concern shines through and actually saves the day.
This story has plenty of "fem" clothing options for the young man who enjoys dressing in skirts and panties or simply wearing a robe and slippers around their home. But Ky has deeper issues that need to be addressed and the story flows nicely and stays in tune with the others in the series in that the three young men stay close with one another and provide the emotional support each needs. I enjoyed the one on one--or is it one on two?--time Ky spends with his daddies. The sex scenes are smoking hot, but so are the tender, loving ones.
The latter part of the book includes more about all three boys and a nice HEA wrap up for all so that was greatly appreciated. The only downside for me was the cover. I just can't see the cover model in the role of Ky. He looks too old to me. Granted Ky is at least mid-twenties but I guess we all get our own image as the author paints the picture in the story and that model does not fit my picture. :D
All in all, I enjoyed the whole series and recommend it to those who love age gap romances.
This story has plenty of "fem" clothing options for the young man who enjoys dressing in skirts and panties or simply wearing a robe and slippers around their home. But Ky has deeper issues that need to be addressed and the story flows nicely and stays in tune with the others in the series in that the three young men stay close with one another and provide the emotional support each needs. I enjoyed the one on one--or is it one on two?--time Ky spends with his daddies. The sex scenes are smoking hot, but so are the tender, loving ones.
The latter part of the book includes more about all three boys and a nice HEA wrap up for all so that was greatly appreciated. The only downside for me was the cover. I just can't see the cover model in the role of Ky. He looks too old to me. Granted Ky is at least mid-twenties but I guess we all get our own image as the author paints the picture in the story and that model does not fit my picture. :D
All in all, I enjoyed the whole series and recommend it to those who love age gap romances.
June 28, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5 🌶🌶🌶/5
TW - child abuse (incl physical, past, loosely recounted), trauma, disassociation, sex work, homelessness (past, mentioned), fear of abandonment, legal proceedings (scs incl sentencing for murder, fraud and tax evasion), death of a parent (past, mentioned), alcohol consumption
CW - feminisation, toys, Daddy / Cg/l, role play, light hand necklace, voyeurism, light degradation, DAP
Tropes - size difference, age gap, hurt comfort, rich af MMCs
Representation - queer rep, polyam - MMM
This book kept me out of a slump 😅
Poly ✅
Daddy ✅
D/s ✅
I really enjoyed this book and I enjoyed the vulnerability shown from the characters, especially Kylan, in their relationship and trying to make their dynamic work given how they started. I also really liked the friendship group between all the Wylde Street Boys, they were so supportive and caring of each other 🥰
Scale:
⭐️ - would've DNF'ed / continued out of spite
⭐️⭐️ - shit, but whatever
⭐️⭐️⭐️ - meh, could've been better
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - lit 👅
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - loved it, inject this shit into my veins 🤪
🫑 - no smut
🌶 - no point
🌶🌶 - mediocre at best
🌶🌶🌶 - standard smut, hot
🌶🌶🌶🌶 - 🥵 okay, some CW
🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶 - fuck me 🥵🥵 CWs / filthy with a side of filth - see Poison / Room Twenty-Two: Hide and Seek/ The Naughty List / The Naughtier List
TW/CW not to be repurposed by authors / publishers for website / book / content use without permission
TW - child abuse (incl physical, past, loosely recounted), trauma, disassociation, sex work, homelessness (past, mentioned), fear of abandonment, legal proceedings (scs incl sentencing for murder, fraud and tax evasion), death of a parent (past, mentioned), alcohol consumption
CW - feminisation, toys, Daddy / Cg/l, role play, light hand necklace, voyeurism, light degradation, DAP
Tropes - size difference, age gap, hurt comfort, rich af MMCs
Representation - queer rep, polyam - MMM
This book kept me out of a slump 😅
Poly ✅
Daddy ✅
D/s ✅
I really enjoyed this book and I enjoyed the vulnerability shown from the characters, especially Kylan, in their relationship and trying to make their dynamic work given how they started. I also really liked the friendship group between all the Wylde Street Boys, they were so supportive and caring of each other 🥰
Scale:
⭐️ - would've DNF'ed / continued out of spite
⭐️⭐️ - shit, but whatever
⭐️⭐️⭐️ - meh, could've been better
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - lit 👅
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - loved it, inject this shit into my veins 🤪
🫑 - no smut
🌶 - no point
🌶🌶 - mediocre at best
🌶🌶🌶 - standard smut, hot
🌶🌶🌶🌶 - 🥵 okay, some CW
🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶 - fuck me 🥵🥵 CWs / filthy with a side of filth - see Poison / Room Twenty-Two: Hide and Seek/ The Naughty List / The Naughtier List
TW/CW not to be repurposed by authors / publishers for website / book / content use without permission
July 21, 2025
This was like 3.5 stars. I think this is the last book in this super spicy series. Kylan's tiny-5'2". He was jealous of the attention his sister got for being a pretty princess, so he'd lock himself in the bathroom and try on her skirts. His dad caught him one day and beat him. His two daddies were over 20 years older than him and married. His two friends had permanent, committed relationships with their guys and he felt like he was just a plaything. Once they figured out that he needed and loved them and that they could love him without diminishing their love for one another, they did away with the NDA and asked him to move in. I enjoyed reading about the daddy kink with a fem boy. It wasn't something I knew much about. I liked how Kylan told them that he didn't think he could role play as "boy" all the time and that if he did, it would mess with his head. I liked how they encouraged him to get help with his issues. It almost crossed a line with all the infantilizing, but they are all consenting adults and if that's what gets them going, I won't yuk their yum. It ended with them officially recognizing him as their boyfriend and getting him a ring, since they can't all be married, but he is an equal third in the relationship. Benji's dad is now behind bars for the rest of his life. I might want to re-read this series at some point.
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April 11, 2026
“As long as I have you both, I’ll be home.”
^ Page 220.
If the characters weren't crying they were fucking for most of this and I think that sums up in the book. Would've been a higher rating but I'm just not one for people crying or being all sappy.
I know I skipped the first 2 books, mainly because I'm trying not to read shorter books at the moment. There's nothing in the book or description to say don't read as a standalone, typically they're different partner for each book so I assumed it'd be fine. Point is if you're going to say throughout the book that a side character has a massive court case coming up, perhaps explain why or a simple sentence about it as this book is very good at being fast paced.
The only other thing would be the quote below. It might sound great in theory but at the same time Kylan isn't a child (or at least I hope not as he wasn't given an age in this book!) he's supposedly a young man. But this quote just grossed me out.
“Nuclear family implies two children and there’s only enough room for one. I am an only child here, and I will not share my daddies.”
^ Page 198.
To summarise, if the book hadn't been sappy for most of the plot I think I would've enjoyed this one more. It might just be me, I should probably not read books like this for a while (even though I love a good book with a daddy kink!).
^ Page 220.
If the characters weren't crying they were fucking for most of this and I think that sums up in the book. Would've been a higher rating but I'm just not one for people crying or being all sappy.
I know I skipped the first 2 books, mainly because I'm trying not to read shorter books at the moment. There's nothing in the book or description to say don't read as a standalone, typically they're different partner for each book so I assumed it'd be fine. Point is if you're going to say throughout the book that a side character has a massive court case coming up, perhaps explain why or a simple sentence about it as this book is very good at being fast paced.
The only other thing would be the quote below. It might sound great in theory but at the same time Kylan isn't a child (or at least I hope not as he wasn't given an age in this book!) he's supposedly a young man. But this quote just grossed me out.
“Nuclear family implies two children and there’s only enough room for one. I am an only child here, and I will not share my daddies.”
^ Page 198.
To summarise, if the book hadn't been sappy for most of the plot I think I would've enjoyed this one more. It might just be me, I should probably not read books like this for a while (even though I love a good book with a daddy kink!).
September 2, 2026
This book had me in tears at points in the story. Kylan is such a sweet character and his two daddies take good care of him. However, there is a contract between them with an NDA in place when we first meet them. It was only ever meant to be temporary, a fantasy, but the longer they are together, the more Kylan wants.
At one point in the story everything comes to a head and decisions have to be made. Kylan is in so much need of real therapy as he has had some awful things happen to him in the past. He gets the love and affection from Leon and Marek that he never got as a child. When things take a turn, your heart breaks for this boy, and the narrator did such an amazing job bringing these emotions to life. Really made your heart ache.
The greatest relationship in this book, in the whole series honestly, is this amazing friendship/brotherhood between Kylan, Benji and Fitch. They have been through thick and thin and will always have each other's back. They are there through some of the toughest things and I am so happy that the bond is so strong. N.R. Walker is one of the author's that I am really starting to read more of as everything so far has been great.
At one point in the story everything comes to a head and decisions have to be made. Kylan is in so much need of real therapy as he has had some awful things happen to him in the past. He gets the love and affection from Leon and Marek that he never got as a child. When things take a turn, your heart breaks for this boy, and the narrator did such an amazing job bringing these emotions to life. Really made your heart ache.
The greatest relationship in this book, in the whole series honestly, is this amazing friendship/brotherhood between Kylan, Benji and Fitch. They have been through thick and thin and will always have each other's back. They are there through some of the toughest things and I am so happy that the bond is so strong. N.R. Walker is one of the author's that I am really starting to read more of as everything so far has been great.
February 1, 2026
MMM
MMM
Leon and Marek have always enjoyed a femboy twink to share between them. When they meet Kylan, they have an agreement setup. Once then twice a week, they meet.
Kylan enjoys the agreement because it gave him a sense of security which he desperately needed after his childhood. However when feelings start getting involved, Kylan starts feeling like the agreement is a noose. He’s in love with them and he wants more but knows there’s no way they’ll give it to him.
I thought this was such a realistic romance. A lot of times in books, they immediately get resolved. You see the relationship having already been established. And then the fall out from feelings being caught on all three sides. I typically don’t like troubles when the established relationship brings in a third cause there is always that insecurity from that third person. And I want my book boyfriends obsessed with their love interest 😂 There was a lot of hurt that happens but thanks to Fitch’s wake up call and threats. Leon and Marek get their heads out of their asses lol
MMM
Leon and Marek have always enjoyed a femboy twink to share between them. When they meet Kylan, they have an agreement setup. Once then twice a week, they meet.
Kylan enjoys the agreement because it gave him a sense of security which he desperately needed after his childhood. However when feelings start getting involved, Kylan starts feeling like the agreement is a noose. He’s in love with them and he wants more but knows there’s no way they’ll give it to him.
I thought this was such a realistic romance. A lot of times in books, they immediately get resolved. You see the relationship having already been established. And then the fall out from feelings being caught on all three sides. I typically don’t like troubles when the established relationship brings in a third cause there is always that insecurity from that third person. And I want my book boyfriends obsessed with their love interest 😂 There was a lot of hurt that happens but thanks to Fitch’s wake up call and threats. Leon and Marek get their heads out of their asses lol
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