I had so much hope for this dollar store Aelin.
That's a lie. I knew this wouldn't get better. But I kept reading anyway. Put simply? What the actual fuck is wrong with this main character?
Jesus christ.
She is literally the most insufferable main character from the start of the first book. I was just hoping for a redemption arc... or maybe a lesson learned... or at the very least to grow the hell up. Alas, literally none of that happened, and by the end of this book, she has done what she always does and kept secrets and gotten herself in a deep pile of crap.
ALSO, how are we supposed to support her when Sorin got shit the entire first part of this book for "lying to her" by omission and then she somehow justifies herself in the exact same thing and nobody calls her out for it?? Pot, meet kettle.
I'm not done. I thought I was. Can we talk about how long she drags Callan through the mud of her lackluster personality traits before she actually tells him it won't work?? "I don't want to be a queen!" Is NOT the proper reason for telling someone you can't be with them when you literally found your fated partner. This bitch is supposed to be "hopelessly in love" with someone else, but can't just come out and say it until AFTER THEY ARE MARRIED?! Gag me. Furthermore, she never wears dresses except when she goes to dinner with Callan and his court? So, she is specifically dressing in a way she knows he will like and appreciate, parading around him while actively courting with someone else and never once mentioning it to him? Toxic.
And you know what, while I'm at it, I'm going to be vocally pissed off about the fact that she is supposed to be "soooo powerful" and "death's maiden" and yet she can't EVER once protect herself or make smart decisions? She killed a Marran Lord without her powers. But she can't handle a single Fae after 10 night children and some mortals? *gack*. Also, pulling some crap stunt with blood magic that she literally doesn't understand because she didn't even know these worlds existed a few months ago, but now she is arrogant about being all-knowing? Simpering about how "this is how it has to be to protect people," and yet she only puts everyone in more danger? This bitch. 😒
The end to my rant: Why is everybody so impressed with her and protective of her? She is not worthy. She pretends to be so amazing and yet is the most fragile and unstable character I have ever met. She is 1000% not fit to be queen. The pacing was also horrendous. The dialogue is weirdly stilted and unattural.
I hate myself, but I am going to keep reading out of morbid curiosity.