Wish i could give a 3.5/5 but you cant on here and giving it a 3 felt more of a crime than a 4.
Disclaimer: NIN has been more or less my favorite band for about 13 years now, i do not think this book is worth it if you arent at least very acquainted with the PHM record, if not NIN overall. But knowing PHM at least is essential to an enjoyable reading of this. If you havent heard it, do yourself a gigantic favor and give it a spin. Hopefully it changes your life like it did and continues to do so for me.
2nd disclaimer: The 33 and 1/3rd series is a bit misleading, as some of these books arent actually all, or even mostly about the album or artist mentioned in the title. With that being said, the sections that do not focus on the artist, lets say not the "behind the scenes" style passages, still manage to do magic with putting into words the emotional, social, and cultural phenomenon caused by the artist in name. Each 33 and 1/3rd book has a different author, premise and writing style from my understanding.
Carr says she was inspired by a book about Springsteen fans in the late 80's for this one, where a lot of it is focuses on interviews and analyzing how this release impacted peoples lives and how it reflected struggles/events around the time it was released.
A lot of these fans have astonishing eloquence, and I found myself dumbfounded realizing despite me listening to this record a million times and feeling what theyre feeling, i could never quite grasp with words what Reznors music was doing to me, at least not like some of these fans.
With that being said, i believe if you are a long time NIN fan, whether youve distanced yourself from your fandom or not, there's a lot here to make you appreciate NIN more. And again its not just the technical aspects of his music, more so the emotional power it has had on many listeners.
What makes these fan testaments all the more powerful is the multiple passages we get about Ohio/Pennsylvania history, as this is where our chad frontmon Tront came from.
What i didnt expect is the use of a very intersectional analysis to be woven into Reznors rise to stardom as well as why this music sat well (and didnt) with so many people of those states. The closure of steel mills, loss of jobs, rise in suicide and divorce, rise of spousal abuse, segregated housing, segregated music cultures, rise of the suburbs, of the shopping mall, the book really NAILS the fact that its difficult for art to ever be divorced from the political reality in which it came from. A lot of these topics i wouldnt have thought would be a foundation for Trent's attitude and success, but its hard to not see his legacy now, reading this, as something other than a reaction to a lot of the trends under neoliberal capitalism. Our homes and communities have been turned into cookie cutter development projects, which displace more meaningful centers of community we had. We are now supposed to get more of our sense of meaning from consuming, rather than producing something of our own. Suburbia, shopping malls, economic distress, the widespread alienation of the American people as they realize the American dream is now the American nightmare. NINs music reflects the nihilism instilled in us from the system that makes everything seem meaningless, the anger for being invalidated in our grief over this change, and a desperation that perhaps we can find salvation/rescue from this capitalist hellscape whether its through religion, drugs, or sex and romance.
A lot of people complaining that this book was too focused on elements that dont directly concern NIN/Reznor and how that makes this book worse. While i did wish for a bit more of that, on the contrary, the concept of this book being about the emotional impact of NIN has a more important place in public discourse than simply discussing Reznors skillset/gear/compositions or whatever. What this book told me is that a strong dedicated fandom is hard to come by, and is a precious thing that should be cherished and cannot be taken for granted. Much like a good friend can be hard to come by, so can a fandom and having the privilege/pleasure to enjoy an artist so much. Its easy as an art nerd of whatever form to think everyone has "their thing" but go ahead and have a music convo with those around you in your life and chances are unless you hang out with musicians, it will quickly reveal your relationship with music is a more special one than most have. Not that youre better because of it, it just is, and should be nurtured and celebrated for the joy and whatever else it brings to you.
I can safely say this book has some very wholesome discourse on fandoms and community and made me be happier to indulge in them. Being a fan after all is a big part of identity, and identity is a big part of something humans often seek to confirm/discover .
Kinda wanted a bit more technical/gear and production talk here, but even though that is what i came for, i certainly was still impressed. Overall kind of felt like i went to a NIN/alt/goth group therapy kind of thing that made me feel rejuvenated and more comfortable with myself and my passions.