This book should be called walls and secrets! Penina is a brilliant young neurosurgeon. She has worked her whole life to prove she belongs at the top of the food chain. She is completing her residency and waiting on word is she will get the Fellowship she wants. Penina is ready to start her life. Her past is filled with a boyfriend who was serial cheater, a mother who has abandoned her and basically disappeared. Penina more than anything just wants a family of her own. She has been on her own since she went to boarding school at 13. An attraction to the new attending Neurosurgeon leads her on a path to questioning herself.
Penina, is a great character. At first you think she is pretty much a one-dimensional character, an attractive doctor. What you soon learn is she is more than that. She has scars from living life with her addicted mother, being left at boarding school at age 13, a relationship with an aunt who isn’t overly engaging or affectionate. Penina has no clue who her father is or any sort of back ground information.
At the end of her residency she is names to the team of a new attending Neurosurgeon, Dr. Jake Sparrow. He is sexy, smart, and successful, but there is also something more, he is keeping secrets. Penina is super attracted to Jake, but his secrets are making it hard for to engage with him.
Jake’s character is a little hard to like. You know he is hiding something dark and you just don’t want that to spill out on to Penina. I had hard time with them being together. Their attraction is intense, their passion is intense, but as the reader you know that Jake could hurt Penina. She has worked so hard to be successful you do not want Jake to drag her down.
This is the first half of their story. So many twists and turns, it was an emotional rollercoaster for sure. I am really hoping for a HEA here for both characters, but I am not sure I need them to end up together. This was a 4/5 read for me. This was my first experience with Z.L. Arkadie and I will be back to check out more of their offerings.