Real rating: 2.75 stars rounded up.
Thank you to NetGalley and Little A. for providing me with an ARC of this novel. All my thoughts and opinions are my own.
The tile of this book instantly struck me because I knew I would be in for messy drama. Two best friends, Audrey and Ian, who fall in love with the same man, Beau, and even get married and divorced to him. Beau is MIA the night before Beau and Audrey’s daughter’s wedding, so Ian and Audrey take it upon themselves to find him before it’s too late.
Unfortunately, the writing style of this novel alerted me almost immediately that I would not have a great time with this book. It’s very…quirky, which I’m not a fan of at all. It felt a bit excruciating to get through. On top of that, there’s the constant pop-culture references and sprinkled use of ebonics—meant to elicit a chuckle from the reader, but is more distasteful than anything, especially considering it’s being referred to as “gen z slang”— that keep getting inserted into the story.
Even with the alternating POVs between Ian and Audrey, there honestly isn’t much of a difference in tone. They’re practically the same person. More than once, I had to pull up the table of contents to remind myself who was talking because I honestly could not tell the difference.
Even a book with the most interesting premise, for me, can be completely sullied by a “quirky” writing style. This is not to say that everyone would dislike it. I can only compare the style to the likes of Cara Bastone and Emily Henry—interesting storylines with quirky writing styles, not right on the money, but in that ball park—so if you’re a fan of their writing, you might like this book.
The other main thing that throws me is the fact that all of the main characters are at least 45 years old (minus Audrey and Beau’s two children). Yet, there is nothing any of them does that reflects that. I genuinely had to keep reminding myself they were nearing their 50s, yet all of their actions, rationale, communication skills—it’s like a New Adult novel. There’s just morsels here and there that remind me of their age: the mention of subtle frown lines, wrinkles by their eyes, random moments of worrying about their jobs.
I get the prevailing theme here—trust me, I do. Two ex-best friends that were torn apart by their love/heavy competitive infatuation (take your pick) for the same man, rekindle their friendship as they traverse the streets of the town that started it all, making them feel young again.
Well, they feel a bit /too/ young.
Even with the small flashbacks from both Ian and Audrey showing glimpses of their individual relationships with Beau, I have a hard time believing it was love. I actually don’t think anybody was in love with anybody. Beau was just having fun—yes, even with two marriages and two children between the three of them. Audrey and Ian are (not were) incredibly insecure people who were both steadfast in their belief that Beau was incredibly out of their league and they were /lucky/ he even gave them the time of day. Both Audrey and Ian were in this weird competition with each other for his attention. I can chalk it up to youthful naïveté at the time, I suppose. But by their mid-30s? Some growth would’ve been great to see.
I also don’t love that they made the sexually fluid man cheat on everybody with anybody. It feeds a harmful stereotype. Audrey even made a comment early on in the book where she says something along the lines of acknowledging that Beau wasn’t straight, but still “fooled” herself into believing that marriage would make him faithful. That says a lot. She also makes comments here and there about Ian that suggests she’s someone who genuinely believes she’s an ally, but isn’t at all.
Then we have Ian who keeps calling Audrey a “bitch” or a “ho” in his internal monologues for literally no reason. His anger towards her is so incredibly misplaced that it’s almost exhausting to keep reading.
Those last 30-odd pages gave it the extra .75 boost.
Overall, I believe they are all borderline alcoholics who are in dire need of therapy, not a man, and are honestly better off without each other in their lives. They enable each other’s worst qualities.