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The Addict
The Addict is part one of a Dual POV series following the lives of several characters and the intersecting of their experiences and relationships. The Addict deals with dark topics, violence, suicidal ideology and self destructive tendencies related to addictive behaviors. This book is derived from experiences that have some truth to them, with characters that are fictional. Before reading this book, be mindful of the trigger warnings listed and read through them entirely prior to proceeding.
NOAH
Noah Hansen is the 19-year-old son of the Chief of Police. He risks his life daily with a combination of drug use and dangerous sexual encounters. He is chaotic and impulsive, constantly placing himself in harm's way just to get an adrenaline rush. He has maps of trauma that he keeps hidden and secrets he has never shared. Instead of facing his issues, he buries them.
DELANE
Delane Marsh is a kindhearted, college student. She's loyal to her friends but naïve to most of life's dangers. The majority of her days are spent working and studying, and obsesses over perfection. One night, she just so happens to arrive at the wrong place, wrong time. Her whole life as she knows it changes in a split second.
SILAS
Silas Thorne is a well-known business magnate, set to inherit his uncle's wealth and corporations. He grew up in the spotlight of fame and money. He is skilled in manipulation tactics, underhanded business deals and—above all—is deeply infatuated with Noah, whom he's grown up alongside due to their similar social standing. He is calculated, cold, and stops at nothing to get what he wants.
***
Unexpectedly, Noah finds himself face to face with the young and captivating Delane. He is forced to make a decision. Save her, a stranger, from her attackers—or don't get involved.
If one of the attackers hadn't been Silas Thorne, Noah’s childhood adversary, his choice might have been more simple. So he does it. He strikes a one time deal to save Delane— using his body as a gamble. He knows he will never see her again.
Little does Noah know, he won't be finished with the transaction any time soon. His decision sparks events that continue to corrupt and transform him. As he battles his traumas and addictions, he becomes ensnared in the lives of both Delane and Silas. Unsuspectingly, a too close to home predator from his past threatens to destroy him entirely.
And this time, he doesn't know if he will survive.
NOAH
Noah Hansen is the 19-year-old son of the Chief of Police. He risks his life daily with a combination of drug use and dangerous sexual encounters. He is chaotic and impulsive, constantly placing himself in harm's way just to get an adrenaline rush. He has maps of trauma that he keeps hidden and secrets he has never shared. Instead of facing his issues, he buries them.
DELANE
Delane Marsh is a kindhearted, college student. She's loyal to her friends but naïve to most of life's dangers. The majority of her days are spent working and studying, and obsesses over perfection. One night, she just so happens to arrive at the wrong place, wrong time. Her whole life as she knows it changes in a split second.
SILAS
Silas Thorne is a well-known business magnate, set to inherit his uncle's wealth and corporations. He grew up in the spotlight of fame and money. He is skilled in manipulation tactics, underhanded business deals and—above all—is deeply infatuated with Noah, whom he's grown up alongside due to their similar social standing. He is calculated, cold, and stops at nothing to get what he wants.
***
Unexpectedly, Noah finds himself face to face with the young and captivating Delane. He is forced to make a decision. Save her, a stranger, from her attackers—or don't get involved.
If one of the attackers hadn't been Silas Thorne, Noah’s childhood adversary, his choice might have been more simple. So he does it. He strikes a one time deal to save Delane— using his body as a gamble. He knows he will never see her again.
Little does Noah know, he won't be finished with the transaction any time soon. His decision sparks events that continue to corrupt and transform him. As he battles his traumas and addictions, he becomes ensnared in the lives of both Delane and Silas. Unsuspectingly, a too close to home predator from his past threatens to destroy him entirely.
And this time, he doesn't know if he will survive.
397 pages, Kindle Edition
Published June 30, 2025
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January 18, 2026
General: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Spice: 🫦🫦🫦
Narration: 🎙️🎙️🎙️🎙️🎙️
Edit 18.Jan.2026
OMFG! The narration of this story absolutely blew my mind.
Ivan Morea as Noah did an astonishing job—he brought this broken soul to life so beautifully.
Lucas Troy delivered again. His narration of Silas, as well as David, sent shivers all over my body.
And Dani Staro as Delane? She showed just how vulnerable and fierce her character truly is.
Go grab this audiobook—or read the story—but please check the TWs. Your mental health matters.
I cannot wait for the second book in this duet.
✨✨✨ The Addict by Charlie Noir (@authorcharlienoir), is her debut novel releasing June 30th. ✨✨✨
Dedication:
To my soulmate.
All that I am, and all that I have.
All men are tempted. There is no man that lives that can't be broken down, provided it is the right temptation, put in the right spot.
Tropes:
⚫️ Dark Romance
🔥 Bi MMC
🩶 Morally Gray
⚠️ TW / CW
⚫️ MM / MF
🔥 Touch Him and Die
🩶 Who Hurt You?
If you enjoy alpha personalities with deep struggles, Silas and Noah are your men. I have to admit, I was intrigued by these tropes for a long time, and when I finally got the book, I dove in without knowing exactly what to expect.
And trust me, I was blown away. Charlie's writing is incredibly vivid, and they have a remarkable ability to adapt their style to each character's personality. I must admit, this story pulled me in completely—I even felt the withdrawal firsthand, as the characters endured it.
We are introduced to Noah, a man haunted by his past, who numbs his pain with drugs, alcohol, and reckless choices. When his conscience drives him to save a stranger, he strikes a deal with his rival, Silas: one night together. But that night ignites something buried deep between them. Yet Noah’s past refuses to stay forgotten—it resurfaces, threatening to drag him back into the numbness he has come to rely on.
And the ending? A cliffhanger I never saw coming! So be prepared.
Quotes:
"Tell me what you want me to do." I murmured seductively. "You obey, that’s all." I liked those odds. I nodded my understanding. “Yes sir.” I said, and a fire ignited behind Silas’s orbs.
"My life was ruined before I started drugs,”
Noah wouldn’t last much longer. He was practically bucking into my hand. Time to take care of my poor raven. He’d done such a good job.
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Spice: 🫦🫦🫦
Narration: 🎙️🎙️🎙️🎙️🎙️
Edit 18.Jan.2026
OMFG! The narration of this story absolutely blew my mind.
Ivan Morea as Noah did an astonishing job—he brought this broken soul to life so beautifully.
Lucas Troy delivered again. His narration of Silas, as well as David, sent shivers all over my body.
And Dani Staro as Delane? She showed just how vulnerable and fierce her character truly is.
Go grab this audiobook—or read the story—but please check the TWs. Your mental health matters.
I cannot wait for the second book in this duet.
✨✨✨ The Addict by Charlie Noir (@authorcharlienoir), is her debut novel releasing June 30th. ✨✨✨
Dedication:
To my soulmate.
All that I am, and all that I have.
All men are tempted. There is no man that lives that can't be broken down, provided it is the right temptation, put in the right spot.
Tropes:
⚫️ Dark Romance
🔥 Bi MMC
🩶 Morally Gray
⚠️ TW / CW
⚫️ MM / MF
🔥 Touch Him and Die
🩶 Who Hurt You?
If you enjoy alpha personalities with deep struggles, Silas and Noah are your men. I have to admit, I was intrigued by these tropes for a long time, and when I finally got the book, I dove in without knowing exactly what to expect.
And trust me, I was blown away. Charlie's writing is incredibly vivid, and they have a remarkable ability to adapt their style to each character's personality. I must admit, this story pulled me in completely—I even felt the withdrawal firsthand, as the characters endured it.
We are introduced to Noah, a man haunted by his past, who numbs his pain with drugs, alcohol, and reckless choices. When his conscience drives him to save a stranger, he strikes a deal with his rival, Silas: one night together. But that night ignites something buried deep between them. Yet Noah’s past refuses to stay forgotten—it resurfaces, threatening to drag him back into the numbness he has come to rely on.
And the ending? A cliffhanger I never saw coming! So be prepared.
Quotes:
"Tell me what you want me to do." I murmured seductively. "You obey, that’s all." I liked those odds. I nodded my understanding. “Yes sir.” I said, and a fire ignited behind Silas’s orbs.
"My life was ruined before I started drugs,”
Noah wouldn’t last much longer. He was practically bucking into my hand. Time to take care of my poor raven. He’d done such a good job.
#indieauthor #booklover #bookgirl #books #reader #spicybooks #booksta #books #bookrecs #bookstagramer #bookboyfriends #steamyromance #spicyromance #touchheranddie #secretidentity #stalking #review #currentlyreading #kindleunlimited #oleelawdigiart #theshadyivy
November 10, 2025
I quickly read this, could not put down. Now, I have to wait - ends on a cliffhanger and unsure when the next book comes out 🫠
July 1, 2025
The Addict
Charlie Noir
MM / MF Dark romance
Bi MMC
Incapable of love /Morally Grey
Trauma / Broken Boy
Touch him and D
Who hurt you?
Rivals turned lovers (MM)
Unexpected attraction (MF)
Hidden secrets come to light
Plot
Noah, Silas & Delane
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶🌶
This was really great, really unique.
Noah is troubled, he has a traumatic past that confronts him about 10 years later.
Watching Noah struggle was so challenging.
My heart hurt for him.
He brokers a deal with Silas, a well known business rival of sorts, they grew up in the same circles because of their families and their statuses in society.
Silas has always been attracted to Noah but cannot act on it outwardly.
Noah saves Delane from Silas, offers his body up to Silas to let Delane go.
In the meantime, he engages with Silas in a mutually beneficial arrangement, but it seems more, Silas cares for Noah, ad Noah seems to trust Silas, he at least lets his guard down during some intense and very challenging moments.
Delane, thrown into the mix of this all, is attracted to Noah, Noah can’t stop thinking about her, but dear old Silas is severely jealous of Noah's attention on Delane.
Noah goes through some brutal things in this book, it was awful
The cliffhanger was wild, i can't fathom how these three will work it out, will someone choose? Will the 3 be able to be peaceful and form a relationship? What about the cliffhanger?
This was really great
I honestly can’t wait to read the next book
Charlie Noir
MM / MF Dark romance
Bi MMC
Incapable of love /Morally Grey
Trauma / Broken Boy
Touch him and D
Who hurt you?
Rivals turned lovers (MM)
Unexpected attraction (MF)
Hidden secrets come to light
Plot
Noah, Silas & Delane
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶🌶
This was really great, really unique.
Noah is troubled, he has a traumatic past that confronts him about 10 years later.
Watching Noah struggle was so challenging.
My heart hurt for him.
He brokers a deal with Silas, a well known business rival of sorts, they grew up in the same circles because of their families and their statuses in society.
Silas has always been attracted to Noah but cannot act on it outwardly.
Noah saves Delane from Silas, offers his body up to Silas to let Delane go.
In the meantime, he engages with Silas in a mutually beneficial arrangement, but it seems more, Silas cares for Noah, ad Noah seems to trust Silas, he at least lets his guard down during some intense and very challenging moments.
Delane, thrown into the mix of this all, is attracted to Noah, Noah can’t stop thinking about her, but dear old Silas is severely jealous of Noah's attention on Delane.
Noah goes through some brutal things in this book, it was awful
The cliffhanger was wild, i can't fathom how these three will work it out, will someone choose? Will the 3 be able to be peaceful and form a relationship? What about the cliffhanger?
This was really great
I honestly can’t wait to read the next book
July 9, 2025
The Addict is an amazing first novel by Charlie Noir! This book has three main characters, but I personally feel it’s centered around Noah Hansen. He’s a 19 year old rich kid who does drugs, drinks til he’s drunk, and is a bi man-whore. He has little regard for his life and safety. His “nemesis” is Silas Thorne, a 23 year old rich young man who is part of a drug ring working for his uncle. After a night of drinking and having a salacious run in with Silas, Noah is off to head home. But he hesitates when he hears a woman yelling for help from the alleyway he just left. After contemplating whether or not to get involved, he does the unselfish thing and goes to help her. Silas has assaulted her and is on the verge of r*ping her. Noah offers up himself to Silas, as he’s who Silas really wants. They make a pact to hook up the next day. Noah takes Delane (the young lady he saves) to his home to keep her safe for the night. This is how it all begins. Noah is a complicated character with a lot of brutal baggage. He drowns himself in alcohol, sex, and drugs, addicted to how these vices help him forget (albeit for a short time before he starts all over again) what he’s been through. He has the most dysfunctional family full of secrets. Silas only wants one thing: Noah. Their families are enemies & Silas is in the closet with his sexuality. He can’t be seen with Noah because of those two reasons. Delane is an innocent that Noah can’t get off his mind. He feels as though she is a light in his dark world. This is a book full of difficult subjects. It’s a harsh look at how evil people can be, the power that people with authority abuse for their own twisted desires. It deals with addiction, abuse, flaws, status, and familial dysfunction. It’s dark, multilayered and wonderful. I highly recommend you read this book. You won’t be disappointed!
January 11, 2026
AUDIO REVIEW
OMFG how good was this book?!? I am in awe. This story was so intense and the characters weave a story that is both dark and heartbreaking and in some places utterly beyond comprehension. I couldn't recommend this more.
Noah broke my heart. He has been through so much and it is no wonder her turned to drink and drugs to numb his pain and try to block out the horrific things that had happened to him. His storyline left my speechless and the way Ivan Morea delivered each and every gut wrenching moment was magnificent.
Delane is the epitome of wrong place wrong time when she meets both Silas and Noah on the same night and she is thrust into a world that even by the end of the book she doesn't comprehend the precarious situation she is in. Dani Staro is quickly becoming one of my favourite narrators and this book cemented that belief. Dani's performance gave an absolutely perfect portrayal of Delane and really had me believing in the situations that were happening throughout the book.
Silas is definitely pegged as one of the many villains of the story but I have got to say that by the end of the book as always I quite liked the Villain!! He is utterly obsessed with Noah and I am so excited to see where their relationship goes in book two because I just know it's going to be even more explosive!! Lucas Troy was the perfect Silas. He delivered a performance that made me loath Silas at the beginning but I am now rooting for him 100% and I can't wait to see how he handles things in book 2.
This book is a walking red flag so please check the TW before reading and then enjoy the wild ride!!
OMFG how good was this book?!? I am in awe. This story was so intense and the characters weave a story that is both dark and heartbreaking and in some places utterly beyond comprehension. I couldn't recommend this more.
Noah broke my heart. He has been through so much and it is no wonder her turned to drink and drugs to numb his pain and try to block out the horrific things that had happened to him. His storyline left my speechless and the way Ivan Morea delivered each and every gut wrenching moment was magnificent.
Delane is the epitome of wrong place wrong time when she meets both Silas and Noah on the same night and she is thrust into a world that even by the end of the book she doesn't comprehend the precarious situation she is in. Dani Staro is quickly becoming one of my favourite narrators and this book cemented that belief. Dani's performance gave an absolutely perfect portrayal of Delane and really had me believing in the situations that were happening throughout the book.
Silas is definitely pegged as one of the many villains of the story but I have got to say that by the end of the book as always I quite liked the Villain!! He is utterly obsessed with Noah and I am so excited to see where their relationship goes in book two because I just know it's going to be even more explosive!! Lucas Troy was the perfect Silas. He delivered a performance that made me loath Silas at the beginning but I am now rooting for him 100% and I can't wait to see how he handles things in book 2.
This book is a walking red flag so please check the TW before reading and then enjoy the wild ride!!
March 6, 2026
I devoured this book in one day and it absolutely wrecked me. Easy five stars.
Noah is such a complicated main character. His childhood trauma and the abuse he experienced shaped everything about the way he sees himself and the world around him, and it makes so many of his choices messy and painful to watch. There were moments where I was angry at him, moments where I was heartbroken for him, and moments where I just wanted him to realize he deserved so much better.
The relationships in this book are intense and morally complicated. Noah is constantly pulled between the chaos he’s used to and the possibility of something healthier for himself. His dynamic with Silas is dark, obsessive, and honestly a little terrifying at times, while Delaine represents something softer that he clearly wants but doesn’t always believe he deserves.
This story doesn’t shy away from trauma, addiction, or the long-term impact of abuse, and there were parts that made me genuinely sad and frustrated for Noah. But that emotional tension is also what made the book impossible to put down.
And the ending… I actually saw it coming after Silas offered to handle Noah’s father earlier in the story. At that point I was honestly just waiting for it to happen. For a brief second I was worried the stabbing meant Delaine had been hurt, but once that was cleared up I was right back to needing to know who actually did it.
Now I absolutely need book two.
Noah is such a complicated main character. His childhood trauma and the abuse he experienced shaped everything about the way he sees himself and the world around him, and it makes so many of his choices messy and painful to watch. There were moments where I was angry at him, moments where I was heartbroken for him, and moments where I just wanted him to realize he deserved so much better.
The relationships in this book are intense and morally complicated. Noah is constantly pulled between the chaos he’s used to and the possibility of something healthier for himself. His dynamic with Silas is dark, obsessive, and honestly a little terrifying at times, while Delaine represents something softer that he clearly wants but doesn’t always believe he deserves.
This story doesn’t shy away from trauma, addiction, or the long-term impact of abuse, and there were parts that made me genuinely sad and frustrated for Noah. But that emotional tension is also what made the book impossible to put down.
And the ending… I actually saw it coming after Silas offered to handle Noah’s father earlier in the story. At that point I was honestly just waiting for it to happen. For a brief second I was worried the stabbing meant Delaine had been hurt, but once that was cleared up I was right back to needing to know who actually did it.
Now I absolutely need book two.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 10, 2026
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
I knew from the start that this book might break me. I went in fully aware of what I was getting into, and somehow still wasn't ready for it.
It's dark. Heartbreaking. Unforgettable.
The last time a book broke me before this one was Under Your Scars. Not the same style or story, but just as heart-shattering for entirely different reasons.
Noah... My heart aches for him in so many ways. His story is heartbreaking. Some characters hit closer to home, to reality, and stay with you after you finish a book, and he's definitely one of them for me.
Silas had me constantly questioning whether I loved him or not. Well played, Lucas! And when he murmurs certain things? 🫠 Hot!! 🔥🔥
Delane isn't usually the type of FMC I enjoy reading. She was so innocent that I genuinely wondered if she lived in a world of rainbows and unicorns before the beginning of the book. But Dani brought so much life to her character that I ended up liking her anyway.
And Alex? I love Alex. Everyone deserves a friend who's willing to do anything for them like Alex, even if I probably wouldn't want to go anywhere in public with him. 😅
The audiobook narration was incredible. Dani Staro, Ivan Morea, and Lucas Troy delivered performances that made every emotion hit hard, every heartbreaking moment cut deeper, and every character feel real. Troy was especially impressive as the villain, and Ivan as a broken young man.
This was my first five-star of 2026 for the story AND the audiobook.
I knew from the start that this book might break me. I went in fully aware of what I was getting into, and somehow still wasn't ready for it.
It's dark. Heartbreaking. Unforgettable.
The last time a book broke me before this one was Under Your Scars. Not the same style or story, but just as heart-shattering for entirely different reasons.
Noah... My heart aches for him in so many ways. His story is heartbreaking. Some characters hit closer to home, to reality, and stay with you after you finish a book, and he's definitely one of them for me.
Silas had me constantly questioning whether I loved him or not. Well played, Lucas! And when he murmurs certain things? 🫠 Hot!! 🔥🔥
Delane isn't usually the type of FMC I enjoy reading. She was so innocent that I genuinely wondered if she lived in a world of rainbows and unicorns before the beginning of the book. But Dani brought so much life to her character that I ended up liking her anyway.
And Alex? I love Alex. Everyone deserves a friend who's willing to do anything for them like Alex, even if I probably wouldn't want to go anywhere in public with him. 😅
The audiobook narration was incredible. Dani Staro, Ivan Morea, and Lucas Troy delivered performances that made every emotion hit hard, every heartbreaking moment cut deeper, and every character feel real. Troy was especially impressive as the villain, and Ivan as a broken young man.
This was my first five-star of 2026 for the story AND the audiobook.
January 7, 2026
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
The Addict
by Charlie Noir
🎧 Ivan Morea, Dani Staro and Lucas Troy
Please check your triggers — your mental health matters.
This book didn’t just meet my expectations… it destroyed them in the most painful, beautiful way. I laughed, I sobbed, I held my breath — and I haven’t stopped thinking about it since.
Noah’s story is the definition of a broken boy. Raised in trauma and drowning in addiction — drugs, sex, alcohol — he’s already at rock bottom when this story begins. And yet… somehow it gets darker.
Enter Silas. A connection steeped in history, obsession, and toxicity. Their relationship is messy, painful, and impossible to look away from. And just when you think you understand the chaos… Delane enters the story, screaming for help — and everything collides. Lives intertwine, lines blur, and madness takes over in ways I never saw coming.
This story hurt. It was raw, uncomfortable, and brutally honest — but it was also filled with moments of hope that made me cling to every page. I NEED book two like I need air.
🎧 The narration? Absolutely phenomenal.
Lucas Troy’ gravelly voice brought the darkness to life in a way that sent chills down my spine. Dani Staro delivered Delane’s emotions with heartbreaking authenticity. And Ivan Morea… the emotional journey he took me on was unforgettable. Every voice added depth, pain, and soul to this story.
This isn’t just a book — it’s an experience.
One that wrecked me… and I’d do it all over again.
🖤📖
The Addict
by Charlie Noir
🎧 Ivan Morea, Dani Staro and Lucas Troy
Please check your triggers — your mental health matters.
This book didn’t just meet my expectations… it destroyed them in the most painful, beautiful way. I laughed, I sobbed, I held my breath — and I haven’t stopped thinking about it since.
Noah’s story is the definition of a broken boy. Raised in trauma and drowning in addiction — drugs, sex, alcohol — he’s already at rock bottom when this story begins. And yet… somehow it gets darker.
Enter Silas. A connection steeped in history, obsession, and toxicity. Their relationship is messy, painful, and impossible to look away from. And just when you think you understand the chaos… Delane enters the story, screaming for help — and everything collides. Lives intertwine, lines blur, and madness takes over in ways I never saw coming.
This story hurt. It was raw, uncomfortable, and brutally honest — but it was also filled with moments of hope that made me cling to every page. I NEED book two like I need air.
🎧 The narration? Absolutely phenomenal.
Lucas Troy’ gravelly voice brought the darkness to life in a way that sent chills down my spine. Dani Staro delivered Delane’s emotions with heartbreaking authenticity. And Ivan Morea… the emotional journey he took me on was unforgettable. Every voice added depth, pain, and soul to this story.
This isn’t just a book — it’s an experience.
One that wrecked me… and I’d do it all over again.
🖤📖
July 7, 2025
4.5⭐
2🌶️
‼️CHECK YOUR TRIGGERS PRIOR TO READING ‼️
This book is extremely heavy and deals with dark topics.
Wow. This book was such a devastating ride.
Noah will forever live in my heart. He has been through so much in his nineteen years of life but is so resilient. Yes, he has his vices and most of them are not healthy. He is still trying, still working to do better and be better. He is by far my favorite MC in this book.
Silas, I’m not sure how I feel about him. I want to like him, and love him but honestly so far he has a lot of groveling to do for me. I think he can be good for Noah, help him heal but he has a lot he needs to work through himself.
Delane was very sweet. I think she can be good for Noah. She is however very naive and at nineteen her youth shows. There were times I just wanted to hug her.
As debuts go this was done very well. I loved getting to see into the side characters' heads. The cliffhanger, omg gutted. I cannot wait to see what happens with them and how their relationship dynamics will continue. I am very excited to see what else Charlie has in store.
WHAT TO EXPECT
• MM / MF Relationships
• Incapable of Love
• Morally Gray
• Broken Boy
• Hurt/Comfort
• A LOT of Trauma
• Bisexual Rep
• Forced Proximity
• Cliffhanger
Cheating:
Third-act breakup:
POV: Multi POV (First Person POV)
2🌶️
‼️CHECK YOUR TRIGGERS PRIOR TO READING ‼️
This book is extremely heavy and deals with dark topics.
Wow. This book was such a devastating ride.
Noah will forever live in my heart. He has been through so much in his nineteen years of life but is so resilient. Yes, he has his vices and most of them are not healthy. He is still trying, still working to do better and be better. He is by far my favorite MC in this book.
Silas, I’m not sure how I feel about him. I want to like him, and love him but honestly so far he has a lot of groveling to do for me. I think he can be good for Noah, help him heal but he has a lot he needs to work through himself.
Delane was very sweet. I think she can be good for Noah. She is however very naive and at nineteen her youth shows. There were times I just wanted to hug her.
As debuts go this was done very well. I loved getting to see into the side characters' heads. The cliffhanger, omg gutted. I cannot wait to see what happens with them and how their relationship dynamics will continue. I am very excited to see what else Charlie has in store.
WHAT TO EXPECT
• MM / MF Relationships
• Incapable of Love
• Morally Gray
• Broken Boy
• Hurt/Comfort
• A LOT of Trauma
• Bisexual Rep
• Forced Proximity
• Cliffhanger
Cheating:
Third-act breakup:
POV: Multi POV (First Person POV)
May 26, 2026
~LC Review~
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶🌶🌶
~The Addict~Charlie Noir~
~Duet Multi-Cast Narration~Dani Staro~Ivan Morea~Lucas Troy~
~Audio Editor~Chris Audiobook Editor~
"He had seen me. The real me. The fucked me. And he still wanted me."
♡This was my first read by Charlie Noir & I loved every second of it. This story was everything my dark & twisted heart loves & that cliffhanger had me begging for more immediately!
The multi-cast duet narration for this audiobook was fantastic. Dani, Ivan, & Lucas all did an amazing job bringing this story to life capturing all of the emotions between these characters perfectly! The attention to detail was top-tier & the flow between them was smooth!
That's all you get for a review because I'm not spoiling this twist filled book for anyone!♡
~As Always Happy Reading~
~Thank you Charlie & Dani for an LC copy in exchange for an honest review~
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶🌶🌶
~The Addict~Charlie Noir~
~Duet Multi-Cast Narration~Dani Staro~Ivan Morea~Lucas Troy~
~Audio Editor~Chris Audiobook Editor~
"He had seen me. The real me. The fucked me. And he still wanted me."
♡This was my first read by Charlie Noir & I loved every second of it. This story was everything my dark & twisted heart loves & that cliffhanger had me begging for more immediately!
The multi-cast duet narration for this audiobook was fantastic. Dani, Ivan, & Lucas all did an amazing job bringing this story to life capturing all of the emotions between these characters perfectly! The attention to detail was top-tier & the flow between them was smooth!
That's all you get for a review because I'm not spoiling this twist filled book for anyone!♡
~As Always Happy Reading~
~Thank you Charlie & Dani for an LC copy in exchange for an honest review~
January 7, 2026
Broken MMC
MM/MF
Trauma
Bi-Rep
Morally Grey
Rivals to lovers
Cliffhanger ending
Multi POV - 1st person
* be sure to check triggers*
Duet narration - Ivan Morea, Dani Staro, & Lucas Troy
Fantastic performance! I loved their voices and they did a fantastic job bringing this amazing story and characters to life.
Noah has some major addictive tendencies but he has been through a horrible childhood and he is looking for anyway to numb his pain and forget. He’s a sweet character at heart that has so much trauma.
Noah finds himself captivated by both Silas and Delane. Caught in the middle having feelings for both of them and not sure how to handle the situation.
All of these characters have so much depth to them.
Charlie’s development of them and their story is gripping and truly captivating. Emotional rollercoaster. That ending… ughhh I need book 2! Right now!!!
MM/MF
Trauma
Bi-Rep
Morally Grey
Rivals to lovers
Cliffhanger ending
Multi POV - 1st person
* be sure to check triggers*
Duet narration - Ivan Morea, Dani Staro, & Lucas Troy
Fantastic performance! I loved their voices and they did a fantastic job bringing this amazing story and characters to life.
Noah has some major addictive tendencies but he has been through a horrible childhood and he is looking for anyway to numb his pain and forget. He’s a sweet character at heart that has so much trauma.
Noah finds himself captivated by both Silas and Delane. Caught in the middle having feelings for both of them and not sure how to handle the situation.
All of these characters have so much depth to them.
Charlie’s development of them and their story is gripping and truly captivating. Emotional rollercoaster. That ending… ughhh I need book 2! Right now!!!
January 8, 2026
Immersive Read 🎧📖
Wow! I’m not sure how to feel. I'm still thinking about this one hours later and know it'll be on my mind for a long time. This story deals with super dark themes. Please check the triggers. It’s definitely not for the faint of heart.
The story was amazingly written. It had me crying one sec, hot and bothered another, completely devastated the next. And that cliffhanger! I need to know what happened.
Noah needs to be protected at all cost. Silas, well he's the one you want to hate but can't. Delane is way to innocent for this but could be exactly what he needs.
It was wonderfully narrator by some of my favorite narrators. I know these 3 will be amazing and together they are 🔥. They really brought the characters to life. I love them. I’m still processing the whole story, but if you can handle it then it’s definitely a great listen!
Wow! I’m not sure how to feel. I'm still thinking about this one hours later and know it'll be on my mind for a long time. This story deals with super dark themes. Please check the triggers. It’s definitely not for the faint of heart.
The story was amazingly written. It had me crying one sec, hot and bothered another, completely devastated the next. And that cliffhanger! I need to know what happened.
Noah needs to be protected at all cost. Silas, well he's the one you want to hate but can't. Delane is way to innocent for this but could be exactly what he needs.
It was wonderfully narrator by some of my favorite narrators. I know these 3 will be amazing and together they are 🔥. They really brought the characters to life. I love them. I’m still processing the whole story, but if you can handle it then it’s definitely a great listen!
May 8, 2026
Please check your triggers before diving into this one. There are alot of heavy topics throughout the entire book. I listened to the audio of this book and Dani, Ivan, and Lucas made this book come to life with every raw emotion bad or good. This story follow Noah, Silas, and Delane. I absolutely loved Noah from the start. He has a trauma filled past and copes with it with some unhealthy vices. One night he strikes a deal with Silas to save Delane. His body for one night to let get go. He then takes care of Delane after everything that happened to her. Silas was a complex character and while I didn't always love him I did enjoy him. I absolutely hated Chelsea and David!! This story has so many raw emotions in it that we're felt while listening to the narrators.
January 7, 2026
First off, the narrators did a fantastic job! Dani Staro, Ivan Morea and Lucas Troy we're amazing! The storyline about Noah (MMC) and the traumatic suffering he endured at the hands of his Officer Father really made me feel for Noah. His need to help Delane when she ends up in a back ally at the hands of his childhood friend/ family enemy Silas causes him to bargain with Silas with his own body. The story follows multiple POVs which I personally love in an book and especially in audiobooks! I highly recommend checking it out but please be aware of trigger warnings.
February 4, 2026
WHAT DO YOU MEAN TO BE CONTINUED?!
The title of this book really resembles the contents of this book. We follow Noah, who has a tragic life, filled with hurt and people taking advantage of them. And not believing what is happening in his life.
The way both his brother and mother kept the father in the house after learning what he did to their brother and son is beyond me. Even with the father being the chief of police.
Although the father stops, the damage has been done. I just don't understand how both the brother and mother can stand being in the same house as this monster.
All this results in Noah walking down the darkest path on his journey with drugs and alcohol.
Later, his new addiction Silas enters his life again. I know how addiction works, so it was hard listening to this audiobook, knowing what Silas was about to do to our FMC, Delane.
He is so enraptured with Silas that he forgets what Silas almost did. This is where the addiction is really clear, seeing he Noah can't stay away from Silas.
Their sex scenes were really well done though.
And then we have Delane... I don't really understand why she was even a part of this all. Yes, she's the reason Noah and Silas are together, but because of what Silas did... Him being friends with the girl Silas almost raped and then having sex with him, because Silas is like a drug to Noah is just odd.
Okay, I say I don't understand, but I kinda do.
Chelsea is just annoying.
The title of this book really resembles the contents of this book. We follow Noah, who has a tragic life, filled with hurt and people taking advantage of them. And not believing what is happening in his life.
The way both his brother and mother kept the father in the house after learning what he did to their brother and son is beyond me. Even with the father being the chief of police.
Although the father stops, the damage has been done. I just don't understand how both the brother and mother can stand being in the same house as this monster.
All this results in Noah walking down the darkest path on his journey with drugs and alcohol.
Later, his new addiction Silas enters his life again. I know how addiction works, so it was hard listening to this audiobook, knowing what Silas was about to do to our FMC, Delane.
He is so enraptured with Silas that he forgets what Silas almost did. This is where the addiction is really clear, seeing he Noah can't stay away from Silas.
Their sex scenes were really well done though.
And then we have Delane... I don't really understand why she was even a part of this all. Yes, she's the reason Noah and Silas are together, but because of what Silas did... Him being friends with the girl Silas almost raped and then having sex with him, because Silas is like a drug to Noah is just odd.
Okay, I say I don't understand, but I kinda do.
Chelsea is just annoying.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
July 11, 2025
WHAT?! There are not enough words to express how amazing this was. And it was a DEBUT?! I am just stunned at how utterly incredible that was.
The writing was beautiful. I loved the words, it just had so much depth. The characters and story were a 10/10. I can’t wait for more. I need more now. Like the plot was an absolute masterpiece. I am living for it.
The writing was beautiful. I loved the words, it just had so much depth. The characters and story were a 10/10. I can’t wait for more. I need more now. Like the plot was an absolute masterpiece. I am living for it.
January 20, 2026
THIS one of those audiobooks that quietly pulls you in and then refuses to let go. From the very beginning, the story feels raw and intimate, exploring addiction, trauma, and self-destruction in a way that never feels sensationalized. Instead, it’s deeply human. Charlie Noir doesn’t shy away from uncomfortable truths, and that honesty is what makes this story hit so hard.
The narrators brought Charlie Noir’s book to life by speaking each character in such a phenomenal way!
The narrators brought Charlie Noir’s book to life by speaking each character in such a phenomenal way!
July 28, 2026
A Brutal, Unflinching, and Deeply Emotional Read
This book took me on an absolute rollercoaster of emotions.
The Addict is dark, heavy, and deeply uncomfortable at times, but it is also raw, honest, and incredibly compelling. It does not shy away from difficult topics, including addiction, abuse, and trauma, and it handles them in a way that feels intentional rather than exploitative. Trigger warnings are essential, and I strongly recommend checking them before going in.
Noah is a heartbreaking protagonist. His addiction, self destructive tendencies, and emotional confusion make complete sense once you understand what he has survived. Watching him navigate withdrawal, suppressed memories, and the slow unraveling of his childhood trauma was painful to read, but it felt real. His relationship with his brother Damian added an unexpected layer of care and complexity that grounded some of the darkest moments in the story.
Silas is a difficult character to sit with. He is obsessive, violent, and morally wrong in many ways, yet the author writes him in a way that makes you understand why Noah is drawn to him. That tension, between what Noah needs, what hurts him, and what he believes he deserves, is handled with brutal honesty.
Delane’s presence adds another layer of emotional weight. The fear surrounding her safety, and the constant sense of unease whenever she is on the page, had me genuinely anxious as a reader. The author does an excellent job of creating tension without relying solely on action, often making quiet moments feel just as threatening.
What stood out most to me was how the book portrayed trauma and survival. This is not a story about healing neatly or quickly. It is messy, confronting, and at times devastating, but it never feels pointless. The emotional payoff in the final chapters felt earned, and the ending, while dark, was deeply satisfying.
This is not an easy read, but it is a powerful one. If you can handle heavy themes and are prepared for a challenging, emotional journey, this book is absolutely worth it.
This book took me on an absolute rollercoaster of emotions.
The Addict is dark, heavy, and deeply uncomfortable at times, but it is also raw, honest, and incredibly compelling. It does not shy away from difficult topics, including addiction, abuse, and trauma, and it handles them in a way that feels intentional rather than exploitative. Trigger warnings are essential, and I strongly recommend checking them before going in.
Noah is a heartbreaking protagonist. His addiction, self destructive tendencies, and emotional confusion make complete sense once you understand what he has survived. Watching him navigate withdrawal, suppressed memories, and the slow unraveling of his childhood trauma was painful to read, but it felt real. His relationship with his brother Damian added an unexpected layer of care and complexity that grounded some of the darkest moments in the story.
Silas is a difficult character to sit with. He is obsessive, violent, and morally wrong in many ways, yet the author writes him in a way that makes you understand why Noah is drawn to him. That tension, between what Noah needs, what hurts him, and what he believes he deserves, is handled with brutal honesty.
Delane’s presence adds another layer of emotional weight. The fear surrounding her safety, and the constant sense of unease whenever she is on the page, had me genuinely anxious as a reader. The author does an excellent job of creating tension without relying solely on action, often making quiet moments feel just as threatening.
What stood out most to me was how the book portrayed trauma and survival. This is not a story about healing neatly or quickly. It is messy, confronting, and at times devastating, but it never feels pointless. The emotional payoff in the final chapters felt earned, and the ending, while dark, was deeply satisfying.
This is not an easy read, but it is a powerful one. If you can handle heavy themes and are prepared for a challenging, emotional journey, this book is absolutely worth it.
January 17, 2026
This story was beautiful. The portrayal of addiction, of the impact that abuse has on an person - especially when they're not believed or they made to continue to live with their abusers. It was a topic that was covered with grace despite how dark it was. Please pay attention to your triggers.
January 14, 2026
This book took me down so many different roads. From Noah being the savior, to his feelings about Delane. To his twisted relationship with Silas. To his heartbreaking journey with his dad. I felt so many things reading this book. The spice scenes were so sexy and intense that your girl was giggling and fanning herself. On the deeper side, I felt so much heartache and despair for Noah. He spent his life being broken, but was able to pretend he was fine. Until he couldn’t. What he went through is more than most could bare. Even he was on the brink. I listened to the audio of this book and my god, the pain and emotion that Ivan Morea was able to bring forth was gut wrenching. He did such an amazing job at conveying the pain during the scenes but also the defeat after. This book was a whole ass journey and left on a fucking cliffhanger and I cannot wait to get to the next one. I highly recommend this book and absolutely think you should do the audio. It was so incredible. Check trigger warnings please.
April 27, 2026
This book completely wrecked my expectations in the best and hardest way. It pulled me through every emotion and stayed with me long after I finished. Noah is at the heart of the story, a deeply broken character shaped by trauma and addiction. His choices are messy and painful, but they feel real. Just when it seems like he has nothing left to lose, the story pushes even further. Silas brings a dark, obsessive energy that makes their connection impossible to ignore. Their relationship is toxic, complicated, and strangely compelling. Then Delane enters the picture, thrown into a situation she barely understands, and everything begins to spiral. The tension between all three characters creates a story that feels chaotic and intense in the best way. This is not an easy read. It is raw, uncomfortable, and at times overwhelming, but there are moments of hope that keep you hooked. The audiobook adds so much to the experience. Each narrator brings depth and emotion that makes the story feel even more powerful and real. This is a dark, layered story that explores trauma, addiction, and complicated relationships without holding back. It is heavy, unforgettable, and absolutely worth it. Just be sure to check the content warnings before diving in.
December 31, 2025
PLEASE CHECK TRIGGERS.
I really enjoyed this and found it very easy to read. After starting it within no time was already halfway through the book.
I love the developing relationship between the main characters, especially between Noah and Silas.
Even though there are 3 main characters, i feel as though it's mainly centred around Noah, but I feel the story needed more of his pov.
I can't wait to see what happens in the next book.
I really enjoyed this and found it very easy to read. After starting it within no time was already halfway through the book.
I love the developing relationship between the main characters, especially between Noah and Silas.
Even though there are 3 main characters, i feel as though it's mainly centred around Noah, but I feel the story needed more of his pov.
I can't wait to see what happens in the next book.
January 16, 2026
Stars:⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5
Spice:🌶️🌶️🌶️/5
Performance: 🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤/5
I did an immersive read and the duet narration performed by Ivan Morea, Dani Staro, & Lucas Troy was quite the listening experience. Each narrator embodied the complexities of their character, and their impeccable performances had you feeling every single emotion right alongside Noah, Delane and Silas. Dani Staro as Delane brought out the softness and innocence – the light to Noah’s darkness. Lucas Troy had incredible range with his performance and the depth he brought to Silas was incredible. Ivan Morea as Noah was equally impressive because Noah’s story required care and had you wanting to protect Noah at all costs.
⚠️ HEAVY TW / CW⚠️ Please be mindful and check TWs. This will NOT be the story for everyone as there are extremely heavy topics and graphic on-page descriptions.
⚫️ Dark Romance
🔥 Bi MMC
🩶 Morally Gray Characters
⚫️ MM / MF
🔥 Who Hurt You? and Touch Him & ☠️
🩶 Rivals to More
⚫️ Extreme Trauma, Addiction Rep & Cliffhanger Ending
I went into this one blind and this was an emotionally heavy read – my heart was broken many times over for each of these characters, for very different reasons. We first meet Noah, who initially came across as unlikeable, but that quickly changed once we got to know him. Noah numbs his pain with alcohol, drugs, and reckless choices due to his extremely traumatic past and the memories he can’t escape. When Noah couldn’t save someone closest to him, or save himself from those who should have protected him, his conscience propels him to save a stranger and strike a deal with his rival, Silas: his body in exchange for hers. And Silas? He’s as complex as they come because he is someone you like at first, then absolutely despise, and then are left questioning if there’s good underneath his chilly facade. The passion ignited between Noah and Silas is equally complex, and when Noah’s past doesn’t stay buried? The numbness he’s used to, might not be enough…
Spice:🌶️🌶️🌶️/5
Performance: 🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤/5
I did an immersive read and the duet narration performed by Ivan Morea, Dani Staro, & Lucas Troy was quite the listening experience. Each narrator embodied the complexities of their character, and their impeccable performances had you feeling every single emotion right alongside Noah, Delane and Silas. Dani Staro as Delane brought out the softness and innocence – the light to Noah’s darkness. Lucas Troy had incredible range with his performance and the depth he brought to Silas was incredible. Ivan Morea as Noah was equally impressive because Noah’s story required care and had you wanting to protect Noah at all costs.
⚠️ HEAVY TW / CW⚠️ Please be mindful and check TWs. This will NOT be the story for everyone as there are extremely heavy topics and graphic on-page descriptions.
⚫️ Dark Romance
🔥 Bi MMC
🩶 Morally Gray Characters
⚫️ MM / MF
🔥 Who Hurt You? and Touch Him & ☠️
🩶 Rivals to More
⚫️ Extreme Trauma, Addiction Rep & Cliffhanger Ending
I went into this one blind and this was an emotionally heavy read – my heart was broken many times over for each of these characters, for very different reasons. We first meet Noah, who initially came across as unlikeable, but that quickly changed once we got to know him. Noah numbs his pain with alcohol, drugs, and reckless choices due to his extremely traumatic past and the memories he can’t escape. When Noah couldn’t save someone closest to him, or save himself from those who should have protected him, his conscience propels him to save a stranger and strike a deal with his rival, Silas: his body in exchange for hers. And Silas? He’s as complex as they come because he is someone you like at first, then absolutely despise, and then are left questioning if there’s good underneath his chilly facade. The passion ignited between Noah and Silas is equally complex, and when Noah’s past doesn’t stay buried? The numbness he’s used to, might not be enough…
April 19, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🌶🌶
CHECK THE TRIGGERS!
I'm not one who has any triggers, I read everything and anything. Darker the better... But THIS BOOK 😵. If you or anyone you know has suffered with any kind of addiction, this book delves into it DEEP. It's so spot on its scary! There's also 🍇 by a family member and talk of past childhood 🍇 too. It's deep. It's dark. But it's wrote so well I f*cking loved it!!!
Now to the romance... The "main" MMC is open and confident bi from a rich police family, the other MMC is closested gay in a crime world were its not acceptable and the FMC is an innocent girl who lives a "normal" life. There's lots of MM 🌶 and MF romance, no spice between them (yet). There is a cliffhanger! There will be book 2 out later in the year. The spice is sooo forbidden it's electric 🥵 think, sneaking in windows and climbing roofs to get to each other!
The plot is following the self destruction of Noah, through drink, drugs and s*x. And uncovering the massive trauma he's suffered and is suffering. But also how he has the undeniable attraction and lust for Silas, whose families are complete enemies! And his out of character attraction for Delane, who he just couldn't get out of his head and wanted to protect her from the moment they met. To protect her, he gives his body over to Silas to use as he wants 🥴🥵
There's so much to their family dynamics! There lies upon lies, there's mystery, there's secrets buried so deep, no-one even knows what's real anymore. There's m*rder and attempted 🍇 to prove themselves to their elders... This sh*t is deep, dark and gripping!
I definitely recommend this book 💯! But seriously, your mental health matters and actually look at all the triggers 🫶🏽🖤
CHECK THE TRIGGERS!
I'm not one who has any triggers, I read everything and anything. Darker the better... But THIS BOOK 😵. If you or anyone you know has suffered with any kind of addiction, this book delves into it DEEP. It's so spot on its scary! There's also 🍇 by a family member and talk of past childhood 🍇 too. It's deep. It's dark. But it's wrote so well I f*cking loved it!!!
Now to the romance... The "main" MMC is open and confident bi from a rich police family, the other MMC is closested gay in a crime world were its not acceptable and the FMC is an innocent girl who lives a "normal" life. There's lots of MM 🌶 and MF romance, no spice between them (yet). There is a cliffhanger! There will be book 2 out later in the year. The spice is sooo forbidden it's electric 🥵 think, sneaking in windows and climbing roofs to get to each other!
The plot is following the self destruction of Noah, through drink, drugs and s*x. And uncovering the massive trauma he's suffered and is suffering. But also how he has the undeniable attraction and lust for Silas, whose families are complete enemies! And his out of character attraction for Delane, who he just couldn't get out of his head and wanted to protect her from the moment they met. To protect her, he gives his body over to Silas to use as he wants 🥴🥵
There's so much to their family dynamics! There lies upon lies, there's mystery, there's secrets buried so deep, no-one even knows what's real anymore. There's m*rder and attempted 🍇 to prove themselves to their elders... This sh*t is deep, dark and gripping!
I definitely recommend this book 💯! But seriously, your mental health matters and actually look at all the triggers 🫶🏽🖤
April 9, 2026
This story is dark, gripping, and emotionally intense in a way that doesn’t let you look away. Noah Hansen is the kind of character that gets under your skin, chaotic, self-destructive, and painfully real. You can feel his trauma and hurt bleeding through every page, shaping every reckless decision he makes and every relationship he touches. It’s not just part of his backstory, it is the lens through which he sees the world, and it makes his spiral both heartbreaking and impossible to ignore.
Delane is the perfect contrast—soft where Noah is sharp, structured where he is unraveling—but her naivety adds a constant sense of tension. You know she’s stepping into something far more dangerous than she understands, and watching that collision unfold is both captivating and unsettling. And then there’s Silas—cold, calculating, and disturbingly obsessed. Every scene with him carries this quiet menace that builds into something much darker.
What really stands out is how the relationships evolve under pressure, nothing feels safe, stable, or predictable. The “deal” that pulls them together is just the beginning of a chain reaction that keeps tightening, dragging Noah deeper into a cycle of addiction, trauma, and manipulation. The emotional weight is heavy, and the stakes feel brutally real, especially as pieces of Noah’s past creep closer to the surface.
This is the kind of book that leaves you tense, a little wrecked, and completely hooked. Raw, messy, and unapologetically dark—it doesn’t shy away from the damage trauma can do, and it makes you feel every bit of it alongside Noah.
Delane is the perfect contrast—soft where Noah is sharp, structured where he is unraveling—but her naivety adds a constant sense of tension. You know she’s stepping into something far more dangerous than she understands, and watching that collision unfold is both captivating and unsettling. And then there’s Silas—cold, calculating, and disturbingly obsessed. Every scene with him carries this quiet menace that builds into something much darker.
What really stands out is how the relationships evolve under pressure, nothing feels safe, stable, or predictable. The “deal” that pulls them together is just the beginning of a chain reaction that keeps tightening, dragging Noah deeper into a cycle of addiction, trauma, and manipulation. The emotional weight is heavy, and the stakes feel brutally real, especially as pieces of Noah’s past creep closer to the surface.
This is the kind of book that leaves you tense, a little wrecked, and completely hooked. Raw, messy, and unapologetically dark—it doesn’t shy away from the damage trauma can do, and it makes you feel every bit of it alongside Noah.
July 3, 2026
Infinite Star read! An incredibly heavy and emotional read. Be sure to check the trigger warnings before diving in, as the topics explored are very real and reflect struggles that many people face every day. This story took me on an emotional roller coaster, and there were several moments that left me in tears.
I completely fell in love with Noah and Silas. Noah stole my heart from the very first chapter and never gave it back. He is such a kind and genuine soul, yet he endures so much pain throughout the story. And all Noah really wants is to be loved and accepted.
While some of the choices he makes may not always be the right ones, it's difficult to judge him when you consider everything he's been through. When you've spent your life being put down and made to feel like you have no one to rely on, you're bound to make decisions based on survival rather than certainty. Noah did the best he could with what he had, and my heart broke for him time and time again.
As for Silas, I'm still not entirely sure how I feel about him as Noah's endgame. I'm keeping an open mind and hoping the next book gives us more insight. I also really hope we get more of Delane. I feel like there's still so much more to learn about her.
I'm desperate for the next installment because I cannot wait to see how this story concludes.
And if you're an audiobook fan, I highly recommend this one. The duet narration was fantastic. Ivan Morea, Dani Staro, and Lucas Troy delivered outstanding performances and truly brought these characters and their emotions to life.
I completely fell in love with Noah and Silas. Noah stole my heart from the very first chapter and never gave it back. He is such a kind and genuine soul, yet he endures so much pain throughout the story. And all Noah really wants is to be loved and accepted.
While some of the choices he makes may not always be the right ones, it's difficult to judge him when you consider everything he's been through. When you've spent your life being put down and made to feel like you have no one to rely on, you're bound to make decisions based on survival rather than certainty. Noah did the best he could with what he had, and my heart broke for him time and time again.
As for Silas, I'm still not entirely sure how I feel about him as Noah's endgame. I'm keeping an open mind and hoping the next book gives us more insight. I also really hope we get more of Delane. I feel like there's still so much more to learn about her.
I'm desperate for the next installment because I cannot wait to see how this story concludes.
And if you're an audiobook fan, I highly recommend this one. The duet narration was fantastic. Ivan Morea, Dani Staro, and Lucas Troy delivered outstanding performances and truly brought these characters and their emotions to life.
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July 27, 2025The Addict follows three young adults, Noah Hansen son of the Chief of Police , Silas Thorne heir of Pinnacle Investments, and Delane Marsh a college student, as their paths collide creating friction, lust, and unforeseen events. Noah and Silas’ families are sworn enemies which compounds an additional forbidden dynamic on top of a bit of lustful history between the two that carries into the present. Noah has addiction issues among other dark skeletons hidden away in his closet that he can’t seem to shake no matter how badly he wants to be good. Finally, Delane is a good friend and daughter who winds up in the wrong place at the wrong time. She finds herself in a precarious situation that one may wonder how she’ll dig herself out of. I loved this story. I was instantly hooked from the beginning which breaks down each of the three main characters, their traits, and quickly intertwines their fates together. I think that many people will be able to relate with the characters whether it be one of them or a little bit of all three because they have realistic qualities. As a debut novel, I think author, Charlie Noir, set the bar high and displayed her natural talent for writing dark, quick-paced, and chaotic romantic stories that will leave readers begging for more. I was absolutely flabbergasted at the ending and I can’t wait for the next book to release. Add this one to your TBR like yesterday!
July 29, 2026
It’s stories like these that make me love reading. They make you feel all the emotions like sadness and happiness and anger all in one. They make you stop and think about everything in your real life especially when it involves other people And I mean that as in you can look at another person and not know the hard things they’ve been through they could be walking in hell and you’d never know. Now with that being said I always go blind in a book I never read the blurb, I just kept hearing people talking about how heart breaking and deep this story is so in my head I said I need to get in on this. So I’ll admit I wasn’t feeling it at first not because of the story or the writing but because I didn’t know that it was going to be MM romance. I’m not against MM romance I’ve read it before but they were always side characters and never the main characters so it wasn’t quite my thing but I look forward to learning more about Silas and Noah’s relationship. Especially after that ending! So while it wasn't a story that fully connected with me, I can appreciate the time and the creativity and the heart that went into writing it. I know that Charlie poured a lot of emotion into bringing these characters and this world to life and I really appreciate her as an author. It’s truly a job well done.
Side note:
( I HOPE THAT MAN GETS WHAT HE DESERVES).
Side note:
( I HOPE THAT MAN GETS WHAT HE DESERVES).
March 26, 2026
The Addict by Charlie Noir
Duet Narration by Ivan Morea, Dani Staro and Lucas Troy
This book completely captivated me From start to finish, I’m honestly in awe! it took me on a powerful rollercoaster of emotions that I won’t soon forget.
The story is intense, dark, and at times unsettling, yet it remains raw, honest, and utterly compelling throughout. It explores difficult themes such as addiction, abuse, and trauma with a sense of purpose and care, never feeling gratuitous or exploitative. The characters are richly developed, weaving together a narrative that is both heartbreaking and, in moments, almost beyond comprehension. I highly recommend checking the trigger warnings beforehand, as this is not a light read.
The audiobook narration elevates the story even further. Lucas Troy’s gravelly tone perfectly captures the darker elements, adding a chilling edge to the atmosphere. Dani Staro delivers a deeply emotional and authentic performance, while Ivan Morea brings a powerful sense of vulnerability and depth to his role. Together, they create an immersive listening experience that adds even more weight and emotion to an already impactful story.
This is not an easy read, but it is an unforgettable one—and I can’t recommend it enough.
Duet Narration by Ivan Morea, Dani Staro and Lucas Troy
This book completely captivated me From start to finish, I’m honestly in awe! it took me on a powerful rollercoaster of emotions that I won’t soon forget.
The story is intense, dark, and at times unsettling, yet it remains raw, honest, and utterly compelling throughout. It explores difficult themes such as addiction, abuse, and trauma with a sense of purpose and care, never feeling gratuitous or exploitative. The characters are richly developed, weaving together a narrative that is both heartbreaking and, in moments, almost beyond comprehension. I highly recommend checking the trigger warnings beforehand, as this is not a light read.
The audiobook narration elevates the story even further. Lucas Troy’s gravelly tone perfectly captures the darker elements, adding a chilling edge to the atmosphere. Dani Staro delivers a deeply emotional and authentic performance, while Ivan Morea brings a powerful sense of vulnerability and depth to his role. Together, they create an immersive listening experience that adds even more weight and emotion to an already impactful story.
This is not an easy read, but it is an unforgettable one—and I can’t recommend it enough.
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