These men might believe themselves to be made of steel, to be indestructible, but life has other plans, it want's to show them that steel can be their facade but they need to remember to bend, to flex, to allow their softer sides to come out from time to time.
It happens for Henry as yet another pair of friends are married. he finds himself wondering what if... But then again he is very content being single, he has a home, a dog, a successful career, but that what if... wants to nag.
Jackson has a different experience. On medical leave from the forces he is simply waiting to be given clearance to return until he meets his new neighbour. Henry. Of course only just being home for the first time in two years this is only his first time of seeing the other man. The first time that he might have ever given what if... the time of day.
Jackson struggles with PTSD following the incident that left him on medical leave. He has therapy, PT, but aside from his mother, sister, niece, he has virtually nothing in his life. He lived for his role in the forces. Meeting Henry changes something, especially when he steps in to remove an unwanted caller. There is something about his new neighbour that draws him in, brings up feelings he has never before had and, if he is true to himself, isn't entirely sure how to handle. As much as he is drawn to Henry, puts his trust in Henry and finds himself being let into Henry's life too he can't quite seem to let go of his role in the forces. He can't quite let Henry in.
Events come to heads, I do mean heads as there are a number of different peaks in this story, a number of events which could suggest dramatic change, some of which do create dramatic change but it is only after we have experienced each one along with Henry and Jackson that the story finally peaks, only to surprise us once more! There are some difficult subject matters in this story that may be triggering for some readers. Jackson has PTSD, Henry has family issues which turn out to be far more serious than they first seem. Please be kind to yourself. This is ultimately an MM romance and a beautiful one too but if there are topics that would trigger you please read with caution.