Falling Apart and Other Gifts From The Universe is a novel by award-winning, bestselling American author, Catherine Ryan Hyde. At sixty-two, Addie Finch should be just about ready to retire. But despite two tours of duty in Iraq and eleven years as a beat cop with the LAPD, she can’t afford to give up her fairly new job as a night-time security guard at a self-storage facility.
Addie is a recovering alcoholic, eight years sober, with only the house she inherited from her late parents to her name. The storage place is near an abandoned warehouse that is used by the homeless as shelter, and Addie brings her own gun to work for protection.
Her new AA sponsor has recommended she do another Inventory of her life, which is what she’s writing when she spots someone entering an empty storage unit on the monitor. The teen is cold and distraught, having just escaped a violent assault in the warehouse: she lets him sleep in her car. His heartfelt gratitude for this small act stays with her, and after a second encounter, she hatches a plan to keep him safe.
Jonathan Westerbrook, almost eighteen, has been homeless since not long after his mother sent him to live with his father, a mean drunk: Jonathan was in the way of her new relationship. He’s truly grateful for Addie’s kindness, but doesn’t want to press his luck. He’s tentative when he brings Jeannie, another almost victim of the violent predator who randomly attacks at the warehouse, asking only for cups of coffee.
The arrangement Addie and Jonathan make sees him doing gardening and maintenance in exchange for the refuge and facilities of her garden shed. He sees home-grown vegetables in their future, but before that can eventuate, Addie will face an internal crisis that precipitates what is almost a role reversal. The mature young man is more than equal to the task, while not hesitating to connect with others who care about the woman who has become his informally adopted grandmother.
Addie fears turning into her violent father, feels guilty for the lack of support she gave to her older brother, his regular victim, and the action she took against the warehouse predator sits uncomfortably inside her, but reconnecting with family presents another perspective. Much of Addie’s backstory is told through her inventory, and Jonathan’s, from what he shares with Addie.
Ryan Hyde prefaces the story with a trigger warning about the mention of assault on the vulnerable homeless, but in the story, she handles it with care and sensitivity. Her characters have depth and integrity along with some very human flaws, and she gives them insightful observations and words of wisdom. It’s almost impossible for the reader not to cheer them on, to want them to overcome their challenges and succeed. Thought-provoking, but also hopeful, moving and heart-warming.
This unbiased review is from an uncorrected proof copy provided by NetGalley and Lake Union Publishing.