It is less than a month now since the US President administration warned more than half a million of migrants to leave the country or they will be deported. Our world is in turmoil, and if you think about it, while we are safe in our bubbles there are people out there that live under horrible conditions or even dying. In a way, we have lost sight of what being human is and we stopped asking why do men, women and children, all over the world, decide to get into a dinghy and flee their country? Why do they drown in the sea every night? “Small Boat” by Vincent Delecroix, will make you wonder and urge you to try and actively respond those questions. It is based on a true incident that happened in November 2021, when an inflatable dinghy carrying 29 migrants that were trying to cross the Channel and reach the UK, sunk in the sea. They repeatedly called the authorities on both sides of the sea but unfortunately no help was sent, resulting in the death of 27 of them. This book is the fictional testimony of the woman who was working for the French navy and was accused later on of failing her duty. The story is very strong and cruel and the writing is impactful and beautiful. The book will make you feel; it will fill you with emotions ranging from anger and desperation to compassion and love. It will make you think about our collective and personal responsibility towards what is happening to other people and will make you question on the timing when tragedies like this one start: do the boats sink at the actual time when water starts getting in, or as the narrator says, the sinking starts ages ago when those people are forced to leave their homes?
This is a book about refugees, asylum seekers and migration policies. People fleeing poverty and war, feeling helpless and in despair. Inflatable boats and rescue missions. Survival, resignation and waiting for help that will never come. A story about personal and collective responsibility. Guilt and innocence, that are both conditional. Blame, pointing the finger and the difficulty of admitting that you were wrong. Keeping your eyes stubbornly closed in front of the truth and the hypocrisy of judging others. It is also a book about the sense of duty and negligence. Professionalism and making rational decisions that are not affected by emotion; the expectation to leave your soul outside of your workplace. A book about moral values and conscience. Having an opinion and the absence of opinion that is an opinion itself. Bad journalism and the need of the media to find a scapegoat. Introspection and reflection. Remorse and absolution. Words that become more important than actions. But most of all it is a book about humanity and the value of human life in our world of good and evil. Our suffering of cynicism, lack of empathy, and detachment. Our insensitivity towards human suffering and our distancing from a difficult situation because it is easier. Dehumanizing behavior, the air of couldn’t care less and human cruelty as a reason of death. Life stripped bare, humanity in question and our failure to act as descent human beings.
Why should you read “Small Boat”?
Because you will witness, all at once, one the one hand the beauty and grace, and on the other hand the catastrophic power of the sea.
Because you will understand that we are all eager to judge others for what they didn’t do even though we ourselves don’t do anything as well.
Because you will see that the presumption that when there is a moral failing the source is a previous life trauma, isn’t always correct.
Because you will acknowledge that the fact that you didn’t need help or that you needed and nobody helped you is not a justification for your denial to help others.
Because you will feel how better our world would be if we would put ourselves in the shoes of others.
Because you will accept that where sense of duty fails humanity should prevail.
Because you will acknowledge that we cannot afford to lose our humanity, even for one second.
Because if you are human enough, you will dismiss your refusal to face what is happening in the world and you will feel complicit in the suffering of migrants.
Favorite quotes:
“We’re not listening to this just to make you feel bad, she tried to assure me, in a gentler tone, she was simply trying, she insisted, to shed some light on what had happened. I had to smile because shed some light on seemed to me a particularly unfortunate expression, seeing as how it is precisely at night, in the deep dark of night, that everything happens. Shed some light, I murmured, is exactly what we need to do”.
“All of humanity’s problems stem from our inability to stay sitting quietly in the room”.
“Yes, I confirmed, when the sinking started that’s the real question we need to answer. Because these people were sunk long before they sank. Their sinking didn’t start in the Channel; it started the moment they left their homes”.
“I’m accused of lacking a soul, but my soul is precisely what I leave in the cloakroom when I get to work, it simply can’t fit in my uniform. I pick it up again intact from my locker when I leave”.
“…how inhumanity develops while no one is looking”.
“I may not have given much thought to the ongoing legal investigation, but I did think a lot, because that’s what happens when you sit and look at the sea: either you think a lot, or you think about nothing, which is probably another way of thinking”.
“I have no problem listening to the recordings of that night and hearing my own voice, because it’s not the voice of a monster or criminal on the tape - it’s the voice of all of us”.
“But it’s not something you can add up. Apparently, saving is the norm, what do you do, routine. It’s not an extraordinary action; It's quite ordinary, not the exception but the rule. And it leaves no trace, almost as little as of the people who vanish in silence into the abyss and are absorbed, digested, sometimes even spat back out by the sea. All that is normal - as though normal life was just like that - everyone saving everyone all the time. That’s how the human race survives; no need for Jesus Christ to save the world; we’ve been doing it perfectly well ourselves since the dawn of time, in every tiny provincial village. Salvation, if we are going to use big words, is something we offer each other every day”.
“But it’s enough for one to be lost and there is always one, there has to be one - and it’s as if you had saved no one”.