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When I Kill You
The multimillion-copy and New York Times bestseller B. A. Paris returns with a triumphant, unsettling next suspense novel, When I Kill You.
"Narrator Georgia Maguire's soft British accent is an absolute listening pleasure...it is the texture and tension provided by Maguire's skillful delivery and beguiling voice that make this a successful audio offering." ―Kirkus on The Breakdown
Who is watching Nell Masters?
Nell Masters is certain someone is following her. The hairs on the back of her neck rise when she travels to and from work, there are silent calls to her office, and a huge bouquet of flowers arrives without a card. And Nell has a reason to be looking over her shoulder, because she has a secret that she’s hiding from everyone in her life, including her new partner, Alex. But Alex also has secrets of his own.
Fourteen years earlier, when Nell went by the name Elle Nugent, she witnessed a student, Bryony Sanders, getting into a stranger’s car. When Bryony was found murdered, Elle became obsessed with finding the person responsible. She was convinced she knew who it was and her fixation with Brett Parker, the man she accused, led her down a dangerous path . . .
Now, Nell tries to convince herself that this unnerving feeling of being watched is all in her mind. Has someone from her past discovered her new identity? Has the stalker become the stalked? Or is there something even more deadly at play?
"Narrator Georgia Maguire shows her ability to present the polar opposite traits of the husband and wife...Her overall narration is calm and elegant but emotional and alarming during the horrific moments Grace experiences." ―Kirkus on Behind Closed Doors
A Macmillan Audio production from St. Martin’s Press
"Narrator Georgia Maguire's soft British accent is an absolute listening pleasure...it is the texture and tension provided by Maguire's skillful delivery and beguiling voice that make this a successful audio offering." ―Kirkus on The Breakdown
Who is watching Nell Masters?
Nell Masters is certain someone is following her. The hairs on the back of her neck rise when she travels to and from work, there are silent calls to her office, and a huge bouquet of flowers arrives without a card. And Nell has a reason to be looking over her shoulder, because she has a secret that she’s hiding from everyone in her life, including her new partner, Alex. But Alex also has secrets of his own.
Fourteen years earlier, when Nell went by the name Elle Nugent, she witnessed a student, Bryony Sanders, getting into a stranger’s car. When Bryony was found murdered, Elle became obsessed with finding the person responsible. She was convinced she knew who it was and her fixation with Brett Parker, the man she accused, led her down a dangerous path . . .
Now, Nell tries to convince herself that this unnerving feeling of being watched is all in her mind. Has someone from her past discovered her new identity? Has the stalker become the stalked? Or is there something even more deadly at play?
"Narrator Georgia Maguire shows her ability to present the polar opposite traits of the husband and wife...Her overall narration is calm and elegant but emotional and alarming during the horrific moments Grace experiences." ―Kirkus on Behind Closed Doors
A Macmillan Audio production from St. Martin’s Press
Audio CD
First published February 17, 2026
About the author
B.A. Paris
28 books25k followersB.A. Paris is the New York Times and Sunday Times bestselling author of eight novels including the word-of-mouth hit, Behind Closed Doors, and her latest psychological thriller, When I Kill You.
Over nine million editions of her work have been sold worldwide and her books have been translated into 41 languages. Her novel, The Breakdown, has been adapted for film under the title Blackwater Lane.
Before becoming an author, B.A. Paris, who spent most of her adult life living in France, worked in finance as a trader before retraining as an English teacher. Today, she writes from her cottage in Hampshire, England.
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Over nine million editions of her work have been sold worldwide and her books have been translated into 41 languages. Her novel, The Breakdown, has been adapted for film under the title Blackwater Lane.
Before becoming an author, B.A. Paris, who spent most of her adult life living in France, worked in finance as a trader before retraining as an English teacher. Today, she writes from her cottage in Hampshire, England.
Sign up to her newsletter at www.baparis.com or follow her on Instagram @baparisauthor
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November 3, 2025
You know how some books are so deliciously addictive that you save them for your most sacred late-night reading sessions — the ones that deserve your best snacks and your comfiest couch? My snack lineup has evolved, by the way: farewell, caramel popcorn (too many cavities), and hello to garden Sun Chips — the red ones, obviously. As for the drink of choice, your favorite red, — for women, it’s a bold Cabernet Sauvignon; for men, well, it should probably be Emma Stone or Kylie with red wings. (All right, bad joke alert.)
You curl up, snacks in hand, heart open, and start your private reading tournament. This was one of those books — the kind that makes your pulse race, your stomach twist, and your nerves spark like you’ve just downed five matcha lattes (extra matcha, minimal milk). It’s unsettling in the best way, like a psychological slap that you weirdly enjoy. Okay, maybe that sounds a little masochistic, but let’s call it “thriller appreciation.”
The first part of the book completely blew my mind. I was so ready to give it five stars after nearly teetering on the edge of a panic attack (in the best reading sense possible). The past timeline — Elle’s story — was gripping, layered, and absolutely brilliant. Meanwhile, the creepy stalker notes in the present timeline added a perfect mix of irritation and dark humor. Each note ending with “when I kill you” hit just the right eerie, sarcastic tone.
But — and here comes my reader heartbreak — once the story left Elle’s past and stayed solely in the present with Nell’s increasingly confused, agitated mind, the pacing slowed. The tension loosened. The repetitive cycle dragged a bit. The suspect list felt a little too thin, and I actually guessed the big twist early on. When the revelation finally came, it felt slightly rushed — more “hmm, okay” than “oh my god!” I wished there had been more build-up and misdirection to deepen the shock value. (I can’t say more without spoiling it, but trust me, when you finish, you’ll get what I mean.)
Still, I rounded my 3.5 stars up to 5, because I remain a loyal admirer of B. A. Paris’s wonderfully twisted imagination. I just wish the sheer perfection of the first half had carried through the second. That said, the concept of a stalker becoming the prey of another stalker? Chef’s kiss. It made me imagine Joe Goldberg himself squirming under someone else’s watchful, vicious gaze. Brilliant idea — and Paris executed it beautifully for the most part.
Quick recap of the plot:
Nell Masters works at Drop In, a charity center. In her mid-thirties, she lives quietly in the cozy apartment she inherited from her great-aunt. Her circle is small, her world steady — until it isn’t. She’s dating Alex, a transatlantic man whose time is split between the U.S. and England, and she’s desperately trying to keep her dark past buried. Because Nell wasn’t always Nell — she used to be Elle, and one tragic attempt to play armchair detective left her drowning in guilt and convinced she doesn’t deserve happiness.
Now, she senses she’s being watched. There’s a stalker — one she can’t prove exists — and as her boyfriend’s secrets start to surface, she realizes her danger might not stem from her past at all. Maybe the real threat lies in the present, among the people she’s recently let into her life. The question is: can she escape this time, or has she finally been cornered for good?
An absolutely heart-throbbing, popcorn-worthy read (go for the white cheddar — trust me, your dentist will thank you). Highly recommended for thriller lovers and devoted B. A. Paris fans alike!
A huge thank-you to NetGalley and St. Martin’s Press for providing me with this deliciously twisted thriller in exchange for my honest review.
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You curl up, snacks in hand, heart open, and start your private reading tournament. This was one of those books — the kind that makes your pulse race, your stomach twist, and your nerves spark like you’ve just downed five matcha lattes (extra matcha, minimal milk). It’s unsettling in the best way, like a psychological slap that you weirdly enjoy. Okay, maybe that sounds a little masochistic, but let’s call it “thriller appreciation.”
The first part of the book completely blew my mind. I was so ready to give it five stars after nearly teetering on the edge of a panic attack (in the best reading sense possible). The past timeline — Elle’s story — was gripping, layered, and absolutely brilliant. Meanwhile, the creepy stalker notes in the present timeline added a perfect mix of irritation and dark humor. Each note ending with “when I kill you” hit just the right eerie, sarcastic tone.
But — and here comes my reader heartbreak — once the story left Elle’s past and stayed solely in the present with Nell’s increasingly confused, agitated mind, the pacing slowed. The tension loosened. The repetitive cycle dragged a bit. The suspect list felt a little too thin, and I actually guessed the big twist early on. When the revelation finally came, it felt slightly rushed — more “hmm, okay” than “oh my god!” I wished there had been more build-up and misdirection to deepen the shock value. (I can’t say more without spoiling it, but trust me, when you finish, you’ll get what I mean.)
Still, I rounded my 3.5 stars up to 5, because I remain a loyal admirer of B. A. Paris’s wonderfully twisted imagination. I just wish the sheer perfection of the first half had carried through the second. That said, the concept of a stalker becoming the prey of another stalker? Chef’s kiss. It made me imagine Joe Goldberg himself squirming under someone else’s watchful, vicious gaze. Brilliant idea — and Paris executed it beautifully for the most part.
Quick recap of the plot:
Nell Masters works at Drop In, a charity center. In her mid-thirties, she lives quietly in the cozy apartment she inherited from her great-aunt. Her circle is small, her world steady — until it isn’t. She’s dating Alex, a transatlantic man whose time is split between the U.S. and England, and she’s desperately trying to keep her dark past buried. Because Nell wasn’t always Nell — she used to be Elle, and one tragic attempt to play armchair detective left her drowning in guilt and convinced she doesn’t deserve happiness.
Now, she senses she’s being watched. There’s a stalker — one she can’t prove exists — and as her boyfriend’s secrets start to surface, she realizes her danger might not stem from her past at all. Maybe the real threat lies in the present, among the people she’s recently let into her life. The question is: can she escape this time, or has she finally been cornered for good?
An absolutely heart-throbbing, popcorn-worthy read (go for the white cheddar — trust me, your dentist will thank you). Highly recommended for thriller lovers and devoted B. A. Paris fans alike!
A huge thank-you to NetGalley and St. Martin’s Press for providing me with this deliciously twisted thriller in exchange for my honest review.
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March 2, 2026
3.5* I enjoyed this overall, I just wasn't too crazy about the ending. Still a good popcorn thriller though, the main character stressed me OUT and made me paranoid!!
October 24, 2025
UMMMMM... SO THAT'S IT!?
When I Kill You is a psychological thriller about Nell Masters, a woman with a haunted past who changed her name after obsessing over a murder she witnessed. As she builds a new life, her past catches up with her, leading to a game of cat-and-mouse filled with paranoia and hidden secrets.
I have been riding with B A Paris and her books ever since her phenomenon that was Behind Closed Doors. Since then, she has had some more hits but also some low lows. This new release sits for me in the middle.
The author has a knack of keeping my attention and knows how to hold a good level of suspense throughout her book to keep you alert and intrigued. It’s just that with this book after a certain point I started getting tiresome of the whole ‘whodunnit’ mystery of it all.
Our protagonist Nell/ Elle was annoying to me. Her actions in the past trying to be a amateur sleuth for a stranger you knew nothing about just irked me like no other and in her present-day chapters she just read like a dimwit trying to act like she was strong and could handle the consequences of an individual seeking revenge.
The author introduces so many people to use as red herrings, so you suspect any and everyone, but what loses me is that if I stop giving a damn about the said ‘victim’ then I also won’t give a toss about the perpetrator and that’s unfortunately how the book lost me.
The perpetrator for me was a snooze fest. I didn’t audible gasp or show any emotion for that matter. I wanted a dramatic ending for the slow burn I had endured, and it didn’t live up my expectations.
It is not a bad book by any means. The slow chapters and the ‘extracts’ from the perpetrator were enjoyable and makes it easier to get through. I just needed a protagonist I was rooting for and for the book to be a bit more eerie and exciting.
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✶⋆.˚ I am so sorry, but what was that chapter towards the end of the book with Nell and Alex! I was flabbergasted! Not verbatim but this is how the conversation went:
Nell: There is someone trying to kill me and I need to break up with you, and you can’t stay in my house
Alex: Oh no… I understand…Oh before I leave, can I give you a tip on how to combat the killer if they come tonight to kill you.
EXCUSE ME!???! WHO THE ACTUAL EFF would communicate like this with their partner? Your loved one thinks they are going to be killed, and your only response is to give them a tip on ‘survival’ before you leave. GTFOH!
✶⋆.˚ Also, Nell you find out that Alex two previous relationships have resulted in both women being killed and you do somewhat of a due diligence researching one of them to get more information. You find none and when you question him about it he gives you some malarkey about her being some super important MI6 person and you just nod your head and shag him and go to sleep. SORRY!??? Regardless of whether the story he has given is true or not, why are you not Usain Bolting it out of his suite and his life!
✶⋆.˚ NOW. Alex! I can’t remember how he was described in the book but the fact that I cant remember means he was nothing spectacular. EVEN HAD HE BEEN… It was not enough to convince me that a woman would happily go on a killing spree to win this man. Does it happen… sure! But that mini explanation from Ines was just so mid to me!
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⋆｡°✩pre read⋆｡°✩
Behind Closed Doors is my fave by this author!
The reviews have been mixed on this new release
I hope it delivers for me!
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When I Kill You is a psychological thriller about Nell Masters, a woman with a haunted past who changed her name after obsessing over a murder she witnessed. As she builds a new life, her past catches up with her, leading to a game of cat-and-mouse filled with paranoia and hidden secrets.
I have been riding with B A Paris and her books ever since her phenomenon that was Behind Closed Doors. Since then, she has had some more hits but also some low lows. This new release sits for me in the middle.
The author has a knack of keeping my attention and knows how to hold a good level of suspense throughout her book to keep you alert and intrigued. It’s just that with this book after a certain point I started getting tiresome of the whole ‘whodunnit’ mystery of it all.
Our protagonist Nell/ Elle was annoying to me. Her actions in the past trying to be a amateur sleuth for a stranger you knew nothing about just irked me like no other and in her present-day chapters she just read like a dimwit trying to act like she was strong and could handle the consequences of an individual seeking revenge.
The author introduces so many people to use as red herrings, so you suspect any and everyone, but what loses me is that if I stop giving a damn about the said ‘victim’ then I also won’t give a toss about the perpetrator and that’s unfortunately how the book lost me.
The perpetrator for me was a snooze fest. I didn’t audible gasp or show any emotion for that matter. I wanted a dramatic ending for the slow burn I had endured, and it didn’t live up my expectations.
It is not a bad book by any means. The slow chapters and the ‘extracts’ from the perpetrator were enjoyable and makes it easier to get through. I just needed a protagonist I was rooting for and for the book to be a bit more eerie and exciting.
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪𖤐 SPOILER .𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪𖤐
READ ON FOR MORE GRIPE ABOUT MY ISSUES WITH THE BOOK
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✶⋆.˚ I am so sorry, but what was that chapter towards the end of the book with Nell and Alex! I was flabbergasted! Not verbatim but this is how the conversation went:
Nell: There is someone trying to kill me and I need to break up with you, and you can’t stay in my house
Alex: Oh no… I understand…Oh before I leave, can I give you a tip on how to combat the killer if they come tonight to kill you.
EXCUSE ME!???! WHO THE ACTUAL EFF would communicate like this with their partner? Your loved one thinks they are going to be killed, and your only response is to give them a tip on ‘survival’ before you leave. GTFOH!
✶⋆.˚ Also, Nell you find out that Alex two previous relationships have resulted in both women being killed and you do somewhat of a due diligence researching one of them to get more information. You find none and when you question him about it he gives you some malarkey about her being some super important MI6 person and you just nod your head and shag him and go to sleep. SORRY!??? Regardless of whether the story he has given is true or not, why are you not Usain Bolting it out of his suite and his life!
✶⋆.˚ NOW. Alex! I can’t remember how he was described in the book but the fact that I cant remember means he was nothing spectacular. EVEN HAD HE BEEN… It was not enough to convince me that a woman would happily go on a killing spree to win this man. Does it happen… sure! But that mini explanation from Ines was just so mid to me!
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⋆｡°✩pre read⋆｡°✩
Behind Closed Doors is my fave by this author!
The reviews have been mixed on this new release
I hope it delivers for me!
🖤🤍❤️🖤
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
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When I Kill You
B.A. Paris
Publication Date: February 17th, 2026
St. Martin's Press
304 Pages
Amazon | Bookshop.org
Genre: General Fiction | Mystery & Thrillers
Fourteen years ago, Elle Nugent’s life went off the rails because of her obsession with seeing a girl enter a stranger's car—a girl who was murdered later that night. Elle was convinced she knew the killer, so she decided to change her identity. Now known as Nell Masters, she feels a sense of security in her new life, until the crank phone calls start, nameless flowers arrive, and that feeling of being watched returns. As Nell worries that her real identity has been discovered, she tries to figure out who has outed her.
This is your typical suspense trope: a perfect life that isn't so perfect, with a toxic relationship at the core. Then the psychological one-upmanship begins with a protagonist who is in a constant state of worry. I have to give the author credit for keeping me turning the pages and insisting on reading "just one more chapter." B.A. Paris is great at that, and the tension-building was pretty good too, making this a very quick read. I enjoyed the way the author laid out the sense of isolation Elle/Nell feels.
Where the book failed to deliver for me was the predictability. Some of the more "surprising" moments weren't that surprising to me. Maybe it's because I have been reading a lot of thrillers lately, but the twists in this one didn't quite have the impact I was hoping for. There were too many moments where the characters' decisions didn't make complete sense; they felt like they were written just to make the plot work rather than reflecting how people behave in real life. I enjoy domestic suspense, but this was just all too familiar. It was a fun read, but it isn't anything new or unique. This was decent suspense with some psychological drama, but it was lacking the "wow" factor. It was entertaining enough, but nothing special.
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC.
Goodreads ratings reflect reader demographics and
popular enthusiasm rather than objective literary merit.
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When I Kill You
B.A. Paris
Publication Date: February 17th, 2026
St. Martin's Press
304 Pages
Amazon | Bookshop.org
Genre: General Fiction | Mystery & Thrillers
Fourteen years ago, Elle Nugent’s life went off the rails because of her obsession with seeing a girl enter a stranger's car—a girl who was murdered later that night. Elle was convinced she knew the killer, so she decided to change her identity. Now known as Nell Masters, she feels a sense of security in her new life, until the crank phone calls start, nameless flowers arrive, and that feeling of being watched returns. As Nell worries that her real identity has been discovered, she tries to figure out who has outed her.
This is your typical suspense trope: a perfect life that isn't so perfect, with a toxic relationship at the core. Then the psychological one-upmanship begins with a protagonist who is in a constant state of worry. I have to give the author credit for keeping me turning the pages and insisting on reading "just one more chapter." B.A. Paris is great at that, and the tension-building was pretty good too, making this a very quick read. I enjoyed the way the author laid out the sense of isolation Elle/Nell feels.
Where the book failed to deliver for me was the predictability. Some of the more "surprising" moments weren't that surprising to me. Maybe it's because I have been reading a lot of thrillers lately, but the twists in this one didn't quite have the impact I was hoping for. There were too many moments where the characters' decisions didn't make complete sense; they felt like they were written just to make the plot work rather than reflecting how people behave in real life. I enjoy domestic suspense, but this was just all too familiar. It was a fun read, but it isn't anything new or unique. This was decent suspense with some psychological drama, but it was lacking the "wow" factor. It was entertaining enough, but nothing special.
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC.
Goodreads ratings reflect reader demographics and
popular enthusiasm rather than objective literary merit.
November 19, 2025
Fourteen years ago, Elle witnessed an abduction and murder.
As the years went by, she became obsessed with the man she suspected. So much so it destroyed her life and others!
She has since reinvented herself as Nell, and unfortunately, her past is now catching up with her.
Can she truly escape her past or is it time to pay the price? Nell made for a perfect main character.🙌 Just unbalanced enough that you weren’t sure to root for her or against.
In true B.A. Paris fashion, I was kept guessing right up to the very end! Was it a bit OTT? Yes! But most psychological thrillers are…that’s what we love about them.😂
A fast read I devoured in just a couple sittings. This will make a perfect weekend read!
✍️ B.A. Paris
📑 304 pages
🗓️ February 17 2026
📈 4/5🌟
👉 Thriller
Thank you to NetGalley and St Martin’s Press
As the years went by, she became obsessed with the man she suspected. So much so it destroyed her life and others!
She has since reinvented herself as Nell, and unfortunately, her past is now catching up with her.
Can she truly escape her past or is it time to pay the price? Nell made for a perfect main character.🙌 Just unbalanced enough that you weren’t sure to root for her or against.
In true B.A. Paris fashion, I was kept guessing right up to the very end! Was it a bit OTT? Yes! But most psychological thrillers are…that’s what we love about them.😂
A fast read I devoured in just a couple sittings. This will make a perfect weekend read!
✍️ B.A. Paris
📑 304 pages
🗓️ February 17 2026
📈 4/5🌟
👉 Thriller
Thank you to NetGalley and St Martin’s Press
November 1, 2025
Here I am waving from outlier alley! I was highly anticipating reading When I Kill You but unfortunately it failed to wow me. I was; however, intrigued by the fact that Nell Masters felt as if she was being watched. She didn't just feel as if she was being watched, she knows it. As strange deliveries begin to arrive with no notes, her anxiety kicks into high gear. Nell has a secret, one that no one, including her boyfriend, Alex knows about. But Alex has his own secrets.
Fourteen years earlier, Nell went by another name and was a key witness who saw a young woman get into a stranger's car. Later the young woman was found murdered. She became obsessed with the case and tracking down the killer. I don't know about you, but if I think someone killed someone, I am not going to be breathing down their back anytime soon!
This book is told in dual timelines and moved at quite a slow pace. If you follow my reviews, you know that I am not a fan of slow burns. I wanted this to hurry up and get on with it multiple times while reading. I went from being intrigued to bored, then intrigued again. This book does touch on obsession, trauma, and secrets. I thought that the author portrayed those very well in this book. I also thought the author did a great job of showing Nell's unease and increasing anxiety as she dealt with being watched.
Others have enjoyed this book more than I did so please read their reviews as well.
*This was a witches words buddy read with Brenda ~The Sisters~Book Witch. Please read her review as well to get her thoughts on When I Kill You.
Thank you to St. Martin's Press and NetGalley who provided me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. All the thoughts and opinions are my own.
Read more of my reviews at www.openbookposts.com 📖
Fourteen years earlier, Nell went by another name and was a key witness who saw a young woman get into a stranger's car. Later the young woman was found murdered. She became obsessed with the case and tracking down the killer. I don't know about you, but if I think someone killed someone, I am not going to be breathing down their back anytime soon!
This book is told in dual timelines and moved at quite a slow pace. If you follow my reviews, you know that I am not a fan of slow burns. I wanted this to hurry up and get on with it multiple times while reading. I went from being intrigued to bored, then intrigued again. This book does touch on obsession, trauma, and secrets. I thought that the author portrayed those very well in this book. I also thought the author did a great job of showing Nell's unease and increasing anxiety as she dealt with being watched.
Others have enjoyed this book more than I did so please read their reviews as well.
*This was a witches words buddy read with Brenda ~The Sisters~Book Witch. Please read her review as well to get her thoughts on When I Kill You.
Thank you to St. Martin's Press and NetGalley who provided me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. All the thoughts and opinions are my own.
Read more of my reviews at www.openbookposts.com 📖
April 15, 2026
2.0 stars— SPOILERS ALERT— DO NOT READ UNTIL YOU HAVE FINISHED THE BOOK—
I feel like over the last few years my love for B. A. Paris’s thrillers has decreased with each book of her’s I have read. So it should come as no surprise when I tell you that “When I Kill You” is my least favorite Paris book yet. “When I Kill You” is a very difficult book to get into. In fact, there were several days I could only get through a few pages. I am not sure if it was the fact that I loved the previous book I read and was constantly comparing the two or that this book was just boring. Unfortunately, the more I read the more I realized that I was just bored for the first three-quarters of the book. ‘When I Kill You” tells the bizarre story of Nell, who at 22 years old witnesses the abduction of a young woman who is later found murdered. She contacts the police because she is 100 percent sure she can identify who the perpetrator is. When the police fail to arrest the subject after she gives her eyewitness account of who the kidnapper/ murderer was, Nell decides to take matters into her own hands and conduct her own investigation. She begins to obsessively stalk and harass the person she believes to be a deranged killer … by herself 😳🙄. I just couldn’t make myself believe a single young woman would go to the house of a killer and confront him by herself multiple times and call and harass him incessantly while believing he was a diabolical evil killer. After this part of the story comes to an unrealistic resolution, the book changes midcourse and becomes a ‘Nell being stalked by a stalker herself” story. I didn’t feel that Ms. Paris did a very good job of writing this half of the book at all. The red herrings were very obvious, and the portions of the book supposedly coming from the diary of the stalker were stereotypical and contrived. I was able to easily predict who the villain was going to be long before the big reveal at the end. The book was told from the perspective of Nell and interjected the killer’s diary to shake things up. Unfortunately, neither the diary nor Nell’s first person account were successful in building suspense as the story progressed. The ending was another head scratcher — as the killer would have had to of had a 50 IQ score or less to fall for the trap Nell set. And, for the stalker to stop their attempt to murder Nell in the middle of the act to listen and answer Nell’s questions —which gave Nell just enough time to free her hidden weapon in order to defend herself was the pis de resistance to a disappointing book. I could go on and on about other problems such as the huge number of characters and the difficulty of keeping the plot and characters straight in my mind, but why pile on? I haven’t completely given up on B.A. Paris yet, but I need another “The Breakdown” as soon as possible.
I feel like over the last few years my love for B. A. Paris’s thrillers has decreased with each book of her’s I have read. So it should come as no surprise when I tell you that “When I Kill You” is my least favorite Paris book yet. “When I Kill You” is a very difficult book to get into. In fact, there were several days I could only get through a few pages. I am not sure if it was the fact that I loved the previous book I read and was constantly comparing the two or that this book was just boring. Unfortunately, the more I read the more I realized that I was just bored for the first three-quarters of the book. ‘When I Kill You” tells the bizarre story of Nell, who at 22 years old witnesses the abduction of a young woman who is later found murdered. She contacts the police because she is 100 percent sure she can identify who the perpetrator is. When the police fail to arrest the subject after she gives her eyewitness account of who the kidnapper/ murderer was, Nell decides to take matters into her own hands and conduct her own investigation. She begins to obsessively stalk and harass the person she believes to be a deranged killer … by herself 😳🙄. I just couldn’t make myself believe a single young woman would go to the house of a killer and confront him by herself multiple times and call and harass him incessantly while believing he was a diabolical evil killer. After this part of the story comes to an unrealistic resolution, the book changes midcourse and becomes a ‘Nell being stalked by a stalker herself” story. I didn’t feel that Ms. Paris did a very good job of writing this half of the book at all. The red herrings were very obvious, and the portions of the book supposedly coming from the diary of the stalker were stereotypical and contrived. I was able to easily predict who the villain was going to be long before the big reveal at the end. The book was told from the perspective of Nell and interjected the killer’s diary to shake things up. Unfortunately, neither the diary nor Nell’s first person account were successful in building suspense as the story progressed. The ending was another head scratcher — as the killer would have had to of had a 50 IQ score or less to fall for the trap Nell set. And, for the stalker to stop their attempt to murder Nell in the middle of the act to listen and answer Nell’s questions —which gave Nell just enough time to free her hidden weapon in order to defend herself was the pis de resistance to a disappointing book. I could go on and on about other problems such as the huge number of characters and the difficulty of keeping the plot and characters straight in my mind, but why pile on? I haven’t completely given up on B.A. Paris yet, but I need another “The Breakdown” as soon as possible.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
February 14, 2026
Well, I’ve got to say that after finishing When I Kill You in one single evening, I’m happy to announce that the unstoppable B.A. Paris has once again demonstrated why she’s the queen of suspense. Easily rivaling Behind Closed Doors in terms of the perfectly masterminded nightmarish terrors and psychological thrills, Paris’s newest book was a taut rollercoaster ride of spine-tingling fears that I couldn’t put down. You see, between the slowly ratcheting unease and the crazy stalker vibes, it made me feel like I still needed to look over my shoulder even after checking that I’d locked all of my windows and doors. Thanks to a deliciously unhinged female main character and oodles of believable suspects, I never knew what was coming around the next blind turn. After all, the two parts of the book set me up for the nail-biting climax and last-minute revelation in the best possible way.
So what exactly kept me guessing throughout this one-sitting read? Well, between the dual POVs—one of whom was the creepy unnamed villain—and the dual timelines of the past and the present, the truth was hidden in a way that only a master can pull off. Yup. You got it. I didn’t see the big, giant twist coming at all. Turning everything on its head, this finale had everything I love: well-disguised surprises, hair-raising scenes, and even a touch of a few thought-provoking themes. You see, through the exploration of obsession, guilt, and love, it managed to chill me to the bone. I mean, when a former stalker starts fearing that they’re now being followed themselves, I knew that I couldn’t trust a single character—including the narrator. So if you are a fan of twisty plotting, long-buried secrets, or hinted-at dark histories, grab this book now. It was a blast. Rating of 4.75 stars (upgraded).
BRIEF BLURB:
Please oh please go onto this one at least mostly blind! With even the publisher-provided synopsis giving just a bit too much away, all you need to know is the following… After changing her name and disappearing overnight fourteen years ago, Nell Masters is starting to fear that her past has come back to haunt her. After all, she’s becoming more and more convinced that someone is following her every move. With strange phone calls, anonymous flower deliveries, and the sense that there are eyes on her as she goes about her day, Nell dreads that someone has discovered who she really is. Is she being stalked? Or is something far more sinister going on beneath the surface that could ultimately lead to her death? Not knowing what to believe, Nell starts to question everything and everyone in her life. After all, she’s lived under the radar for long enough to know that her world blowing up could be just the start of the end…
Thank you B.A. Paris, St. Martin’s Press, and NetGalley for my complimentary digital and physical copies. All opinions are my own.
PUB DATE: February 17, 2026
Content warning: stalking, pedestrian vs car accident, home invasion, knife violence, mention of: death, murder
So what exactly kept me guessing throughout this one-sitting read? Well, between the dual POVs—one of whom was the creepy unnamed villain—and the dual timelines of the past and the present, the truth was hidden in a way that only a master can pull off. Yup. You got it. I didn’t see the big, giant twist coming at all. Turning everything on its head, this finale had everything I love: well-disguised surprises, hair-raising scenes, and even a touch of a few thought-provoking themes. You see, through the exploration of obsession, guilt, and love, it managed to chill me to the bone. I mean, when a former stalker starts fearing that they’re now being followed themselves, I knew that I couldn’t trust a single character—including the narrator. So if you are a fan of twisty plotting, long-buried secrets, or hinted-at dark histories, grab this book now. It was a blast. Rating of 4.75 stars (upgraded).
BRIEF BLURB:
Please oh please go onto this one at least mostly blind! With even the publisher-provided synopsis giving just a bit too much away, all you need to know is the following… After changing her name and disappearing overnight fourteen years ago, Nell Masters is starting to fear that her past has come back to haunt her. After all, she’s becoming more and more convinced that someone is following her every move. With strange phone calls, anonymous flower deliveries, and the sense that there are eyes on her as she goes about her day, Nell dreads that someone has discovered who she really is. Is she being stalked? Or is something far more sinister going on beneath the surface that could ultimately lead to her death? Not knowing what to believe, Nell starts to question everything and everyone in her life. After all, she’s lived under the radar for long enough to know that her world blowing up could be just the start of the end…
Thank you B.A. Paris, St. Martin’s Press, and NetGalley for my complimentary digital and physical copies. All opinions are my own.
PUB DATE: February 17, 2026
Content warning: stalking, pedestrian vs car accident, home invasion, knife violence, mention of: death, murder
November 28, 2025
Finally- a book that kept me on my toes! I was so excited to read an early copy of this book, and it definitely delivered! I was entertained from the first page to the last, and I never once figured out who was stalking our main character, Nell. This story had me guessing and questioning every single character until the very end. 🕵🏻
This story goes back and forth between Present and Past Chapters. In the Present chapters, we have Nell Masters (who was once Elle Nugent). In the Past chapters, they focus on Elle Nugent (before she became Nell Masters). Trust me, it’s not that confusing. We also get little extracts from the stalkers notebook throughout this story, which I really enjoyed reading.
Fourteen years ago, when Nell was Elle, she witnessed a young girl get into a black car with a stranger- a man who Elle thought she recognized. The young girl, Bryony Sanders, was later found murdered. Elle then became fixated on the case, and began following the stranger she thought was responsible for Bryony’s death.
Fast forward fourteen years later, and Elle is living a new life as Nell Masters. Nell lives a fairly quiet life, has a good job, has just made some new friends, and has a boyfriend who is becoming pretty serious. However, Nell feels that she has been followed and watched for weeks, evens months. Why can’t she shake this feeling? Is someone out to get her? Is her past catching up with her? Or is someone in her present life playing tricks on her?
You will have to read this page-turner to find out! For me, this was another hit from B.A. Paris, and I’m so glad that I had the chance to read it. I definitely recommend adding this to your list.
Many thanks to NetGalley, St. Martin’s Press, and the author for an ARC of this book, in which I had the pleasure of reading for an honest review.
Publication date: February 17, 2026
This story goes back and forth between Present and Past Chapters. In the Present chapters, we have Nell Masters (who was once Elle Nugent). In the Past chapters, they focus on Elle Nugent (before she became Nell Masters). Trust me, it’s not that confusing. We also get little extracts from the stalkers notebook throughout this story, which I really enjoyed reading.
Fourteen years ago, when Nell was Elle, she witnessed a young girl get into a black car with a stranger- a man who Elle thought she recognized. The young girl, Bryony Sanders, was later found murdered. Elle then became fixated on the case, and began following the stranger she thought was responsible for Bryony’s death.
Fast forward fourteen years later, and Elle is living a new life as Nell Masters. Nell lives a fairly quiet life, has a good job, has just made some new friends, and has a boyfriend who is becoming pretty serious. However, Nell feels that she has been followed and watched for weeks, evens months. Why can’t she shake this feeling? Is someone out to get her? Is her past catching up with her? Or is someone in her present life playing tricks on her?
You will have to read this page-turner to find out! For me, this was another hit from B.A. Paris, and I’m so glad that I had the chance to read it. I definitely recommend adding this to your list.
Many thanks to NetGalley, St. Martin’s Press, and the author for an ARC of this book, in which I had the pleasure of reading for an honest review.
Publication date: February 17, 2026
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
⭐️ 3.5 ⭐️ BA Paris is so good at building suspense and anxiety in both the character and the audience, you’ll be flipping pages without a care about time. I’ve read a few of her books and I’m a fan of her work. They are fast, short, enjoyable, popcorn like. Despite the twists that are generally somewhat predictable, her books stand out in their own way from other writers of this genre.
BA Paris gets really crafty with her characters but what really makes her books great is how unsettling they are. In ‘When I Kill You’, the paranoia exhibited by Nell’s character has cranked up the suspense and tension, keeping the mystery razor sharp. Nell Masters believed she was constantly being watched. She’s anxious, she’s cautious, she’s afraid. Fourteen years prior she witnessed a murder of a young woman that left her obsessing over the killer. The suspected man that she claimed was the real killer wasn’t convicted and that drove her over the edge to the point where she began hounding on the man and his family. That hounding came with a serious injury that left her in a rush to change her identity. The paranoia created in the now and then timelines brought on a very anxiety-induced reading experience that gave me palpitations!
All the fun and thrilling moments aside, the problem with this book in my opinion was the ending. It did not live up to the momentum. The author sets up a cat and mouse chase, a whodunit mystery that falls flat with the reveal. The reveal was both a surprise and a let down. I truly thought that there would be a connection between the converging storylines but the connection never comes to fruition, instead the killer is completely unexpected & doesn’t fit the story. So much obsession, stalking, so much suspense for an underwhelming ending.
Many thanks to NetGalley, St. Martins Press and the author, B.A. Paris for sending me this early ARC.
Publication date: February 17, 2026
BA Paris gets really crafty with her characters but what really makes her books great is how unsettling they are. In ‘When I Kill You’, the paranoia exhibited by Nell’s character has cranked up the suspense and tension, keeping the mystery razor sharp. Nell Masters believed she was constantly being watched. She’s anxious, she’s cautious, she’s afraid. Fourteen years prior she witnessed a murder of a young woman that left her obsessing over the killer. The suspected man that she claimed was the real killer wasn’t convicted and that drove her over the edge to the point where she began hounding on the man and his family. That hounding came with a serious injury that left her in a rush to change her identity. The paranoia created in the now and then timelines brought on a very anxiety-induced reading experience that gave me palpitations!
All the fun and thrilling moments aside, the problem with this book in my opinion was the ending. It did not live up to the momentum. The author sets up a cat and mouse chase, a whodunit mystery that falls flat with the reveal. The reveal was both a surprise and a let down. I truly thought that there would be a connection between the converging storylines but the connection never comes to fruition, instead the killer is completely unexpected & doesn’t fit the story. So much obsession, stalking, so much suspense for an underwhelming ending.
Many thanks to NetGalley, St. Martins Press and the author, B.A. Paris for sending me this early ARC.
Publication date: February 17, 2026
February 17, 2026
MINOR SPOILERS
I’m sorry, B.A. Paris, but this was just boring. A terrible main character and a premise that was far more interesting than the book itself.
Is this the same author who wrote Behind Closed Doors? Because there is nothing exciting about this book.
Both the past and present versions of the female character are unbearable, obnoxious, and deeply unlikeable. I honestly wanted a bad ending for her. She did not deserve happiness after ruining so many people’s lives.
Repetitive and monotonous. The stalker POV was cheesy, especially with how every sentence seemed to end with the title of the book. Yes, we get it—you will kill her. Blah blah.
The twist? The stalker reveal? That’s it? After all the build-up, red herrings, hints, and flashbacks, this is the direction B.A. Paris chose? A crazed, obsessed woman with the hots for a guy she can’t have? Please.
Such a big, big letdown.
I’m sorry, B.A. Paris, but this was just boring. A terrible main character and a premise that was far more interesting than the book itself.
Is this the same author who wrote Behind Closed Doors? Because there is nothing exciting about this book.
Both the past and present versions of the female character are unbearable, obnoxious, and deeply unlikeable. I honestly wanted a bad ending for her. She did not deserve happiness after ruining so many people’s lives.
Repetitive and monotonous. The stalker POV was cheesy, especially with how every sentence seemed to end with the title of the book. Yes, we get it—you will kill her. Blah blah.
The twist? The stalker reveal? That’s it? After all the build-up, red herrings, hints, and flashbacks, this is the direction B.A. Paris chose? A crazed, obsessed woman with the hots for a guy she can’t have? Please.
Such a big, big letdown.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 2, 2026
This book gave me all the good components of a thriller; frustration, anxiety and fear. I was completely sucked into this story and binged the last portion because I couldn’t wait to get answers. Paris is quickly becoming one of my favourite authors!
Writing: Paris is such a master a writing an ordinary, traditional setting and twisting it into something much more dark. She doesn’t overdo the details if uncalled for. The setting in this book was simple yet still expressive when needed. I loved the pacing and dual timelines even though the past chapters were very much infuriating 😂 Also loved the playful little excerpts from our killer! Whenever a book does that I eat it up and it keeps me on the very tips of my toes.
Characters: Our fmc Nell was naïve and very much lacked listening skills in her past but that’s the only part about her the frustrated me. Now, in the present she is riddled with anxiety over a stalker. This fear turns her into such an interesting character to examine and she almost mirrored symptoms of OCD in the way she moved about life. I grew to love and want the best for her in the end. All the side characters are extremely interesting along side Nell and I loved seeing chapters where she would interact with them. I think it has partly to do with the fact that the novel has characters from both England and France; and I have to say, I feel like Europeans have a certain aura about them that North Americans lack 🥲
Thrills: I would say this is a medium paced book. It doesn’t have so many twists and turns that allow you to just fly through but it also isn’t sitting stuck in one place for too long. It definitely leans on more character driven but the small POVs we get from our killer really help drive the story forward. The reveal at the end was unexpectedly expected if that makes sense? Personally, I didn’t see it coming but I could see how others with a few more brain cells might lol! Even if you can see it coming, the journey to getting there was still fun and one I would recommend.
Overall, I don’t love this as much as Behind Closed Doors but I did throughly enjoy my time 🫶 a complexed fmc is always something I love and the twist was a classic with a little more juice in it.
PRE READ
B.A Paris has been on my mind ever since Behind Closed Doors became one of my favorite thriller reads ever when I read it a few months ago... Can't wait to start my second book of hers 🤭
Writing: Paris is such a master a writing an ordinary, traditional setting and twisting it into something much more dark. She doesn’t overdo the details if uncalled for. The setting in this book was simple yet still expressive when needed. I loved the pacing and dual timelines even though the past chapters were very much infuriating 😂 Also loved the playful little excerpts from our killer! Whenever a book does that I eat it up and it keeps me on the very tips of my toes.
Characters: Our fmc Nell was naïve and very much lacked listening skills in her past but that’s the only part about her the frustrated me. Now, in the present she is riddled with anxiety over a stalker. This fear turns her into such an interesting character to examine and she almost mirrored symptoms of OCD in the way she moved about life. I grew to love and want the best for her in the end. All the side characters are extremely interesting along side Nell and I loved seeing chapters where she would interact with them. I think it has partly to do with the fact that the novel has characters from both England and France; and I have to say, I feel like Europeans have a certain aura about them that North Americans lack 🥲
Thrills: I would say this is a medium paced book. It doesn’t have so many twists and turns that allow you to just fly through but it also isn’t sitting stuck in one place for too long. It definitely leans on more character driven but the small POVs we get from our killer really help drive the story forward. The reveal at the end was unexpectedly expected if that makes sense? Personally, I didn’t see it coming but I could see how others with a few more brain cells might lol! Even if you can see it coming, the journey to getting there was still fun and one I would recommend.
Overall, I don’t love this as much as Behind Closed Doors but I did throughly enjoy my time 🫶 a complexed fmc is always something I love and the twist was a classic with a little more juice in it.
PRE READ
B.A Paris has been on my mind ever since Behind Closed Doors became one of my favorite thriller reads ever when I read it a few months ago... Can't wait to start my second book of hers 🤭
December 18, 2025
Elle thinks she sees an abduction outside her window, and the young woman is later found dead. Elle thinks she can identify the man and her obsession ruins her life.
Fourteen years later, Elle is now living under the name Nell. Strange things begin happening and she’s certain someone is stalking her. She has secrets she wants kept hidden, as does her partner Alex.
Is Elle/Nell the stalker or the one being stalked?
Told in dual timelines, the story is a slow burn. I usually enjoy slow burns but this one is the opposite of thrilling.
There’s also a mystery narrator who ends their chapters with “when I Kill You.” It grew tiring.
In the end, I found the story’s ending convoluted and I lost interest long before the ending.
* I received a digital review copy via Netgalley. The narrator was great.
Fourteen years later, Elle is now living under the name Nell. Strange things begin happening and she’s certain someone is stalking her. She has secrets she wants kept hidden, as does her partner Alex.
Is Elle/Nell the stalker or the one being stalked?
Told in dual timelines, the story is a slow burn. I usually enjoy slow burns but this one is the opposite of thrilling.
There’s also a mystery narrator who ends their chapters with “when I Kill You.” It grew tiring.
In the end, I found the story’s ending convoluted and I lost interest long before the ending.
* I received a digital review copy via Netgalley. The narrator was great.
November 1, 2025
Confession:
I think I might be leaving my thriller era. The spark isn’t gone, but the excitement just doesn’t hit like it used to. Maybe I’ve read too many twists or maybe this one just didn’t thrill the way it promised to.
What Lit My Mood
Fourteen years ago, Nell went by another name and saw something that changed everything for her. She witnessed Bryony Sanders, stepping into a stranger’s car. When Bryony turns up dead, Nell becomes obsessed with finding justice, transforming herself into a stalker watching the killer’s every move.
Now, years later, someone’s watching her.
I loved the unique twist on the stalker trope, turning the hunter into the hunted.
I loved the way the stalker chapters ended. Clever and did have me wanting to read another chapter.
Where My Mood Flickered
The story moves between two timelines: Nell stalking in the past and Nell being stalked in the present. The concept is great, but the threads didn't weave together tightly enough.
The big reveal of the current stalker was shocking, but also a bit of a letdown once it landed. And the pacing… painfully slow. A stalker story should have had me peeking through the blinds, not checking the clock.
Witchy Mood Meter
Mood Mismatch — The idea was sharp, but the suspense lost its edge before the spell could really take hold.
Verdict
Banish it to the caldron: Loved the concept, but the delivery didn’t haunt me the way it should have.
A Witches Words buddy read with Debra who might of shared in my pain. Check out her review to find out.
I received a copy from the publisher through NetGalley
I think I might be leaving my thriller era. The spark isn’t gone, but the excitement just doesn’t hit like it used to. Maybe I’ve read too many twists or maybe this one just didn’t thrill the way it promised to.
What Lit My Mood
Fourteen years ago, Nell went by another name and saw something that changed everything for her. She witnessed Bryony Sanders, stepping into a stranger’s car. When Bryony turns up dead, Nell becomes obsessed with finding justice, transforming herself into a stalker watching the killer’s every move.
Now, years later, someone’s watching her.
I loved the unique twist on the stalker trope, turning the hunter into the hunted.
I loved the way the stalker chapters ended. Clever and did have me wanting to read another chapter.
Where My Mood Flickered
The story moves between two timelines: Nell stalking in the past and Nell being stalked in the present. The concept is great, but the threads didn't weave together tightly enough.
The big reveal of the current stalker was shocking, but also a bit of a letdown once it landed. And the pacing… painfully slow. A stalker story should have had me peeking through the blinds, not checking the clock.
Witchy Mood Meter
Mood Mismatch — The idea was sharp, but the suspense lost its edge before the spell could really take hold.
Verdict
Banish it to the caldron: Loved the concept, but the delivery didn’t haunt me the way it should have.
A Witches Words buddy read with Debra who might of shared in my pain. Check out her review to find out.
I received a copy from the publisher through NetGalley
August 21, 2025
As a massive B.A. Paris fan, I will forever await each new release patiently but with baited breath, hoping to be wildly entertained and perhaps a bit on edge as well. And her upcoming release, WHEN I K!LL YOU, did not disappoint.
From the go, I was pulled into the eerie psychological mystery filled to the brim with a low-level hum of gritty, dark atmosphere so intense and descriptive I felt as though I was there myself. Unsure who was “good”, who was “bad”, or even what exactly was happening in the past or present, I loved the trust no one vibes the story maintains through most of it as well as the usage of the butterfly effect— a plot device I have come to realize I absolutely love.
The pacing of the story felt very even and never dragged or seemed stuck, which I appreciated. There is a terrific bingeable quality to it, making it great for a quick rainy day or weekend read. I found that I didn’t connect to the characters, particularly our MC, on the same level as I have with her other books, but I do not think that lessened my overall enjoyment of the book. And I would definitely recommend it to others, especially those who love a slower burn, atmospheric build-up.
🎧 The audiobook really helped up the things that go bump in the night quality, which I ended up loving. However, there is a pattern of alternating chapters between our MC and another character whose passages end with the same exact line every time. While I do understand the reason for its inclusion, it became grating after a while, and I think the audio ended up enhancing that fact.
Read if you like:
▪️psychological thrillers
▪️domestic suspense
▪️atmospheric writing
▪️stalker element
▪️butterfly effect
▪️dual timeline and POV
A huge thank you to St. Martin’s Press and Macmillan Audio for the advanced copies.
Publishes: February 17, 2026
CURRENT RANKING:
🚪Behind Closed Doors
🪟 The Breakdown
✈️ The Dilemma
🛋️ The Therapist
🔪 When I K!ll You
🚗 Bring Me Back
🗝️ The Guest
🦟 The Mosquito
🙍🏼♀️ The Prisoner
From the go, I was pulled into the eerie psychological mystery filled to the brim with a low-level hum of gritty, dark atmosphere so intense and descriptive I felt as though I was there myself. Unsure who was “good”, who was “bad”, or even what exactly was happening in the past or present, I loved the trust no one vibes the story maintains through most of it as well as the usage of the butterfly effect— a plot device I have come to realize I absolutely love.
The pacing of the story felt very even and never dragged or seemed stuck, which I appreciated. There is a terrific bingeable quality to it, making it great for a quick rainy day or weekend read. I found that I didn’t connect to the characters, particularly our MC, on the same level as I have with her other books, but I do not think that lessened my overall enjoyment of the book. And I would definitely recommend it to others, especially those who love a slower burn, atmospheric build-up.
🎧 The audiobook really helped up the things that go bump in the night quality, which I ended up loving. However, there is a pattern of alternating chapters between our MC and another character whose passages end with the same exact line every time. While I do understand the reason for its inclusion, it became grating after a while, and I think the audio ended up enhancing that fact.
Read if you like:
▪️psychological thrillers
▪️domestic suspense
▪️atmospheric writing
▪️stalker element
▪️butterfly effect
▪️dual timeline and POV
A huge thank you to St. Martin’s Press and Macmillan Audio for the advanced copies.
Publishes: February 17, 2026
CURRENT RANKING:
🚪Behind Closed Doors
🪟 The Breakdown
✈️ The Dilemma
🛋️ The Therapist
🔪 When I K!ll You
🚗 Bring Me Back
🗝️ The Guest
🦟 The Mosquito
🙍🏼♀️ The Prisoner
November 5, 2025
Elle believes she witnesses who abducted and killed a young woman. She feels the police are not taking it seriously and decides to investigate it on her own. Things obviously don’t go well.
Fast-forward to the present and Elle now goes by the name Nell hoping to start fresh from the events of her past. (I wish Elle would have chosen a different name because trying to differentiate between the two as the book flip-flops timelines was a bit difficult. At least for me). She has a job she loves and is it the beginning stages of a new relationship. Her partner, Alex, spends alternating weeks between the US and London for his job. During the time that Nell is alone, she begins to suspect someone is following her.
This is one of those that not much happened, but being that the chapters are so short, you keep flipping the pages. It held my interest, but there wasn’t much beyond the stalker plot. The author does a good job of showing the fear and paranoia building up within Nell. If I had a choice, I’d say the past timeline I enjoyed more due to some of the poor decisions Elle made. It definitely had me shaking my head. The ending was fine. If this book were a movie, it would be something very similar to what you would find on LMN.
This is not one of my favorites by this author, but they all can’t be my favorite.
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher, for my advanced copy in exchange for an honest review.
Fast-forward to the present and Elle now goes by the name Nell hoping to start fresh from the events of her past. (I wish Elle would have chosen a different name because trying to differentiate between the two as the book flip-flops timelines was a bit difficult. At least for me). She has a job she loves and is it the beginning stages of a new relationship. Her partner, Alex, spends alternating weeks between the US and London for his job. During the time that Nell is alone, she begins to suspect someone is following her.
This is one of those that not much happened, but being that the chapters are so short, you keep flipping the pages. It held my interest, but there wasn’t much beyond the stalker plot. The author does a good job of showing the fear and paranoia building up within Nell. If I had a choice, I’d say the past timeline I enjoyed more due to some of the poor decisions Elle made. It definitely had me shaking my head. The ending was fine. If this book were a movie, it would be something very similar to what you would find on LMN.
This is not one of my favorites by this author, but they all can’t be my favorite.
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher, for my advanced copy in exchange for an honest review.
February 17, 2026
"Who is watching Nell Masters?" Or maybe someone knows she is not really Nell.
14 years ago Elle witnessed a young woman make a terrible choice getting into the wrong car and ended up dead. She felt like she knew who the man was that killed her so she spent all her time and energy stalking Brett Parker. Not only did she lose her mind over it but suffered an injury and moved away changing her name to Nell.
Now she is being stalked...she can feel them watching and waiting...Her boyfriend Alex is another story and she begins to have trust issues not only with him but everyone. When dark secrets surface and threatening notes appear with the phrase "When I kill you", it becomes intense and this eerie edge also appears.
I beg for B.A. Paris's books and can't wait for the next one. The delivery at the end was a little different and not what I expected but it still had some appeal I enjoy with her books.
Thank you Edelweiss Books and St. Martin's Press for this ARC in exchange for my honest review.
14 years ago Elle witnessed a young woman make a terrible choice getting into the wrong car and ended up dead. She felt like she knew who the man was that killed her so she spent all her time and energy stalking Brett Parker. Not only did she lose her mind over it but suffered an injury and moved away changing her name to Nell.
Now she is being stalked...she can feel them watching and waiting...Her boyfriend Alex is another story and she begins to have trust issues not only with him but everyone. When dark secrets surface and threatening notes appear with the phrase "When I kill you", it becomes intense and this eerie edge also appears.
I beg for B.A. Paris's books and can't wait for the next one. The delivery at the end was a little different and not what I expected but it still had some appeal I enjoy with her books.
Thank you Edelweiss Books and St. Martin's Press for this ARC in exchange for my honest review.
April 1, 2026
I wasn’t very eager to read the new release by Paris since her latest work has been a bit meh. This one I mostly liked though. I did have a hard time with liking Nell, since her obsession got a bit too much at times, but grew to root for her after a while. I liked the now part more than the past, what happened before could have been shortened a lot. The last chapters when it all ramped up was my favorite part!
April 25, 2026
**Many thanks to NetGalley, St. Martin's Press, and B.A. Paris for an ARC of this book!**
Nell Masters trusts her intuition...but does she trust it a BIT too much? As a witness to the murder of Bryony Sanders fourteen years ago, she felt with a air of certainty that she had identified the killer, Brett Parker. Her obsession, however, led her down a bit of a rabbit hole...and down a bit of a treacherous path. So treacherous a path, indeed, that Elle Nugent (as she was known then) chose to make the name change, flee her former circumstances and start a new life. And to some extent, she's done well - she has a handsome partner named Alex and a whole group of new friends...and if they don't know too much about her 'old' life, well, all the better...right?
Sadly, Nell couldn't be more wrong. She begins to realize that the past is creeping slowly back into her new life and world when she catches a sense of a stranger hiding in every corner. Flowers arrive at her house...with no card. Strange calls are made to her office...with no message, name, or response on the other end of the phone. All of this causes Nell to wonder...just how WELL does she know her partner, Alex? And how can it be that TWO of his former flames have died...under mysterious circumstances, no less? Has this man surfaced not only to steal her heart...but to get close enough to her to make "Nell Masters" disappear? Or has a mysterious stranger surfaced with an axe to grind...one who thinks Nell SHOULD be their deadly target?
My journeys with B.A. Paris have been TRULY all over the map. From the highest highs with her breakout hit Behind Closed Doors, to the lowest (and I MEAN lowest) of lows with The Prisoner ( I'm begging you...PLEASE do not pick up that book. For your own mental health...I'm BEGGING you! ), the reading experience varies so dramatically that I never know QUITE how one of her books is going to land. And yet...a killer cover like this one, reminiscent of a VHS covers of a slasher flick from the 80s and 90s, GRABBED me, shook me by the shoulders, and demanded that I download this book. (Okay, not exactly...but it might as well have done so!) This book also came out on my birthday so I figured it was a sign. 🎂
But the sign I SHOULD have been looking for was red, octagonal, and with white lettering...because after a semi-intriguing start, this repetitive and drawn out 'mystery' had me looking to unbuckle my seat-belt...and hop out before the car came to, well, a STOP. 🛑
Why repetitive? Well, the story itself SEEMS somehow repetitive...which is a bit strange, but I'll try to explain. The opening chapters fill us in slowly on the murder of Bryony...but this is far from a one and done. You'll have to hear about this incident (or at least pieces of it) for the ENTIRE BOOK. Okay, I get that it's the impetus for everything that comes after...but when I say the incident itself is just not that interesting or dramatic to read about...it's probably an understatement. As a reader I kept questioning over and over why Nell/Elle's role (and sidenote - why didn't she change her name to a name that was DIFFERENT from her actual name rather that one that sounds practically identical? But I digress.) was so significant to begin with, why she got herself SO involved, and why she felt so compelled to make this the cornerstone of her life and identity. I'm not sure if it was just a lack of character development, but the longer the book went on, the less this premise even made any sense.
And then the SECOND repetitive piece - the borderline OBNOXIOUS chapter breaks that all end with "When I Kill You." 🙄 While this is a somewhat clever conceit to begin with, by the 4th or 5th or 10th time I was basically rolling my eyes reading these passages. They are all excerpts from a journal from a mystery narrator, Nell's stalker. Unfortunately, as a seasoned thriller reader I understood from the jump who we were 'supposed' to believe was writing these words...and I did not for one SECOND believe the journal belonged to that individual...and this leads me to my BIGGEST disappointment with this book overall.
... I'm sorry to say I figured it out for the most part less than 50% of the way through, and ENTIRELY before 75%.
There are times and instances where figuring out the final twist is okay with me, or even a little bit FUN, as I can sort of sit back and watch the chaos unfold...sometimes with a great villain speech at the end of the book (although I feel like I see less and less of those these days.) In this case though, the reveal and everything around it was SO underwhelming (and frankly, boring) that I realized that this is the kind of read I'm going to forget about entirely in a week or so. Frankly, the short chapters in this one and the fact that it kept the book from moving even SLOWER than it already did are the only reason this one isn't getting a lower rating. But if you are the type who CANNOT hang on until the VERY END to get confirmation on the who, what, why, and the like, then this one isn't going to work for you - at 90% OF THE WAY THROUGH, we are STILL waiting on the remaining pieces to click into place. 😴 Granted, for me, it ended up being confirmation of everything I had already worked out...but still.
And while there's always a chance I'll get suckered into another B.A. Paris read, hoping for that magic that SOMETIMES appears, I might be more inclined to follow the street signs next time...and STOP while I'm ahead. 🚦
3 stars
Nell Masters trusts her intuition...but does she trust it a BIT too much? As a witness to the murder of Bryony Sanders fourteen years ago, she felt with a air of certainty that she had identified the killer, Brett Parker. Her obsession, however, led her down a bit of a rabbit hole...and down a bit of a treacherous path. So treacherous a path, indeed, that Elle Nugent (as she was known then) chose to make the name change, flee her former circumstances and start a new life. And to some extent, she's done well - she has a handsome partner named Alex and a whole group of new friends...and if they don't know too much about her 'old' life, well, all the better...right?
Sadly, Nell couldn't be more wrong. She begins to realize that the past is creeping slowly back into her new life and world when she catches a sense of a stranger hiding in every corner. Flowers arrive at her house...with no card. Strange calls are made to her office...with no message, name, or response on the other end of the phone. All of this causes Nell to wonder...just how WELL does she know her partner, Alex? And how can it be that TWO of his former flames have died...under mysterious circumstances, no less? Has this man surfaced not only to steal her heart...but to get close enough to her to make "Nell Masters" disappear? Or has a mysterious stranger surfaced with an axe to grind...one who thinks Nell SHOULD be their deadly target?
My journeys with B.A. Paris have been TRULY all over the map. From the highest highs with her breakout hit Behind Closed Doors, to the lowest (and I MEAN lowest) of lows with The Prisoner ( I'm begging you...PLEASE do not pick up that book. For your own mental health...I'm BEGGING you! ), the reading experience varies so dramatically that I never know QUITE how one of her books is going to land. And yet...a killer cover like this one, reminiscent of a VHS covers of a slasher flick from the 80s and 90s, GRABBED me, shook me by the shoulders, and demanded that I download this book. (Okay, not exactly...but it might as well have done so!) This book also came out on my birthday so I figured it was a sign. 🎂
But the sign I SHOULD have been looking for was red, octagonal, and with white lettering...because after a semi-intriguing start, this repetitive and drawn out 'mystery' had me looking to unbuckle my seat-belt...and hop out before the car came to, well, a STOP. 🛑
Why repetitive? Well, the story itself SEEMS somehow repetitive...which is a bit strange, but I'll try to explain. The opening chapters fill us in slowly on the murder of Bryony...but this is far from a one and done. You'll have to hear about this incident (or at least pieces of it) for the ENTIRE BOOK. Okay, I get that it's the impetus for everything that comes after...but when I say the incident itself is just not that interesting or dramatic to read about...it's probably an understatement. As a reader I kept questioning over and over why Nell/Elle's role (and sidenote - why didn't she change her name to a name that was DIFFERENT from her actual name rather that one that sounds practically identical? But I digress.) was so significant to begin with, why she got herself SO involved, and why she felt so compelled to make this the cornerstone of her life and identity. I'm not sure if it was just a lack of character development, but the longer the book went on, the less this premise even made any sense.
And then the SECOND repetitive piece - the borderline OBNOXIOUS chapter breaks that all end with "When I Kill You." 🙄 While this is a somewhat clever conceit to begin with, by the 4th or 5th or 10th time I was basically rolling my eyes reading these passages. They are all excerpts from a journal from a mystery narrator, Nell's stalker. Unfortunately, as a seasoned thriller reader I understood from the jump who we were 'supposed' to believe was writing these words...and I did not for one SECOND believe the journal belonged to that individual...and this leads me to my BIGGEST disappointment with this book overall.
... I'm sorry to say I figured it out for the most part less than 50% of the way through, and ENTIRELY before 75%.
There are times and instances where figuring out the final twist is okay with me, or even a little bit FUN, as I can sort of sit back and watch the chaos unfold...sometimes with a great villain speech at the end of the book (although I feel like I see less and less of those these days.) In this case though, the reveal and everything around it was SO underwhelming (and frankly, boring) that I realized that this is the kind of read I'm going to forget about entirely in a week or so. Frankly, the short chapters in this one and the fact that it kept the book from moving even SLOWER than it already did are the only reason this one isn't getting a lower rating. But if you are the type who CANNOT hang on until the VERY END to get confirmation on the who, what, why, and the like, then this one isn't going to work for you - at 90% OF THE WAY THROUGH, we are STILL waiting on the remaining pieces to click into place. 😴 Granted, for me, it ended up being confirmation of everything I had already worked out...but still.
And while there's always a chance I'll get suckered into another B.A. Paris read, hoping for that magic that SOMETIMES appears, I might be more inclined to follow the street signs next time...and STOP while I'm ahead. 🚦
3 stars
March 2, 2026
2/5
This book felt more like a slower paced mystery than the thriller I was expecting. Loved behind closed doors so I will read the next book that this author releases, but this one wasn’t for me.
This book felt more like a slower paced mystery than the thriller I was expecting. Loved behind closed doors so I will read the next book that this author releases, but this one wasn’t for me.
March 7, 2026
When I Kill You is just how it sounds, a stalking thriller. The MC is sure someone has been watching and following her. We just have to figure out who that is.
I found the premise intriguing and it held my interest. I was definitely surprised by reveal. However, I felt the pacing was a little too slow for my liking.
Many B.A. Paris fans have been wowed, so, don’t just take my word for it. Definitely check out others are saying.
3.5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️
Thank you to the publisher, NetGalley and the author for my gifted copies.
I found the premise intriguing and it held my interest. I was definitely surprised by reveal. However, I felt the pacing was a little too slow for my liking.
Many B.A. Paris fans have been wowed, so, don’t just take my word for it. Definitely check out others are saying.
3.5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️
Thank you to the publisher, NetGalley and the author for my gifted copies.
March 1, 2026
First 90%: 4+ stars!
Last 10%: 2.5 stars
Overall rating: 3.5 stars
Suspenseful and addictive!
A woman witnesses a crime and goes to the police. From there, a claustrophobic story of obsession, stalking and seeking justice unfolds.
I flew through this novel! I haven’t been this engrossed in a psychological thriller/suspense in a while. The writing drew me in from the very start. I surprised myself with how much I really enjoyed this because there were several implausible elements (even near the start), but the writing gripped me and I was content to look past them and simply sit back and be entertained. There was a constant thread of tension that kept me curious and engaged. It had a claustrophobic feel, as paranoia mixed with fear and dread. I didn’t want to put this down.
This story unfolds through two timelines, twelve years apart. There are chapters with ominous letters interspersed throughout the novel from an unknown party that is planning revenge. Although it took me a few chapters to fully grasp and differentiate between the two timelines, I enjoyed the way these storylines unraveled.
I was fully invested until around the 90% mark when the culprit is revealed and reasons are explained. This last part of the book was extremely unrealistic and somewhat silly which did take my enjoyment factor down a star or two. As I’ve mentioned in previous reviews, anytime characters wear disguises, it’s usually a deal breaker for me, as it was in this case. I feel that’s too convenient (and absurd) so it always takes my enjoyment down.
Overall, this was an enjoyable thriller filled with tension and suspense. Even though I didn’t care for the end, I had fun reading this and recommend it. Thank you to the publisher for my review copy!
Last 10%: 2.5 stars
Overall rating: 3.5 stars
Suspenseful and addictive!
A woman witnesses a crime and goes to the police. From there, a claustrophobic story of obsession, stalking and seeking justice unfolds.
I flew through this novel! I haven’t been this engrossed in a psychological thriller/suspense in a while. The writing drew me in from the very start. I surprised myself with how much I really enjoyed this because there were several implausible elements (even near the start), but the writing gripped me and I was content to look past them and simply sit back and be entertained. There was a constant thread of tension that kept me curious and engaged. It had a claustrophobic feel, as paranoia mixed with fear and dread. I didn’t want to put this down.
This story unfolds through two timelines, twelve years apart. There are chapters with ominous letters interspersed throughout the novel from an unknown party that is planning revenge. Although it took me a few chapters to fully grasp and differentiate between the two timelines, I enjoyed the way these storylines unraveled.
I was fully invested until around the 90% mark when the culprit is revealed and reasons are explained. This last part of the book was extremely unrealistic and somewhat silly which did take my enjoyment factor down a star or two. As I’ve mentioned in previous reviews, anytime characters wear disguises, it’s usually a deal breaker for me, as it was in this case. I feel that’s too convenient (and absurd) so it always takes my enjoyment down.
Overall, this was an enjoyable thriller filled with tension and suspense. Even though I didn’t care for the end, I had fun reading this and recommend it. Thank you to the publisher for my review copy!
March 18, 2026
**3.5-stars rounded up**
A fun and fast-paced Popcorn Thriller from one of my go-to Thriller authors, B.A. Paris. Paris never fails to pull me in and keep me guessing throughout her stories.
In this novel, the Reader follows Nell Masters, but it seems that the Reader isn't the only person following dear Nell. Nell has a stalker. She knows it. She can feel them watching her. Work, home and everywhere in between. There's nowhere she feels safe.
Nell thinks the stalker may be tied to her dramatic past. Fourteen years ago, Nell was actually Elle Nugent. She witnessed a young coed getting into a car, and shortly thereafter the young woman's dead body was found.
Elle became obsessed with finding the girl's killer. She was right there, she saw her just before she was murdered. She saw the car she got into. Elle's digging leads her to suspect a man named Brett Parker and her suspicions push her down a very dangerous path.
Unfortunately, Elle's obsession ended in disaster, and now she feels those past actions are coming back to haunt her. Has someone from that dark past figured out her new identity and tracked her down? Is someone out for revenge?
I didn't even read the synopsis for this prior to picking it up. I see B.A. Paris's name on the cover and I'm going to read it. There's no question about it.
The story is told via Nell/Elle's perspective, both past and present, and weaves together how her past choices have shaped her into the individual she is today. The audiobook, narrated by Georgia Maguire, was very convincing. It felt like I was truly listening to Nell tell her story.
There were also snippets from what appears to be some sort of journal. These added a nice mixed media feel to the overall narrative. These snippets are mysterious, perhaps written by the stalker?
I liked following along as the truth of this story unfolded. Because of her past, Nell had a hard time trusting other people, but at the point we meet her, she has created a small circle of friends and even has a promising love interest.
As the story progresses, Nell becomes more and more paranoid that someone is onto her and that someone wants her to pay for her past. I enjoyed how the intensity continued to build throughout and I thought the conclusion was satisfying.
Thank you to the publisher, Macmillan Audio and St. Martin's Press, for providing me with copies to read and review. This was so entertaining and I recommend it to anyone who enjoys an OTT-fast and fun Thriller.
A fun and fast-paced Popcorn Thriller from one of my go-to Thriller authors, B.A. Paris. Paris never fails to pull me in and keep me guessing throughout her stories.
In this novel, the Reader follows Nell Masters, but it seems that the Reader isn't the only person following dear Nell. Nell has a stalker. She knows it. She can feel them watching her. Work, home and everywhere in between. There's nowhere she feels safe.
Nell thinks the stalker may be tied to her dramatic past. Fourteen years ago, Nell was actually Elle Nugent. She witnessed a young coed getting into a car, and shortly thereafter the young woman's dead body was found.
Elle became obsessed with finding the girl's killer. She was right there, she saw her just before she was murdered. She saw the car she got into. Elle's digging leads her to suspect a man named Brett Parker and her suspicions push her down a very dangerous path.
Unfortunately, Elle's obsession ended in disaster, and now she feels those past actions are coming back to haunt her. Has someone from that dark past figured out her new identity and tracked her down? Is someone out for revenge?
I didn't even read the synopsis for this prior to picking it up. I see B.A. Paris's name on the cover and I'm going to read it. There's no question about it.
The story is told via Nell/Elle's perspective, both past and present, and weaves together how her past choices have shaped her into the individual she is today. The audiobook, narrated by Georgia Maguire, was very convincing. It felt like I was truly listening to Nell tell her story.
There were also snippets from what appears to be some sort of journal. These added a nice mixed media feel to the overall narrative. These snippets are mysterious, perhaps written by the stalker?
I liked following along as the truth of this story unfolded. Because of her past, Nell had a hard time trusting other people, but at the point we meet her, she has created a small circle of friends and even has a promising love interest.
As the story progresses, Nell becomes more and more paranoid that someone is onto her and that someone wants her to pay for her past. I enjoyed how the intensity continued to build throughout and I thought the conclusion was satisfying.
Thank you to the publisher, Macmillan Audio and St. Martin's Press, for providing me with copies to read and review. This was so entertaining and I recommend it to anyone who enjoys an OTT-fast and fun Thriller.
December 7, 2025
Tons of drama. Loved the killer's POV. Great to see the various storylines merging. Who could have tracked the victim down all these year's later. Why would someone be so obsessed with catching a killer she might be wrong about. Giving up a relationship. Forgetting herself in it all. Kept me very interested the entire way thru it.
November 12, 2025
I’ve read several B.A. Paris books over the years, and this one absolutely delivered the suspense I’ve come to expect! It maybe could’ve been a touch shorter, but honestly, I was too busy side-eyeing everyone trying to figure out who was watching Nell. The tension built so well that I was glued to the pages, convinced each new character was the culprit—I don’t think anyone escaped my suspicion.
The reveal was satisfying—one of my top guesses (always a small reader victory!)—and the stalker’s reasoning made perfect sense. I also really appreciated that Nell wasn’t your typical oblivious thriller heroine; she’s smart, self-aware, and actually pays attention to what’s happening around her.
Even with a few slower moments, this was a tense, twisty read that kept me hooked from start to finish!
** I received an ARC through NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Thanks to the author and publisher! **
The reveal was satisfying—one of my top guesses (always a small reader victory!)—and the stalker’s reasoning made perfect sense. I also really appreciated that Nell wasn’t your typical oblivious thriller heroine; she’s smart, self-aware, and actually pays attention to what’s happening around her.
Even with a few slower moments, this was a tense, twisty read that kept me hooked from start to finish!
** I received an ARC through NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Thanks to the author and publisher! **
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March 2, 2026chalking this up as a DNF—got like 30% in and didn’t want to pick it back up :/
April 17, 2026
౨ৎꨄ︎ 4 stars
this was my first b.a. paris book and i really enjoyed it! are all of her books this good??? i need to read more!
the story is divided into two parts. the first one is about nell and her life in london. it’s immediately obvious she has secrets and that something serious, traumatizing happened to her in past. on top of that she has this feeling she’s being watched and the tension is strong.
but you also follow her younger self several years earlier on a quite… interesting, dramatic and intense moments of her life. b. a. paris did so well by going back and forth between the present & the past, it made the book more enjoyable and honestly the pace was good!!!
there’s tension, thrill, paranoia. it has everything! i honestly just had to know what will happen next and how the past is intertwined with the present.
part two misses the same thrill, but it’s still good and the conclusion is done well. sadly, it is a little predictable and i figured it all out pretty early on, but as i really enjoyed the first part, it couldn’t take away the excitement from me.
sadly, i couldn’t fully connect to nell/elle… she often got on my nerves and i couldn’t fully agree with her decisions and thoughts. but without that personality, we would never get such a good story so i’ll let it slide lmao. however, yes, minor characters definitely stand out.
overal pretty exciting thriller. so glad i got to work on this at my job.
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౨ৎꨄ︎ pre-read: got this book as my new task at work, i’m already halfway through and so far i’m enjoying it!!! and the pace is good but i’m little annoyed with the fmc 🥹
this was my first b.a. paris book and i really enjoyed it! are all of her books this good??? i need to read more!
the story is divided into two parts. the first one is about nell and her life in london. it’s immediately obvious she has secrets and that something serious, traumatizing happened to her in past. on top of that she has this feeling she’s being watched and the tension is strong.
but you also follow her younger self several years earlier on a quite… interesting, dramatic and intense moments of her life. b. a. paris did so well by going back and forth between the present & the past, it made the book more enjoyable and honestly the pace was good!!!
there’s tension, thrill, paranoia. it has everything! i honestly just had to know what will happen next and how the past is intertwined with the present.
part two misses the same thrill, but it’s still good and the conclusion is done well. sadly, it is a little predictable and i figured it all out pretty early on, but as i really enjoyed the first part, it couldn’t take away the excitement from me.
sadly, i couldn’t fully connect to nell/elle… she often got on my nerves and i couldn’t fully agree with her decisions and thoughts. but without that personality, we would never get such a good story so i’ll let it slide lmao. however, yes, minor characters definitely stand out.
overal pretty exciting thriller. so glad i got to work on this at my job.
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౨ৎꨄ︎ pre-read: got this book as my new task at work, i’m already halfway through and so far i’m enjoying it!!! and the pace is good but i’m little annoyed with the fmc 🥹
February 23, 2026
There were chapters scattered throughout this book from a notebook, and at the end of every notebook chapter it ended with "and when I kill you." There are plenty of moments in this book that pissed me off, but this one was the worst offense.
September 15, 2026
Even though this was slow paced, the suspense kept me hooked from the start and the dual timelines added another layer of intrigue to it. I also liked how our FMC found her own family by the end. But the final reveal didn't do it for me😩
Frtc
✨Pre-read:
In the mood for a quick popcorn read, so checking this one out. Plus, I haven't read from this author yet, and it seemed like a good one to start with😌💜 (even though I know another of her early works is more popular, I wanna read something I haven't heard a lot of opinions about🤭)
Frtc
✨Pre-read:
In the mood for a quick popcorn read, so checking this one out. Plus, I haven't read from this author yet, and it seemed like a good one to start with😌💜 (even though I know another of her early works is more popular, I wanna read something I haven't heard a lot of opinions about🤭)
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