Tad’s weekend started out like any other: hitting a college frat party with a handful of buddies. But just as the evening hits its peak, things get up-ended fast. Ditched by his drunken, trolling friends, Tad winds up getting hustled by three jocks playing poker. Now he’s forced to pay his dues in the most outlandish of ways: accepting a couple broken bones or spending an hour with his victors’ favorite flogger, Scott. But the tantalizing torture quickly proves to be the least of Tad’s worries… and the kickoff to a night of raw, shocking lust.
Experience the graphic, minute-by-minute account of that hour spent at the hands of Tad’s insatiable tormentor. Addicting chemistry lights the stage as Scott ignites Tad’s reluctant desires into a frenzy of forbidden need.
I'll have you anywhere bed floor or chair / And you can spank me hard and pull my hair / You see it's all for you I ain't the type to share / So you got dick for days and I got ass to spare (Sex – Ginuwine feat. Solé).
Here I am for my weekly review of gay pornography! Just call me the Roger Ebert of professional homosexual erotica critique at this point, because my book page is starting to look downright filthy. It’s probably weird to a lot of people how whenever I’m reviewing a book like this that I don’t even talk about whether or not I find them super sexy or whatever, and instead I analyze them as if I writing an in-depth essay, but the reason for that is because… well, because it’s kind of awkward for me to sit here and talk about how hot I think the book about a guy losing a bet and getting spanked until he explodes is! Besides, I wouldn’t be reviewing this and rating it the way I did if I didn’t find it hot, it's a given, I tell you! I don’t know, I guess it would be easier if I just leaned into it, huh? Because it’s not every day where the song lyrics I use at the top of my reviews are this literal (like, that's exactly what happens in this book!), but then again, it’s also not every day where a book's title is just spelling out the events of the novel either. Nuance and literary interpretation are overrated anyway. So yeah, Loser Takes All is an oddly heartwarming and competently written story about a man named Tad who loses a bet and then gets spanked by some guy named Scott, who appears out of nowhere like the gay Anton Chigurh whose sole mission is to make Tad skeet skeet skeet like a water hose. Sorry for that mental image. Seriously though, I’m not leaving anything out, that’s all there is to it! Sexual awakening by paddle and sex swing, the end. Now, I know what you’re thinking, the name “Tad” is an incredibly silly name and it’s going to take some getting used to if we ever plan on taking this Upending Tad series seriously. It makes the books sound more like a coming of age series rather than just… pure man on man action, doesn't it? I just think it’s funny because this story is so porn-coded that Tad’s name might as well have just been something more on the nose! I don't know, the name “Jack Offman” is speaking to me right now, because damn, this guy was really able to just get off in any situation! At first, Loser Takes All almost reads more like a horror novel, with the entire situation of this short story being hella sketchy, and I don’t really know how Tad could be horny in such a situation, let alone anyone. It reminds me of those horny mods people use in the newer Resident Evil 2 and Resident Evil 4 where they change it so Leon is walking around naked, and it’s like… dude, you’re killing zombies with your thang hanging out! Put that thang away! I’m just saying, Tad has the survival instincts of a horror movie protagonist. I'm reminded of that movie Barbarian, where the whole movie is all about how specific situations that are obviously frightening for women aren’t seen as such by the men in their lives.
Creepy ass Bill Skarsgård and a murder dungeon might sound off obvious warning signals for Tess, but don't do the same for dickwad Justin Long. Sorry, I just like that movie, and if I keep talking about it, then my book page will just become one of those endless YouTube channels that review horror movies. I need to stay in my lane; gay ass books! My point here is that even though it worked out in the end, maybe Tad shouldn’t go around follow nefarious looking frat boys and go wandering into any old dark basements without a back-up plan. All getting dicked down in the room where they kill Joe Pesci in Goodfellas and shit. Get some standards Tad! Anyway, I actually liked this book the longer it went on, because the narrative obviously isn’t interested in exploring things like “stranger danger” and “listening to your gut,” so by the time it just threw all the realism out the window and went full porno mode, the story instantly became more tolerable. Otherwise, I’ve probably already talked about my aversion to frats in general, but the truth is that I find the idea of them so ridiculous that they almost seem entirely fictional to me. In my mind, “frat boys” exist in on the fantasy shelf right next to creatures like unicorns or Fae! But who knows, maybe it’s all just a coping mechanism because of the fact that I simply cannot take any story about “alpha males” seriously. At all! They’re just so silly to me. The way they're always focusing on “male performance” and “brotherhood” and whatever, it’s no wonder frats are a popular setting for gay erotica! So here’s the thing, I’ve been watching a lot of those commentator YouTubers who go super in-depth on all the different little alpha male subcultures on TikTok or wherever they’re currently infesting… and let me tell you, it’s been a trip! The funniest part for me is that all the dudes who consider themselves super alpha or sigma or whatever-the-fuck always seem to have an aversion to drinking tap water or water through a filter, but instead strictly drink very specific brands of bottled water. Like, isn’t that an oddly specific peculiarity? Nothing says "manly man" like a man who's scared to drink water! It’s a common theme with all of them, like they’ve listened to too much of those Alex Jones, Joe Rogan types, and now they think that if they drink normal water then they’ll turn gay or some weird shit like that. It’s bizarre! Anyway, I think I’ve gotten off track, because maybe the reason why I’m able to stomach books like Loser Takes All featuring the same kind of insufferable guy that exists in abundance in real life is because these stories explore my favorite kind of fantasy trope of all; a man in touch with his emotions!
“Come again?” Scott’s eyes glittered. “And again. And again.”
“I’m not shy,” he grumbled. “Just exceptionally unenthused.”
This book has the oddest premise. Upon losing a card game, Tad has the choice of a broken limb or submitting for a flogging. (Just go with it)
Gay porn with a heart (the start of a romance?) Novella - 63 pages Sexual awakening Unrelenting yet sensitive Dom Humor Sexual tension Bdsm themes (extreme edging, flogging) No cliffhanger, but the story continues in the next book
I am not a fan of reading about physical pain in my romances. BUT, the “pain” is very minimal and lasts only a few pages.
“Time to lose the clothes, shy boy.”
🔥Holy raging inferno, this was crazy hot!!🔥
This story has one intensely long scene, and a fair amount of vulnerability.
Cock growing harder, Tad panicked. This could not be happening. They needed to get to the painful shit so his dick would chill the fuck out. And, hell, how backward was that?
Tad is 24, but hasn’t had much sexual experience. He’s only dated women, but never felt a spark. He’s SO innocent but tries to cover it up with bravery.
“Don’t wanna stop now. We’re almost to the good part.” “Good part?” Tad snarled. “Are you out of your mind?” Scott chuckled. “No. But you’re about to be. Deep breaths, beautiful.”
This is erotica done well. Can’t wait to see how their relationship develops in the next story!
DIRTY and KINKY for sure, but I prefer my porn WITH plot, or better yet, plot with a side of porn. As the title suggests, this is EROTICA, not romance.
I prefer more feels and at least some relationship development. The setup for Scott and Tad doing the scene was lame and had an element of dub-con.
Rating as erotica: 4 stars (hot, salacious, and kinky as fuck) Rating overall: 2 stars (no character development at all)
Q: I heard this is basically PWP (porn without plot)
A: Hmmm, Yes, MAYBE … but …
Q: But what? It’s not like you to give ‘porn’ 5 stars?
A: It’s not exactly that clear cut, you know.
Q: What? Why? Porn is porn, right? So, what is the book about then?
A: It is one big long breathtaking, mind-blowing, heart-stopping …. sex scene.
Q (chuckling) So porn. You gave porn 5 stars. Don't try to BS me!
A: It is not that only. It is …
Q: Yes????
A: Erotic, hot, full of emotions, …
Q: Yeaahh, right. I’m sure there are feels of some kind!
A: Oh, shut up. Of course there are feels (and OMG they almost killed me!), but it goes beyond the intensely hot, hot, hot …
Q: I guess it was hot then?
A: (biting her lip). How did you guess? But see, it is also more …
Q: ????
A: Tad and Scott just click. And Tad is pretty sure he is straight. Which makes this even hotter … in many ways.
Q: Okay. I think I got the message about the scorching heat here, but what about the (whispers) BDSM?
A: There is that.
Q: So, lots of pain, whips and chains and stuff?
A: Nope. Not exactly. … Well, maybe a little bit of pain, a bit of bondage, flogging and some pain, but in a good kind of way, actually.
Q: Ouch. Is there a good kind? How does that even work?
A: The way it’s written it is. And it’s really, really well written. And really, really …
Q: Hot. (sighs deeply and rolls her eyes) And what about the romance? You love that stuff!
A: Hmm. Okay, there’s this bond, this connection between the guys which makes this much more than one incredibly long, scorching f*** and there is a lot of banter and snark.
Q: What, you mean while they are … doing … it?
A: Exactly then. LOL Don’t be too surprised. And it is awesome and funny and ...
Q: Don’t mention the ‘h’ word again, for Goodness sake!
A: Okay. Alright. As long as you get the idea.
Q: Holy moly, woman. I’m just wiping my brow from listening to your rambling. So, if there’s no romance, what about the ending …
A: This is only the first in the series, and I didn’t say there was no romance, just lots and lots of feels. This simply works. Shy, oh so straight Tad and super experienced Scott who knows EXACTLY what he is doing. (maybe I need to reread this now?) And the ending seems to be just the beginning, I hope?
Q: Right. Hey, where are you going?
A: Rereading the … important parts and going on to book 2.
Q: Have fun! (quietly pulling up her laptop and downloading …)
Amazing writing, so much more than just sex and a bit of BDSM! Highly recommended!
Yes, five stars! I don't care. I loved it. Amazing! Holy CRAP that was HOT! Oh wow!
Next please! :D
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Pre-review:
Doing porn with Marco. READING porn with Marco. Jeez, get your mind out of the gutter... *cough*
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Reading updates:
13% Time to lose the clothes, shy boy." Every muscle in Tad's body wrenched tight. "Come again?" Scott's eyes glittered. "And again. And again." Tad scowled. "What?"
Yesssss!
24% Each hit was landing perfectly in time with the music. One, two, three, four... seven, eight, nine, ten. Again. And again. And again.
UuuuuNF! I can practically hear the music and the beat!
41% "Ahhhhh....." he moand in euphoric bliss.
Ditto.
49% "Home sweet home," Scott murmured. "You good?"
Oh yes! I'm very, very good!
49% Tad jerked with a start. "Whoa." Scott chuckled. "Jackpot."
64% wfk soadfu adkljlwjesmcd *no blood for brain to work*
81% Scott's face pressed into his neck. "Need closer," He breathed (...) Besides, despite everything, "closer" kind of felt right.
Ok. Here’s the deal. I don't like bdsm. It really does nothing for me, and yet, admittedly there’s been a few stories that incorporate such and at times I’ve been moved or titillated or both.
Based on my dear friend Meags’s recommendation who knows my particular proclivities well, I had to check this out because said bestie wouldn’t steer me wrong.
Now granted, the initial setup is totally implausible and unrealistic, where Tad finds himself in a stranger’s basement ready to be flogged. It’s either that or face a beating by 3 jocks who he lost a bet to. This guy, like most of us, is pretty vanilla, and he has no clue as to what’s in store for him.
I skimmed over the initial flogging which was pretty tame but what transpires after that??
*wipes brow*
Let’s just say that this is one intense, explicit 76 pages of erotica as Tad’s seemingly straight self gets thoroughly worked over and then some by toppy top Scott. Whew!!
Tad is forever changed, and what a transformation!
Despite this obviously being heavy on the PWP, apparently there’s a whole lot more coming in terms of relationship progression in and amongst the hot and heavy. My interest is definitely piqued, and I’m for sure going to check out the rest!
Incredibly hot PWP! 🔥🔥🔥 The same things kept being said over and over I was like we get it! Scott must have called Tad 'shy boy' and made a reference to him being shy 3 billion times😂 And *I* must have rolled my eyes each time. I will definitely keep reading this series, and we got a nice little set-up at the end for the romance portion of Scott and Tad's story.
A really nice, very hot and drawn out sex scene. No plot! My goodness. I am a bit speechless, that was soooo hot. I think I need to take a cold shower. 😂😂😂 The „plot“ is quite hilarious. Tad gets under the fingers of Scott, your friendly neighborhood flogger. oh my … but the flogger is not everything Tad needs to endure …
Tad heard Scott dropping into a squat as his hands latched onto Tad’s thighs. Tad winced at the stinging contact… until the most incredible wet heat enveloped his entire sac. “Ahhhhh….” he moaned in euphoric bliss. 🤤🤤🤤
and then some …
“Fuck, Tad. The way your ass is letting me in… Accepting me… Swallowing me down… I’ve never seen anything so hot.” 🥵🥵🥵
“Look at that hole, staying a tiny bit open. Shit, I think it wants me back.” 🔥🔥🔥
Holy shit!!! Somebody hose me down! What a hot tamale of a book!!!! Scott? You can tie me up and flog me any day of the week....ANY. DAY! And Tad? I'll up-end (<--- whatever the fuck that means) you gladly, sugar! Yes, it was like 95.5% smut but it's good smut, with dungeons, and chains, and oh yeah....floggers... and it set the table for a whole lot more.
Tad still says he's not into guys......oooookay, sure! I'm just gonna keep reading and find out about that! ;)
This is a HOT M/M BDSM read and a very quick one. If you're looking for something quick and steamy, I highly recommend it OR, if there is a gay man trapped in your body (like there is in mine) again...highly. recommend! Hee hee... The author can definitely write some sexy stuff. Oh, and btw, Kora? Where can I get a copy of that thumb drive that Scott gave Tad??? Yeah, I'm gonna need me one of those!!! ;)
Ok, short book, so short review...off to the next one!
That was basically PWP, but who the heck cares because it was SMOKING HOT PWP!!!
I’m fairly confident - based on the actual writing quality - that this series will develop into something more meatier, especially where the characters and their potential relationship are concerned.
Until then, I’m happy to ride this deliciously kinky sex-train all the way to the end of the line.
I was so disappointed in this story. It did not deserve the one star I am forced to give it. I read about a third and skimmed the rest just to try and find where it got better. It didn't. No redeeming social values and no heat. The sex play was described but there was no heat between the two MCs.
No matter how Tad (preppy name) felt during and at the end, this was still a forced encounter where his acceptance was based on an unacceptable choice. Remember this is a college kid.
Hell, he had to do this. It was either that or suffer two broken arms and a caved in nose. Yeah, the crew-cut jerkoffs made that pretty clear after they'd hustled him at the fraternity party a few blocks over...
In fairness, they had given Tad a choice on how he'd rather pay up: a few broken bones or short-term bodily torment. Tad hadn't been thrilled about either option but he'd heard in the past from some of his kinkier buddies that flogging wasn't as scary as it sounded. That some people actually liked the shit. And since Tad had never heard that about a fractured humerus...
Then we have a Dom who has no problem with a person being forced into his playpen. A Dom who did not give a safe word. A Dom who heard his prey firmly say "No." and ignored that request. Now I am not into BDSM except as a reader. No judgment meant by that, just my choice. That is the key, my choice. In my readings of BDSM that appear to be based on reality, a Dom wants a willing submissive who enjoys all their play. This was not this Dom. He was a rapist. Being one of ten women who started the first Rape Center in the US, I do understand rape.
This was a great audiobook! The writing was wonderful, and kept me anxious to find out what would happen next; and the narration was fantastic. This was a great pairing of an author I admire and a narrator who is a favorite. I'm definitely going to listen to the rest of the series! The characters of Scott and Tad were fun to get to know, even in the awkward situation they were in.
A case of rape the straight guy until he enjoys it, discovers he's actually gay, and falls for his rapist, thinly covered by a bet with other characters, and a BDSM scenario. I'm told the rapist MC is somewhat redeemed in the next book (he knew not what he did - supposedly. But any "Dom" who has this bad a concept of consensual, no matter what he's been told, is irredeemable in my mind.) And since it's not clear to me that the author realized how unacceptable this scenario was, I doubt I'll be going there.
Me to Layla: “I loved my GA book but I need something super steamy now.”
Layla: “Have you read Upending Tad? It’s Want Me level steam. Maybe even steamier.”
Me: “Say no more.”
Thank you Layla my darling book goddess for suggesting this smoking hot little gem.
Was it basically nonstop smut? Yes
Was it kind of repetitive with a TAD (see what I did there?) cringy in places dialogue? Also yes.
But was it just what I needed at this moment in time? YES.
I don’t know. The heart wants what it wants. And what it wanted today was lots of smut. 🤷🏻♀️🤣🥵
Definitely moving on to book two. I don’t know if I would read all of them if some feels didn’t develop. But I think things could go that way. It looks like it could go that way.
Hmm don’t know how to rate this because it was pretty much 70 pages of a sex scene haha. It was entertaining and I want to see where it goes with Tad and Scott, but didn’t really connect with these two MC’s.
Compared to “Zercy”, this has the same steam factor, but little to no plot at the moment haha
Also this was only told in Tad’s POV.. I’d be interested in seeing if Scott has his POV in this series!
The longest 60 pages I have ever read. 😵 It was basically one long, drawn-out sex scene, which wouldn’t necessarily be a bad thing if it hadn’t been so horribly written, boring and repetitive. The exact opposite of what I wanted, which was quick and dirty, sexy bdsm smut. I started highlighting after the first 15 pages or so, because this was just ridiculous.
‘A handful of pants was Tad’s only reply.’ Every time I read this sentence, I see someone literally holding out a handful of pants.
‘[…] his nuts were howling to get free.’ You mean Scott didn’t gag them? #freetadsnads
‘Tad was irrevocably floored. Few things in his life had felt this good. Honestly, he could barely think of one. Most likely something pertaining to his dick.’ Yep, that would be my guess as well.
‘[…] he plunged his tongue deep. It darted inside Tad’s recesses […]’ 💀
‘The sound of a zipper descending tantalized Tad’s ears […]’
‘Scott just found “the infamous prostate.”’ Sounds like a game achievement.
‘[…] unleashing a fiery fucking.’ It’s super effective! oh, wait…
‘[…] he didn’t have a problem with gays, or the activities they engaged in. Hell, one said gay standing right behind him was presently blowing his mind.’ You don’t say…
‘[…] making his engorged cock roar with need […]’ More gags needed.
‘Your pink little snatch is just so damn accommodating.’ 💀
‘Make your ass wink at my dick.’ 💀
‘“Aw, Tad. You should see your shy little anus begging for my cock.” Tad cringed, mortified.’ Believe me, Tad, you’re not the only one. 🤦🏻♀️
‘The guy was clearly into Tad, not just his wonton ass.’ Maybe he just wanted some Chinese, Tad.
‘[…] making his cock all but howl […]’ His genitals are particularly vocal, aren’t they.
‘Ditching the idea to liberate his eyes […]’ #freetads—
‘Richter five earthquakes upended Tad’s plates […]’ Did they move to the kitchen?
I had a good laugh or two, I won’t lie, but other than that, this was AWFUL.
Holy shit....this was one hot little number. Well the book was actually one big sexscene. It was a bit unbelievable ...but who cares...I sure as hell didn't.
There wasn't any romance..so I'm very curious to see were this is going...I hope there will be eventually.
Was this some grade A porn with a generous helping of kink? Hells yeah.
This book is basically one long sex scene. Loads of ass play, bondage, and orgasm denial. Yes, I used the word 'loads' on purpose.
I was in the mood for smut yesterday, so the PWP worked. If the rest of the series is like this though, I'm not sure how far I'll continue. But I'm curious enough to go on to book 2.
Also, did I mention that Tad's a butt virgin who learns that he's a total bottom?
Well, this was just a nice little hot surprise breath of fresh air. I wasn’t too sure what to expect, but I was very pleasantly surprised.
Tad is in a bad situation – he either pays up his debt with a beating by the jocks or takes his chances with the flogger. He reluctantly takes the flogger option. The story quickly moves to Tad meeting Scott (said floggerer). Right off the bat, I loved each of these guys. The attitude, snark and banter were awesome. I really enjoyed the dialog throughout, and it was consistent from beginning to end.
So, Tad is straight up to this point. Scott is clearly not. Scott is a Dom, although he doesn’t really practice it seriously, unlike his roommate who is a professional. Tad shows a lot of uncertainty about a lot of things, but Scott is good about giving him options. Once these two get started, it is non-stop hotness. Tad goes in believing he will just have to endure a basic flogging, but Scott has an entirely different plan and thoroughly enjoys putting it into effect, piece by piece.
This entire story is basically one big scene, but I never felt as though that was the case. At the end, Tad was still just as unsure of what he had done and how he felt during and after, as when he walked in the door. The question is, will he be able to stay away or will be be drawn back to Scott wanting to explore things further?
This was a fabulous first story from Ms. Knight, and, halfway through, I already didn’t want it to end. I wanted to get to know these guys better, see more of their interactions, hear more of their bantering dialog. I loved the writing style as well. It all flowed nicely and moved along at a very comfortable pace. I also loved that this was not a typical BDSM story with the usual master/sir thing going on, yet it had just the right amount of other aspects. What we did get was erotic and smexy and just all-around hotness. I was so happy to see this was part of a series and that there’s more to come with these guys.
It you take this story for what it is, it will be a blast, meaning:
Kinky Porn. That's it, that's the story. 🤣🤣
But the sex was really well done and described and I actually feel bad, because I feel the other books (this is a series with the same main characters) are gonna be more of this and if this author decides to put some plot into this it could be so much more.
But yeah, read it when u want to just, read porn. 🤣🤣🤣
Ok this review is going to be short and sweet just like these reads....
Tad is hustled from a frat party to spend the evening with sexy and too irresistible to resist Scott. Tad hasn't really ever enjoyed sex there's been something missing you know the special OOOOO and can I come????? yes yes please. Tad I would say is young and although has a good body is lacking the experience and needs to firm up those muscles, Scott is going to teach him a few tricks Scott practices if mildly some BDSM in flogging etc but don't let that deter you from this HOT read cause its mild in my opinion. Buttt Scott is going to teach Tad punishment in the most delicious way asking for more or BEGGING more like.
The plot is mild and this is just the beginning I'm hoping for more what I will say is before Tad got introduced to Scott Tad was heterosexual therefore it really is about Tads battle with himself and how can he let a MAN touch him and make him feel the way he does? There's definitely more to come on these two all in all this is one panty melting read for when your hubby/BF/ vibrator is near by.....
What the hell?! I didn’t expect it to be THIS hot🥵!! But I’m not complaining far from it omg … It was a hell of a ride I had to go outta my room and lay down on the field because touching grass wasn’t enough😩🔥. This book was so well written and Scott and Ted, were such interesting characters!AND SO FREAKING HOT🫠 I‘ll absolutely read more from this series and this author!!!
Re-read May, 25, 2020 Yup, still hot and exciting ! I have read the whole series !
***Wow, the M/M erotica is amazing ! *** This is a descriptive story of a frat guy, Tad, having his first BDSM encounter with Scott in his dungeon. Tad gets into this because he lost a bet with three jocks, and he doesn't want to get beat up and have broken bones. This night proves to be more than Tad counted on. He loves everything Scott is doing. Minute by minute explanation of what both men are doing, feeling, and loving. Whew ! Looking forward to book 2. 93% of reviewers so far have liked it. I read it for the erotica that it details. ENJOY !!!