2.5
This is a second chance romance combined with a pretty good suspense plot. Our two main characters, Ava and Justin knew each other as teenagers and were flirting around with a relationship before Justin up and married the girl he knocked up. Except that's not really the main obstacle here, since that story is a whole lot more than what it seems. And even without that, Ava had issues with the fact that Justin was headed for the navy and if they ended up together she'd continue living and loving someone who might one day not come home (like her father and brother). But they're forced to face these issues and the love they feel for each other when Ava becomes a target because of a case she's trying as an assistant district attorney. Her brother, in the DEA, and tied to the case, calls in a favor from his best friend Justin to come protect her. And this just rehashes all of their feelings and issues. Justin wants to look forward and be optimistic about what could be while Ava can't stop thinking about how it felt to have her father never there and her brother always in danger. And how this will likely be similar being with Justin...
As far as second chance romances go, this was done well, but maybe because the actual cause of their separation got resolved pretty quickly and forgotten just as quickly, while these two moved on to bigger and badder obstacles to their relationship. The primary source of conflict is Ava's fear of losing the ones she loves...and given that she's built her entire life keeping people at a distance and avoiding that type of relationship in order to prevent it, I'd say it's a pretty significant aspect of her personality now. And honestly, the angst this creates in their relationship as they both fall in love and sort of realize they might not have a future makes for some good reading. Add in the dash of suspense as Ava tries to stay alive as the mob family her case will take down tries to kill her (and a bit of sweetness and suspense while following Leo and Callie's side story) and it's a nice read.
But, it kinda breaks down there towards the end as the author tries to resolve Ava and Justin's main conflict - her fear of losing the people she loves. Unfortunately, the author does such a great job of establishing this fear and showing the tragedy of it (and Ava's really being afraid of it)...of her father never being there for her, of having to put on a brave face at deployment and then breaking down sobbing once you're alone, that I doubted the HEA. Yeah, there was some token SEAL wives moments where they talk about how they stay calm and supportive of their men (while living dangerous lives themselves...hope they don't have kids) and Ava seems like she's ready to just toss all her concerns away for love, but I wasn't buying it. I still felt like at some point down the line, she's going to remember how much she resents it (first child's birthday missed or a miscarriage he's not there for or something...) I also struggled with the fact that Justin doesn't really sacrifice much for Ava. She sacrifices everything - accepts his dangerous career and all that goes with it despite her justifiable concerns - and he makes no concessions. I do give him credit for being willing to walk away because he couldn't give her what she wanted, but still. I feel like a compromise could have been made...like, he's a SEAL until they're ready to have kids and then he backs off on the danger aspect so they don't end up with the upbringing she had and apparently disliked (though at the end she claims to remember that there were good things about it too? If that's the case, more discussion of that might have sold me on the ending)