This book was given to me in exchange for an honest review.
***I actually rated this book 4.5 stars, but GR doesn't permit the 1/2 star***
This is the tale of Ryan Kennedy and his journey to his true self. Self-discovery and acceptance are not easy. Sometimes there is collateral damage. The story is a recollection of the past, as Ryan shows us who he was and how he became the man he is today. To say that he was haunted and has some regrets is a severe understatement. However, the regrets are not solely because of his actions, but because the decisions and actions perpetrated by those who are supposed to love you most. What we learn about Ryan, and life in general, is that you cannot find true happiness unless you are true to yourself. It’s an age-old cliché, but it couldn’t be more spot-on.
I was beyond touched by this man’s struggle and ached for his constant search for acceptance. We all want to be loved and accepted, but sometimes, it’s easier to hide our true selves in order to find a false sense of security. Ryan’s cloak was his looks and ambition. He hid behind them well. You hide…until , well, you can’t.
Roisin Black does a very good job of transporting you to the different periods in Ryan’s life and struggles. Quite a few times I had to pause my reading because I was overwhelmed with thoughts swirling around in my head; there are strong parallels between the theme of this book and situations we have facing as a society. The writing flowed very easily and this book was a fairly quick read.
The conclusion of this story is bittersweet, as is often with life. My take away from this book is that you have to find happiness within yourself. And, when you find it, hold it dear and nourish it. For life is fleeting and you don’t want to waste it hiding.