There are such weird little plot holes in this series. Like...what happened to the driver of the carriage Beatrice-as-fake-maid wheeled an unconscious Raeliana into?
I do appreciate that Raeliana takes responsibility for her own fate, on every level. In a lot of stories, the man would've stepped up for the killing shot, leaving the woman to remain "innocent." But Raeliana never shies away from having blood on her hands, when it's necessary. I suppose it's that element of practicality and ruthlessness that makes her and Noah a good fit. (Noah veers a little bit psychotic, honestly, so he needs someone as strong as Raeliana to keep him on track.)
In the end, the priestess was right: one of the Raelianas had to die in order for the other to live, since two souls couldn't fight over the same destiny. There was no chance to ever root for Beatrice, because she chose a villainous path from the start, and hurt other people along the way, whereas Raeliana was just trying to do her best to survive, without damaging her world too much.
Something I just realized: uhhhh what happened to the whole extremists storyline? Did they get stamped out in that underground fight...? That feels like another dropped plot thread, and Raeliana never really mentioned how those political elements played out at the end of the story.
Instead of exploring any of those more complex worldbuilding topics, we get a pretty long postscript, with Raeliana and Noah spending a lot of time settling into their post-Beatrice life together. The goddess finally made an appearance, talking to both Raeliana and Noah in different forms, and telling them both that there was an option for Raeliana to return to her original life in her other world.
To be perfectly honest, I didn't love Noah's response, or how controlling he ended up being. It's played off as mostly funny, since Raeliana takes it in stride and is used to dealing with his obsessive behavior towards her. But when the question was "what would you do if she chose to go back?" his answer should've had a lot more to do with respecting her decisions.
Of course, she didn't want to return to her original life, since she was happy with her new family, in love with Noah, and excited about reshaping a world where she could make such a huge difference. I liked her plans to build schools where women could be educated more freely, and it was a nice nod back to her original life, where she'd planned to become a teacher.
We also got a decent amount of time with some of the other characters, which I didn't really expect. I wasn't surprised, though, by the revelation that the king had been in love with his countess advisor all along. There's no indication that they can actually have their own happy ending, since she doesn't seem to particularly like him...and she might not be high-ranked enough to become queen? But it was still nice to see a little more of his human side. Especially since he really did not seem to be in mourning over his dead queen at all. I don't think he was even at her funeral?
Raeliana did make an appearance, which may have been the last time Justin saw her, unless he returned to the kingdom after patching together his broken heart. I...was not expecting him to end up as my favorite character. It's not that I wanted him to end up with Raeliana, but he really turned out to be such a sweet, generous, deeply loving person who deserved happiness. I was really glad that he got some space of his own to show what he was doing - exploring the world and getting far away from a kingdom that had hurt him very badly.
The final page of the series is one I'd actually been spoiled on a while ago, although I didn't know the full context. I don't know how I feel about that, either. It's nice, I guess, that Raeliana got to live out two full lives: as Raeliana and as her original self. But it seems pretty unfair that Noah would somehow get to keep all of the memories of their entire life together, while she forgot it all. Would a romance that unbalanced even work? I feel like she would just find this strange man kind of crazy.
It's meant to be hopeful, I know, and to show that soulmates can last more than one lifetime. It just felt a little strained to me. Maybe just because I had it in the back of my head that she wound up back in her world, and he had to struggle through dimensions to find her and be reunited...with her knowing who he was, and wanting their reunion too!
I suppose I was just really hoping to absolutely love this final volume, but it's hard to wrap things up perfectly. I do still like a lot of things about this series, and maybe someday I'll be able to read the novels.
Wouldn't have minded seeing a Justin spinoff, too.