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446 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 24, 2025
■ Niko watched him and neither of them spoke. Elliott was so worshipful with his movements, careful with Niko like he were clay in the hands of an artist to be sculpted. It was almost too much to look at, too much to bear.
...
“Elliott—”
“Please, Niko. I want to help you. Just let me.”
Why was it so hard? Why was it so difficult to let Elliott help him? Let him massage his abused, exhausted legs and damaged nerves? To let him simply take care of him for a while?
Why was it so hard to accept help?
Niko swallowed, pushing it all away, the urge to fight, to pull away, to snap that he was fine.
...
“I might not trust anyone here,” he said. “But I trust you. And if you think we’ll be alright, then we will be.”
“Come here,” Niko said. Elliott hesitated, then climbed up onto the bed, lying against Niko’s side. Niko turned over to face him and wrapped his arms around him.
...
The screaming in his legs had quieted to a burning whisper. “I’ve got you, Elliott.”
“I know you do,” Elliott said, and he sounded like he meant it. Despite everything, Niko couldn’t help the smile that pulled at his lips.
🥹 🫠 ■ "You… are such a beautiful, extraordinary person. You are. You take my breath away. I love being around you. With you. I love talking to you. I love being your boyfriend, your lover. And I love sex with you. I love the way you look at me when you let me inside you. I love you. You’re compassionate. You’re funny. You’re a great cook. You’re the whole package. You’re my dream, Niko. You don’t need armor and tech to be that way. Just you, as you are. You’re so beautiful. And I just wish you could see what I see."
😍 ■ “I know. I know. But we’ll figure something out. Don’t we always? With your intellect, and my good looks…”
Elliott laughed, a sound that had become so precious to Niko.
"Why was it so hard to accept help?