Hoooooolyyyyyy shiiiit, this one was INTENSE! And I like intense, I like f*cked up, I like raw & dirty, emotional dark romances. And. This. Checks. All. The. Boxes!! 👏🏻
These characters are complex and unique in their own individual ways, their emotional depths is so well written. They have such an intense chemistry that is both questionable & makes sense, given their individually screwed up upbringing. Their story quickly sucked me in and punched me in the gut, I couldn’t put this one down! It was dark, vicious, so cruel & sad, and yet also managed to have moments sprinkled with light throughout all of the “bad”, which honestly had me questioning my sanity multiple times. One minute I’m deeply disturbed and lightweight freaked out, the next I’m hopeful and simultaneously very turned on as the story unfolds. Or rather, snowballs. It’s a rollercoaster on so many levels, but isn’t that what we love about books so much?! All the feels. Make me feel sorry, gross me out a little, make me laugh at inappropriate times, have me crying, rip my heart out, and put me back together… and even though I KNOW I shouldn’t be rooting for unalivers or anything, I find myself doing it anyways. You get all of that and more here. Anyways, like I said, all the feels.
For comparison, think a Billy (Silas), Stu (Tate), and Sydney (Noah) throuple romance and the bad guys get their version of a HEA. Because Elle is kind enough to give us some light at the end of so much darkness, bless her heart. It’s definitely a stabby, stabby, run & hide, final girl vibes, and a little bit of masked men, smutty fun. Lots and lots of panty melting spice 🫠 You can’t help but root for them, after all they’ve gone through. The trauma/bullying is deeeep and this story is NOT for the faint of heart, by any means. Luckily for me, my soul runs blackest black and I prefer my dark romances heavy on the trigger warnings. But for your own mental safety, check the TW before diving in.
Side note: I’m obsessed with the PNW vibes she puts in all of her books. The movie reel that played in my mind throughout its entirety was just so simply beautiful. The setting just feels perfect.
Bottom line, I’m obsessed and I thoroughly enjoyed this crazy ride! Thanks for letting me beta read your baby, Elle! It’s been an honor 🖤