Rena Shuhdoh (愁堂 れな [しゅうどう れな]) is BL author of Japan. Birthday: December 20, Zodiac signs: Sagittarius, Blood type: B. Born and live in Tokyo, Japan. First published works: 「罪なくちづけ」2002.
There are parts that I was definitely intrigued with, just who is this person? And halfway through I was genuinely and thoroughly confused as to what was happening. I definitely felt Shimizu's confusion and fear and like him I was grasping for the truth. And what pulled me in more was the part where he was struggling between what was real and what was a dream. Or was everything just in his head? That was perfectly captured in the story.
It bothered me how it ended though. There was so much about Suzuki that makes you want to yell at Shimizu and tell him to get away. How could he stay with a person like that?
So much darkness, so much danger, so much confusion, so much uncertainty. This was such a twisted story and yet I liked it to some extent. Clearly it's not for everyone, so a little warning for those uncomfortable with such themes...