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I am not a fan of this one at all because for the first 85-90% of the story, there is no chemistry or romantic feelings between the MCs. We have a story told in the past & present with no mentions at all of either one being attracted or in love with the other as normally 2nd chance & BFF tropes tend to do. Than towards the middle there is some horny moments that pop up here & there that come out of nowhere and very cringy because there was no buildup to it so it's just them being horny because it's convenient.
Now the last 20% when they establish themselves as a couple and in love, was nice BUT again, how did they get there? How did we go to just platonic/no POVs of attraction/lust to can’t wait to f**k you and ILY’s? This author is not good at pacing and building up a couple.
Then we have the other major issue which is that we get so many damn mentions of Hero & his relationship with longtime OW on every damn chapter which was beyond irritating and exhausting. For example, MCs grew up next to each other and were BFFs. Since there was no mention that either one was attracted to the other (a lame sentence in the end of ‘It’s always been you’ doesn’t count) we learn that instead of the MCs experiencing their “firsts” with each other, Hero lost his virginity at age 14 to some other girl and then shortly thereafter a year or so later he began to date OW for several years. Even when heroine left and he was hurt by it, he didn’t stop dating & f***g OW. He was even engaged to her and would have married her if she had not cheated on him. We get all these mentions constantly about him & OW through the letters he wrote her and of them talking about it all the time. Here’s a sample:
“I faintly remember your interest in cross-country skiing, but I didn’t realize it was all that serious.”
“That’s because you had just started dating that heathen, Kate. You were all sexed up and distracted, and I was out there chasing my Olympic dreams.”
“Sophomore year? I was hardly sexed up.”
“Well, it was the first time we’d dealt with a third wheel in our relationship, so we didn’t spend every waking minute together.”
“You were never a third wheel,” I said, pushing the hair away from her face.
“Oh, I know. I was referring to Kate. She was definitely the third wheel.”
A loud laugh escaped my mouth. Damn, she was funny. “Are you claiming I wasn’t present, Shortcake? Because from what I remember, you started dating that boy-band-wannabe, Scotty, shortly after I met Kate, and you were suddenly busy all the time.”
“First off, that’s incorrect. You lost your virginity and your mind all at the same time. And all over that snake of a woman.”
“For the record, I lost my virginity to Carol Parker when I was fourteen. You know that. Kate was just my first serious relationship.”
“Po-tate-o, Po-tot-o. I don’t count Carol Parker because she was older, and that lasted all of thirty seconds,” she said over her laughter.
“Shots fucking fired. I’ll have you know my first time was not like most hormonal teenage boys. I went three rounds and stayed in control. I remember bragging about it to you, but you were completely uninterested.”
“Yeah. I was fourteen. I didn’t even know what you were talking about at the time. Anyway… this is all to say that Clara and I skied together for weeks, and she thought I had real talent.”
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“So, I don’t know, maybe you didn’t feel deserving of more than what Kate had to offer, because you were sort of drowning in all that negativity. And she pursued you hard. She wanted to date you, and she made it happen.”
“I was just a dumbass who didn’t know better. She was all over me, and I probably liked the attention. I’m different now. I won’t make that mistake again.”
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“You’re my husband.” I sighed. “Listen, don’t question the rules. I make them up as I go. But since we’re being so open about things, how often do you date?”
“I don’t. I go to a bar and leave with a woman. There’s no make-out sesh or whatever the fuck you called it. If I go to her home, we usually fuck. Aside from Trish Windsor, who crossed a line, so I got the fuck out of there.”
“What did she do?”
“She tried to cuff me to her bed.”
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“You’re my wife.” He quirked a brow. “And two years is a long time to go without sex, Shortcake. If you need me to remedy that for you, just say the word.”
“I mean, we should consummate this marriage eventually, right?”
Why did we need to know all this? Is it supposed to make me believe now that they are soulmates when neither cared who the other f*****d in the past or in the present? Yes, heroine had a BF in HS too and dated others after separation but nothing ever serious like him.
And then we have all the inconsistencies such as in one chapter in his POV, he said he got engaged to OW because of a pregnancy scare but it was never mentioned again and especially not when he was talking to heroine about the OW. Other discrepancies like he would constantly state for more than 60 – 65% that he didn’t even want to get married and have children, yet he asked OW to marry him and was supposedly fine in having a kid with her. Heroine never questioned him why he asked OW to marry him when he was sprouting all the time how he didn’t want marriage & kids.
Or my personal favorite of when heroine learned that she inherited a house and money from a family friend and that she had to get married. He never, not once, thought to offer to fake marry her. Never expressed any jealousy at the IDEA of her marrying someone else. It took her Lawyer /his BFF to propose the idea to them and him rejecting it instantly until he was badgered by heroine to do it. In other words, he did it kicking & screaming and up until the last 20%, doesn’t consider the marriage real. For author to insert a line at the end that he married her because he wanted to and that she was the only only woman he would ever consider marrying is a joke. I guess author forgot her own words and doesn’t read her stuff.
“This marriage is the only thing that isn’t real. Our history. Our friendship. That was all fucking real.”
I could go on and on for everything that sucked here, including adding a small kid from one of their friend’s circle who is nicknamed “Beefcake” because he takes off his shirt when he is around any female and acts like a therapist/marriage counselor. Anyway, this was a hot mess and I honestly don’t understand all these positive reviews but to each their own.
Safety:
10 year separation though the math doesn’t add up based on timeframe & current age.
NO OM drama. OW in the form of his ex showing up to cause trouble but Hero shuts her down instantly
No cheating in the present & neither celibate during separation or in the past.
Hero in a long term relationship with OW but no mention of how long it’s been since they split.
Heroine said she had 2 serious BF’s and her last one was 2 years prior.
HEA & Epilogue 1 with them married and pregnant with twins. Epilogue 2 that you need to sign up for is a one-two page of them months later in delivery room. Not worth IMO signing up for that.