5/5
The books which I award the highest ratings are the books that make me FEEL.
This book, though small in size, was great in substance. The brief synopsis intrigued me. The Nest is about an older brother, Steve, desperate to help his ailing newborn brother, enlists the help of an unlikely sort: a wasp queen. She tells him they can help his baby brother, but little does Steve know that there are sinister undertones in that promise. Strongly reminiscent of Coraline and David Bowie's Labyrinth, although this book is semi-fantastical, it is also dark, gritty, and scary.
Now, plot aside, my experience reading The Nest brought me to a deeply personal space within me. A good portion of this book discusses and deals with the severe medical issues that this infant baby boy suffers, and the possible prognosis of his conditions. Through Steve's eyes we see the parents struggle with hospital admissions, tests, surgeries, specialists, and the possibility that their baby may never talk, walk, feed himself, toilet on his own, or ever be able to fully think and learn. This all felt deeply personal to me because my husband and I have a young daughter with medical problems. Her symptoms are nowhere as severe as the baby in The Nest, but so much of what I read were exact thoughts I've had or experiences we've shared when she was younger. In fact, the baby's name is shockingly similar to our daughter's name, and at this realization I had to put the book down for a few moments and step back.
Illness, disability, death, and the suggestion of "what-if?" are all covered beautifully in this heartbreaking novel. This book was such an interesting and unique take on "If you could fix your child and start over, would you?" that it made me internalize a lot of my own dark thoughts and fears as a mother of a child with medical issues. I cried, I mourned, it kept me up at night, and it made me think. Mostly though, it made me feel, and feel strongly.
5/5