**ARC provided by author in exchange for an honest review**
**Warning: This is the fourth book in the From the Inside Out series. You must read Scorned (Book 1) and Jealousy (Book 2) before you can choose to read either Austin or Dylan. You do not have to read Austin before Dylan. This review may contain slight spoilers for books 1 and 2**
This whole serial has been one of the best rollercoasters. In Scorned, I was torn between Dylan and Austin. By the end of Jealousy, I was leaning more towards Dylan. So, when it came time to read Dylan and Austin, I figured I would read Austin first and save the better one for last. What I didn’t account for was Austin completely stealing my heart. He snuck up on me for sure. I was not expecting all the swooning and sighing and giggling that I did while reading and even hours after finishing the book. All this made me extra nervous about Dylan. Would he be able to surpass Austin? Better yet, did I want him to?
“I’m not sorry for loving you. I’m not sorry for handing my heart over for you to crush this time. I’m not sorry that you’re standing here right now because I made you think twice about me and I made you question what you want for you. I’m sorry for so many other things, but I’m just not fucking sorry at all for any of that.”
From the first two books, we can’t deny that Dylan and Jules have chemistry. Scorned had me thinking that he would have to work reallyyy hard for a second chance with Jules. But, Jealousy had me falling more and more in love with him. I’m not going to lie. There were some parts through the series where I was just like don’t be with either of them! But, with that freaking cliffy ending for Jealousy, I couldn’t help but thinking I was all but lost to Dylan.
“If I could take everything back and do it over, I would. Believe me when I tell you that every great memory I have as an adult includes you. You are the best part of me in every sense. Please forgive me. Please love me again, Jules.”
Dylan was painful. In all the right ways. Not only does Jules have to deal with choosing Dylan or Austin, she has to figure out if she can put her heart in Dylan’s hands again after he shattered it all those years ago. It was angsty. It was sexy. It was romantic. It was pure torture. And I loved every single second of it. Actually, I felt like this one validated all the sweet suffering we went through on this emotional journey with Jules, Austin, and Dylan. This ending was just as equally perfect as the Austin and Jules’ ending. They were both amazing in different ways and they both suited the couple. This was so sweet though. And the very, very, very last scene?! KILLED ME! It was too adorable, and I can’t say what it was, obviously. But, the whole ride is worth it.
“One day you’ll forget all the bad and remember only the good. I’ll give you that. You deserve to remember only happiness. You deserve to have beautiful memories of our life together.”
“Our life together has always been beautiful. It’s the times without you that are painful.”