This could've easily been a 1-star, but the last 15% or so was actually decent.
Let me be clear, I really don't care about the mob stuff at all. I came here for the romance or whatever is close to that. I went in here blindly and got hooked by the marriage-in-trouble trope. Idk, I was hoping for some angst, but I feel like I was scammed because where's the freaking peril?
The MCs (Kara, 25 & Mick, 33) have been married for seven years. It was an arranged marriage, so initially there was no love involved. But Kara is hopeful, and over the years, she fell in love with her husband. But Mick is a sociopath who can't feel emotions, which is something I don't understand because the moment their son was born, he immediately fell in love with him??? Yet apparently he can't "love" Kara, like it's just not possible for him. But he said she's his addiction and he's devoted to her. Maybe this is his version of love, or maybe I need to research more about sociopaths. 🤔
Like I said, I was looking for the marriage-in-peril aspect but actually never got any. I mean, they don't really discuss important stuff unless it's about their son. Mick always kept Kara in the dark when it comes to business stuff, probably his way of protecting her. But while they don't actually have decent conversations about things that don't involve their kid, one thing they excel at is the physical aspect. In this area at least, they connect on a deeper level. But in the grand scheme of things, that's the only part of their marriage that seems to work out for them.
Anyway, the issue arose with the arrival of his ex-girlfriend. Her family sent her to America because of a kidnapping attempt, and Kara's father agreed to house her while finding out who's behind the attempt. I think their families are sort of connected or something; I actually forgot. Anyway, the point is, the ex will be living under the same roof, and this happened at the 9% mark. So the witch was in the picture from the very beginning of this book. And mind you, she didn't get removed until the 95% mark. So yeah, there's OWD galore. 🙄
Both Mick and his father-in-law are suspicious about OW's intentions. They are willing to gather any information from her. So they think the best course of action was to treat her with caution but with rationality and make her feel welcome in that house. And with this hospitality crap, the witch for some reason felt like she could do whatever she wanted, and cue in the drama and the entitlement from this viper.
It was annoying, to say the least, because while Mick didn't encourage any of it, he didn't stop it either. He has probably done stupid things over the years, but letting his ex undermine his marriage? Taking her side and letting her take digs at his wife just because they need her for some intel? That’s just the worst, in my opinion. There were times he would let her touch him in front of Kara, and he would only remove himself from the situation after a few seconds or minutes. He actually let the witch mess with his wife's insecurities and cause her pain. Like, wtf is wrong with you?
He even went so far as to justify the OW's behavior and even used her at times to provoke his wife's jealousy. When he knew all along she had a jealous streak when they were newly married. She was young back then and didn't know any better. She was aware that he had a life before her, and that gave Kara so much insecurity. And Mick, the dumbass, thought that if he could make her jealous, then the old Kara might come back, the one who looks at him as if he hung the moon and stars. But his attempts resulted in a different outcome, and it made only the distance between them even more distant, not that they were close anyway (aside from sex, that is). And when he finally saw the OW as the poisonous viper that she is. His response was that "he miscalculated the damage the OW could do because he was never interested in her." Okaaay?? And the reason he put up boundaries between him and his wife all through their marriage was because he can't control himself around her, and he never loses control.
And for some reason, with the way I see it, the readers were expected to give him some grace because of his ASPD. He needs clear instructions on what to do to keep his wife happy. But if he really cares for her, or even a semblance of that, would it kill him to do some research on his own despite his busy schedule? He noticed years before that his wife had changed, but somehow he still couldn't be bothered to figure out why. Idk, in my head, even if he's a sociopath, I think he would pick up on some signs or body language here and there. I hate that I have to rationalize every time he doesn't understand the repercussions of his actions because he thinks differently. Idk, it felt like more of an excuse, and I hate that I always have to accommodate him because he didn't know any better, as he had no real grasp of emotions.
As for Kara, she's a good mom, but honestly, if she had a daughter, she'd be a pretty awful example of how a woman should be in a relationship. It's painfully clear that showing some spine, self-respect, or dignity when treated like crap by her husband (or father) is not in her lifestyle. And if she does, it would only last for a few minutes, because, gawd, her horniness always gets the best of her. Some say there's nothing wrong with being gentle or compassionate, but there has to be a limit to what a person can put up with. Seven years of marriage without significant effort from one's spouse can exhaust even the most resilient person.
It took her saying she wants a divorce and that she deserves happiness for Mick to finally wake up and start doing the bare minimum for his wife. This happened at the 71% mark. I'm not saying he didn't do anything for her, because he did or still does. He's protective, obsessive, possessive, and stalker-y of her. He was also loyal, as he didn't think about other women once they signed the agreement. But, I don't know, it seems pretty obvious that he should be doing that since he's the right hand, and his family should come first. Well, except for the whole obsession thing with his wife. But in general, protection shouldn't even be up for discussion; that's his responsibility after all.
So when her father agreed to grant the divorce. Mick decided to "kidnap" his wife and son and bring them somewhere because there's no way in hell that he would let her go. All it took was two days for her to fold so fast and trash the idea of divorce. It's so pathetic and rage-inducing how she's fucking swooning over a measly date that Mick planned. That's the kind of neglect she's been putting up with for seven whole years. They never actually went on a date, not once, and when they do go out, it's just for networking and schmoozing. It's even more rage-inducing that in just a few weeks, the OW has been living with them; Mick actually went out for dinner with her, and he hasn't even done that once for his wife of seven years. Sure, it was a business deal, but come on, the effort and time were definitely put in. Ugh!
Anyway, there was no freaking peril. There was a boatload of drama thanks to the OW and Mick's enabling personality. But despite that, Kara still slept with her idiot of a husband, because, like she said, he may never love her, but he craved her body. And this woman was more than ready to settle with that scrap of affection.
Overall, everything got fixed on the sudden getaway trip, but it was implied that days and weeks passed and Mick continued to show up and show how much he cared for her. Oh, he also realized he loved her at the 86% mark, so yay???
I can only think of a few things that I actually enjoyed in this book:
- Fitz, their son, was adorable.
- Kara got a sort of position in the family business.
- Mick is not keeping her in the dark anymore.
- OW having her comeuppance
But that's everything.