This had all the understandable weaknesses a memoir can have. But in the end I mostly got what I was looking for in this book, I think it frames Belle and Sebastian and Stuart Murdoch in a whimsical, amusing, sort of strange way befitting to their music and persona.
Also I can't believe how much basic information on Belle and Sebastian in published articles is blatantly incorrect.
*** updated:
Post concert I am so pleased to have read this book. This story focuses on the origins and bizarre very beginnings of Belle and Sebastian. It is written by Stuart David, who has long since left the band, but met lead Stuart Murdoch via a mutual at this strange government funded unemployed musicians hub in Glasgow. Beatbox, said hub, housed crowds of “inmates” (unemployed musicians) under the pretense of music courses and access to related resources. The inmates were to be clear voluntarily there and received tiny income support allowances, but the music courses and resources were limited if not nonexistent. Nonetheless after much wait both Stuarts were able to use Beatbox’s recording room and record their own music (each of them had their own projects). Stuart Murdoch’s music got chosen by a student class at nearby Stowe College to be the artist they as a class would produce for as a project. Their project included producing a few songs or EP for their artist, Stuart Murdoch insisted they record an entire album despite the extreme time constraints. A consistent theme: when Stuart Murdoch has a vision, his vision must fulfilled. So Belle and Sebastian records and mixes their first album, Tigermilk, in five days. Can you call them Belle and Sebastian at that point? Well before Tigermilk, barely. After Tigermilk, yes. Prior to Tigermilk, the six person group had only performed together twice. First at a party hosted in Stuart David’s flat and second at a public gig miserably planned by the students with essentially no audience. The band was put together fully by Stuart Murdoch, as was all the music. Interestingly, at the start Stuart Murdoch often rehearsed with the members individually to begin with and then only at the show would they come together. Stuart David does a fantastic job conveying the artistic drive and talent and particularity of Stuart Murdoch. He describes Stuart Murdoch’s mission to put together a band, a band with very certain members. A mission that almost brought him to move to SF. He describes how natural song and melody writing came to Stuart Murdoch, how his songs existed in his own defined “imaginary landscape”. How Stuart Murdoch was unflinching in unconventional musical and technical choices. From Stuart David, a clear image of Stuart Murdoch, an excessively talented and certain creative, that is silly whimsical sort of dorky was built in my head. That conceptual vision was perfectly embodied by Stuart Murdoch in the flesh in concert. It was emotional almost to watch this band perform 30 years later from the beginnings I read about. Since then they have gained recognition fan cult following and released eleven more albums. I just love that they totally made it. Belle and Sebastian and Stuart Murdoch have so much to offer and their music and stories and lyrical eccentricity are not for everyone and they know it, so its heartwarming that so many people that can appreciate it and love it and can see the cleverness have found them.
These are some quotes from the book
“After a quick tune-up we started to play our delicate songs, about school kids and disenchanted ponies”
Quote of Stuart David describing Stuart Murdoch in a letter to a friend
“He’s always talking about Kerplunk, and Aqua Boy, and Parma Violet-type sweets, and Catcher in the Rye. And he sings songs like The Pastels and all that. And he looks like that too”
“Most of the people I knew at that point who wrote songs or were in bands were fully focused on finding a record deal, myself included. That was considered to be the ultimate validation that what you were doing was worthwhile. But for Stuart [Murdoch], all that mattered was finding a group of people who believed in his songs enough to want to be in his band…One of his favorite groups at that time was Tindersticks, and he often spoke of how lucky Stuart Staples (the singer and song writer) was to have all those people wanting to play on his songs. The number seems to matter. Having a big band like that, of the right-minded people, who were desperate to play your songs seemed to be the only approval stuart [Murdoch] was interested in”
And now Stuart Murdoch has his seven piece band! With multiple other musicians that join them with additional instrumental accompaniments!
“[Stuart Murdoch] was often writing three new songs a day, and an unreasonable percentage of them were good songs. He said that the songs often started as jokes, and then developed into something real. That seemed to perplex him, even made him sad. But he continued to think up the jokes, and the jokes continued to turn into songs and sometimes he was writing them too fast for me to learn before he’d discarded them again”
For a time Stuart Murdoch was a caretaker and lived in a church, they would rehearse often in the church hall.
“Every sound reverberated around the same wooden surfaces, and became coated in the same honey-rich tones at the light. Stuart [Murdoch] loved the sound of the piano in the church hall. He loved the sound of his acoustic guitar in there too, And because he wanted to hear everything coated with that same golden echo, we began to rehearse in there”
These quotes aren’t from this book, but where else to put them? Some quotes that I think perfectly and beautifully describe Belle and Sebastian’s music:
"For me, B&S capture a very specific experience of existential bewilderment in the modern world, combined with the right amount of romance, comedy, storytelling and a healthy streak of cynicism" "Murdoch has a gift not only for whimsy and surrealism, but also for odd, unsettling lyrical detail which keeps the songs grounded in a tangible reality"
"These albums felt like a pure sonic distillation of the hazy zone between extended adolescence and early adulthood, when your days might be laced with romance and improvised adventure, or just as easily boring and shapeless, saturated with vague longing in search of suitable objects"
"Like a sweet, familiar honey, their music just sticks to you, whether you wanna spread it on your toast or not. Sure, they get a lot of hate: their songs are cloying, the singing a bit too saccharine at times, the lyrics silly, the sound the same on each album. I’ve heard them being called ‘beige’ music…For me, Belle & Sebastian make pastel coloured music"