This dark romance is told through the FMC first version POV. There is a significant age gap as the MMC is twice the age of the FMC.
The FMC is very confused about what she wants. For the first 30% of the book she goes back and forth between hating what is about to happen, determined to get exactly what she wants, happy when it appears it won’t happen, then hating it as things do happen. Wanted to scream at her through the pages to make up her mind already in how she really felt.
The MMC is completely irredeemable, even by dark romance standards. The brief periods where it is described that he isn’t a horrible person are too few, and they don’t help make him likeable.
The first 30% of the book was a little difficult to get through with how much the FMC was changing her mind on how she felt, but it did improve after that. The last 70% was read in a single day while an 80lb dog demanded constant snuggles.
The end does show the FMC finally knowing what it is she wants and what she will plan for the future. It took a while to get there, but if she continues with her resolve to do what she needs to do, the second book will no doubt be a lot better.
This book does contain one of my personal pet peeves with books, and that is the book ending before getting to the event the entire book had been building towards.
The author has also left it open for the second book, or further into the series if there will be more, to contain a why choose element that would have a lot of tension, danger, and a taboo element to it.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.