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153 pages, Paperback
First published October 23, 2014
Ten years in your cafés and your bedrooms
Great city, filled with wind and dust!
Bedouin of the London evening,
On the way to a restaurant my youth was lost.
And like a medium who falls into a trance
So deep, she can be scratched to death
By her Familiar - at its leisure!
I have lain rotting in a dressing-gown
While being savaged (horribly) by wasted youth.
I have been young too long, and in a dressing-gown
My private modern life has gone to waste.
- Bedouin of the London Evening
We come into the café at dawn,
There are waterfogs, and civilisation is white
...if you knew the exotic disgust that grips me
After another bestial night
As we come in, broken; dark with inks and dusts and gases
Like those whose private apartment is the street.
After an all-night conversation
When the street-wind hangs on snarling to your coat,
If you knew my (half erotic) convulsion of loathing
For the night. (I'm like a sleeper
When his mouth is stopped up
By some terrible mud-crust the dream had crammed there
And the soul goes pressing up against
Trying to scream with hydrophobia - and can only murmur.
Some love-thought turns his mouth to blood with longing
Only a moment later.) In the workman's café
If you knew the almost voluptuous sense of frustration
When you're broken... And the morning's alcoholic as a lily.
- Bedouin of the London Morning
I have lived it , and lived it,
My nervous, luxury civilization,
My sugar-loving nerves have battered me to pieces.
...Their idea of literature is hopeless.
Make them drink their own poetry!
Let them eat their gross novel, full of mud.
It's quiet; just the fresh, chilly weather…and he
Gets up from his dead bedroom, and comes in here
And digs himself into the sofa.
He stays there up to two hours in the hole - and talks
- Straight into the large subjects, he faces up to everything
It's……damnably depressing.
(That great lavatory coat…the cigarillo burning
In the little dish…And when he calls out: 'Ha!'
Madness! - you no longer possess your own furniture.)
On my bad days (and I'm being broken
At this very moment) I speak of my ambitions…and he
Becomes intensely gloomy, with the look of something jugged,
Morose, sour, mouldering away, with lockjaw….
I grow coaser: and more modern (I, who am driven mad
By my ideas; who go nowhere;
Who dare not leave my frontdoor, lest an idea…)
All right. I admit everything, everything!
Oh yes, the opera (Ah, but the cinema)
He particularly enjoys it, enjoys it horribly, when someone's ill
At the last minute; and they specially fly in
A new, gigantic, Dutch soprano. He wants to help her
With her arias. Old goat! Blasphemer!
He wants to help her with her arias!
No, I...go to the cinema,
I particularly like it when the fog is thick, the street
Is like a hole in an old coat, and the light is brown as laudanum,
...the fogs! the fogs! The cinemas
Where the criminal shadow-literature flickers over our faces,
The screen is spread out like a thundercloud - that bangs
And splashes you with acid…or lies derelict, with lighted waters in it,
And in the silence, drips and crackles - taciturn, luxurious.
...The drugged and battered Philistines
Are all around you in the auditorium…
And he...is somewhere else, in his dead bedroom clothes,
He wants to make me think his thoughts
And they will be enormous, dull - (just the sort
To keep away from).
...when I see that cigarillo, when I see it…smoking
And he wants to face the international situation…
Lunatic rages! Blackness! Suffocation!
- All this sitting about in cafés to calm down
Simply wears me out. And their idea of literature!
The idiotic cut of stanzas; the novels, full up, gross.
I have lived it, and I know too much.
My café-nerves are breaking me
With black, exhausting information.
- The Sofas, Fogs, and Cinemas
I understand you, frightful epoch,
With your jampots, brothels, paranoias,
And your genius for fear, you can't stop shuddering.
Discothèques, I drown among your husky, broken sentences.
I know that to get through to you, my epoch,
I must take a diamond and scratch
On your junkie's green glass skin, my message
And my joy - sober, piercing, twilit.
In the hotel where you live, my Kurdish epoch,
Your opera of typewriters and taperecorders
Boils the hotel with a sumptuous oompah!
...(...as my heavy-drinking diamond writes)
Boils it! And loosens the bread-grey crusts
Of stucco from the 19th Century ... with an opera
Of broken, twilit poetry
Built from your dust-drowned underworld of sighs.
Epoch, we are lonely. For we follow hotel berers
Of the past, those who drift in corridors, whose tents
And whose derisive manuscripts are dipped in marble
By your backward glance.
- Epoch of the Hotel Corridor