Men in Uniform Series
Sex level: hot and immoral
Jessica Kilmer is a computer programmer for the defense department. A file containing secret information is stolen from her files at work. After notifying security, who brushes it off as unimportant, she calls the FBI and reports the breach in security to Arlen Coulter.
Arlen is old enough to be her father. He stills wears his wedding ring, years after his wife’s death. He wears the conservative suit of an agent, and still “follows the book” as he was trained to do as a Marine, but he’s really a bad boy in good guy clothing.
Jessica was used in college by a fellow student who made love to her in order to get her to do his homework for him. While most people heal a broken heart in a year or two, she has held onto the hurt for five years. She is punishing herself for poor judgment by becoming overweight and dressing in a mousy style. She considers herself unworthy of real love.
Yet, after setting these premises, the author allows this wounded woman to throw off her inhibition and repeat the same mistake after knowing Arlen for just two days. She justifies her actions for having sex with a married man by remembering what the sluts used to do in high school, telling herself that if everyone else is doing it, then it must be OK.
Arlen also throws off his training, breaks the code of conduct for his position, and gives into lust for a woman he hardly knows. He isn’t over his wife yet, out of love enough to take off his ring, before he cheats on her memory by taking off everything else. He tells her there isn’t any future with him, that this is just a roll in the hay. He tells himself that he shouldn’t hurt her again, the same way she was wounded before, because it might be enough to kill her inside, but he doesn’t have the guts to follow through. He commits adultery because, well, he’s just a guy and that’s what all of them do.
By the fourth chapter of this book, I felt cheated on, too. I felt the publisher had used bait and switch tactics to get me to read this piece of smut. The cover art is supposed to let the buyer know the sex level of the book by how the models are clothed and posed. The cover has only a fully clothed man on the front, indicating that the story would be more about suspense than lust, yet the story was about immoral behavior, a lack of ethics, and casual sex. The other books in this series used physical contact as a means of expressing love, but this one didn’t follow the guidelines. The blurb on the back cover indicated that the story was about intelligent, trained, dedicated people, when in reality the story is about a dirty old man and an immature slut who never outgrew the high school “everyone else is doing it” immature rationale.
The writing was poor in that the point of view changes paragraph by paragraph. The change in their behavior was not motivated in a believable way. I don’t recommend this book at all.