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352 pages, Hardcover
First published April 2, 2015
That was ages ago, six months at least or perhaps more. I am losing track. There is so little to hold on to at the centre and so many tangled threads stretching out in all directions. I follow one thread and it breaks. I follow another and it leads into a precarious landscape where there are no instructions, no signposts. I make contact with strangers. I try to be polite and hope they will like me enough to answer my questions.
I think John Craske had untreated diabetes, I say. 'Could you describe what it would have been like for a very poor person to suffer from that condition in the 1920s and 1930s, before the development of insulin. He might also have had a benign brain tumour, but I suppose that's outside your field.'
John Craske lived very close to Roughton Heath where Albert Einstein was staying in a wooden hut in September 1933, I say, and then I realise I don't quite know how to continue with this line of enquiry.
I know it has nothing to do with the man I am writing about, or at least only indirectly, I say to the circus woman I met by chance in Great Yarmouth, but have you still got your grandfather's diary entries, from when he put the Elephant Man on show in London?'
I suppose the trick is to trust the process and to not mind when you reach a cul-de-sac of one sort or another and to not get in the way when things seem to be going well, even though you don't know where they are heading.
I kept seeing it in terms of an embroidered tapestry and that made il possible for me to jump to different sections and fill them in, before returning to the central line of my story. I had written the three chapters on einstein quite early on; they stood together as a little group and I toned them from place to place, looking for where they might best fit.

I suppose the trick is to trust the process and to not mind when you reach a cul-de-sac of one sort or another and to not get in the way when things seem to be going well, even though you don't know where they are heading.