What I love about Ellen Hopkins is how fierce she is...how she will go dark places, intense places. She will say what most of us would avoid. And she does it all so young readers see themselves in her work. Chris Crutcher and Cheryl Rainfield have this same courage. It's a courage I envy, and I thank the stars for.
Without this courage, kids would be more isolated from issues of depression, bullying, homosexuality, suicide, PTSD the twin sided sword of revenge and guilt. Kids wouldn't see their own disfunctional familes in print, and would think they were alone in the world. They wouldn't see people their age struggling with questions of faith and fidelity. "We read to know we're not alone." We read these authors KNOWING they are speaking for others who have never seen themselves in print.
Matt is trying to survive the loss of his brother at his own hand, his parents' marriage finally cracking apart, and huge questions of faith and God. Any one of these issues would be tough, but he's trying to stay sane as he works through all of this. He writes an essay, which is excerpted through the novel, which is angry, and alarms his teachers and counselors...problem is, his dad is a science teacher at the school, and that certainly complicates issues. We know Matt is entitled to his crisis of faith, and as a teacher, I wish he had ONE teacher who would have done more than go through the motions.
Death always puts a strain on a family. This one opens cracks that have existed for years as everyone, Matt, and his parents, deal with their grief in different ways: booze, escaping into sports and religion, flaming fights and icy silences. The faults have been found, and they are growing.
Luke's secret admission to Matt of his homosexuality somehow became public, and Luke was bullied mercilessly...online and face-to-face. Their dad, the athlete, couldn't move past it and participates in the bullying in his own way. Luke finds it all too much to bear, and his family is left behind to find a way to survive.
Matt has a girlfriend who seems perfect, but the reader can see the fissures, and we recognize them before Matt does.
The examples he sees of people of faith are not reassuring or supportive or open or loving. Not his mother, not his girlfriends, not his friends. He needs a sign...he needs peace...but that doesn't seem likely to happen.
I appreciated the one voice of this novel...I could continue this journey with Matt without being interrupted to follow another character...that said, his girlfriend, Hayden, and friend Alexa, and especially his brother, Luke, would have made strong narrators...but this focus on JUST Matt works for me.
An aspect of the book I found chilling because it's so real is the subplot about attempting to censor THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER by Stephen Chbosky, on the grounds of one gay relationship...I know that book; I understand its power...I've had one of my own personal copies defaced by a mother who objected to the language.
I see book banning as the next agenda item for school reformers, and I know books I love, books kids love, will be targets for bigots wrapping themselves with their personal religion. Hopkins, Crutcher, and Rainfield are frequent targets for censors who will never get it...never understand how important books are for helping young people...and not so young people...find their way in the world.
Often in Hopkins' books, there's a twist, a surprise. This time there is an incident that forces Matt to look honestly, to reach out, to find his own faith again.
Man, I am so grateful Ellen Hopkins is in the world talking to young people, and that I got to share her books with them.