*I won Twisted in a competition*
I can’t believe I won Twisted approximately a year ago, and never had the chance to read it then. Before you go thinking it was due to the fact that it was one of those books one had to gently get into, either because of the provoking cover, or the book’s content, you’d be wrong. In fact, the first time I saw this cover and read the blurb, I was more than interested. Hence me entering to win a copy, not so?
Whilst still on holiday at the beginning of this year, it was the perfect time to read something again. The very first title that popped into my head was Twisted. So, I grabbed it off my bookshelf and sat down, with no expectations whatsoever; meaning, I wasn't stressed over the fact that I had to like it as I was reviewing it for the author, or that despite the cover and blurb intriguing me, I would hate it. There’s nothing worse than starting a book and from the first page alone, I know I’m not going to like it.
What was my immediate thought when I started Twisted? I was blown away within the first couple of pages. The way I was expertly pulled into the story immediately grabbed my attention. I did have one expectation, and that was that it would be an erotic story. It’s anything but, and shouldn’t be classified as such. It’s also in first person, which I’ve mentioned quite a number of times is not my favourite, with the exception of a handful of authors who are masters at this POV. Ms. Smirnova is now another. It’s not a lengthy book and can be read in one sitting, but I didn’t for the simple fact that I was truly invested in the lives of these young ladies, and when a story grips me right off the bat, I prefer to savour every single word.
I won’t go into details of where this book takes place, as the blurb is self-explanatory.
This a true to life story, penned by the exceptionally talented Lola Smirnova. Being based on real life events, the insight we are offered within Twisted’s pages was beyond enlightening. What I thought I knew in regards to the sex trade, sex trade workers and/or prostitutes as they are more often than not called, was apparently and obviously nothing. What we think we know should be tripled. To say I was shocked in certain paragraphs is putting it mildly. To be honest, at least one or two made me physically ill. This is truly not for the faint-hearted, but rather for adults who are open-minded―as I am―and are able to ingest stories and situations that pull no punches. I was quite horrified as to how far the men who habitually visit these kinds of establishments dare go. And I was taken aback at how some of the women, against their better judgement, eventually acquiesce to their demands. Sometimes, to their detriment. As what happened with the main character, Julia.
Being involved in this trade, it’s inevitable that drugs come into play, with dire consequences often times. Again, Julia succumbed. I loved the fact that Twisted wasn’t only in Julia’s voice, but was interspersed with tales, e-mails and other snippets from both her older sister, Natalia, and her middle sister, Lena. There was also this interesting situation where Julia would be performing whatever act was required of her, yet amazingly enough she’d be thinking about a certain someone romantically. I guess that no matter the situation, we all want what seems to be within our grasp at one point or another; the all-consuming love affair. To be loved for who we are, despite what we do. I hoped, right along with Julia, that this would be her way out. It’s sad when someone builds up hope, to then not only have it crushed underfoot like a pesky bug, but made to feel like they’ve been ripped to shreds, used and abused, and then thrown away like garbage.
For a debut novel it was riveting, and for a first time author, Ms. Smirnova is one of not many that manage to get it right the first time around. Now that, for me, is what I call talent. The characters were finely tuned and fleshed out, the pace of the story was just perfect, and there was not one single bit of this book that made me feel like it was dragging in order to fill up space. Indeed, it was anything but. Ms. Smirnova told her story as she wanted to tell it, precisely, accurately and exactly how it should have been told. No frills, no fuss, and no holding back on cussing. It was perfect! To say I look forward to the second book is an understatement. Craved is on my top-of-the-list-to-read books.
In the end? I cried. It’s how much these ladies and story got to me.
Shocking? Without a doubt.
Raw? Definitely.
Explicit? Damn straight.
Funny? Oh, yeah.
Never sentimental? No. Don’t agree. Or I wouldn’t have cried.
A 2015 favourite read. 5 STARS