💫ARC Review
Wow! This is a beautifully written, emotional novel-in-verse that pulled me in immediately. I’ve only read one other verse novel before, but there’s something about this format that feels so refreshing—every word feels more purposeful, every line resonating even more deeply. Rhonda’s writing is captivating and full of raw honesty and it made it easy to connect with Esmé and her journey.
Esmé’s story took me back to being fifteen, struggling with body image, friendships, bullying, and quiet financial challenges at home. The way the author captured the intensity of these years in Esmé’s voice was incredibly real. There’s a vulnerability in her that felt both familiar and profound, and I could feel her pain when she reflected on her body—particularly her chest. She wrestles with how others see her, how she sees herself, how that shapes her identity and all of the emotions that come with it.
But the heart of this story isn’t just in the struggles—it’s in the transformation. Esmé’s journey from shame to pride, from silence to finding her voice, is powerful. There’s a pivotal moment that leaves her consumed with fear and self-blame. But in a deeply moving scene, she claims her power back. The emotional weight of this moment stayed with me long after I finished reading.
“There is only me. Only me deciding what to let go of and what to keep. I let the cocky eyes and the gleaming smirk evaporate. I replace them with Zoe’s fiery eyes instead, I feel Todd’s arms around me, I hear Mom telling me to trust my heart, Dad calling me pumpkin from the dog chair, Grammy Jean looking at me like I am a work of art…”
That moment of reclamation was a turning point in the book—and in Esmé’s life. She doesn’t erase the trauma; instead, she takes back control over her narrative.
Her support system is another powerful part of this story. Her parents, Grammy Jean, and even her boyfriend Todd gave her the love and strength she needed to grow. Todd, in particular, reminded me of the beauty of first love—pure, steady, and filled with tenderness. Even the fallout with her best friend Mia felt real, as Esmé grapples with how people change and how sometimes we outgrow those we thought would always be by our side. And that’s okay.
I loved her quiet but profound growth. It wasn’t a loud or dramatic transformation, but one that felt so natural and earned. By the end of the book, she learns to carry the parts of herself she once wanted to hide with pride.
“If they are the first things that people see when they see me, and it seems like they always are, maybe I should carry them with pride. Maybe that is the best revenge. Maybe that is what TALL is all about.”
And perhaps the most powerful realization of all:
“I decide how hard I work. So I work hard. For me.”
Top Heavy may have a simple plot, but its emotional depth is anything but. It’s a raw, honest coming-of-age story that will resonate deeply with anyone who has ever struggled with self-image, body acceptance, or finding their voice in the face of fear. This book is something special, and it’s one that I truly believe should be in every school and library.