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466 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 2, 2025
Jude’s been tilting his head the entire time, watching me as if I’m a freak show, and maybe I am.
“You’re suicidal?” he asks with a slight squint in his eyes.
“Not really.”
“You are. No one would accept death so easily if they haven’t been constantly thinking about it.”
“I hesitate, clutching my backpack tighter, then my shoulders hunch and I sit.
On the edge.
Still gripping the straps.”
The characters were so loveable. Violet is such a real character. I know a lot of ppl have found her cringe. I just wanted her to be a bit stronger (yk, strong like Rai Sokolov) but the character development ate it, thanks to Jude. I know of someone just as her. Even I was like her before I was a teen... always looking good in people, always looking out for people, trusting everyone and everything, doing good to people even if it hurt me, putting everyone except me above myself... haaa but that was before reading Pride and Prejudice. Oh God, I need to stop bringing P&P everywhere, but like, seriously, P&P was what brought me into reading, my life changer.
"𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝙳𝚊𝚑𝚕𝚒𝚊 𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚖𝚎. 𝚂𝚎𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕-𝚏𝚎𝚍, 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚖𝚎 𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚜."
“𝘐’𝘮 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺.” 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘧𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩. “𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯’𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦.”
“𝘋𝘰 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧𝘧?”
“𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭.”
𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘢𝘳. “𝘐𝘵’𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵, 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵.”
“𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘦?”
“𝘠𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘢 𝘯𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦, 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘝𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘵. 𝘐’𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘐’𝘥 𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘐’𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘵, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦, 𝘐’𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘴.”
“𝘖𝘩, 𝘑𝘶𝘥𝘦.” 𝘔𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭, 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘵’𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘵. “𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘦?”
“𝘐’𝘮 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯, 𝘵𝘰𝘰. 𝘞𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘸𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦.”
“𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘴.”
“𝘐’𝘭𝘭 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘥𝘰.
"𝙷𝚘𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚢—𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚕—𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎."
For the survivors with scars no one sees,
and the ones who choose the light
even while standing in the dark
mommy issues galore 🎀
“Call it absurd or illogical or fucking territorial, but Violet’s off-limits to all other men. She’s mine until I slic3 her goddamn throat op3n.”── .✦ 2 stars ᝰ.ᐟ

“Violet is a flame in its most delicate form. She’s not a raging and absolutely destructive orange, but she’s blue. Discreet, seemingly safe but actually dangerous. Just like the fucking blue umbrella she put in my hands.”꒰♟️꒱ jude callahan – our mafia/biker/ceo/alpha wolf/male mmc who’s philosophy in life is “mard ko dard nhi hota” (eng translation: men don’t feel pain)

“See a light at the end of the tunnel, only for it to be me. Their grim reaper.”



