“God knows, you’ve nothing to lose, you’ve already lost it all, but you do have everything to gain”.
Everything to gain, by Barbara Taylor Bradford, is a story about the great loss, the inner devastation and the great effort made to start a new life. The book tells the story about Mallory Keswick’s ideal life that was suddenly destroyed by people’s cruelty and inhumane behavior. Most of the events happen in Indian Meadows, Connecticut, New York, and Yorkshire.
The story begins with the following words: “I have been alone for so long now; it is almost impossible for me to think in terms of living with another person again.” And from the very beginning we understand that in the life of a main character something confusing has happened. Here we also feel uncertainty, doubt and longing radiated by the main character. We cannot understand why but it seems interesting. Mal says goodbye to Richard, who is leaving for Bosnia as a special correspondent, and tries to decide whether she should marry him. Then, we are unexpectedly in a huge flashback, that gives us answers to all the questions. There appears Andrew, who is Mal’s husband, and this is a confusing thing. After it we realize that our main character is a happily married woman that has two lovely children - Clarissa (Lissa) and Jamie. Everything that is described in the main part of the story shows its readers that Mallory and Andrew’s marriage is the thing that the one might envy. They are so in love with each other that it seems impossible that something may destroy their life. In this family, harmony is not disturbed by anyone. All family members love and support each other (It is so strange to see a good relationship between a daughter-in-law and a mother-in-law). I personally was proud of Mal - she was able to build such an atmosphere in her family, not having a proper example in her childhood.
During the story, the reader gets so used to the characters that feels torn apart after their death. We literally can feel Mallory’s pain. Andrew, a successful, kind man who is loved by everyone, Lissa, and Jaime (Mal calls them her little Botticelli's angels), two adorable little creatures, and their little dog Trixie, that becomes an integral part of the Keswick’s family, are shot on their way home just before the Christmas holidays. Mallory is broken. Her life is divided into before and after. She tries to kill herself several times, but the love of her deceased family, best friend, caring servants, other members of the family and even her own HOME prevents her from making the fatal step. Mal, who is talented in painting, starts working at her own café and shop, to keep in everyone’s mind Andrew’s legacy. She is broken for a long time, especially when she finds out that her family has been killed just by the fatal accident, but she makes a great effort to start from the beginning. In the end of the book, we meet Richard again and realize that after some time he will probably become her new family and make her happy again.
I liked the main character so much. I should admit that she is a strong person. While reading, I was thinking, what would I do in such a situation? I understood that I could not survive this. Moreover, I adored the Keswick’s, they are an example of an ideal family for me. However, there was only one thing that I did not quite liked - the overabundance of descriptions. Of course, it helps to jump into the story, imagine Indian Meadows and feel the atmosphere, but sometimes it was boring.
I do not like easy reading like this one, but I am impressed. If you have some time and want to relax, you may read it. Nevertheless, if you are depressed, I would not recommend it to you, because it can really break your heart.
After this book you will probably start appreciating every moment with your family and never give up, facing some life difficulties. Remember, you do have everything to gain.