Yael Maggid, a young married mother who works at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem, has recently experienced the passing of her father, a Greek-born holocaust survivor and is doing research on the culture of the ultra-orthodox Haredi communities.
Driving to work one day she is distracted by a game of peekaboo with a beautiful blonde child at the back of a bus, while listening to Beethoven's Ode to Joy on the radio.
Moments later the bus, filled with children, is destroyed in a horrific terrorist homicide bombing.
This trauma put's Yael's life into turmoil, and is not helped by the lack of sympathy by her husband Nachum.
She meets Avshalom, who has lost his small son and wife in the massacre.
She believes that her love for Avshalom may help excise the ghosts haunting her, while she struggles to raise her little son Yoavi and sort out her problems with her husband and her relations with her friends and colleagues.
The book tells us about Yael's life and background, about her childhood about her marriage and motherhood, friends and colleagues.
Just before the birth of her son, she attended a rally of the far-left Women in Black movement, and a women cursed Yael that she would lose her son in a terror attack the same way that she lost her own son.
She believes that marrying Avashalom will excise the curse, because his loss was in place of that that she would have suffered as a result of the curse.
This is a story of how terror and conflict affects the lives of ordinary Israelis and a story of pain and loss, of love, struggle and hope.
It takes a look of the lives and struggles of people in Israel, of families, women and children, as well as those commonly experienced by people the world over.