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352 pages, Hardcover
First published April 14, 2026

'anything that matters to you matters to me.’
“You can cry over a stained dress, but you should never cry over a boy.”
“If this is how you act when you hate me, then I wouldn't mind if you hated me more.”
“You know, I don't think I'm used to you like this. I didn't know you be this nice.”
“I'm not this nice to anyone else.”
“Alice, you know I would break you out of prison in a heartbeat. But I would most prefer not to”
“All I ever do is think about what people might say, and I'm exhausted.”
“My pain means something to you?”
“Ofcourse it does,” I say.
“Ofcourse it does,” he repeats, like he can't quite believe it.
“Yet when the best things do fall in my lap, I find myself questioning if I really deserve it. I suspect that everyoe pretends to enjoy hanging out with me far more than they actually do. I laugh loudest when I'm saddest, and I'm vain enough to believ that plenty of people are interested in me-but give it time, and they'll inevitably find out that I'm not really very interesting at all.”
“Think I can pull this look off?”
“You can pull anything off.”
“He's pleased that she's pleased. Feels the sickening, pathetic urge to do anything to please her more.”
“You came for me.”
“Ofcourse I did.”
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chanel cao is the ultimate diva. the girl who we all know and love from iycsts and for being the most at everuthing. she's rich and she knows it. everyone wants to be her (yes babes even me) and who wouldn't want to read about a rich girlipop who has issues? and ofc fall in love. yeah me too girl. i wanna read it. chanel has the best comebacks and quips to everything. i love her character sm and if you are thinking oh shes this spoiled little brat she's spoiled fs fs but she's also
so set up that plot with some tea and a hot character who everyone...doesn't talk to? who's that? oh that's--
i need ares yin. and thats saying something when julius gong IS my book boyfriend and i dont take that statement lightly. but fear not. ares yin is up for second place in this case. this mans is literally like a parents worst nightmare in walking hotness form. he legit was chemistry off the charts and believe me when i say that i need more of him ASAP. hear that ann??? i need more ares yin. throw in some julius gong to while u are at it.
the plot was tense omg. like i was turning the page at 2am in the morning like "omg omg whats gonna happen next" i fear i was a fly on the wall.
my one complaint is how quickly the plot wrapped up but that's minor and i still enjoyed the plot anyway so im not docking anything !!! i loved this book because it also had henry li and alice crumbs. my babiessssss🤭
this lyric is literally chanel cao in an instant. sure ares let himself slowly be wrapped around chanels finger but chanel could wrap a worm around her finger i kid you not. she said yes. like the bathroom scene? I was literally dying because I CUOLDNT SQUEAL AT LIKE MIDNIGHT IT HAD NO RIGHT TO BE THAT HOT OMG i was literally blushing omgosh
all in all. this book is everything to me. it feels so insane to think that i've been reading ann liang since the og days. like i remember reading if you could see the sun when it first came out and i requested it from the library and went Yes i like this author. and i haven't looked back since. ann liang is my top tier autobuy author and im afraid that no one will ever top her so this book is perfect in perfect form. ares yin would literally burn down the world for chanel and chanel would buy it for him. power couple.
chanel caoㆍ“ i hate the effect you have on me. i hate that my own body won't listen to me when you're around. ”
ares yinㆍ“ he's pleased that she's pleased. feels the sickening, pathetic urge to do anything to please her more. ”