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400 pages, Kindle Edition
First published May 20, 2025
Riding towards the border astride the husband I’d accidentally cursed, I felt the farthest thing from flawless. I wasn’t a weapon. I was a hairpin, easily bent and readily discarded.
Yet Aric hadn’t discarded me when he saw my flaws. Instead, he’d seen a different sort of strength in me, one I’d never realized I possessed. And his acceptance disarmed me more than any opposition could. He’d reached past my defenses, and I had let him, welcomed him, against the logic of everything I’d been taught. I knew that wanting him was a blade that could be turned against me. To love someone was to throw down your shields, lay your heart bare, and watch as it was cut in two.
“And what if, should you come to understand me, you don’t like what you discover?”
My next words could shatter the thin ice we walked on, sinking us both. And while I could tell myself I needed to understand Aric for my country’s advantage—the unnerving truth was that I simply wanted to. Because he fascinated me, like the endlessly changing swell of waves on the shore. A current that could all too easily pull me under.
“In our vows, I promised to care for you,” I said. “Can you truly care for someone you don’t know?”
In Behooved, I wanted to show a fantasy heroine who has symptoms like me—and who still gets to have epic adventures and a happy ending. Disabled people belong in fantasy, just as much as we belong in the real world.
I didn’t know what game my intended was playing, but I was not a woman he could insult with impunity. I was her Grace, Duchess Bianca Liliana, flower of Damaria and scion of my House. I was not some petitioner to be addressed at his leisure and granted the boon of his attention when he felt it convenient. I was the representative of the Council of Nine. His future wife. His equal. And if Aric thought he could insult me without consequence, I would soon show him otherwise.
“You terrify me, Bianca.” Aric was close enough that I could feel the whisper of his breath. “I can’t stop wanting you, even if it breaks me.”