i had a couple problems with this book. it might be me being nitpicky, but i found myself getting annoyed for an unknown reason.
first, it was almost like they were already in love before their time together even started. i didn’t feel any sort of attachment to the characters, bc it didn’t seem like they got to grow together. there was no trial and error, it was just like they were already together before they were together, if that makes sense.
second, lincoln said he was into her when they had their first conversation, saying he’d “had the hots” for her since he saw her in class, and yet he never even mentioned her name until chapter three or four, i think. and then when they agreed to do their arrangement, he said no feelings could get caught, but FEELINGS WERE ALREADY CAUGHT?? i didn’t really understand the point of that.
third, it just felt like erotica with a romance label slapped on it, or like the author made up a mediocre and overdone plot just so she could write smut. don’t get me wrong, i thought ems past and trauma was very understandable as to why she would “need lessons” but it didn’t feel talked about enough. i feel like if she were to need lessons, there should’ve been more panic. the author did a lot of telling, not so much showing. she used a lot of words like “i would be panicking a couple weeks ago if it weren’t for him” or “i would get panic attacks at even the thought” but the instant she’s in the situation, she’s not panicking and she’s actually calm. it didn’t really feel like she needed lessons, which takes away the entire plot.
there were a couple of good things though, like lea. i liked her character, she was a really good friend and really patient with em.
i also liked the writing style. it was detailed and there were a lot of good words she used, and the author definitely has a talent. they just maybe misdirected their intentions into writing something shallow and overdone instead of something really beautiful and complex. it felt very predictable.
all in all, it wasn’t the book for me. but i could be convinced to read one of the authors books again.