Shut up, I’m not crying. There’s just a tree branch in my eye. That’s all. A tree branch named Lydia Bennet. The Epic Adventures of Lydia Bennet is not at all the book I expected it to be, which was disappointing at first, but Lydia’s book was ultimately much better for that. As much as I love all of The Lizzie Bennet Diaries, my favorite thing is Lydia’s arc and the changes to her character. In The Epic Adventures of Lydia Bennet, she gets to develop even further, navigating those complicated new adult waters as she tries to figure out who she is, what she wants to do, and how to navigate all sorts of relationships.
What I expected from The Epic Adventures of Lydia Bennet was something similar to the Lizzie book. I mean, I figured it would be set after the time of that book and the show, but I figured the tone would be light and that romance would be a lot of the subject matter. It’s not, actually. That threw me for a while, and, at times, The Epic Adventures of Lydia Bennet was hard for me to read, because so much bad stuff already happened to Lydia and it really hurt to see her go through more of it. I wanted rainbows and unicorns and kissing for Lydia, with no thunderclouds or douchey guys allowed.
However, the story in The Epic Adventures of Lydia Bennet isn’t that one. Lydia’s experience with George Wickham affected her in a big way, so it makes sense that she didn’t just get over that and fall in love Jane Austen style. The Epic Adventures of Lydia Bennet really dives into Lydia’s mental health and road to recovery. Lydia’s herself, the adorbs, but she’s also muted for a lot of the book. Like towards the end of the show, she can’t be that full-on, completely confident person anymore. MY BABY.
As the novel opens, Lydia’s looking to the future, with big plans to get her associate’s degree before transferring to a college in San Francisco where she’ll live with Mary and get a degree in psychology. Mary has been seeing a counselor at her community college, and this has inspired her to consider a career in psychology. Everything’s coming up Lydia. She finally has an idea what she wants to do, and it seems within her grasp.
Only then, inevitably, things fall apart. Lydia’s spiraling back down, once again the failure her family always expects her to be. Everything ties back, of course, to all those things Lydia hasn’t quite faced down yet. It’s so painful to watch Lydia try and not get there, and then give up. How can you possibly not want the best for her? This part of the book was rough.
Eventually, though, and don’t worry I won’t give details, Lydia gets back on her feet again. The adorbs gets haltingly back into action. She recovers her dreams, in a more realistic way, and really starts to commit to them. She faces down her past with George and learns to love herself again. This book is beautiful and inspirational and goddammit that tree branch.
The Epic Adventures of Lydia Bennet is mostly about Lydia obviously, but it’s also about Mary, and I’m SO IN LOVE with Mary’s story. It’s potentially spoilery, so I’ll go into spoiler tags. View Spoiler » I just hope there will be a video at some point where I get to see Mary being fabulous and happy in person. That’s all I’m saying.
Speaking of the videos, I’m pretty sure I’ll be rewatching them AGAIN pretty soon, because the obsession is strong with this one. As soon as I do that, I’m going to buy the audiobook and listen to that because I need this book in every format. <3