Uhm wow… this was amazing! 4.5/5 stars 2.5/5 spice
I firstly want to say thank you to Katarina for sharing her story with us as this is based on personal events in her past. I secondly want to say thank you again to her for letting me be honored with an eArc for this story.
I am not typically one drawn to anything pregnancy related on purpose, but if it’s in an epilogue or already a single mom trope that’s different but being pregnant during most of the book that is new for me. I was genuinely curious about an accidental pregnancy mixed with a rockstar trope, well spoiler alert, I loved it. Now I will also preface, I have never been pregnant nor do I know certain aspects of pregnancy to truly understand what she went through postpartum but I think how Katarina explained things I very much felt as if I was there experiencing things myself.
Now people may see the Holt as just a general dude with not a lot of red flags or “why would this be a big deal” but knowing it comes from an abusive past and this was probably mild compared to what she actually went through I have one thing to suggest. It’s the little things, always look at the little things because they may seem like “Oh no he just truly cares for her” or “We all have our flaws” but no this man from the beginning set off warning bells but you can see how thing are easily brushed off by Olivia, the FMC, due to her not knowing or being aware. I think Katarina did a fantastic job in portraying the villain but in a way that makes sense.
Now Beckett is an amazing man, he is super supportive, caring, and has always been in love with Olivia since H.S, which I love the mutual pining trope. Olivia and Back had a moment and were protected and this shows, even if you use protection things just happen. Accidents happen, not stating the pregnancy was a mistake or anything just life has plans and sometimes even if we are careful it still shows what we need. The way this man cared for her during the entire pregnancy, even from the moment he found out she was pregnant, he wanted her to have full control over her body which ever that entailed.
This story shows the good and bad of protective relationship and even if your friends and family can see the signs, we can’t. Always trust your gut, always trust those around you, and always trust yourself. Action over words.
Now onto the happier things lol, I am absolutely in love with Beck and Olivia! Olivia is a shy reserved person but when she’s around the people she cares about she’s very confident and out there! I loved the burrito bowl obsession cause truly now I want one with extra guacamole 🥑 lol, beck had his own issues but adored his friends and family, now knowing Olivia was gonna be in it forever he instantly knew things needed to change and he did they because “If he wanted to, he will” he wanted to find a home closer to Olivia’s job so she didn’t have to worry about their daughter and commute, besides basic human decency he went above and beyond to be there for her family and friends including them always, and the constant respect he gave her was a million times amazing!
I can truly keep ranting, I loved this book, the only reason I felt it was a 4.5 which is still high, was due to the factor of relatability. I love her work and always will! Thank you again!