Updated thoughts – I was in too much of a hurry back in September!
Dan & Sejin
Imagine a book packed with sex—a lot of sex—and I mean pages and pages of super-detailed, blisteringly hot scenes, sometimes with a touch of kink and two men with frankly ridiculous stamina.
But here’s the thing: there’s also a story. Real problems, real trauma, mental health struggles, hilarious banter, K-pop dancing and idol fans, extreme climbing, and two idiots who swear they’re only fucking. Like… duhhhh.
This was my first Leta Blake book, and I really liked her writing. It’s addictive—the kind of story you can’t put down no matter how late it gets.
Their chemistry is undeniable. You don’t just want them together for the sex—you crave their conversations, their fears, their tiny moments of hope. You want them to see that happiness together is possible.
The sex scenes? 🔥 Unreal. But more than that, they’re intimate, emotional, almost ethereal. Leta Blake writes them with such intensity that you can feel it. (Seriously, keep an ice bucket nearby to avoid third-degree burns.)
Dan — oh, my grumpy, broken boy in denial. The kind of man who thinks he’s unworthy of love or attention, who’s convinced no one would care if he disappeared. When he’s proven wrong? It’s the best kind of catharsis.
He’s spent his life alone, bouncing from foster home to foster home, learning to depend on no one, internalizing that nothing lasts. So yeah, he can be an asshole—but I love him for it. His obsession with Sejin’s hair and his need to make him smile just killed me. 🥹
And his “job”? He’s an extreme climber training for a free solo on El Cap’s Heart Route—an absolutely insane, dangerous goal that makes me tremble just thinking about it. I get that it’s his passion, but still.
I honestly don’t understand the Dan hate I’ve seen in some reviews. I love him exactly as he is. Watching his walls come down was such a gift. Love really does make us stronger.
Sejin — adorable, beautiful, gentle Sejin. He loves K-pop, kids, and animals, and watching him with his nephews or teaching dance? Melted my heart. His fear for Dan felt so raw and real—it’s not misplaced, either. But even with that fear, watching him fall deeper while still holding back out of love… god, it hurts in the best way.
The side characters are all fantastic: Rye, Peggy Jo, Lennie and her kids (especially Jeremiah with his possessive protectiveness over Sejin and his hilarious hatred of Dan 😅).
Favorite moments?
The bike ride.
The night climb and stargazing.
Dancing to K-pop on top of a rock.
The confessions.
Bathing in the freezing waterfall.
If I had one gripe, it’s the language around sex—the constant “fucking” talk sometimes feels cold or a bit tacky. I get it, they’re fucking, but it occasionally pulled me out of the emotional flow. I’m not expecting “making love,” but sometimes the tone made me twitch.
And that ending… OMFG. I need CPR, an oxygen tank, and maybe five sabbatical years in India to recover.
Absolutely devastating.
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Original review
As I was reading, I wrote such a heartfelt review about Dan and Sejin, but now it feels meaningless—this ending has torn me to shreds, and the only thing left is to throw myself headlong into book two.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.