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332 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 11, 2014
"But I'm a sinner!"
"We're all sinners, Jim. Each in our own way . . . Why should anyone judge you for your thoughts? For your feelings? Feelings of love, not resentment or anger. Yes some would judge you, but to the devil with them. Don't ever hate yourself for loving."
"You've always loved me for who I am, good and bad."
Cal took a shaky breath. "I always will."
"And I haven't loved you well enough at all."
"I dreamed of you like this." Jim's eyes were bright, and his hair stuck up. Sweat beaded on his lip. "Out here in the orchard naked in the moonlight."
Cal drew him down for a deep kiss . . . "How did it end?"
"However we want."


"Excellent. Kiss, kiss."


"So why should anyone judge you for your thoughts? For your feelings? Feelings of love, not resentment and anger. Yes, some would judge you, but to the devil with them. Don't ever hate yourself for loving."




“He knew it was too late. Still, he whispered a plea. “Jim.”
“You’ve always loved me for who I am, good and bad.” Cal took a shaky breath. “I always will.” "

I dreamed of you like this." Jim's eyes were bright, and his hair stuck up. Sweat beaded on his lip. "Out here in the orchard naked in the moonlight."
Cal drew him down for a deep kiss . . . "How did it end?"
"However we want."









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Reading this was like watching an old film through a movie reel. Not because of its historical essence but more so because we only got to see the story unfold in frames -- mere figments of the bigger picture. Make no mistake, Cal and Jim's story doesn't really come as a surprise even if you only see glimpses of their life during and post war. You'll be able to put two and two together even without much knowledge of their horrible past. But Keira Andrews writes the whole thing beautifully that having two separate stories unfold in each chapter holds a certain allure and grandeur; it makes the story all the more reminiscent and evocative.
With this in mind, I can't help but think that the book reminds me of The Notebook (although I think many Nicholas Sparks' fans would probably argue with this), maybe because of the way the story was told, or the wistful and nostalgic undercurrent that the book possesses. Either way, I think the author did a smart move in telling the story of two souls who went through a lot even long after the second world war was over.
Cal and Jim are characters who are different as can be and yet I can't help thinking of them as one -- Cal & Jim. The author did a fine job in adding depth to these characters. Although I'd like to think of Cal as the more solid of the two. He really did give off a charming and charismatic vibe; it was so believable and natural. At times, I really wanted to hate Jim for being weak but I can't fault him for that given the time frame of the story and the things they went through in the war. Smart move on the author's part, if I must say.
But alas, although the book deserves a lot of merits, I think it's far from being perfect. I think I just had very high expectations given the reviews and ratings made. I guess I had put this so high on the pedestal. Although very compelling, there were a lot of moments when I'd lose focus on the story and had to stop because the pace went painfully slow. I thought that the author also wasn't able to give justice in painting a concrete and horrible picture of the war. At times, it felt too PG-13 -- lacking in terms of rawness and pain. Post war, I thought the trauma was just mild and tamed. But I think the author wanted to focus more on the characters and their burgeoning story. So all in all, I'd still give this book 4 stars.


