“Can tell you this, though—whatever this is, she and me, I’m done for, man." 💔✨
I’m really sorry Jessa, but you took it one step too far 😕
Jessa is another auto-read for me. I have loved all of her books; The Conditions of Will most of all. However, this one wasn’t my favourite…it was a mixed bag. Parts of it worked really well for me, and others *cough* Joah *cough* just (REALLY) didn’t 🙁
Messy and toxic? A common theme of Jessa’s - this time it was out in FULL FORCE 👀
"There was me before Ysolde Featherstonhaugh, and then there’s me now, after."
It's 1995, Joah Harrigan is the arrogant, enigmatic frontman of the biggest band in the world, and Ysolde is the iconic face of the biggest, most prestigious brands on the planet. She wasn’t meant to fall for the hoodlum of Britain. He wasn’t supposed to be here undoing. Yet, here they are: eyes locking across the room. Falling headfirst, recklessly, and inevitably in love…
“Now I don’t hardly know her,” Joah sings, and he’s back to staring at me, and I’m back to being a puddle when he unflinchingly sings the next line: “But I think I could love her.” 👀 💖 ✨
Ysolde was a messy, yet strangely a likeable character. She has been through a lot and I found her to be surprisingly relatable. Plus, I LOVED how she stood up for herself and didn’t allow Joah to talk down to her. He definitely needed that kick 🤜🏽
“I don’t know who you think you are or, more importantly, who you think I am, that would lead you to believe that I would ever, under any circumstance, allow you to speak to me like that, but that is your first and final warning.” 🙌🏽 GO Ys!
Joah, on the other hand, was beyond arrogant; it was kind of funny at first but got to be really annoying 🙄 (-1 🌟)One of the things that really bugged me about him was his swearing - LITERALLY EVERY OTHER WORD! It got really annoying, real fast! And it definitely affected my enjoyment of the book (-1 🌟)
Okay, on to something I liked about the book - you can always count on Jessa for some highlight worthy content. And, by this I mean, she has a certain way of looking at human relationships that provides a unique and very relevant perspective. Her words capture exactly what it feels like to be human in a way that I have never heard before.
"This is a terrible part of loving someone, isn’t it? That they become your heart that lives outside of your body and they exist in the world, and the world we live in tries to beat everyone and everything down, and today it picked him, and it’s working." 💔
The whole premise of this book was the all-consuming relationship between Ys and Joah. I totally get that Jessa was trying to create this dysfunctional type of connection between them, HOWEVER, it was backed up with no evidence or substance. And furthermore, there was absolutely zero development over the course of the story. There didn’t appear to be any moments of true genuine affection between them, aside from their obsessive ‘love’. I certainly didn’t buy into it, it just felt like celebrity gossip 😬
Yet, despite my criticism, there was still something captivating about this story. I certainly wasn’t going to DNF; I needed to know the end. And speaking of the end, what was with that cliff-hanger?? There best be a sequel, and you bet I’m going to read it 🫣 There is a strangely addictive quality to Jessa’s writing that I can’t quite put my finger on. Nevertheless, she always has me wanting more…
“Something can be great and scary at the same time, you know…” She elbows me gently. “Most worthwhile things are.” 👀
3 🌟🌟🌟