This story is painful to read, and not in a good way. It’s about Ning Yu, who met A-Chong while on vacation in Thailand, and fell in love with him. He then started pursuing A-Chong, despite the guy clearly saying he’s not into steady relationship.
I’m not a fan when one party is chasing desperately, and Ning Yu is stubborn and desperate to the point of willing to do anything. He seems to even have no personality. The following isn’t a literal quote, but it’s basically what happened in a conversation.
“I’d like to have a dog.” “I like cats.” “Oh, I can like cats, too.”
Please, Ning Yu, have some dignity!
This goes on until chapter 36 (out of 42), so imagine how torturous this is to witness. And as I suspected, the change in A-Chong’s heart happens so sudden and is practically based on a dream. Yeah, you heard that one right. A dream!
The author insinuates later that A-Chong is an unreliable narrator (thus he probably likes Ning Yu from the start), and also that Ning Yu enjoys the chase, but unfortunately, the damage is already done. There’s also a lot of philosophical stuff that doesn’t work for me at all.
I usually DNF something I dislike as badly as this, but I buddy read this and we decided to read it till the end to see if it got better (it didn’t).
This novel was written like a classic poetry and that's why it's beautiful. What's more, this novel is too real, honestly it pushed many buttons in my heart. The feelings, the joy, the rejection, annoyance, the sadness, it's too real!! A-Chong is a guy you will fell in love at first sight with. A person you might randomly met on the street, and he has this kind of personality that makes you feel meeting him was fate. Kudos for Ning Yu for not giving up, I wish I have the same balls as him. Aside from that, for A-Chong, I cannot blame his fear, I cannot blame his arguments and logic for relationship. It's what he grew up with, I'm just glad he manage to surpass it and listen to his heart, that Ning Yu was worth to try. He might have been worse, but he grew up as a descent person thanks to his shifu. If I grew up with San-jie, I might as well die. But she has her way of showing her love, in a very harsh Asian way though. This novel is too underrated, and I love the smut, of course. I have too many opinions and words that I cannot express while reading this, when they talk love in their perspective like poetry, I wanted to get inside the book itself and present my own argument. The translation was beautifully written too. Sigh.
Oh god, idk why I came here to write a review..Thing is I'm not good at words.. it'd sound like me rambling nonsense but I wanna say perhaps I can never feel like this reading any other novel..yeah there must be other pieces of literatures with the same theme but nothing would be make me feel restless like this It's mostly because of my personal issues in life..it hit so close to home, in my bone marrow, in my soul..I felt my heart shattered.. It made me realise all the regrets i have in my life which i couldn't face, i couldn't accept. It broke me but I had to accept it.. it'd sound funny but I share same world view as the ml and same thought process in love as the mc. I really can't describe my experience of reading this novel..
Anyway this novel is so beautifully poetically written.. If I could I'd rate in 1000 out of 10.. perhaps this novel is not for everyone to enjoy but I'll forever cherish this, not as some fond memory but as a turning point of life