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Changes on Ice

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Rusty Dolan tries to think of himself as lucky. When his folks declared him dead to them for being gay, he'd already turned eighteen, his hockey gear was in his truck, and NHL star player Scott Edison lived a dozen miles down the road. Which meant instead of crashing his life, Rusty had a place to stay and a goal to chase. At the end of summer, his old pickup wheezed over the mountains without dying, and Scott's coaching helped Rusty earn a spot on the Eugene Gryphons team.

Now, halfway into the season, he's playing his best developmental-league hockey and checking out the Oregon gay scene, which has a lot more options than small-town Kansas. Sadly, it has more douchebags too, and when one of them latches onto Rusty, he panics. NHLer Roger LaCroix is also a friend, of sorts. Rusty calls Cross for help, and the veteran defenseman shows up big time. Which does not help Rusty's long-time crush on him.

Cross knows his worth to the Rafters as a Norris-trophy-winning player, but that's about the only thing he's certain of. Hockey is his whole life. He got dumped by his longtime girlfriend a few years back, and wasn't as sad about it as he expected. He's decided he's probably demisexual, and he and Willow just never reached his comfort zone.

But now there's Rusty. After the mess of the past summer, Cross wants to help a deserving young player get his shot. As a man who hates creeps, he has no hesitation posing as Rusty's boyfriend to fend off a predatory ex. Problem is, Cross kind of likes being around Rusty, giving coaching tips and taking care of him. Except who is Cross, at thirty, to have some kind of identity crisis at the expense of a hot, young, up-and-coming player? He and Rusty really should stick to being friends. It's the only safe answer.

Changes on Ice is an M/M, age-gap, slow burn, asexual-self-discovery sports romance, related to the first books in the series but with two new main characters.
Content warning for grief, stalking.

480 pages, Kindle Edition

First published July 17, 2025

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Kaje Harper

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I get asked about my name a lot. It's not something exotic, though. “Kaje” is pronounced just like “cage” – it’s an old nickname, and my pronouns are she/her/hers.

I was born in Montreal but have lived for 30 years in Minnesota, where the two seasons are Snow-removal and Road-repair, where the mosquito is the state bird, and where winter can be breathtakingly beautiful. Minnesota’s a kind, quiet (if sometimes chilly) place and it’s home.

I’ve been writing far longer than I care to admit (*whispers – fifty years*), mostly for my own entertainment, usually M/M romance (with added mystery, fantasy, historical, SciFi…) I also have a few Young Adult stories (some released under the pen name Kira Harp.)

My husband finally convinced me that after all the years of writing for fun, I really should submit something, somewhere. My first professionally published book, Life Lessons, came out from MLR Press in May 2011. I have a weakness for closeted cops with honest hearts, and teachers who speak their minds, and I had fun writing four novels and three freebie short stories in that series. I was delighted and encouraged by the reception Mac and Tony received.

I now have a good-sized backlist in ebooks and print, both free and professionally published. A complete list with links can be found on my website "Books" page at https://kajeharper.com/.

You can find me and my book reviews on my author page here on Goodreads - I hang out on Goodreads a lot because I moderate the Goodreads YA LGBT Books group. I also post free short YA stories on that group, more than 50 of them so far.

You can also find me on Facebook. https://www.facebook.com/KajeHarper

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1,545 reviews229 followers
October 31, 2025
4,25 - stellar ace rep.

Cross is a bi-romantic, not-sex-averse asexual, closeted 30 year old NHL hockey player.
Rusty is a gay 19 year old hockey player in a minor league, who recently suffered the loss of his brother (who was murdered) and family ( because his parents threw him out when he was outed as gay).

The biggest part of the storyline centered around the different lives both men had, how they connected and got closer.
I loved the realistic feeling issues both men faced, and how genuine Cross's self discovery, his doubts and struggles were portrayed by the author. Awesome.

I could have done without the dramatics caused by Rusty's stalkerish ex and Cross's (absent but still kinda helicopter-) parents. The story would have worked perfectly without that hiccup in my opinion. Thankfully that part was short and swiftly over/dealt with.
The ending was a bit sappy but I didn't mind it (much).
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973 reviews120 followers
August 11, 2025
4.5 stars and ALL the stars for asexual representation

I didn’t remember much (anything at all) about the MCs of this book from their role as secondary characters in Scott, Casey and Will’s books (second book? I don’t think Cross and Rusty were in the first one), but that wasn’t a problem because everything pertinent was recalled in a way that would allow anybody who hasn’t read the previous books to read Cross and Rusty’s story as a standalone (which it is). I personally appreciated the chance to get a glimpse of the three guys who started it all, but this story works by itself.

That premise made, I’ve really enjoyed this book. I was a little worried because, as much as I like this author’s work, the fact that she’s written some of my favorite books means that my expectations are always high and I’ve had enough lukewarm reactions to some of her recent releases (Hidden Wolves universe stories aside), that I was both impatient and reluctant to dive into a new book in this “series” when it was first announced. I should’ve known better than to doubt.

Let’s get the part I liked least of all out of the way first. The part of the plot regarding wasn’t bad and it gave a little action to the story outside of the character and relationship development, but for me it wasn’t the strongest part of the book. It didn't take much page time and it wasn’t a big part of the whole story, though, so it still worked well, as it was incorporated into the rest of the plot without taking it over.
I liked the MCs, Cross and Rusty read realistic for their ages and backgrounds and they worked really well together. Despite all the issues they had to face, they communicated well (as in, not perfectly, but they tried their best and mostly succeeded in a very realistic way) and there was no drama…not that I was actually expecting any from this author, it’s just that this kind of plot and relationship (with ) could’ve easily led there and I’m glad it wasn’t the case.
As I said above, I really appreciated seeing Scott, Will and Casey again, I wanted to say that I wish they had more page time, but, on second thought, that’s just greed talking, they were present just the right amount and at the right times, given their respective roles in Cross and Rusty’s lives.

What made the book for me, aside from good writing and getting to cheer for truly kind, good people to have a happy ending (which are both a given with a Kaje Harper book), was mostly two things. One, I don’t know what happened and if it’s going to last more than it’ll take to post this review, I found myself really interested in the hockey side of things. It could just be Rusty and Cross’s love for the game coming through, but I enjoyed it and I wouldn’t mind reading more about it.
The other thing about this book that will stay with me is the asexual representation. It gets all the stars and I mean ALL of them. I don’t think I’ve ever seen it done so well by an author who doesn’t identify as ace herself (as far as I know). It was simply amazing in its simplicity and realism. You can tell (or at least, I can) that the subject was well-researched, but it was delivered in a natural, fresh and, again, totally realistic way, without it reading like an instruction manual. Cross’s thought process, his journey , his doubts, fears and feelings were portrayed perfectly, as were Rusty’s reactions. Without that aspect, the book would’ve still been good, but for me that was the cherry on top. Really well done.
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3,283 reviews1,183 followers
September 2, 2025
B+ / 4.5 stars

Changes on Ice is a heartfelt and sensual age-gap romance featuring two hockey players from very different backgrounds at very different stages in their careers. While it’s the third book in the author’s Changes series, it can be read as a standalone; the first two books feature the same central characters (a throuple) but this one features different leads and a different storyline. Both protagonists appeared in secondary roles in the earlier books and reference is made to a significant event in which they were both involved, but the author gives enough information about what happened during the course of this story for the reader not to feel lost.

Rusty Dolan’s parents threw him out when he came out to them as gay, so he got in his truck with his hockey gear and went to stay with his mentor and friend, Scott Edison, an NHL star who, along with his friend and team-mate, Cross, coached Rusty and helped him get a place on the Eugene Gryphons, a developmental team in Portland. Now nineteen-going-on-twenty, he’s playing well and loves what he’s doing, although making ends meet is tough; the pay isn’t great and he’s broke most of the time, but at least he can live as his authentic self. Plus, he’s having fun checking out the local gay scene – which has a lot more to offer than small town Kansas.

Roger LaCroix – aka Cross – is one of the NHL’s top defencemen. He’s an All Star, has won the Norris trophy twice and helped the Portland Rafters to a Stanley Cup win – which he hopes to do again. He’s very wealthy – both as a result of his career and from being born into money – and successful, but he’s missing one thing he really wants, which is someone to share his life with. He thought that perhaps he’d found that person in the form of his ex-girlfriend, Willow, but even though he loved her and he knew she cared for him, things just didn’t work out and she broke things off. That was a few years ago now, and Cross hasn’t found anyone else he wants to spend time with or be intimate with, which is starting to worry him, just a bit. He’s known for a while that he’s interested in both men and women, and also believes that he’s demisexual – but he never told Willow for fear of her reaction, and is still closeted as far as his bisexuality/bi-romanticism is concerned. Even though his friend Scott Edison is out as gay, poly and in a committed relationship with his two partners, being anything other than straight in professional hockey is tough path to tread and he’s just not ready to take it yet.

Rusty and Cross got to know each other a little the previous summer when Rusty stayed with Scott and his partners at their Kansas home and Scott and Cross helped Rusty prepare for his move to the Gryphons. Rusty developed a crush on Cross but kept it to himself; he knows Cross is way out of his league and was just being friendly but still… a guy can dream. They’ve stayed friendly and text each other now and again, but aren’t close; yet when Rusty needs help getting rid of an ex who won’t take no for an answer, Cross is the person he calls. Rusty doesn’t have any real friends; he’s too busy trying to navigate a locker room filled with casual homophobia, a team captain who doesn’t really care and a coach he knows will throw him off the team given the slightest reason, to have been able to trust any of his teammates sufficiently enough for friendship. He’s not sure what he’d hoped Cross would do to help, so is surprised when he offers to pretend to be Rusty’s new boyfriend (Cross is straight, as far as he knows) and that they should meet the ex together to make sure he gets the message.

Although that’s the set-up for the slow-burn romance between Rusty and Cross, Changes on Ice isn’t a fake-dating story. Rather it’s a story about these two men learning how to reconcile their differences and create balance in their relationship, about Cross coming to terms with his sexual identity and both of them learning to understand their partner’s emotional and sexual needs and figuring out what type of intimacy works for them.

Cross is thirty and seems like he has everything; Rusty is nineteen and has nothing, so there’s a lot of difference to navigate here. Cross is more concerned about the age gap than Rusty is, and while I know it won’t work for some readers because of Rusty’s age, it worked for me; he’s one of those characters who’s life experience has forced him to grow up quickly so he feels older than his actual years. Rusty’s main concern is their vast financial disparity; he doesn’t want to be ‘kept’ and he wants pull his weight however he can, and Cross quickly learns not to downplay the cost of things or offer to pay for things more often than Rusty can afford to go halves. I really liked the way the story explores the issue of money and shows how important it is that they reach a compromise they can both live with.

The issue of Cross’s sexuality is expertly handled, too. As well as the age difference and financial gap, Cross worries that he’s not a suitable sexual partner for Rusty; he keeps waiting to feel the sexual desire for Rusty he’s sure must follow the emotional connection they’re building, but it never happens, which causes him to have a major re-think about his sexuality. Realising he’s asexual – not totally sex averse, but not all that interested in sex for himself – makes him feel as though a weight has been lifted after a lifetime of feeling that there was something wrong with him because he didn’t enjoy sex the way other people did. But how can a nineteen-year-old man with a healthy sexual appetite want to be with someone like Cross, who isn't particularly bothered about orgasms?

With a lot of care, support and communication is the answer to that one. Rusty’s initial reaction – being a little disappointed and not quite understanding it – feels realistic when you also take into account the fact that he doesn’t want to feel like he’s taking from Cross all the time without reciprocating. The portrayal of Cross’s asexuality feels nuanced and honest, and I liked that he’s able to show Rusty that what they do in bed isn’t simply one-sided and that Rusty is absolutely giving as well as receiving pleasure. Rusty being so completely accepting is lovely to read.

While Cross and Rusty are navigating all these potential relationship minefields, there’s some external drama happening that keeps things moving. Rusty’s creepy ex just won’t go away, Cross’s father – who is still annoyed that his son decided to pursue a career in hockey rather than joining the family business – starts shit-stirring, and of course, there’s the matter of when and how Cross is going to come out so he can be with Rusty openly. There’s a lot going on, but none of it detracts from the romance, which is the real heart of the book.

The two protagonists are superbly written and fully-rounded, and their romance is full of warmth and genuine affection. Changes on Ice is a lovely read that will tug at the heartstrings and have you rooting hard for Rusty and Cross to get a very well-deserved HEA.
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228 reviews19 followers
August 13, 2025
Hockey players ✅
Age Gap ✅


I’ve really had a hard time getting into this whole series to be honest.

Two new main characters Rusty and Cross. They’d met in the midst of in the wake of murder and kidnapping in book 2 and are now friends.

Rusty has been through it. Book 2, his parents had disowned him, his coach was a drug dealer, his high school teammate Dale was traumatised and his brother Mike was dead at sixteen.

Rusty is also having trouble with an ex boyfriend not accepting he is an ex so Cross steps in.

‘Having Cross there fake-boyfriending and defending Rusty had been an odd mix of great and embarrassing.’

There’s definitely an unspoken attraction.

Rusty goes over to Cross’s place for some coaching which leads to a kiss. And then Cross reasons why they can’t do that , he is 30 and Rusty is 19. Blah blah blah

He doesn’t say about his sexual issues.

Rusty accepts his place in the friendzone.

Rusty’s ex Tyler is still being problematic and stalkerish. He threatens to out Cross.

Rusty gets out of the friendzone and into Cross’s arms. Make out time.

There’s some video sex when Rusty’s on the road.

Cross is injured on the ice. His sister Marie and Rusty are in the stands and follow him to the hospital. Marie figures out they are together.

“Your sister loves me.” So do I. Cross shoved that inappropriate thought down deep. It was just the meds, making him emotional.

Rusty leaves for the summer, Cross goes to rehab. Their communication is shit cos they aren’t saying what they really want to say.

Cross explains to Rusty that he’s demisexual.

Cross comes to Rusty at the ranch and whisks him away to a hotel.

“I don’t want to lose you.” Cross’s throat ached. “But I’m beginning to think maybe I can’t be everything you need in bed.”

They communicate about it , yay .

Tyler the ex is still hanging around, trying to extort money and just being crazy.

Cross is facing never playing in the NHL again and taking it out on Rusty.

‘The Eugene cops had arrested Tyler for driving under the influence and found enough meth in his truck to charge him with intent to sell. He was in jail, with bail high enough his broke ass wouldn’t be able to pay it. Whether he copped a plea, or went to trial, he was neutralized.’

Masked man kidnap Rusty and Cross and Tyler is behind it! What? How?

They are saved but Rusty is under suspicion from the cops and Cross’s dad.

Tyler sells his story to the tabloids and outs Rusty and Cross.

There’s a press conference.

Cross bought a property and they intend to live happily ever after with each other.
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2,894 reviews59 followers
July 29, 2025
I enjoyed this one a lot, for a non-hockey fan, since there's just enough of the sport for flavor. As usual, great characters, good plot, great emotional evolutions, just enough danger, satisfying ending. The asexual representation was very good, given that as with all such labels, each person's version is unique. Stalkers continue to be hella-creepy. The rich/poor aspect is handled really well. The hurt/comfort part was just as complex as it ought to be. This whole trilogy is such a gift.
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811 reviews65 followers
July 23, 2025
Entertaining, though not my favorite from this terrific author. The book is a bit all over the place, though I wound up enjoying the second half more than the first. It's a slow-burn romance with age and financial gaps.

The story features young, poor hockey player Rusty, whose working toward a spot in the NHL from a low-level pro farm team (or whatever it’s called in hockey), and his crush-turned-friendship that evolves into love with ~10 years older man Cross (Roger LaCroix), a top NHL player and rich in his own/his family’s right as well. These MCs were secondary characters from the first two related books in this series, which I have not read. I had no trouble following along, though a LOT happened even to these two in that duet, which I believe ended with a kidnapping in which Rusty was held at gunpoint and Cross was forced to drive the getaway car. Or it might have been the other way around. Rusty’s younger brother was killed in those events, which haunts him today. Rusty is also estranged from his family after those events, which outed him as gay. He’s one of the few out gay players in the pro hockey world (but one of the MCs from the first duet is the first out NHL player, which paves the way a bit for these two in this story). So a lot of their important back story happened on page in the previous duet.

The story is a bit all over the place, jumping from stalker-ex and pretending to be boyfriends to Cross being badly injured to Rusty being a cowboy for a summer far away to Rusty caring for Cross to Cross coming to terms with his true sexuality and what that means for him and Rusty back to hints of stalking to more rom suspense...it kind of didn’t know what it wanted to be. I enjoyed the second half more, once the two MCs had more time on page together and worked on figuring out how their relationship would work for them, whether it would, what Cross’s sexuality (leaning into ace, and I think/hope the book is good rep for that, though I’m a layperson on that front) means for their future. They face coming to terms with what will satisfy them both in their intimate relationship as well as working through the glaring difference in their finances, with Rusty being low income and not wanting charity/help, and Cross coming from massive wealth. (Honestly, Rusty got on my nerves a bit, just let the man pay for your damn car repair once in a while, it isn’t an insult! Jeezus. Too proud to accept any form of help at all when it’s offered genuinely and needed gets tiresome, though his independent spirit was heroic). Rusty confronting Cross’s hella rich and aggressive father about certain things was an awesome/favorite moment.

The book and I didn’t start off on a good foot. Who calls a good friend for advice about a stalker-y ex and starts the conversation with, you know how I’ve been fucking lots of people and figuring myself out? Well, I dated this final guy...! I mean...really? THAT is where you start, to explain you just broke up with someone who is now being a dick? Why? And the refrain of just how much Rusty had loooved exploring with hookups kept popping back up and grating on me and diminishing the romance. I started thinking Rusty couldn’t be fulfilled with Cross because Rusty loved fucking oh, SO much, and I’m sure that wasn’t the intention. If he’d just STFU about it, I wouldn’t have noticed. Yeesh. STFU about other people! No one cares! Focus on your guy! (Yeah, yeah. Me. Sigh.)

But I did enjoy parts throughout, seeing Rusty with friends working on the ranch (friends who disappeared in the final third, even after the dangerous events of the finale. Where’d Kris go? Will and Casey?). The hockey game moments, both playing and spectating. Cross giving Rusty pointers. Another favorite moment is the final press conference scene, and I hope perhaps we’ll see stories featuring one or two of Rusty’s siblings in the future, once they’re grown. A reunion would not go amiss. I hoped hard they’d reach out to Rusty and Cross when they could.

The relationship develops unevenly and oddly, but I believed in their friendship and felt they had a solid foundation for a happy future. It wasn’t an on-fire romance, and their connection seemed unbalanced at first, but it grew on me. The age- and wealth-gaps played nicely into the conflict and didn’t become silly obstacles; I thought they wrapped their heads around these elements well and talked things through. There’s a lot of strong communication between them.

I did not enjoy just how cliché the stalker ex became; this author can absolutely do better, I’ve seen it. The situation became eye-rolly in the end, though Cross’s support people were terrific and strengthened the scenes.

Shout out to Cross’s sister, Marie, loved her! Terrific female character, as was the briefly spotlighted Rafter’s PR rep, Shana Vail, at the end. Rusty’s supposed bestie Kris got short-shrifted though, she pretty much disappeared after he left the ranch. She was great when she was there, as was her partner, Nita. I had a sense that some characters had to be mentioned because they were in previous books, but they didn’t have a part to play here.

Final gripe, I’m just...not a fan of the way the injury played out. Unsatisfying. I’m tired of that scenario. Oh well.

HEA, rich-poor, 10-year age-gap, pro hockey players romance. Coming out, ace and bi rep. Unevenly woven romantic suspense. I would have liked the book better without that thread, likely, if it had stayed focused on the romance and the intimacy and financial challenges. But whatever. Safe for me, there are no others in the present for either of them, despite the irritating sporadic refs to Rusty’s former frequent hookups. The OM drama comes from Rusty’s awful ex, uninvited by the heroes. Recommended.

My thanks to Gay Romance Reviews for the ARC; this is my free and impartial opinion.
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Author 12 books11 followers
August 23, 2025
Reviewed for Love Bytes – 4.25 hearts.
After a close encounter with kidnapping and a gun, NHL hockey star, Roger ‘Cross’ LaCroix, has nightmares. When Rusty called needing help, Cross immediately responded. However, Cross never expected his response to turn into a journey of self-discovery.
Changes on Ice is the third book in the Changes series, and the focus shifts to Rusty and Cross, who made their first appearance in book two. I understand an author's need to tell a story in its entirety. However, advertising a polyamorous relationship in a continuous series, then having one of the books mm, could be detrimental to the series as a whole, as there are readers who aren’t comfortable with MMM relationships. As a result, promoters risk missing out on a demographic for the final book.
Did I enjoy the story? Yes.
Was it a page-turner? In parts.
Pace of story - glacial.
Most stories are like journeys on the high seas. There are highs, lows, calmer waters, and faster currents. This was akin to a journey across the Pacific in a rowboat. Some of the scenes were superb, and some elements understandably needed time; I am positive that some readers adore stories this way. However, I struggled with the pace vs the arc.
I am torn between my head and my heart. As already mentioned, there were elements that I truly enjoyed. Rusty and Cross are an absolute delight. The journey of discovering asexuality and making it work within a relationship was inspired, as this is a form that rarely gets written about. However, taking 480 pages to do it was excessive. Books of this length are not the norm.
The previous two books were about three men in a poly relationship, who had completely different careers, dealing with various issues that took up the page count, and I was thoroughly entertained. The relationship in this tale was between two men, both of whom played ice hockey, albeit from different ends of the spectrum. Yet, the page count increased.
While two coming out of the closets are rarely the same, the subject of coming out in the NHL had already been highlighted and developed to a level of incorporating numerous rainbow banners in spectator seats, and I was waving mine along with the crowd. Even with all the other family issues, hockey highs and lows, and dodgy ex drama, I have read books that dealt with more in fewer words. I like my heart to go on a journey with my head, and while my head was entertained, my heart rate barely changed.
It was wonderful to see Will and Scotty have some page time, and I’d have liked them to have more, because it would have given a stronger link to the other books.
Rusty’s background is established in book two, and while I understand his need to be independent and prove he can survive, his decision not to go to the men who took him in for help seemed like he was deliberately being a bit of a stubborn numpty. But hey-ho, he went to Cross and we got love instead. Cross has a whole other set of problems associated with money and demanding parents, but I loved his sister, Marie.
Changes on Ice contains a lot to like, and for the sake of spoilers, I’m not going to say what they are. There are sweet characters and some good on-ice action, but I believe it could have been conveyed with fewer words, which would have made it a punchier read.
This book was provided free in exchange for a fair and honest review for
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139 reviews5 followers
July 18, 2025
4.5 STARS

I'm on vacation, so I'm taking advantage of it and devouring books one after another. As soon as I finished "Changes Going On," I wanted to start this one. I loved Rusty in the previous book, his story was truly heartbreaking, so I really wanted to see his happy ending. I think he and Cross are a great match. While I enjoy age-gap love stories, I was a little wary here, because we have a 19-20 year old and a 30-year-old in the relationship. Often in such stories one may think that the older person in the relationship is taking advantage of the inexperienced one. In this case, there's no such feeling at all. I think that is partly, because of the difficult experiences Rusty has had, reading about him makes you forget how young he is. He's determined to succeed in the NHL and is gradually working towards it. Meanwhile, we see his developing friendship with Cross. He himself has doubts about whether he's a suitable partner for Rusty, not only because of their age difference but also because of his sexual preferences.
Despite some reservations about the plot, I thoroughly enjoyed this book and am glad I had the opportunity to read the entire series and meet these wonderful characters. I can't decide which one I liked best. I highly recommend picking up this book, even if you haven't read the previous two, you'll easily be able to follow the story.

I received an ARC of this book from GRR, and this is my honest review.
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2,542 reviews47 followers
July 25, 2025
**4.5** (trigger warnings at end)
I love this series from Kaje Harper and am so glad that we get to read Rusty and Scott getting their own story after the events of book two.
Rusty is so grateful to the support and found family of his hockey friends. He finds himself in need of help again when an ex just won't take no for an answer and Scott comes to his rescue.
This leads to them strengthening their friendship and growing closer as Rusty plays in the ECHL and Scott leads in the NHL.
It becomes a hugely important relationship for Scott as he struggles to understand all parts of his sexuality, from what he thought he was to the possibility of something different. All of this is under the guise of friendship to the outside world as he's not out. Meanwhile Rusty is dealing with the continuous attention from his ex, his crush on Scott, and working towards furthering his hockey career.
These two men together are adorable but they hit a setback or two along the way. One bad ex brings a whole host of trouble, especially towards the end and an on-ice incident is going to change things.
I love how Rusty stands his ground around Scott's family, (the dad is just a jerk) and makes it known to all that he is not there for Scott's immense wealth (family fortune plus hockey wealth).
These two together are so good, and I really enjoyed reading Scott's journey as he leaned his own sexuality and what that then means in terms of their relationship. communication is important and they also learn that lesson together. As someone under the Ace umbrella, it can be hard to differentiate the different labels, but what's important is that he feels comfortable with who he is and with Rusty.
The group of men they have around them are a fantastic support, not hesitant to jump in whenever needed, and Scott's sister is a spitfire when it comes to being on him, making sure he's safe and cared for.
I absolutely loved reading this story and the journey the men go on, separately and together. Cannot recommend this and the series enough.
**trigger warnings - one MC unalived by family for being gay, grief, PTSD from kidnapping in book two, kidnapping, stalker ex, on ice injury**
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801 reviews259 followers
July 19, 2025
I would like to thank GRR for the opportunity to read and review this ARC.

Changes on Ice had more hockey (for obvious reasons, though not enough...it's never enough) and was more of a sweet and sensual romance compared to the first two books in the Changes series.

There was also A LOT happening outside of Rusty and Cross' love story that made this read all kinds of fun and pretty entertaining. There was Rusty's creepy stalker, Cross' terrible injury, the LaCroix family drama, discourse on sex and sexuality, (unfortunately) another pro athlete having to "come out", and some OTT criminal shenanigans that carried the same energy as Books 1&2.

The love came about soft and slow, with both MCs having to navigate distance, friendship, intimacy, expectations and their lives outside of each other. While this book was less of an emotional circus than Casey, Scott and Will's duology, there was still enough melodrama, healing and heartfelt hiccups to make Rusty and Cross' story a complex and insightful read on many levels.

I did enjoy the exploration of Cross' asexuality, but i didn't really get the warm and fuzzies when it came to his and Rusty's relationship. I think for me i was really catching the age-gap for whatever reason. And while that meant that Harper nailed the characterization like a boss, it also meant that i was a bit disconnected from the emotional connection between Rusty and Cross. When the ilys popped I honestly didn't even realize we were there yet. But this could be a me thing so ymmv.

This was an awesome, all-consuming, sexy sweet series that i'm so happy i got a chance to read! I love Kaje Harper's ability to deliver characters who feel real and solid as they move through their complicated lives on page and somehow always make it straight into my heart. Can't wait for whatever comes next from Harper because this series was dynamite and i'm excited for more!
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238 reviews3 followers
August 3, 2025
The third installment in the Changes series, and Kaje Harper has done it again. This is a beautifully written, emotionally layered romance that gives us just the right amount of hockey romance. If you're looking for age-gap, found family, and honest, nuanced queer rep, this book absolutely delivers.

(We've met Rusty and Cross in the previous books, so if you haven't read those, you probably should.)

Rusty is scrappy, determined and refreshingly openhearted despite the trauma of losing his brother and being disowned by his family. He's chasing his dream of playing professional hockey and dealing with the downside of being an out, gay man in sports. He's had a crush on Cross for a while, and that's portrayed with the quiet yearning that can make you hurt.

Cross is older, steady, disgustingly rich, and still trying to figure out who he is. He always assumed he was demisexual, but is starting to understand that he might actually be asexual. His journey to that realization is handled with care, never rushed or simplified, and accompanied by the kind of realistic angst that someone in a relationship might face.

It's the communication between Rusty and Cross that make this story special. When Cross opens up about his uncertainty around labels and boundaries, Rusty listens. When Rusty expresses his needs and feelings, Cross never shuts him down. It's a masterclass in how to have an emotionally healthy relationship that feels safe, supportive and real.

I really hope the author continues this series - either with more of Rusty and Cross (I would love to see what comes next for them), or with new characters in this same world. I can't help but think there are so many stories left to tell.

But if you've ever questioned where you fit, or if you'll ever find someone who sees you fully and stays, this book is for you.

[I received an advanced copy of this book. All reviews and ratings are my own.]
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3,620 reviews
August 2, 2025
Changes on Ice is the newest addition to Kaje Harper's Changes series. While the first two novels focused on the same three main characters--Will Rice, Casey Barlow, and Scott Edison--this third book features Rusty Dolan and Roger LaCroix, both of whom were notable supporting characters in the second release. Rusty is now nineteen, playing with the Eugene Gryphons in the ECHL as a defenseman, and no longer welcomed by his parents after letting them now he's gay; Cross is thirty and continues to play for the NHL's Portland Rafters, one of the leagues most popular defensemen, and comes from a rather wealthy family. They're tied together by Scott, what with him being Cross's teammate and Rusty's mentor, but the two have also forged their own friendship of sorts. So when an ex of Rusty's becomes overly persistent, Cross offers to pretend to be Rusty's new boyfriend in order to get the other guy off of Rusty's back. Being around each other is turning out to be the best thing ever, but can two such different men find love and their happily ever after?

I've been hoping for Rusty to get his own chance at a happy ending ever since he was introduced in the previous book in the series, and I'm glad that it was with someone like Cross. Now, Cross had piqued my curiosity in book two as well, what with signs that he sure had an interesting back story. These two come off as opposites, especially when it comes to their respective backgrounds, but I love me a slow burn romance, and I appreciated that the author took the time to lay down a foundation for Rusty and Cross. Their romance simmered, then sizzled, before it truly scorched, and the fact that Cross had originally identified as demisexual before coming to the realization that he was asexual and biromantic gave me a deeper appreciation of the journey that he--and later, with Rusty--was on. Now, just like the first two books, this had some suspense to it, albeit it felt a bit more toned down, at least to me, although still enough to give an edge to the overall story. All in all, Changes on Ice was a strong standalone addition to the Changes series. Four stars.
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2,049 reviews21 followers
August 8, 2025
4.25 stars

“Changes on Ice” by Kaje Harper is part of the ‘Changes’ series and spotlights a different couple who were secondary characters in the previous two books. Pro hockey player LaCroix (Cross) and minor league player Rusty didn’t meet under the best of circumstances, and each is dealing with painful memories. When Rusty reaches out for help, he discovers that Cross is more than willing to step up, and the two of them find a connection that neither had anticipated. They must find the courage to explore a relationship that comes with its own set of challenges, some of which may prove to be more dangerous than either anticipated.

This adult gay contemporary hockey romance continues a wonderful series that features strong men who discover that they are stronger together than alone. I love seeing the cameos of the folks from the first two books as well as getting a more in-depth look at some of those who were minor characters in “Changes Coming Down” and “Changes Going On.”
Rusty has already been through more than anyone should have to bear, and seeing him navigate the challenges of adjusting to an obnoxious ex, an inequity in his new relationship, and those who refuse to accept his life choices, plus having to learn more about the spectrum of sexuality than he has been exposed to before makes this both a poignant and enlightening read. I love this author’s ability to explore multiple facets of a relationship between characters I become invested in, and I strongly suggest that the previous stories be read first in order to become acquainted with past occurrences. I’m delighted that there was an additional story in this series, and I hope there will be more to come.


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197 reviews1 follower
July 22, 2025
This story follows Rusty and Cross, whom we know from the previous Changes books, and can be read alone but is better enjoyed as the third in this series. Rusty is 19, living on his own and playing in the ECHL – which means he’s barely able to afford ramen at the end of the month. Cross is a teammate of Scott’s in the NHL, fabulously wealthy, and significantly older at 30.
Cross is also biromantic and maybe demisexual – he’s trying to figure it out, but meanwhile he’s deeply in the closet. Watching him first like, then learn to trust Rusty enough to discuss his truths, is a fascinating and heartwarming character study. Rusty’s reactions are absolutely, stunningly perfect as he tries to understand what Cross means and how this would impact a potential relationship. Nevertheless, the divide between the two – including Rusty’s pride and reluctance to lean on anyone – seems wide until danger and fate lend a hand.
As with the prior books, there’s plenty of action and steam to make the story fly by. I love Cross’ sister Marie, and getting to see Scott in his professional capacity is kind of cool. There’s enough connection to Rusty’s found family, but also the distance and separation that his pride and independence insist on. All around great book, probably my favorite of the series.
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127 reviews2 followers
July 17, 2025
Our MCs are Rusty and Cross, two hockey players with an age gap and a league gap. Rusty is 19 and playing in the lowest league of pro hockey. He's been disowned by his family for being gay, and is super broke most of the time, but he's happy being able to live as his authentic self. Cross is nearly 30 and playing on an NHL team. He's born into stunning wealth and then has built it further with his hockey money. And he's deeply in the closet as biromantic and what he thinks is demisexuality. When Rusty reaches out for help with a stalkery ex-boyfriend and Cross drops everything to help, Rusty is immediately and deeply smitten. Cross knows there's something there too, but he's very worried about the age difference and revealing his demi label. I really liked how this relationship developed and deepened during the book. While they were attracted to each other immediately they took time to build what felt like a little more realistic relationship than I usually see in romance books. They go through frustrations and financial differences that were handled with talking things out. There are a lot of emotional scenes between them which I liked and the full acceptance of Cross being ace by Rusty was lovely. I would really recommend.
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Author 23 books107 followers
August 10, 2025
I love this author’s writing, and I didn’t want to put this book down. Rusty and Cross are very much opposites, yet drawn together by friends and a love of hockey in common. I love how Cross’s helping Rusty out soon turns to a deep friendship and more, with a sprinkling of drama and a very real threat.

Rusty is a sweet guy who has had a rough deal with his brother’s death, and his family abandoning him. He’s also needing to be careful with money – I liked that contrast between him and Cross, who has never had to worry about it. I love the way the author dealt with Cross’s sexuality as he figures things out, and how accepting Rusty is of him and they make it work for both of them. I appreciated the realism of their past experiences having an impact, rather than being dismissed.

I enjoyed the action/drama part of the story too with tensions running high thanks to Rusty’s nasty ex. Amy, head of Cross’s family security, totally rocks. I love how she’s so onto everything and has every scenario figured out.

I loved Rusty’s meeting with Cross’s family, and how he doesn’t let Cross’s dad’s disapproval get in the way of their relationship. I also loved the friendships, especially Scott, Will, and the Rafters.

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825 reviews17 followers
November 24, 2025
Finallyyyyyyyyyy, I was dying to read this for MONTHS and finally got my hands on the paperback. And man, it was so worth the wait!!!

Okay, in reality, this is probably more like a 3.5/4-star read. The antagonist is really over-the-top (I prefer my villains with a BIT more complexity), and some of the tropes grated on me the tiniest bit. But overall, this just made me whole entire day. And really, it gains ALL THE EXTRA STARS FOREVER for giving me an actual honest-to-god well written biromantic ace main character. I could legitimately cry from joy...it is so, so rare to see this kind of representation. And, like Cross, I didn't figure out the ace part of my identity until I was in my 30s, and spent a lot of time before that so confused and desperate to figure out what was wrong with me, so...god, this really hit home for me on a lot of levels.

And honestly, I was just so happy to get to return to this world. I loved Cross and Rusty as characters in the second Changes book, and getting a whole new book dedicated to their story now was such an unexpected and wonderful surprise, five years later. :')
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1,014 reviews16 followers
July 18, 2025
It everyone who reads this will understand my 5⭐️ and that’s ok. For me this book showed family lost and found, learning to accept your family may be flawed and finding you can live with that. Understanding your partner and their needs in all aspects, physically, emotionally, financially, sexually.

Cross and Rusty came from two very different backgrounds and they had to wrestle how they created balance within their relationship. Both men needed autonomy with certain choices they were making both personally and within their relationship but more than anything these two men needed love and someone to choose them and not leave.

If you’ve read the 1st 2 books in the series you will be happy to know our 3 men are still Rusty’s family and we get to see them live in each other and Rusty in this book.

I could go on and on but for me this book was just such a beautiful depiction of unbridled love even through some really hard life events and finding that person who loves you so fully.
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2,621 reviews6 followers
July 20, 2025
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I really enjoyed this book and thought that it was another good addition to the Changes Series. I thought Cross & Rusty were great together and I loved how their relationship progressed, as it felt realistic to me. This book is extremely slow burn as Cross is asexual. I enjoyed seeing them find what type of intimacy works for them and I could feel Rusty’s apprehension about not just wanting to take from Cross and making sure that Cross is getting enjoyment out of what they do, instead of just doing it for him which felt believable to me.

I absolutely love how Rusty wasn’t afraid to call Cross’s dad out when he was being a complete and utter a*sehole. It goes to show that Rusty isn’t afraid to not only stick up for himself but be completely in Cross’s corner and have his best interests at heart. I’m looking forward to reading more books by Kaje Harper in the future. I’d recommend this book, series and author to others.

******I received a complimentary copy of this book through GRR. I would still happily review this book even if I purchased it myself. My thoughts and feelings about this book are completely unbiased******
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1,945 reviews23 followers
July 20, 2025
I enjoyed this book. It was well written and the age gap was done well - the characters acted/sounded their age and yet the relationship still worked. The ace rep was great, and I enjoyed how they made sex work for them. I really liked how it explored the challenges of having money.

However, I didn't love it. There were a lot of themes, and I felt like the ones explored in more depth were the ones I wasn't really interested in, and the ones I wanted to read about were skimmed over. I wanted more of the fallout following the previous book's events, more sports, particularly from Cross's perspective (), the challenges due to the characters' different life stages/social differences. Unfortunately, the main focus of the book was on Cross trying to identify/label his sexuality and I just wasn't interested in that.
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859 reviews22 followers
August 8, 2025
Changes on Ice was such a satisfying wrap-up to this trilogy. Rusty and Scott’s story is softer and slower than the first two books, but still packed with drama, stalker exes, family tension, on-ice injuries, and even some high-stakes criminal chaos.

What I really loved was how Kaje Harper handled Scott’s asexuality honestly, openly, and with the nuance it deserves. Watching him figure out his identity and what he wants with Rusty was so well done. Rusty, meanwhile, is all heart, grateful for his found family, standing his ground with Scott’s awful dad, and showing that he’s here for him, not the fame or money.

The romance builds gradually, with plenty of friendship, communication, and emotional growth along the way. And of course, the hockey backdrop adds just the right amount of grit and excitement. This series has been such a gift—real, heartfelt characters navigating complicated lives, and making you root for them every step of the way. Highly recommend reading all three.
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1,330 reviews24 followers
December 15, 2025
3.75 stars. Overall I really liked this, but I didn't read the first two books in the series, and there were moments I just wanted more information, like what exactly happened to Mike, Rusty's younger brother? I guess that's on me for starting here, but I still would have liked a little overview of what happened before this story started.
What I liked most about this book was the ace rep, well done. I could have done with the over the top stalkery ex shenanigans at the end of the book. Let's keep it a bit more realistic than that, please. There was enough going on already, so no need for cheap theatrics. I also got a little bit frustrated with Rusty's refusal to accept any monetary help from Cross at all, and with Cross when he was constantly being a jerk to Rusty after the accident, but Rusty telling Cross's dad off was great (go Rusty!) and in the end they did figure everything out. It would have been nice if they could have done it in 350 pages instead of 450 though.
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306 reviews5 followers
July 13, 2025
Well, that was fun. I read it in one day (but it took the whole day 'cuz it's kinda looong).

It's slow burn. There's a 10/11 year age gap between the 2 of them. Cross has been more of a coach to Rusty up until they realize there's more to their relationship than just friendship. It's lots of hockey (Cross is in the NHL & Rusty's a step below the AHL). Cross is Ace, and there's a lot about how he figures himself out, and how he and Rusty figure out their relationship. There's more to this than just a romance. Cross is injured in an accident during a game, so there's lots of rehab and healing. There's also a kidnapping situation due to Rusty's ex-boyfriend. The main characters from the other 2 books appear quite a bit, however the book is completely understandable even if you haven't read the first 2 books.

Really enjoyed this one.
776 reviews7 followers
July 18, 2025
I love this book and this series. It always moves my heart and leaves me believing that love does overcome all odds. This book is about two hockey players (even thought hockey is secondary so if hockey not your thing, you will still love this book) from different backgrounds, SES, and life situations. Rusty is younger and been on his own after parents said he was dead to them after coming out so finances always a concern whereas Cross is older, wealthy and in the closet. A stalker to Rusty brings these two men together and while both feel attraction and connections, they both have concerns. I loved that this book focuses on the slow development of this relationship and will warm your heart. A fantastic read that for sure should be your reading list. I did receive an ARC and leave this honest review.
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Author 15 books102 followers
August 22, 2025
Book 3 of the series but as it deals with 2 of the side characters from book 2 and not the main throuple I think this could be read as a standalone. The author provides enough backstory on what happened the previous summer to avoid confusion.

This is Rusty and Cross' story. Rusty is out, 19 and just starting his hockey journey. Cross is a 30 yo closeted bisexual, well established in his career. The age gap aspect of this story is well done, as is the fake relationship (which is quite a monor part of the story). Where it really shines is the friends to lovers aspect, combined with some of the best hurt/comfort I've read in a while. Cross' journey of realisation that he is not demisexual but asexual and Rusty's acceptance, felt so real and really tugged at my heartstrings.
A lovely romance with two of my favourite side characters from the previous book.
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291 reviews2 followers
July 19, 2025
I went into this without having read the first two books (which focus on a different couple), and it still worked really well as a standalone, though I wouldn’t have minded a little more recap at times.

I really liked this book. When I started, I hadn’t realised that one of the MCs is on the asexual spectrum, but I absolutely loved how that was portrayed. It felt honest, respectful, and nuanced, and I really appreciated how both characters dealt with it. There was care, communication, and so much warmth.

It’s such a refreshing change to see intimacy handled in this way, especially in a romance. Also, Rusty? So sweet. The only thing missing now is a bonus chapter with him in the NHL. I need that, please 😂
3,055 reviews21 followers
August 4, 2025
For Rusty, hockey provides a way forward when his family disowns him for being gay. He gets the help he needs to prepare for and play in the developmental league and to explore who he truly is in Oregon which is far away from small town Kansas. Unfortunately, he meets problematic as well as good people and he needs an assist. NHL defenseman Cross, who is a friend, helps him deal with a problematic ex by posing as his fake boyfriend. This leads to Cross coming to the realization that his sense of his sexuality is undergoing an evolution. Rusty has a crush and Cross is also feeling things he was not expecting to feel as he spends time with his friend. This story felt real with characters that were easy to relate to.
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319 reviews5 followers
August 2, 2025
Kaje Harper's "Changes on Ice" is a fantastic book in the hockey romance genre, offering a story that is both sweet and deeply emotional. The novel centers on two new main characters, Cross and Rusty, and expertly navigates their age-gap, slow-burn romance with a focus on self-discovery. Harper handles complex themes such as grief, identity, and the challenges of being an out athlete with a sensitive and thoughtful hand. The writing is engaging, the dialogue is sharp, and the characters are so well-developed that you can't help but root for them. It's a heartwarming and satisfying read that stands on its own while also being a great addition to the "Changes" series.
3,010 reviews46 followers
August 3, 2025
Changes on Ice is book 3 in the Changes series by Kaje Harper. This story follows Rusty and Cross, whom we know from the previous Changes books, and can be read alone but is better enjoyed as the third in this series.
Our MCs are Rusty and Cross, two hockey players with an age gap and a league gap. Rusty is 19 and playing in the lowest league of pro hockey. Cross is nearly 30 and playing on an NHL team.
While they were attracted to each other immediately they took time to build a relationship that works for them. They go through frustrations and financial differences that were handled with talking things out.
I loved seeing them get their HEA.
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