Serious SPOILERS throughout the whole review, so be ware.
…Wow. I read the whole thing in one go, and it exceeded my boldest expectations. The emotions are still boiling, I barely slept at night, but I’m so happy I must look totally crazy now.
I can hardly say which book in the series is my most favorite, since they all are absolutely fantastic and mind-blowing, practically earth-shattering. I would have never believed that such long, seemingly never-ending stories can still be so fascinating that it’s literally impossible to put a book aside for even one moment. I *loved* Elish and Reaver’s alliance, their team. They are both so powerful, so dark, so strong and cruel, and both driven to extremes with their crushing love for their boys that overwhelm every crease of their mind. I enjoyed every minute of their search, and more and more I like the idea of them being the Kings of post-Fallocaust world, with Jade and Killian by their sides. I dream to see them like that one day.
Every moment when they thought they were close and then faced the disappointment, every time they were terrified they’d find Jade and Killian dead was incredible. My heart was hammering without stop, because there was just not a single moment to rest and to breathe. I loved how cold, icy mask of Elish shattered from time to time, how his emotions concerning Jade came to surface. Such moments were rare, but absolutely unforgettable and oh so touching. The author has an amazing ability to describe love in the most gripping, shattering, beautiful way. Those feelings Elish has for Jade and Reaver has for Killian are unusual because of their strength, they’re bordering on the point of obsession, but I’ve never seen anything so strong and so captivating. I could read about them forever.
New layers of shocking mysteries continue to amaze me and leave me with my mouth agape. Really, where do all of these ideas come from?? I could NEVER imagine those things! Like Perish being Sky’s twin – OMG, or what Perish did to Killian… but the only thing I can say – finally! I was afraid to hope that Killian will indeed become immortal, but I’m so happy now! I look forward to those ‘couple’ moments the author has promised in the next book, I can’t wait to see how Reaver and Killian will both enjoy the gift of immortality. All pieces of the plot are coming together perfectly.
I’m afraid for Jade, I really think Elish should just give up and make him immortal as soon as possible, or this wonderful boy will drive them both to their graves soon.
Only now something occurred to me. Basically, people with matching auras fall in love the second they see each other, we saw it happen with Reaver, Garret and Joaquin. So I think it’s logical to assume the same thing happened to Elish – he must have fallen for Jade the first time he saw him. But what an icy blood this chimera has if he started to show signs of affection only after a few months! Even such powerful thing as predestined love needed some time to make him give in! It amazes me and makes me admire him even more. It makes his feelings for Jade even stronger in my eyes. (And God, I enjoyed his confusion when Reaver wanted to have sex with him – perplexed Elish is something!)
Now, directly to Quil… man, I don’t know how you do this, but you made me feel empathy for even the most loathsome characters!! I still can’t believe it! Can you imagine that I feel sorry for Silas, and that I think what Reaver and Killian did in the end was cruel? Can you imagine that I want him to reunite with his Sky after all, either in this world or somewhere beyond it? I cried when he broke down in the end – I *cried*, and I hated him. I don’t know what you’re planning, but please, give him some peace in the end. He deserves to love and be loved after so many years of agony. Brian will never be able to become a suitable substitute for Sky.
And – can you imagine that I felt sorry for NERO?! I’m still not sure about that. Maybe I’m a weak minded fool, but I want Kiki to free him and for them to leave somewhere where no one can find them. I hate Nero, I swear, when he tortured and raped Reaver, I was literally shaking with rage, I wanted him to drop dead right away, I even wanted to write some very mean words to you. I didn’t have the same reaction with Killian or Reno, or even Jade - maybe, as Reno said, because for someone as dominant, dark and menacing as Reaver to lose all control like that is the worst torture imaginable. Being so humiliated and destroyed – it’s probably nearly impossible for him to cope with it. So yes, I HATE Nero, but now I’m perplexed, because I do feel sorry for him – his punishment fills me with horror, I don’t think anyone deserves such a terrible existence.
I like Garret, I like Reno – love all aspects of their relationship, and the fact that Garret is not like most chimeras, he’s softer and shyer. Though he does have his chimera moments, and boy, how powerful they are! I hope we’ll get to see Joaquin and Jem in the next book, I want to know more of their relationship, I’m dying for it.
If I were to describe every moment, every word that I loved in this masterpiece, my review would go on forever, so I try to control my desire to babble. I can’t not mention the ending, though. Reaver and Killian moments.
At first I was a little annoyed because of the lack of Reaver and Killian together – I wanted to finally see them, I missed their interactions and their love, but very quickly I realized that even when Reaver is desperately looking for Killian, even when Killian is slowly losing his mind, it’s still all about them. When they weren’t together physically, they were together mentally. Reaver’s love is so powerful, the moments he snapped showed his maniacal darkness again, and it was strangely touching and heartbreaking. I honestly gave up hoping he will find Killian in this book, so when he did, I couldn’t help but squeal from happiness and excitement. It was one of the best, most memorable moments ever! Fantastic.
The moment when Killian was dying… oh my, I suspected by then that he was immortal, but I still cried myself – Reaver’s despair, sorrow, helplessness were overwhelming, it just broke me. But when he realized Killian was going to come back… let’s just say, I’m still flying somewhere on cloud nine from happiness and sheer joy of it. Beautiful moment, simply mesmerizingly beautiful.
So, yes, I LOVED this book, just as crazily as I loved previous ones. As for editing – really, the plot is so fascinating and captivating, it gives you no time to breathe, not to mention looking for typos. When I see some, I just skip them, because action takes you further, and you want to follow its astonishing turns. I personally prefer to read the book sooner rather than wait for months until it gets polished perfectly – I’m a writer myself in my country, and my beta usually edits *one* chapter much longer than it took me to write it – for example, I wrote one part in a week, she finishes checking it in a few months. I’d hate to see it happen to these wonderful series. Minor mistakes might annoy and distract when the story is boring, but when you can’t read fast enough… seriously, I didn’t notice even one typo in second volume – I was too busy reading :)
So THANK YOU, Quil – The Fallocaust series is something that will stay in my mind forever. Next books can’t come quickly enough. I’d love to see all of them turned into TV series once – there is simply no such character as Reaver. He’s crazy, scary, dark, but I think it’s impossible not to love him. And how incredible you’re showing the changes that are happening to him thanks to Killian’s influence…
Thank you! I can’t wait to re-read the series one more time, more slowly and carefully this time, savoring every word. Now – waiting anxiously for January 2015!