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Estela, Undrowning
In her raw and resonant debut novel, René Peña-Govea seamlessly interweaves prose and poetry to uplift the power of language, the courage to fight injustice, and the complex beauty of finding your people—perfect for fans of Elizabeth Acevedo’s The Poet X and Carolina Ixta’s Shut Up, This is Serious.
Estela Morales is one of the only Latinas who tested into San Francisco’s most exclusive public high school. In her senior year, Estela just wants to keep her head down, eke out a passing grade from her racist Spanish teacher, and get into her dream college.
But after placing second in the Latiné Heritage Poetry Contest behind a non-Latino student, Estela is thrust into citywide debates about merit, identity, and diversity.
Things only get messier when her family is threatened with eviction. As Estela’s friends organize against bigotry and her landlady increases the pressure, Estela is suffocating and finds release only in poetry and in a breathless new romance. When tensions finally reach their breaking point, Estela must find a way to undrown the community she loves—and herself.
Estela Morales is one of the only Latinas who tested into San Francisco’s most exclusive public high school. In her senior year, Estela just wants to keep her head down, eke out a passing grade from her racist Spanish teacher, and get into her dream college.
But after placing second in the Latiné Heritage Poetry Contest behind a non-Latino student, Estela is thrust into citywide debates about merit, identity, and diversity.
Things only get messier when her family is threatened with eviction. As Estela’s friends organize against bigotry and her landlady increases the pressure, Estela is suffocating and finds release only in poetry and in a breathless new romance. When tensions finally reach their breaking point, Estela must find a way to undrown the community she loves—and herself.
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August 15, 2025
4.25 stars.
Give me all of the latine (x,o) coming-of-age stories forever. Growing up, these types of books weren't mainstream and it makes my heart so happy that there are more options now.
Estela was a character that I didn't love at first but the more I read, the more I recognized that she was a kid who had been shaped by microaggressions and racism in her school/ community. Estela's character growth through the novel felt realistic for her age but there were a few things that felt a little too "easy" for them to be believable (ie. how was every single adult besides the Spanish teacher so progressive and supportive?). Overall, I loved the mix of Spanish and English as well as poetry and prose and can't wait to see more from this author.
Thanks to NetGalley, HarperCollins, and the author, Rene Peña-Govea for the ARC in exchange for my honest review.
Give me all of the latine (x,o) coming-of-age stories forever. Growing up, these types of books weren't mainstream and it makes my heart so happy that there are more options now.
Estela was a character that I didn't love at first but the more I read, the more I recognized that she was a kid who had been shaped by microaggressions and racism in her school/ community. Estela's character growth through the novel felt realistic for her age but there were a few things that felt a little too "easy" for them to be believable (ie. how was every single adult besides the Spanish teacher so progressive and supportive?). Overall, I loved the mix of Spanish and English as well as poetry and prose and can't wait to see more from this author.
Thanks to NetGalley, HarperCollins, and the author, Rene Peña-Govea for the ARC in exchange for my honest review.
August 1, 2025
For fans of YA books like, “The Education of Margo Sanchez” and “The Fire on High,” but with a west coast setting. Estela is a high school senior at the prestigious public school, Robert Frost High School. Not only is Estela “Steli” high-achieving and hyper-focused on getting into college, she’s a talented poet. At the encouragement of her AP English teacher, Ms. Álvarez and for the lure of prize money she can use to pay for AP exams, Steli enters the Latine Heritage month Poetry contest. But, when an Asian American student enters the contest and wins first place, Frost and its students have to grapple with the racism and lack of support Black and Brown students face. This means Steli also has to address her own internalized racism and classism. The author adeptly tackles issues of gentrification and eviction, mental health, and racism and classism within communities of color. Other enjoyable things: chino- latino and black latina representation, complicated female characters, queer side characters, conchas, and beautiful poems. I’m definitely looking forward to the author’s next work. Thank you to netgalley for the e arc!
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
A NEW PERSONAL FAVE. A poetically written YA with a lot of important themes. This book hit me in my feels so hard.
Estela tested into one of the most exclusives high schools in her area. She wants to keep her head down and focus on getting into her dream college. Sure there are some questionable people at the high school (her racist Spanish teacher), her privileged friend (ignorant or not), and a hot debate about merit and opportunities handed to students; but she just needs to make it through senior year and move on. Yet things continue to pile on. Estela is navigating possible eviction, her mental health, and everything happening at school while also starting a new romance. As things continue to spiral, Estela . Soon she starts to realize that keeping her head down isn't as easy as she thinks. She has to face the truths about school staff, peers, friends, and even her own biases.
This novel really tackles gentrification, racism, mental health, and identity so beautifully. These themes can be so delicate, but they were well written and super digestable. The author did a great job weaving this all together throughout the story and showcasing how they all related to each other.
I will say, the romance did lead to sex and I always feel conflicted about teenagers having sex on page. That being said, it wasn't overly done and was written age appropriately.
Thank you to NetGalley and HarperAudio for the ALC. As a Chicana who also grew up in CA, this was so relatable. I think this is a really important read. I cannot believe this is a debut novel and I can't wait to see what comes next for the author.
Estela tested into one of the most exclusives high schools in her area. She wants to keep her head down and focus on getting into her dream college. Sure there are some questionable people at the high school (her racist Spanish teacher), her privileged friend (ignorant or not), and a hot debate about merit and opportunities handed to students; but she just needs to make it through senior year and move on. Yet things continue to pile on. Estela is navigating possible eviction, her mental health, and everything happening at school while also starting a new romance. As things continue to spiral, Estela . Soon she starts to realize that keeping her head down isn't as easy as she thinks. She has to face the truths about school staff, peers, friends, and even her own biases.
This novel really tackles gentrification, racism, mental health, and identity so beautifully. These themes can be so delicate, but they were well written and super digestable. The author did a great job weaving this all together throughout the story and showcasing how they all related to each other.
I will say, the romance did lead to sex and I always feel conflicted about teenagers having sex on page. That being said, it wasn't overly done and was written age appropriately.
Thank you to NetGalley and HarperAudio for the ALC. As a Chicana who also grew up in CA, this was so relatable. I think this is a really important read. I cannot believe this is a debut novel and I can't wait to see what comes next for the author.
January 23, 2026
Wow. Strong & beautiful depiction of young adults being in the California school system. Listened on Audio, and automatically impressed with the narrator’s ability to capture the author’s switch between characters en español, in english, and in awkward-american-accented-spanish depending on circumstance. And the incorporation of poetry was mas brillante.
I feel like this novel captured the social milieu of SF pretty well, touching on racial inequity in schooling, pitfalls of exceptionalism, the model minority myth, affirmative action, and coalition building! even w/ the keen, considerate thought to mention orgs like AROC who have been doing the good justice work.
Gives me nostalgia for the Bay Area — i can almost taste Ike’s dutch crunch bread!! Thank you René Peña-Govea for your work, and to NetGalley & HarperAudio for the E-ALC. Calling my fave YA Librarian to get this on the holds lists ASAP!
I feel like this novel captured the social milieu of SF pretty well, touching on racial inequity in schooling, pitfalls of exceptionalism, the model minority myth, affirmative action, and coalition building! even w/ the keen, considerate thought to mention orgs like AROC who have been doing the good justice work.
Gives me nostalgia for the Bay Area — i can almost taste Ike’s dutch crunch bread!! Thank you René Peña-Govea for your work, and to NetGalley & HarperAudio for the E-ALC. Calling my fave YA Librarian to get this on the holds lists ASAP!
March 27, 2026
A coming-of-age story centered on a young Chicana student balancing everyday life with the weight of systemic racism. Estela’s story matters! It highlights struggles that deserve to be seen and acknowledged. The author did an incredible job creating characters that feel real, layered, and full of heart. 🤎
AND THIS BOOK COVER IS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL!! 🥲
AND THIS BOOK COVER IS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL!! 🥲
March 1, 2026
This was such an amazing Chicana coming of age story. It had literally everything that a person of color goes through in life and in school . The poetry throughout the whole book was so beautiful!
March 9, 2026
Estela, Undrowning is a coming of age story following Estela in her senior year in high school. There are so many themes in this book that it could feel overdone, but it is executed flawlessly. Estela is a student that is under a ton of stress and you can feel the weight of it hearing all her thoughts and see all the things she is navigating, there are themes of anxiety/panic attacks, race and identity, affirmative action, housing instability and teenage romance. There is a Latine Heritage poetry contest in the school and when the winner is non-Latino it brings up questions of merit, race and diversity within the school and city. I had the chance to listen to Estela, Undrowning as an advanced listeners copy and really enjoyed the narrator. I especially recommend listening to the audiobook if you are new or learning Spanish as I felt like hearing the Spanish out loud added to my experience in enjoying it! 4.25 stars and hope you decide to pick up this book or audiobook! Thanks to NetGalley and Harper Collins Audio for giving be the opportunity to listen to a ALC of this book!
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Thank you to HarperAudio / Quill Tree for the ALC.
This book had no business making me tear up before I had to show up for work.
What a gorgeously written young adult novel. These characters are messy, imperfect, full of self-doubt, holding tight to internalized shame, and all at once confident and sassy. These characters felt immensely real. The story line was heavy at times but consistently flecked with hope and buoyed by collective action.
Following Estela through her senior year of high school in the Bay Area, Estela Undrowning balances strong character development, cohesive plot points, and great pacing. All of the characters are given the appropriate amount of attention and nuance. The central friendship trio of Estela, Angelique ("Geli"), and Chloe reminded me of my own high school trio of best friends. The girls support one another, challenge each other, listen and speak openly about the realities and complexities of their lives. I truly loved how Estela's poems weaved in and out of the story. For writing that is already strong, the poems, those written in Estela's voice and the verses included from Pablo Neruda, added yet another layer of emotion. With a critical and empathetic eye, Estela Undrowning explores themes of racism, gentrification, academic inequity, Latine identity, mental health, and sex (a bit more on this later). With so many plot elements to juggle, it would be easy for something to slip, but wow...Peña-Govea is truly shining with this debut.
Sex on page in young adult books can be a touchy subject with readers in and outside the target demographic. But let's be honest, teens have sex. The burgeoning romantic relationship between Estela and Rodrigo does lead to physical intimacy. Along the way though, Estela and Rodrigo, and Estela, Geli, and Chloe, have conversations about safety, birth control, consent, and pleasure. It's an example of how fiction can model these conversations while granting the reader the ability to reflect on them at their own pace. The scenes are written with a hint of flowery-ness and a focus on emotion and pleasure rather than the specific mechanics of the act.
I loved this book immensely and am eager to read more by René Peña-Govea.
This book had no business making me tear up before I had to show up for work.
What a gorgeously written young adult novel. These characters are messy, imperfect, full of self-doubt, holding tight to internalized shame, and all at once confident and sassy. These characters felt immensely real. The story line was heavy at times but consistently flecked with hope and buoyed by collective action.
Following Estela through her senior year of high school in the Bay Area, Estela Undrowning balances strong character development, cohesive plot points, and great pacing. All of the characters are given the appropriate amount of attention and nuance. The central friendship trio of Estela, Angelique ("Geli"), and Chloe reminded me of my own high school trio of best friends. The girls support one another, challenge each other, listen and speak openly about the realities and complexities of their lives. I truly loved how Estela's poems weaved in and out of the story. For writing that is already strong, the poems, those written in Estela's voice and the verses included from Pablo Neruda, added yet another layer of emotion. With a critical and empathetic eye, Estela Undrowning explores themes of racism, gentrification, academic inequity, Latine identity, mental health, and sex (a bit more on this later). With so many plot elements to juggle, it would be easy for something to slip, but wow...Peña-Govea is truly shining with this debut.
Sex on page in young adult books can be a touchy subject with readers in and outside the target demographic. But let's be honest, teens have sex. The burgeoning romantic relationship between Estela and Rodrigo does lead to physical intimacy. Along the way though, Estela and Rodrigo, and Estela, Geli, and Chloe, have conversations about safety, birth control, consent, and pleasure. It's an example of how fiction can model these conversations while granting the reader the ability to reflect on them at their own pace. The scenes are written with a hint of flowery-ness and a focus on emotion and pleasure rather than the specific mechanics of the act.
I loved this book immensely and am eager to read more by René Peña-Govea.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Estela, Undrowning by René Peña-Govea is a raw and evocative debut that masterfully captures the tumultuous journey of a young Latina navigating identity, injustice, and the pursuit of her dreams. As someone who appreciates stories that shed light on the experiences of marginalized youth, I found Peña-Govea’s novel both inspiring and painfully real.
Estela Morales is a compelling protagonist—ambitious, resilient, and yearning for a better life free from the struggles that seem to follow her at every turn. Her desire to succeed academically and secure her future is both relatable and admirable, especially in the face of systemic barriers, racial bias, and family hardships. Peña-Govea’s use of poetry and prose interwoven throughout the narrative elevates the storytelling, giving voice to Estela’s inner world and emphasizing the power of language as a tool for resistance and self-expression.
The themes of identity, community, and injustice are handled with honesty and nuance. When Estela places second in the Latiné Heritage Poetry Contest, it sparks citywide debates about merit, race, and cultural authenticity—an issue that many Black and Brown youth will see themselves reflected in. The story’s tension escalates as her family faces eviction and her relationships deepen, especially with a new romantic interest who offers a breath of fresh air amid the chaos.
Peña-Govea captures the complexity of growing up as a marginalized youth with sensitivity and authenticity. The depiction of Estela’s internal struggles, her fight to be seen and heard, and her resilience in the face of adversity will resonate deeply with readers who have faced similar challenges. The narrative’s emotional depth and lyrical style make it a compelling read that encourages reflection on societal issues and personal strength.
Estela, Undrowning is a beautifully written, important novel that highlights the power of voice and community. It’s a must-read for fans of Elizabeth Acevedo and Carolina Ixta, and for anyone looking to see themselves—and their struggles—reflected on the page. Peña-Govea’s debut is a promising start for a writer to watch, and I look forward to what’s next.
Estela Morales is a compelling protagonist—ambitious, resilient, and yearning for a better life free from the struggles that seem to follow her at every turn. Her desire to succeed academically and secure her future is both relatable and admirable, especially in the face of systemic barriers, racial bias, and family hardships. Peña-Govea’s use of poetry and prose interwoven throughout the narrative elevates the storytelling, giving voice to Estela’s inner world and emphasizing the power of language as a tool for resistance and self-expression.
The themes of identity, community, and injustice are handled with honesty and nuance. When Estela places second in the Latiné Heritage Poetry Contest, it sparks citywide debates about merit, race, and cultural authenticity—an issue that many Black and Brown youth will see themselves reflected in. The story’s tension escalates as her family faces eviction and her relationships deepen, especially with a new romantic interest who offers a breath of fresh air amid the chaos.
Peña-Govea captures the complexity of growing up as a marginalized youth with sensitivity and authenticity. The depiction of Estela’s internal struggles, her fight to be seen and heard, and her resilience in the face of adversity will resonate deeply with readers who have faced similar challenges. The narrative’s emotional depth and lyrical style make it a compelling read that encourages reflection on societal issues and personal strength.
Estela, Undrowning is a beautifully written, important novel that highlights the power of voice and community. It’s a must-read for fans of Elizabeth Acevedo and Carolina Ixta, and for anyone looking to see themselves—and their struggles—reflected on the page. Peña-Govea’s debut is a promising start for a writer to watch, and I look forward to what’s next.
October 12, 2025
4 stars
This writer is new to me, but they shot right to my you-write-I-read list of YA authors with this fantastic YA contemporary.
Estela, the titular protagonist, is giving Xiomara at first blush, and that had me a little worried. You're a teen poet with a tough home life? Uh oh. Don't worry, YA fans. These two have little else in common, and despite incoming worries that I'd be thinking of X the whole time (P.S. I love her, so not the worst scenario), I wasn't at all. Estela is very much her own layered and challenging character.
I had a personal and random encounter with this book that made me love it even more, and that is that I was reading it while in San Francisco, including in many of the areas that are directly mentioned. I've spent a whole lot of time there anyway, but actually being in the city while engaging with the text - and with the challenges and beauty that come with that specific culture - will keep this book on my mind for a long, long time.
Estela not only reflects the challenges of growing up but more specifically of growing up Latine in an urban area with significant socioeconomic barriers. The housing issues in this area are overwhelming, and there are reminders of this everywhere. While many may have an impression of the Bay Area as a bastion of progressive and inclusive attitudes, the instances Estela faces and details reveal that this is not a universal truth or experience. There are also some realistic approaches to and descriptions of the characters' sexual identities and practices that will appeal to similarly aged readers.
This is a strong YA contemporary with compelling characters, age appropriate explorations of modern issues, and an unbeatable setting. I enjoyed this and look forward to more from this author.
*Special thanks to NetGalley and Quill Tree Books for this arc, which I received in exchange for an honest review. The opinions expressed here are my own.
This writer is new to me, but they shot right to my you-write-I-read list of YA authors with this fantastic YA contemporary.
Estela, the titular protagonist, is giving Xiomara at first blush, and that had me a little worried. You're a teen poet with a tough home life? Uh oh. Don't worry, YA fans. These two have little else in common, and despite incoming worries that I'd be thinking of X the whole time (P.S. I love her, so not the worst scenario), I wasn't at all. Estela is very much her own layered and challenging character.
I had a personal and random encounter with this book that made me love it even more, and that is that I was reading it while in San Francisco, including in many of the areas that are directly mentioned. I've spent a whole lot of time there anyway, but actually being in the city while engaging with the text - and with the challenges and beauty that come with that specific culture - will keep this book on my mind for a long, long time.
Estela not only reflects the challenges of growing up but more specifically of growing up Latine in an urban area with significant socioeconomic barriers. The housing issues in this area are overwhelming, and there are reminders of this everywhere. While many may have an impression of the Bay Area as a bastion of progressive and inclusive attitudes, the instances Estela faces and details reveal that this is not a universal truth or experience. There are also some realistic approaches to and descriptions of the characters' sexual identities and practices that will appeal to similarly aged readers.
This is a strong YA contemporary with compelling characters, age appropriate explorations of modern issues, and an unbeatable setting. I enjoyed this and look forward to more from this author.
*Special thanks to NetGalley and Quill Tree Books for this arc, which I received in exchange for an honest review. The opinions expressed here are my own.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Desahogar (v): to vent or release emotions, the literal meaning to “undrown”
Estela, Undrowning is a beautiful love letter to Frisco, to those who have felt battered by stereotypes, and those who are learning to rise up and find their voice.
Estela feels like she’s drowning: her family home is under threat of eviction, she’s under academic pressure to get a full scholarship to Berkeley, and her low Spanish grades are making her feel imposter syndrome as a Latina. On top of all this, she is associated with a controversial incident as she places second in her school’s Latiné Heritage Poetry Contest, after first place is given to someone non-Latine. This contentious event splits the school into differing thought factions, and Estela is forced to confront the racism of her school and classmates, while also struggling with her own internal biases.
The novel is interspersed with Estela’s poems, her beautiful and vulnerable thoughts and journaling. They share her reflections in navigating this tumultuous time, while also yearning for normalcy as a teenage girl. She learns from and grows with her close friends Jeli and Chloe, and is slowly falling for the sweet soccer player slash Spanish tutor, Chinese-Mexican Rogelio.
Estela, Undrowning questions the American so-called “meritocracy”, unabashedly calling out the white supremacist systems that benefit from pitting minorities against each other. This novel springs feelings of righteous anger, but gives us an outlet as well as answers and actions steps. There is a large amount of joy and celebration and unity in this story, which is very healing as a reader. And overall there is hope for dismantling oppressive systems, and discovering happiness and acceptance with family and community. This was a stunning young adult novel that I very much wish I had in high school, and that I highly appreciate for future generations. Thank you NetGalley for this ARC!
Estela, Undrowning is a beautiful love letter to Frisco, to those who have felt battered by stereotypes, and those who are learning to rise up and find their voice.
Estela feels like she’s drowning: her family home is under threat of eviction, she’s under academic pressure to get a full scholarship to Berkeley, and her low Spanish grades are making her feel imposter syndrome as a Latina. On top of all this, she is associated with a controversial incident as she places second in her school’s Latiné Heritage Poetry Contest, after first place is given to someone non-Latine. This contentious event splits the school into differing thought factions, and Estela is forced to confront the racism of her school and classmates, while also struggling with her own internal biases.
The novel is interspersed with Estela’s poems, her beautiful and vulnerable thoughts and journaling. They share her reflections in navigating this tumultuous time, while also yearning for normalcy as a teenage girl. She learns from and grows with her close friends Jeli and Chloe, and is slowly falling for the sweet soccer player slash Spanish tutor, Chinese-Mexican Rogelio.
Estela, Undrowning questions the American so-called “meritocracy”, unabashedly calling out the white supremacist systems that benefit from pitting minorities against each other. This novel springs feelings of righteous anger, but gives us an outlet as well as answers and actions steps. There is a large amount of joy and celebration and unity in this story, which is very healing as a reader. And overall there is hope for dismantling oppressive systems, and discovering happiness and acceptance with family and community. This was a stunning young adult novel that I very much wish I had in high school, and that I highly appreciate for future generations. Thank you NetGalley for this ARC!
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Title: Estela Undrowning
Author: René Peña-Govea
Format: 🎧
Narrator: Victoria Villarea
Publisher: HarperAudio Children’s/Quill Tree Books
Genre: Teen/YA
Pub Date: March 3, 2026
My Rating: 3.7 Stars
Pages; 368
Estela Steli” is a high-achieving high school senior at the prestigious public school, Robert Frost High School. She is focused on getting into college, additionally is a talented poet.
At the encouragement of her AP English teacher, Ms. Álvarez and for the lure of prize money; she enters the Latin Heritage month Poetry contest.
When one of the Asian American students wins first place, there is a negative reaction that neither Black nor Brown students have a chance at winning a contest even when it is related to their culture.
Steli feels a disconnected based on what is happening.
Then there is the fear of being evicted from their home.
Estela has a strong friendship with Angelique ("Geli"), and Chloe. They are best friends and support one another. They listen and are not afraid to speak openly about what is going on in their lives.
I know I am not the target audience for Teen/YA stories but as a High School Guidance Counselor I do enjoy reading them especially if there are lessons learned. This story tackled some tough issues (Although I do some parts weren’t so graphic and were left to my imagination.)
I did enjoy that the very personal author’s note was read by the author René Peña-Govea. She tells us most of the story is from personal experience.
I want to thank NetGalley and HarperAudio Children’s/Quill Tree Books for this Audiobook.
Publishing Release Date is: March 3, 2026.
Author: René Peña-Govea
Format: 🎧
Narrator: Victoria Villarea
Publisher: HarperAudio Children’s/Quill Tree Books
Genre: Teen/YA
Pub Date: March 3, 2026
My Rating: 3.7 Stars
Pages; 368
Estela Steli” is a high-achieving high school senior at the prestigious public school, Robert Frost High School. She is focused on getting into college, additionally is a talented poet.
At the encouragement of her AP English teacher, Ms. Álvarez and for the lure of prize money; she enters the Latin Heritage month Poetry contest.
When one of the Asian American students wins first place, there is a negative reaction that neither Black nor Brown students have a chance at winning a contest even when it is related to their culture.
Steli feels a disconnected based on what is happening.
Then there is the fear of being evicted from their home.
Estela has a strong friendship with Angelique ("Geli"), and Chloe. They are best friends and support one another. They listen and are not afraid to speak openly about what is going on in their lives.
I know I am not the target audience for Teen/YA stories but as a High School Guidance Counselor I do enjoy reading them especially if there are lessons learned. This story tackled some tough issues (Although I do some parts weren’t so graphic and were left to my imagination.)
I did enjoy that the very personal author’s note was read by the author René Peña-Govea. She tells us most of the story is from personal experience.
I want to thank NetGalley and HarperAudio Children’s/Quill Tree Books for this Audiobook.
Publishing Release Date is: March 3, 2026.
March 11, 2026
(5) I read this book and I sobbed. It was both so familiar and something completely new and beautiful all at once.
This novel hit close to home in a way I didn’t expect it to. It made me cry tears I didn’t know I still had for things that I thought I’d learned to miss. To read a book so focused on hope, community, and love from a Latiné, Bay Area author is empowering. Estela learned and grew and I felt so proud of how far she had come.
The usage of Spanish throughout the novel was very comforting, and I’m so happy books with Spanish are becoming more common in YA fic (and that Spanish-speaking authors are finally being championed the way they deserve). Spanish is my second language, but only by a few years, so I resonated a lot with Estela’s struggle to speak it with confidence. Much like her, high school spanish let me down, with more focus on official grammar rules than the cultures the language encompasses, and seeing that so perfectly represented in words on paper made me feel so seen.
I don’t think I will ever be able to fully explain how much it means to me that this book is out in the world, but I can try. I will shout its praise from the rooftops. I will shove it in people’s faces and ask, “have you read this?” I will never stop thinking about it or taking about it. Estela, Undrowning will not go unappreciated.
Please read this.
Got as an ARC courtesy of working at my local library.
This novel hit close to home in a way I didn’t expect it to. It made me cry tears I didn’t know I still had for things that I thought I’d learned to miss. To read a book so focused on hope, community, and love from a Latiné, Bay Area author is empowering. Estela learned and grew and I felt so proud of how far she had come.
The usage of Spanish throughout the novel was very comforting, and I’m so happy books with Spanish are becoming more common in YA fic (and that Spanish-speaking authors are finally being championed the way they deserve). Spanish is my second language, but only by a few years, so I resonated a lot with Estela’s struggle to speak it with confidence. Much like her, high school spanish let me down, with more focus on official grammar rules than the cultures the language encompasses, and seeing that so perfectly represented in words on paper made me feel so seen.
I don’t think I will ever be able to fully explain how much it means to me that this book is out in the world, but I can try. I will shout its praise from the rooftops. I will shove it in people’s faces and ask, “have you read this?” I will never stop thinking about it or taking about it. Estela, Undrowning will not go unappreciated.
Please read this.
Got as an ARC courtesy of working at my local library.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Thank you to Quill Tree Books, HarperCollins Children's Books, and NetGalley for both an eARC and ALC to read/listen to before publishing.
Estela, Undrowning by René Peña-Govea is a beautiful exploration of what it means to be a Latina teenager growing up in America.
Since I had both the audio and digital copy, I decided to do an immersive read, and I'm beyond grateful that I did. I enjoyed Victoria Villareal's narration, but it was the immersion into the Spanish language that was most helpful for me. It allowed me to stay in the story without having to muddle through my lack of knowledge and skills in order to grasp the meaning. I highly recommend utilizing both the audio and the book to fully engage with Estela's story.
Obviously, not every Latina's experience will be the same; however, René pulls on her own experiences to shape Estela and the circumstances she finds herself in. Estela is a vulnerable narrator who lets the readers into her world through her daily experiences as well as her inner concerns, dreams, and desires through her poetry. The blend of verse and poetry allows the reader to relate to Estela's life and emotions in an authentic way.
As a secondary ELA educator, I would love to see this book in the hands of any high school student as it would allow some to see themselves and others to understand and empathize with the experiences of others.
Estela, Undrowning by René Peña-Govea is a beautiful exploration of what it means to be a Latina teenager growing up in America.
Since I had both the audio and digital copy, I decided to do an immersive read, and I'm beyond grateful that I did. I enjoyed Victoria Villareal's narration, but it was the immersion into the Spanish language that was most helpful for me. It allowed me to stay in the story without having to muddle through my lack of knowledge and skills in order to grasp the meaning. I highly recommend utilizing both the audio and the book to fully engage with Estela's story.
Obviously, not every Latina's experience will be the same; however, René pulls on her own experiences to shape Estela and the circumstances she finds herself in. Estela is a vulnerable narrator who lets the readers into her world through her daily experiences as well as her inner concerns, dreams, and desires through her poetry. The blend of verse and poetry allows the reader to relate to Estela's life and emotions in an authentic way.
As a secondary ELA educator, I would love to see this book in the hands of any high school student as it would allow some to see themselves and others to understand and empathize with the experiences of others.
March 1, 2026
This is a tremendous book for a debut. Estela, Undrowning confronts a lot of difficult topics and the protagonist goes through a lot of painful growth. But it’s done in a way that is easy to understand and prompts reflection by the reader.
Estela goes to a fairly exclusive public school in San Francisco. The story focuses on how students of color are often held to different standards than their white peers in things like language, dress, and academics. It also interrogates how racist systems pit different marginalized groups against one another so they don’t unite against the systems that are actually the problem.
The fact that a YA debut manages all of this while still making it palatable for the average reader is mind-blowing. The author never pulls her punches, but I never felt lectured. I cared about the characters and how they worked out their problems.
I had a copy of the audiobook and the narrator was fantastic. The book mixes prose and poetry, and that doesn’t come off as well in the audiobook. I might recommend an eyeball read for others so you can appreciate the formatting, but that doesn’t take away from the great narrator.
Overall, I loved this book and highly recommend it to everyone.
Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for a copy of the arc.
Estela goes to a fairly exclusive public school in San Francisco. The story focuses on how students of color are often held to different standards than their white peers in things like language, dress, and academics. It also interrogates how racist systems pit different marginalized groups against one another so they don’t unite against the systems that are actually the problem.
The fact that a YA debut manages all of this while still making it palatable for the average reader is mind-blowing. The author never pulls her punches, but I never felt lectured. I cared about the characters and how they worked out their problems.
I had a copy of the audiobook and the narrator was fantastic. The book mixes prose and poetry, and that doesn’t come off as well in the audiobook. I might recommend an eyeball read for others so you can appreciate the formatting, but that doesn’t take away from the great narrator.
Overall, I loved this book and highly recommend it to everyone.
Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for a copy of the arc.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
My teen self, would have loved this book growing up. A coming of age, YA story that tackles some very difficult issues like eviction, racism, anxiety and more. The way the author weaved these topics and themes was amazing. I really enjoyed some of the secondary characters. This book, gosh, it really made me miss my own Tia Letty. While it was spelled differently in the book, it really brought those treasured moments that I have of my own aunt. I love how the book had some poems and poetry prose within the story. This is a new author that I will keep an eye out for other books, and I will also pass along this book to my daughter to read.
The narrator, Victoria Villareal did a wonderful job portraying Estela, and a wide array of characters. The tones and inflections were incredible. The love and patience of a parent and aunt was portrayed very well. The anxiety, anger, and happy emotions felt so really. For me, Victoria elevated the story for me.
A very special thanks to Harper Collins for the gifted physical copy and HarperAudio Children’s + Netgalley for the gifted ALC.
Favorite quote:
“Desahogándome, but silently”
“Ahogarse means to drown. But desahogarse is like to vent, to pour out your feelings.”
The narrator, Victoria Villareal did a wonderful job portraying Estela, and a wide array of characters. The tones and inflections were incredible. The love and patience of a parent and aunt was portrayed very well. The anxiety, anger, and happy emotions felt so really. For me, Victoria elevated the story for me.
A very special thanks to Harper Collins for the gifted physical copy and HarperAudio Children’s + Netgalley for the gifted ALC.
Favorite quote:
“Desahogándome, but silently”
“Ahogarse means to drown. But desahogarse is like to vent, to pour out your feelings.”
October 3, 2025
Estela Undrowning is a stunning debut YA novel by Rene Peña-Govea. In the high cost, highly gentrified city of San Francisco, Estela has made it into the most competitive test-in, merit based high school, which will put her on the path to the college of her dreams, right? She’s always been one of very few Latine kids at her school, which is dominated by white and Asian kids. It hasn’t been a major problem until an Asian kid wins the Hispanic Heritage Month poetry contest, with Estela in second, and all hell breaks loose.
This book resonates strongly with me in NYC as we have the same problems of school segregation in our specialized high schools. I was desperately hoping that I could get this for my middle schoolers to read, but it gets a bit sexy on the back half in a way I can’t quite justify for the 11 year olds in the mix. I will of COURSE be recommending this to all my 8th graders to go pick this up at the public library when it comes out.
Estela Undrowning really has it all. Couldn’t put it down. 4.5/5 stars!!
Thanks to HarperCollins and NetGalley for this ARC in exchange for a review!
Pub date: March 3, 2026
This book resonates strongly with me in NYC as we have the same problems of school segregation in our specialized high schools. I was desperately hoping that I could get this for my middle schoolers to read, but it gets a bit sexy on the back half in a way I can’t quite justify for the 11 year olds in the mix. I will of COURSE be recommending this to all my 8th graders to go pick this up at the public library when it comes out.
Estela Undrowning really has it all. Couldn’t put it down. 4.5/5 stars!!
Thanks to HarperCollins and NetGalley for this ARC in exchange for a review!
Pub date: March 3, 2026
Review of advance copy received from Edelweiss+
Senior Steli can see the finish line. She’s about to graduate from Frost, the only San Francisco public high school that admits by test scores, and she’s hoping to be accepted to Cal. Then her carefully constructed and curated world sustains some blows. Her family receives an eviction notice. The racist aggressions that she has previously pushed aside begin to fester. BFF Jeli is penalized at a gymnastic meet because of her hair. Steli wins second place in a school poetry contest to honor Latiné Heritage Month but the first place winner, a Chinese-American student, entered under false pretenses and it sparks a school-wide discussion about affinity groups. Not a heritage Spanish speaker, Steli is belittled by her teacher. Seeking a tutor, Steli is matched with Rogelio, whose Chinese immigrant family grew up in Mexico. Steli must grapple with her own internalized racism as she becomes more aware of the systems that both benefit and restrain her. Sex-positive but realistic about the pros and cons of high school romance. High school book clubs would find plenty to talk about. Earc from Edelweiss.
January 12, 2026
WOW- this book is everything I would want my middle and high schoolers to read. This book has so many great points to it and the way the author, René Peña-Govea, brought those important issues was amazing. The issues of discrimination, affirmative action and identity was brought about in a story of a very relatable girl. I honestly was take by the pages of this book, because the issues of identity, self doubt and fear in a world that was not built for your community to thrive, transcend age.
I absolutely loved the poetic prose in this and paused often to reflect on the beautiful descriptions of my culture and language. Even though I have never learned to speak Spanish this book made me yearn to learn Spanish. You also are able to understand this book without know any Spanish. I loved the audiobook, narrated by Victoria Villareal, because of how fluent the English to Spanish words were intertwined. The narrator was amazing at how the words roll off her tongue. I absolutely recommend this book. These are the kind of stories I want to ensure any kid would pick up. I 100% recommend this one to anyone.
Thank you NetGalley for this Advance Listening copy and Harper audio for this amazing copy in exchange for my honest review.
I absolutely loved the poetic prose in this and paused often to reflect on the beautiful descriptions of my culture and language. Even though I have never learned to speak Spanish this book made me yearn to learn Spanish. You also are able to understand this book without know any Spanish. I loved the audiobook, narrated by Victoria Villareal, because of how fluent the English to Spanish words were intertwined. The narrator was amazing at how the words roll off her tongue. I absolutely recommend this book. These are the kind of stories I want to ensure any kid would pick up. I 100% recommend this one to anyone.
Thank you NetGalley for this Advance Listening copy and Harper audio for this amazing copy in exchange for my honest review.
March 3, 2026
Estela, Undrowning by René Peña-Govea – 5 Stars
Estela, Undrowning is raw, lyrical, and deeply powerful. The blend of prose and poetry makes Estela’s voice feel intimate and immediate, and I was completely drawn into her world from the first page.
Watching her navigate being one of the only Latinas at an elite high school while dealing with racism, identity politics, and the pressure to succeed felt heartbreakingly real.
The poetry contest controversy added another layer of complexity that made the story feel urgent and timely.
What truly stayed with me was the way community and resilience shine through even in the hardest moments.
Estela’s fight against injustice, the looming threat of eviction, and her search for belonging all weave together so beautifully.
Her growth feels earned, and the romance and friendships add warmth without overshadowing her journey.
This was a stunning five star debut that left me thinking long after I finished.
Thank you NetGalley and Quill Tree Books for the gifted eARC.
Estela, Undrowning is raw, lyrical, and deeply powerful. The blend of prose and poetry makes Estela’s voice feel intimate and immediate, and I was completely drawn into her world from the first page.
Watching her navigate being one of the only Latinas at an elite high school while dealing with racism, identity politics, and the pressure to succeed felt heartbreakingly real.
The poetry contest controversy added another layer of complexity that made the story feel urgent and timely.
What truly stayed with me was the way community and resilience shine through even in the hardest moments.
Estela’s fight against injustice, the looming threat of eviction, and her search for belonging all weave together so beautifully.
Her growth feels earned, and the romance and friendships add warmth without overshadowing her journey.
This was a stunning five star debut that left me thinking long after I finished.
Thank you NetGalley and Quill Tree Books for the gifted eARC.
March 18, 2026
As a san francisco city kid this book accurately represents what it is like to be a young latina going to public high school. The book holds adventures on public transportation, portraits on the mission murals and the smells of my favorite bakery close to the readers heart. The characters coming of age through community sourced knowledge is beautifully woven in through self reflective journal entries. It is also wonderful to see the affirmation of a multiplicity of resources for mental health at a developmental age.
There is depth in the myriad of ways Mexican and Mexican Americans can exist in the world through the characters in this book. Highlighting Chinese Mexican, Black Mexican, ad chicano identity in a novel is rare to find. It brings to question: who is latino? A critical question that challenges the anti-black and anti-indigenous racist rhetoric within the latin communities and the U.S. binary ideas of race.
The humor, prose and abundance of descriptive scenes of San Francisco make this a powerful read.
A frisco book by a frisco kid. ❤️
There is depth in the myriad of ways Mexican and Mexican Americans can exist in the world through the characters in this book. Highlighting Chinese Mexican, Black Mexican, ad chicano identity in a novel is rare to find. It brings to question: who is latino? A critical question that challenges the anti-black and anti-indigenous racist rhetoric within the latin communities and the U.S. binary ideas of race.
The humor, prose and abundance of descriptive scenes of San Francisco make this a powerful read.
A frisco book by a frisco kid. ❤️
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
🗣️ WE ARE HERE, HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE AND WILL NOT STOP BEING HERE!!!
During times like when people have the audacity to say books aren’t political, this is a book you throw in their face to shut them up.
Now this being a YA novel doesn’t mean it’s not powerful. This book goes through different stages regarding racism, the school system, diversity, friendships and even learning how to love.
The author speaks from her own experiences so obviously not every Latinx person reading this will understand but it all flowed and was written beautifully and makes you see and feel Estela’s daily life challenges. The family dynamics in this is what really stood out to me and had me feeling orgullosa de quien soy.
Reading this felt like a piece of home, especially the ending🥺 I cannot wait to purchase a copy of this on pub day!
*This took me longer than expected to finish but only because I had a few other ARC deadlines to meet. *
During times like when people have the audacity to say books aren’t political, this is a book you throw in their face to shut them up.
Now this being a YA novel doesn’t mean it’s not powerful. This book goes through different stages regarding racism, the school system, diversity, friendships and even learning how to love.
The author speaks from her own experiences so obviously not every Latinx person reading this will understand but it all flowed and was written beautifully and makes you see and feel Estela’s daily life challenges. The family dynamics in this is what really stood out to me and had me feeling orgullosa de quien soy.
Reading this felt like a piece of home, especially the ending🥺 I cannot wait to purchase a copy of this on pub day!
*This took me longer than expected to finish but only because I had a few other ARC deadlines to meet. *
July 24, 2025
MY FIRST ARC
Thank you Netgalley!
This book is a love letter to who many of us were at 15. It presents us with the biases in our own community and it does so in a beautiful coming of age tale.
The main characters biases towards latine ((lotto) kids who she presumes don’t study as hard as she does or care as much as she does is fueled by our prarents, our teachers, our communities. They tell us you must work hard, you must work harder than anyone else, don’t let yourself rest you are here because of the sacrifices of your parents and now you must make sure those sacrifices were worth it. And when they see kids that don’t fit that they judge and so do we. But through her lens we get to see her realization, that the many stereotypes she was fighting she was also holding up by alienating the lotto kids, assuming they don’t work as hard as her, and even judging them for their use of spanish in a club flyer. When first faced with the characters biases I was frankly taken aback. Until I realized I held many of the same biases at that age. We have to learn to see past the stereotypes. Past the hot cheeto girl and see the person who’s been facing the same struggles we have all of our lives. We have to learn to not undermine anyone based on race.
We have to learn to not put others down for fighting, for caring, for speaking out.
Thank you Netgalley!
This book is a love letter to who many of us were at 15. It presents us with the biases in our own community and it does so in a beautiful coming of age tale.
The main characters biases towards latine ((lotto) kids who she presumes don’t study as hard as she does or care as much as she does is fueled by our prarents, our teachers, our communities. They tell us you must work hard, you must work harder than anyone else, don’t let yourself rest you are here because of the sacrifices of your parents and now you must make sure those sacrifices were worth it. And when they see kids that don’t fit that they judge and so do we. But through her lens we get to see her realization, that the many stereotypes she was fighting she was also holding up by alienating the lotto kids, assuming they don’t work as hard as her, and even judging them for their use of spanish in a club flyer. When first faced with the characters biases I was frankly taken aback. Until I realized I held many of the same biases at that age. We have to learn to see past the stereotypes. Past the hot cheeto girl and see the person who’s been facing the same struggles we have all of our lives. We have to learn to not undermine anyone based on race.
We have to learn to not put others down for fighting, for caring, for speaking out.
Review of advance copy received from Publisher
Wow. I love when someone says books are not political, because I can always point them to books like this one.
What a fantastic way to bring forth issues of discrimination, affirmative action and identity into a story of a very relatable girl. I honestly saw myself in the pages of this book, because the issues of identity, self doubt and fear in a world that was not built for your community to thrive, transcend age. I absolutely loved the poetic prose in this and paused often to reflect on the beautiful descriptions of my culture and language. It made me yearn to speak Spanish with someone, anyone. I wanted to hear the words roll off their tongue so I could pay attention to the beauty the author made me realize I have ignored for so long. I absolutely recommend this book. These are the kind of stories I want to ensure always have a place in my bookstore.
What a fantastic way to bring forth issues of discrimination, affirmative action and identity into a story of a very relatable girl. I honestly saw myself in the pages of this book, because the issues of identity, self doubt and fear in a world that was not built for your community to thrive, transcend age. I absolutely loved the poetic prose in this and paused often to reflect on the beautiful descriptions of my culture and language. It made me yearn to speak Spanish with someone, anyone. I wanted to hear the words roll off their tongue so I could pay attention to the beauty the author made me realize I have ignored for so long. I absolutely recommend this book. These are the kind of stories I want to ensure always have a place in my bookstore.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Peña-Govea pulls the reader into the mind of a young Latina coming of age in one of America’s most beautiful, and yet most expensive and segregated cities - San Francisco. The novel reads just as much as an ode to the City as it does a memoir, but where it really stands out is its ability to combine the small details (local landmarks and eats) with larger, seemingly complicated ideas (gentrification, racism, merit) in a way that is accessible and compelling to readers of all ages. The diverse and realistic characters come to life and evolve throughout the course of the novel. And for those who have ever felt like an outsider, “Estela, Undrowning” will conjure up memories (sometimes painful, sometimes beautiful) that will remind you of the importance of self acceptance, growth, and community.
Review of advance copy received from Publisher
It's a bit long and a little overwritten but the story is still a powerful reminder of what a sense of community and the feeling of belonging means to people since Estela feels disconnected based on what's happening in her Frisco school. Missteps lead to issues but she always has her poetry to help voice what doesn't get to come to the surface. And the support for saying what she means helps others become empowered too. Plus a romance takes shape.
It feels too derivative of The Poet X to be truly different, but the story is there and important. Not only is there conversations about identity when it comes to success and support, the undercurrent of her family's potential eviction from their apartment challenges her family's capabilities and access to resources. This story line isn't often a major plotline so it's good to see it incorporated.
It feels too derivative of The Poet X to be truly different, but the story is there and important. Not only is there conversations about identity when it comes to success and support, the undercurrent of her family's potential eviction from their apartment challenges her family's capabilities and access to resources. This story line isn't often a major plotline so it's good to see it incorporated.
December 31, 2025
San Francisco folk, WE KNOW WHAT SCHOOL THIS IS, right? (Okay, she names it in the back matter too.)
Loved this debut, the mix of mixes, the Spanglish, the prose-poetry, and poetry and prose, and I loved watching Estela grow in such a real, bumpy way. There is a lot to appreciate in this book, particularly how Peña-Govea's allows the complexity of race and identity to unfold naturally. But what stood out for me specifically is her inclusion of Estela's assumptions about education and class and the break up with dreamy Rogelio (sp? I audio-booked this – btw, thanks Harper and Libro.fm!). It's a real thing but sometimes not as obvious as overt racism; the author brought it to light and handled it like a pro.
Loved this debut, the mix of mixes, the Spanglish, the prose-poetry, and poetry and prose, and I loved watching Estela grow in such a real, bumpy way. There is a lot to appreciate in this book, particularly how Peña-Govea's allows the complexity of race and identity to unfold naturally. But what stood out for me specifically is her inclusion of Estela's assumptions about education and class and the break up with dreamy Rogelio (sp? I audio-booked this – btw, thanks Harper and Libro.fm!). It's a real thing but sometimes not as obvious as overt racism; the author brought it to light and handled it like a pro.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
I would like to thank Netgalley and the publisher for providing me with an audio ARC.
I thought this book was fantastic and super well written. I loved the main character. She is very well written and developed. She spent a lot of time growing in this book and I always love characters that have a lot of growing to do. Estela isn't perfect and learned from her mistakes. The writing was very engaging and great to follow along with. I loved that this book covered many issues and did so in a great way. The theming of this book is great and has great characters. The narrator did a phenomenal job with this book as well.
I thought this book was fantastic and super well written. I loved the main character. She is very well written and developed. She spent a lot of time growing in this book and I always love characters that have a lot of growing to do. Estela isn't perfect and learned from her mistakes. The writing was very engaging and great to follow along with. I loved that this book covered many issues and did so in a great way. The theming of this book is great and has great characters. The narrator did a phenomenal job with this book as well.
Review of advance copy
I received an advanced listener copy of this book from the publisher on libro.fm.
Estela, Undrowning is a masterpiece and should be required reading for all high school students in America. It beautifully weaves the complicated nature of race relations, teenage friendships, family dynamics, and the stress of being a high school student preparing for a future in a diverse and complicated world, and it does so in such a way that it feels like poetry. Can a novel be described as gorgeous? This one is. I loved every moment of this book and am so excited to recommend it to teenaged readers, teachers, and librarians.
Estela, Undrowning is a masterpiece and should be required reading for all high school students in America. It beautifully weaves the complicated nature of race relations, teenage friendships, family dynamics, and the stress of being a high school student preparing for a future in a diverse and complicated world, and it does so in such a way that it feels like poetry. Can a novel be described as gorgeous? This one is. I loved every moment of this book and am so excited to recommend it to teenaged readers, teachers, and librarians.
March 13, 2026
This Is America
This was a coming of age story that focused on systemic racism and classism. Estela struggled with being a minority at her school. She also felt “less than” because she wasn’t fluent in Spanish. Those insecurities caused so much angst for her. At times, I was exhausted with her self-deprecating thoughts. I did enjoy the bond that she had with her best friends. Her budding romance with her classmate was sweet, too. Sometimes it felt like the social commentary in the book was preachy. Maybe a little forced. Overall, it was a solid read that touched on a lot of important issues.
This was a coming of age story that focused on systemic racism and classism. Estela struggled with being a minority at her school. She also felt “less than” because she wasn’t fluent in Spanish. Those insecurities caused so much angst for her. At times, I was exhausted with her self-deprecating thoughts. I did enjoy the bond that she had with her best friends. Her budding romance with her classmate was sweet, too. Sometimes it felt like the social commentary in the book was preachy. Maybe a little forced. Overall, it was a solid read that touched on a lot of important issues.
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