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Lean on Me

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Rachel Mason oozes confidence. She’s outgoing, adventurous and would chop off her right arm before caring what other people think of her or her disability.

Right?

Jared Mattheson on the other hand, is more than a little goofy and a whole lot of carefree. He’s happy living the bachelor life on his father’s credit card, takes nothing seriously and wouldn’t know difficulty if it slapped him in the face.

Right?

With Emily and Dexter away in the States, Rachel and Jared are left behind to keep each other company. They share the same sense of fun, their personalities bounce off one another perfectly and perhaps inevitably, they become best friends. But what happens when the lines of friendship start to blur? How will they cope when the sides of themselves they’ve kept hidden from the world for so long begin to show?

Their journey together may have started with fun, games and alcohol – but it seems the future has other ideas.

Turns out, even the strongest of people need someone to lean on sometimes.



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Nicola Haken

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I live in not-so-sunny Rochdale, England (true northern girl!) with my five kids - one of whom many refer to as my husband. I write about life, and love, and all the beauty and angst that come with them.

All in all I'm just an ordinary gal with an addiction to reading, tattoos, and Pepsi Max. I don't like even numbers or metal spoons, and I'm allergic to exercise.

Please note: I don't check in here often. If you would like to contact me, please get in touch via Facebook, Twitter, or email - nicola@nicolahaken.co.uk

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1,458 reviews102 followers
February 19, 2014
*ARC received in exchange for an honest review*

The Take My Hand series has been one of my favorite series I’ve come across in my short time reviewing books, and in the latest volume, Lean On Me, I am not disappointed in the least. In fact, I think this has been my favorite book to date.

Lean On Me takes place during the same span of time as Hold My Hand, however this is the story of Jared and Rachel, and what went on back in England while Emily and Dexter were back in the States dealing with the death of Dexter’s mom.

Rachel, as we have come to know, is quite literally, hell on wheels. She doesn’t let the fact that she is in a wheelchair stop her from saying and doing whatever it is she wants to do. What we quickly come to realize though, is that Rachel’s over the top personality hides a lot of the self-doubt she carries with her. She constantly feels like she has to prove herself and that she is not worthy of the love and attention that Jared is willing to so freely give her. She puts up a tough girl veneer, not letting anyone, especially someone with such a capacity to break her heart, close to her.

Jared recognizes that wall that Rachel has put up around her because he too is suffering from an affliction that makes him “different”. While not a visible disability, like Rachel’s wheelchair, Jared has a condition that could lead others to pity him or treat him differently.

I absolutely love Jared and Rachel together as a couple! The witty banter back and forth between the two never gets old and I found myself laughing out loud several times because the two were so ridiculous towards each other, it truly made them endearing characters. I love the friends become lovers trope as it is very near and dear to my heart, considering I married my best friend. These types of relationships to me are so much more “real” than the instalove we see in a lot of NA novels.

I like the message that is being sent in the inclusion of a character like Rachel. Even though someone may have a disability, it IS possible for them to lead a normal life. Yes, there needs to be adaptations along the way, and those adaptations may lead to unconventional methods, but just because you have a disability does not mean you need to rely on others. I also loved that we see Jared asking some really stupid, but well-meaning questions along the way. As someone with a disability myself, I can tell you I don’t know how many times I have had to shake my head and keep from laughing at some of the misconceptions people have about my condition. I understand people just want to help, and that they care, but sometimes we just want to prove that we can do it ourselves. Disability robs us of so many things, self-reliance being the major one, however the longer we can hold on to what little grasp we have, the better.

Lean On Me was another five star read for me. Again, this is definitely the best of the series because I really love these characters. Their relationship is very real to me, and I can see it only get stronger as time goes by. I can’t wait for the next installment of the series, Never Let Go, which will hopefully be out this spring! We’ll finally learn what Chris is hiding, and see if there will be happily ever afters to go around. Thank you, Ms. Haken, for artfully bringing these characters to life, not just as people in a book, but as friends we’ve come to care about.
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July 29, 2016
Third book in the series...does NOT disappoint! Review to come with my tour post on 2/24.

**FULL REVIEW**


“You’re just…you. You’re a girl I’ve gotten really close to recently. A girl who shares my twisted sense of humour, likes the same TV shows, shares mutual friends, drinks like a fish, swears as much as I do…and who just happens to be f**king beautiful. You’re sat down? So what?”

Jared Mattheson is relentless in his pursuit of becoming more than just friends with Rachel Mason. Knowing that the hang-ups are hers and hers alone makes it difficult to really reach in and steal her heart. That doesn’t deter him though…that man has a bag of tricks Rachel never saw coming and ultimately has no choice but to cave. Of course, it doesn’t hurt that she has feelings for him as well.

Now, it’s just her fear holding her back…fear of losing what was for the possibility of what could be.

“I agreed to go out with him because that is what we ‘do’. We’re friends—we go out and drink together…and I don’t want to lose that. I don’t want to lose him—I don’t want to lose our friendship.”

***

“I love Jared. There I’ve said it. I love him. As a friend or something more…I’m not too sure yet. Either way, the thought of losing him makes my chest hurt.”


Being strong all the time is tiring. Neither wants to give when it comes to leaning on the other…Rachel with being in a wheelchair and Jared with his…um, ‘episodes’. But how can a relationship that needs to be based on trust carry the weight of insecurity? Finding out isn’t the hard part I suppose; it’s coping with the fact that they may need each other more than either one is willing to admit.

“Jared, I…” “Shh,” I muttered, pressing a finger over her lips. “You don’t need to say it back. Not yet, I already know you feel it…but I don’t want you to say it until you trust me. And like I said this morning, you will, Rach, because I’m going to spend every day of forever proving it to you.”

Talk about SWOON-WORTHY!! Jared Mattheson is officially my new BBF, I am so in love with that man and his quirky accent. (I’m sucker for a sexy accent). I can’t say enough about Nicola and her writing skills…that girl has got some serious skills! I absolutely love her work and this book is no exception! Lean on Me gave me just enough of everything I need in an “aww” story. Plus it kept me in touch with characters from previous books, which is always a bonus! I cannot wait to read the next installment; no doubt it will be just as amazing as this one and the ones before it.
I know I’m supposed to go on and tell you more about the book, but truthfully I want you to read it and be surprised. I was and I loved it! Jared and Rachel are amazing together…and the pieces that fall into place throughout the story are fantastic. I want to know what happens next and hope there will be an update coming soon!

Beautiful story of overcoming odds; not just with everyone else but the most important person in their life…themselves.

**5 Don’t Let the Wedge Come Between You Stars**
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2,031 reviews208 followers
August 5, 2014
This book is all about Jared and Rachel and what was going on with them while Emily and Dex were working through all their problems.

We met both Rachel and Jared in the first book but never really got to know them. Rachel isn’t afraid to say what is on her mind and never holds back with her opinion of anyone. Jared is a spoiled brat and knows it. However, when these two are left behind with just each other as company, Jared decides to make his feelings known. And man does this boy never give up!!

“Full of compliments today aren’t you? Seriously, you need to calm it down before my ego explodes.”

The banter between these two is absolutely hilarious. They definitely have a very unique relationship. However, Rachel is extremely afraid of allowing herself to get too close to him. She has never wanted to depend on anyone for help. It’s not that she has had a horrible – the complete opposite to be honest. But she always wanted to prove to people that even though she is in a wheelchair -she will not depend on others for help. Jared sets out to prove to her that yes he wants to be there to help but not because she needs it – because he loves her.

“You’ve got me right where you want me, haven’t you?
Not exactly. We would probably get arrested if you were where I wanted you right now.”


And then when something is thrown their way unexpectedly, it’s then that Jared proves to Rachel that he isn’t going anywhere and he is in this for the long haul. These two go through some emotional situations and push each other beyond most people’s breaking points. But in the end – true love will always win.

I love how this story was all about them and ends right where Emily and Dex’s story in book 2 ended. Perfect harmony. Nicola definitely has the gift for a writing a story and just sucking you in. Another fabulous book!!
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1,181 reviews13 followers
April 16, 2014
I was provide a copy of the series Take My Hand by the author for an honest review.

Holy Smoke I just finish reading all four book of this series ( Take My Hand, Hold On Tight, Lean On Me, and Never Let Go ). And I love every single one of them, since I fisnih all four books I decide to write a little about each book in my review.

I felt in love with this series from the first page of the first book, to the very last page of the last book, and I love every single minute of it, their si so much going on in this series that is not even funny, this series got me on a roller coaster, it got me mad, crying, and laughing, and I enjoy all of it I love the characters and love how the series turn out to be, even though I finish it I want more.

Book 1 Take My Hand

Emily is ninteen years old, and she left her family to move in with her best friend Rachel to London in order to attend university, but she has being sheltered and protected all her life by her family, she never had expirence the real world, now that she's in London she want to expirience it, she starts making friend and meeting new people, even thoug she is shy and never show interest in no body, but all that change the moment that she see Dexter, Dexter is an American in London his running from his past, from the things that he has done and the people that he has hurt, Dexter spend his day working and going to school, he dont let no one get closed to him, but all that change the moment that he meets Emily.
I love the way this two act with each other, and love it how they tried to fight the attraction that they have for each other, love it how they both started fall in love.

Book 2 Hold On Tight

This book picks right up where the first one is left of.
Dexter is feeling lost and is getting out of control, using drugs trying to numb his guilt and pain, on the other end Emily is trying to hold on to him, when she finally notice that Dexter has relapsed and she cant take it any more, she decide to go back home, when Dexter see that Emily has left he spiral even deeper into his own personal hell on earth, than we meet Jeff and let me just say I love Jeff, with the help of aunt Sarah, Jeff and Emily they help Dexter through rehab, after that they decide to go back to London.
Now the question is what surprised would they have when they get their.

Book 3 Lean On Me

This is Rachel and Jared story I love this two from the first two book, and I am so happy that we get to read about this two.

Rachel is in a wheelchair she is afraid to let anyone get closed to her, she is loud and outgoing, she dont want anyone help bacuse she think they will pity her, than we have Jared he will do everything that he could into Rachel gives up and caves in, Jared dont care what people think of him, and as their dealing with Rachel insecurities and needing to understanding the srong guy, at the other end Jared is also dealing with some health issue that he is scare to face it, will they make it and pass their issues and be happy.
I love the way that this two are with each other, love the way how Jared is with Rachel, love it how he show her how much he care and love her.

Book 4 Never Let Go

This is the final book of the series, this book picks right up where Hold On Tight is left off. This was the perfect ending to this sereis, we get to find out alot of the answers that where left on the last book, we get to find out about what was going on with Chris, we get to see how the girls made up and they all became friends again, we get to see each characters more clear and how their characters grow up, and the way they all became a family, and the love that they have for each other.

I really love and enjoy this sereis and I am ready to Re-Read it again, thats how much I love this series and I am not gone stop saying that, their is alot of angry moment, sad moment and crying moment, but I love them all, Author Nicola Haken THANK YOU for introducing me to this amzaing wonderful characters and this awesome great books love it.
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February 6, 2014
Anyone for a pot noodle? 5* Review of Lean on Me by Nicola Haken

This is the third book from the Take My Hand series (a firm favorite of mine!) and quite unusually focuses on the story of the supporting characters from the first two Take My Hand books, Rachel and Jared. These quirky and colourful (!) characters feature a lot in the first two books and I was already charmed by both of them before reading this! You wouldn’t believe my short lived disappointment when I realized I’d have to wait to find out what happens to Emily and Dexter. However my reflex reaction on reading the synopsis was stuff them for now, lets have us some Rachel and Jared.

Their story comes at a cleverly placed break in the main story of Dexter and Emily, when the main two characters disappear to America. At the end of Hold on Tight I was left with a certain curiosity as to what had been happening back in London whilst Emily and Dexter were absent. In many series, the secondary characters usually have a nice spin off book or series themselves but that is usually introduced after the main characters get their HEA! But that’s where I LOVED Nicola’s thinking! Rachel and Jared’s story is perfectly placed in the series and after finishing the book you are effectively left with two cliffhangers and two contemporaneous stories, neither of which are effectively fully finished! Book Four has a lot to live up to! I think this is a brilliant concept and a refreshing change for me as a reader!

Their characters developed slowly but wonderfully through the book and although a few surreptitious hints in Hold on Tight suggested things were developing back in London, no one could prepare you for just what was in store for these two.

I love Rachel, the wild potty mouthed, tattooed bird in a wheelchair. I have a feeling if I were to ever meet her in the street I would totally not see the wheelchair but be amazed at the person it holds! Refreshingly, unlike many other female book leads, she was far from emotionally scarred or disturbed. I wholeheartedly admire her determination to be as normal as possible and I think this is what endeared me to her in the first place. Emily had been her rock for so long but she was unwilling to allow her life to change in her absence! Her wit and guile had me in stitches in parts but I also felt a deep connection with her and her emotions in the less happy moments too. She may come across as a hard hot-headed alpha female but not too far underneath the hard exterior she was a living breathing feeling human being too. And yes I did cry with her on an odd occasion too! Her grit and resolve to be independent despite her challenges amazed me and I feel that she again was such a refreshing change from the sometimes utterly annoying indecisive angst ridden female leads out there! And she likes pot noodles too! Rock on Rach!

Jared too develops from the cocky womanizer he is in the first two books. The essence of this book delves into the fact that he has been hiding a secret from everyone that in fact fully explains him and his behavior. Again his secret isn’t some deep dark angst ridden psychological cause but in essence quite a heartrending reason. When I fully understood why he is like he is my heart melted and I forgave him pretty instantly for being him!

I also loved Cindy the new “girl on the block” too! Hope she features again in this series ☺ - I won’t spoil it but you definitely need to read it just to find out more!!

It has been quite a while since I have enjoyed reading a book as much as this and the story isn’t a smooth mushy road of happiness and flowers (although there are a few of those too!) but an emotional journey of discovery and acceptance. Rachel and Jared can learn a lot from each other and I look forward to their reunion with Dexter and Emily in Book Four!

Bring it on!

Five AMAZING STARS!

See review at www.emthebookbabe.com
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February 28, 2014
I was really looking forward to a story in this series focusing on Rachel and Nicola Haken did not disappoint.

Rachel Mason and Jared Mattheson are each other’s new best friends when Emily and Dexter take off for the states. They share the same humor and enjoy spending time drinking or just hanging out, which is why their friendship blossoms into more. Rachel is in a wheelchair, but damn if she’s going to let herself be taken care of and Jared needs help, but refuses to share this information or take care of himself. They are all kinds of screwed up.

Rachel is sassy, strong, loud, and opinionated. She’s also hilarious. Her hard exterior is really just hiding a lot of insecurities though and making a relationship work with Jared is not easy. She pushes people away because she doesn’t want to need anyone. She’s also not scared of much besides being pitied and she sure as hell doesn’t want that from anyone. Jared is a goofball that can make Rachel laugh. He can see past the wheelchair, but she has a hard time believing that he won’t run when he doesn’t want the pressure and stares that come with being with someone in a wheelchair. Jared has some insecurities as well and doesn’t want to be seen as weak, but they both need to learn that having someone to lean on isn’t so bad.

These two have a lot of baggage to work through, but it is so worth the ride. Jared’s sweet way of wooing Rachel will have you swooning and her finally giving in to her feelings for him will leave you breathless. They really accept all of each other, including Rachel’s snarky comments and Jared’s fifteen-year-old maturity level. I really couldn’t wait to read this particular book in the series because it focuses on Rachel, who has become one of my favorite book characters. The comments that come out of that girl’s mouth are jaw-dropping shocking and I love it!

“Now, you’d think it’d be hard to miss someone in a big square chair with two giant wheels on either side of their arse wouldn’t you? Well you’d be wrong. Honestly, the amount of people who carry on about their business as if I’m invisible is unbelievable. Take the guy standing in front of me in the queue. He reached into the back of his pants, adjusted his underwear and then started scratching his arse. Now you’ve gotta remember, when you’re in a permanent sitting down position, that means your eyes are butt level with everyone else. As usual, I just looked away and let him and his itch enjoy their special moment together. Until I heard the nauseating sound of his fingernails grazing his arse hair…
“Want me to help you out with that seeing as I’m down here.””

She always seems so confident and sassy, but there was no way that living life in a wheelchair didn’t leave some sort of emotional scars. Jared, who is in desperate need of a jolt into adulthood, is an amazing boyfriend and perfect for Rachel.

LEAN ON ME was full of laughs, sexiness, and deep emotional ties between two totally lovable characters. The TAKE MY HAND series will go back to Emily and Dexter’s story in book four, but I hope that Rachel and Jared will have a strong presence since there are big things happening in their lives that I really want to hear.

✳✳ Copy provided by the author/publisher for an honest review.

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37 reviews4 followers
February 8, 2014
Third installment of the Take My Hand series. This is Rachel and Jared's story, also written in dual POV with the reader finding themselves in both character's heads. I've read all three books in this series so far, and I have to admit each one I read was the best of all, this one takes top rank for me. I predict I'll end up feeling this way about the next book that will be coming out as well. I find myself singing the author's praises each time I've reviewed one of these books, but it's truly deserved. She does an amazing job of fleshing out her characters and the plot, drawing you in to the point of feeling you're part of the story!

I loved this book!! It had my heart breaking with just the prologue alone, so Nicola jumped in feet first with this book to grab you.

Rachel and Jared have been spending time together as Rachel finds herself without BFF Emily who is still in the states with Dexter and has fallen off the grid with no contact. Finding herself in that situation, she does as any other red-blooded woman would do....she falls for the hot sexy man! But wait, this is Rachel we're talking about: Ms. Independent, takes no shit, needs no help. So how can this be? Because Jared has made up his mind that it's Rachel he wants and he refuses to give up!

We find out more about Jared in this book which was a definite eye opener. I found these two funny in the first book, and discovered this time around that barely scratched the surface. Rachel and Jared are crazy funny, together it's even crazier! How can you expect anything less with a sex aid named Cindy?

As with any romance you read, the happy couple has bumps in the road. I'm glad there's not some jilted lover hanging in the shadows trying to break them up. There is one point where the trust is broken and it seems the end might be near, but thankfully it is short-lived as it's cleared up almost as quickly as it happened.

We find out a secret about Jared that he has kept hidden from everybody but Mick. So you know that spells trouble when Rachel finds out about it.

I only viewed Jared as a funny sidekick character in the other books. I now admit that I went full tilt and fell head over heels for him here! He's loving, caring, considerate, sentimental, protective and just plain sexy! Who doesn't want a boyfriend like that?? When he came out and professed his love for her, I was a big puddle of mush! I liked getting to watch Rachel come to terms with the relationship as she realized Jared's actions weren't pity, it was love. Of all the character/reader "conversations", I adore Jared's the most...You feel like his best friend the way he talks and confides in you as the story moves along.

Not to say this book is all sunshine and rose petals, it's got it's moments that will knock you on your butt. Thankfully, the characters are strong enough to grow from those moments and not just turn the other cheek and get beat down.

There is something huge that comes up and I love how it's handled, not just with Rachel and Jared but how the other characters are involved as well. But it's awesome how close it brings our beloved couple and you see just how great they are together.

Only drawback is how the story ends. Don't take that as a bad thing, it's just preparing you for the story to continue in the next book. The second and third books both end at the same point basically, just from two different points of view. So it should all come to fruition and all four characters back together once we get to crack open Never Let Go. I just know I hate all this waiting....
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February 25, 2014
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Lean On Me is the third book in Nicola Haken’s, Take My Hand series. A large criticism of the second book, Hold On Tight, was that Rachel and Jared really didn’t have a large part in the book. The third book fixes that!

Lean On Me takes during the same time period of Hold On Tight but it’s all about Rachel and Jared. I think we knew this was coming but it still happens in a way that is still unexpected and extremely interesting.

Just like with the other books in the series, this book will draw you in from the very beginning. Rachel is tough, confident, and fiercely loyal. But some of her confidence is a front to prove that she is not her disability and can do anything that you throw at her. Jared is a carefree playboy, he’s always up for a party and completely content with is lackadaisical life. These two together are extremely entertaining, their constant back and forth can have you laughing so hard you can’t read through the tears.

Lean On Me shows a side of Rachel and Jared that we always knew was underneath their witty exteriors. We get to see the not so strong side of Rachel and how much she truly fights to deal with her disability. We also learn Jared’s deep dark secret that explains his behavior and makes your heart pour out for him. Reading about this side of Rachel and Jared will pull at your heart strings in every way possible as they turn to each other in the mist of their best friends being MIA. I couldn’t read this book fast enough!

Rachel and Jared’s path to love is not without challenges. Nicola Haken, once again, fleshes out the characters and their relationship to the point where you literally feel like you are right there with them. There are times when I found myself screaming at the characters or crying right alone with them. Even the secondary characters pull you further into the story and just give you another person to love!

True to form, AGAIN, we are left on a huge cliff hanger. Although it sucks to wait, I am looking forward the Never Let Go even more than I was looking forward to this book. I feel like it will finally bring our crew back together in an even stronger way than before because we have been able to watch their romantic relationships get so strong, I know that their friendship will be just as riveting! I want to say that this was my favorite book in this series but it all connected so I am not sure they will be as intriguing without all the…… extra. So… we wait!!

Nicola Haken puts it ALL out there in her books. If you are squeamish or have anything against fowl langue, drinking, and…. a strong psychical connection, this is not the book for you. If you like raw, emotionally, and authentic love stories, you will love Lean On Me and the rest of the Take My Hand series!


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1,459 reviews73 followers
February 25, 2014
Review Originally Posted at: Book Freak

Rachel – she might be in a wheelchair, but don’t underestimate her because this girl is as tough as any of those who can stand in their own feet. I love the outlook of her character, she didn’t let her ‘disability’ hinder her happiness, or any possibilities that life may offer her (well except for love, Jared had to worked hard for that one!). She’s independent, and doesn’t really care what other people thinks of her.

Then here comes the handsome, happy-go-lucky Jared who was living on his father’s credit card and really doesn’t take anything seriously. Until he realized that he actually FELT something for Rachel.

Uh-oh.

Rachel wouldn’t hear any of it, but Jared was relentless in his pursuit, and I was laughing out loud, thoroughly entertained by his antics on how to make Rachel say YES to him. He’s naughty and has a lot of ideas – his imagination runs wildly and yes, Rachel is in for the biggest surprise of her life.

And I thought she was the only one who has problems – Jared has been keeping some secrets too. What started to be fun, exciting and exhilarating love affair turned a sudden serious turn when the red double-line appears on a kit and secrets were exposed.

Both of them are stubborn enough to ask for help, even when it’s clear that they desperately need some. It’s hard to ask for help, especially when all your life you have been independent, or you wanted to appear strong to anyone. But sometimes, even the toughest people needs help, and despite their strength, it would always be struggle for them to ask.

There was enough drama to stir my emotions, some twists that I haven’t seen coming, and despite all of it I can still say that this one is a feel-good novel. Another great fact is that this might be a part of a series but can be read as a stand-alone – HOW GREAT IS THAT?!

If there is one word to describe this novel it would be FUN.

I laughed out a lot, got so entertained, amazed by this extraordinary couple who started out as friends and were brave enough to ventured into something more.


Some people might say they don’t want to risk their friendship to form deeper relationships that might not work, but after reading this, feeling all the perks, the ups and downs of having a friend as a lover- then perhaps the risk is worth taking after all.

★ARC Copy was given in exchange for an honest review.★
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901 reviews27 followers
March 1, 2014
***I was given an ARC in exchange for an honest review***

I am absolutely in LOVE with this series. Just when I think it can’t get better it does. Ms. Haken just keeps giving us better and better. This series has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me. Lean On Me is no different. I was just as enthralled in it as I was the first two books.

Lean On Me takes place during the same time as Hold My Hand. While Dexter and Emily are in the states, Rachel and Jared are left behind in London. Lean On Me is their story. Rachel is quite the character. She is sassy and crass. She takes no shit from ANYONE!! Just because she is in a wheelchair doesn’t change things in her eyes. I LOVE this about her. So independent and strong. Yet under her strong shell she is a scared young lady. I LOVED seeing her self-doubt. She shows no cracks in her walls until Jared….

Ooh Jared!! I LOVED his character. He can see right through those walls that Rachel has built. He sees something in her, not just her disability. He is just witty and strong enough to give Rachel what for. We soon find out that Jared has seizures. He never wanted Rachel to discover this about him. He didn’t want to be pitied. Or have people treat him differently.

I love the relationship Jared and Rachel have together as a couple. These two are back and forth with their banter. I LOVED IT!!! I mean the things these two say to each other… WOW!! I could only shake my head at them, but I smiled while reading their name calling. These two really LOVE each other. I LOVED how their friendship blossomed into love. Jared really pursued Rachel. I LOVED this about him. He had really changed since the first book. And BTW what the hell are “Pot noodles” LOL!! Rachel LOVES her some pot noodles.

Then BAM we get a hell of a surprise at the end. I was shocked about it, but LOVED how it fit with the story. I have to say Lean On Me was another 5 star read for me. I LOVE the characters and the stories. I am sooo looking forward to Never Let Go, which releases soon. I can’t wait to see what happens with Racheal and Emily. Can their friendship be repaired? What is Chris hiding? Can Dexter be there for Emily? What happens with Jared and Rachel and their little surprise? CAN’T WAIT!!!!!
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3,194 reviews23 followers
February 26, 2014
This is a wonderful book. Jared is so so sweet. He's perfect for Rachel. He's kind and patient but most important he shows Rachel that he doesn't see her as a pity case but as a beautiful vibrant young woman who he adores and doesn't care if she can walk or what others think because he only sees what is her and not the chair. It's sad to see his own struggle but very real as well. Ms. Haken writes well researched and real stories that shed light on topics that we overlook in a very poignant and beautiful way.

Rachel is a loud and outgoing woman. On the outside. This is her shell to show the world as she deals with being in a wheelchair. Afraid to let people close for fear they will pity her and she will need them. A need that she thinks will lead to her losing her independence. This drive has her pushing Jared away at first. Jared is persistent and she caves. Jared shows her that he is there for her, wanting her and to make her happy. Despite what people think of Jared, he is a very perceptive and kind man. And boy can he pleasure Rachel. Wow those scenes are hawt and beautiful at the same time. Beautiful because he shows Rachel she is special and it is his pleasure he seeks not his own.

As they deal with Rachel's insecurities and needing a understanding and strong guy to help her show that there is more to her that people see, Jared is dealing with some things as well. He has a health issue and is scared to face it. He also has a dad who brings him down and stunts him from becoming something because of it. Ashamed of his health issue, he almost loses Rachel because of it. It takes something drastic for him to come to his senses. But Rachel shows that like Jared, she is there and isn't ashamed of him or finds him lacking anything for him having a illness.

I love how they are about the unexpected news Rachel brings. Especially Jared we see a amazing supportive man not only for Rachel but his sister as well. This is a great guy.

A book about love, showing you are there and see beyond the outside facade and see the person and about being supportive. A story of strength and that love knows no bounds. Ms. Haken rights a true and real poignant tale that we can all learn from.
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Author 22 books119 followers
March 3, 2014
Brilliant…Nicola does it again, and I was extremely excited for this one, and it didn’t disappoint what so ever! This is book 3 in the Take My Hand series, and it’s Jared and Rachel’s story, which happen to be my two favorite characters. So we get the opportunity to have both POV’s, and it’s an interesting mix of emotions for sure.

Rachel and Jared have become extremely close, since her best friend Emily is still in the states with Dex, dealing with his issues of drug addiction. Rachel feels somewhat alone and lost without Emily by her side, and therefore the relationship between her and Jared becomes more than she ever expected.

Rachel is as independent as they come, even with her disability; she’s a major force to be reckoned with. Don’t ever tell her she can’t do something, because she will go out of her way to prove you wrong, and you will never win that war! She’s freaking hilarious too, the mouth on her can rival any trucker in sight. Jared sees that free spirit in her, and realizes he wants more than friendship, and will fight until he gets what he wants, and what he wants is Rachel. These two together are a riot, and they’re definitely one of my favorite book couples of all time!

Jared also has his own demons he’s hiding, and when the truth comes out, Rachel is there to comfort and support him, even when he’s fighting against it. We’ve only seen him as the fun-loving, fly by the seat of his pants guy, so seeing him so vulnerable was a heart breaker. He’s also extremely loving and goes out of his way every chance he gets to profess his love and adoration for Rachel…OMFG…can we say over the top swoon worthy? Not to mention the scorching sex these two have, which may or may not include a helpful little device…LOL

Life altering situations take shape throughout the story, and you’re definitely left thinking whether or not this is going to turn out for the best. It shows how strong people can be when put in a position that may seem out of reach. I can’t wait for the continuation in Never Let Go, of Rachel and Jared’s story, and the return of Emily and Dexter. They were definitely missed!
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379 reviews66 followers
May 23, 2014
I was happy that this story was about Rachel and Jared because just based off the little hints we read in the last two books, I was hoping they would get together. Rachel knows she attracted to Jared but she’s afraid to ruin the friendship so she fights it until her parents give him the perfect segue into the “relationship” talk. Jared finally realizes that the feelings his feeling about Rachel are more than friendly and he knows he has to have her, but with her being stubborn, he knows it’s going to be a challenge. Rachel just doesn’t think anything will work between them, besides the obvious of her being in a wheel chair; she just can’t lose him as a friend, especially because she feels she’s losing Emily. Jared is one of the sweetest guys (which is shocking if you’ve read the other two) and is pulling out all the stops to get her to give him her heart and after two weeks she finally gives in and agrees to give it a shot. Rachel has many insecurities and it doesn’t help that Jared calls her out on it and constantly is trying to get her to fully trust him and little by little, he breaks her walls until love is no longer a choice. Jared however is hiding something and as soon as Rachel finds out what it is, she finds out some news that is a game changer for both of their lives; Jared can no longer hide his secret and now must make a choice: be in Rachel’s and live happily ever after only if he takes care of himself or have her wheel away forever? His decision is decided for him and with no choice, his secret is revealed and now he must learn to live with it while Rachel is by his side supporting him. Rachel is also adjusting to the news she receives and knows that no matter what happens, Jared is it for her and although she’s sad to lose Emily she knows she’s just as guilty by not picking up the phone. Jared and Dexter plan to finally get these two reunited and boy is it a doozy when all of the secrets are revealed! The next book Never Let Go is now available and I highly recommend it!!

A gifted copy was provided by the author in exchange for an honest review by Vanessa.
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420 reviews7 followers
May 14, 2014
This is my 5 star review for Lean on Me by Nicola Haken for Eskimo Princess Book Reviews.

Lean on Me is Jared and Rachel’s story. Their story takes place at the same time as the book 2 between Dexter and Emily. Jared is a spoiled rich guy with a funny and soft side. He cares so much for his Saffy but can he convince her that his feelings run deeper than just friendship. She gets his humor and gives back to him just as much as he dishes out. Will he be able to handle all the things life is about to throw their way? Will he be what she needs him to be?

Rachel is in a wheelchair, but you can’t really tell it. She is smart and beautiful with a character like none other. She doesn’t hold anything back. She likes to tell people exactly what she thinks of them and she doesn’t let her disability get her down. When life takes an unexpected turn will she be able to hold it together?

I absolutely loved Jaz and Saffy’s story. They are so great together. They made me laugh, cry, and feel just about every emotion in between. There was some unexpected twists and turns along the way and I can’t wait to see how they all play out in the final book! But No worries, the ending isn’t really a cliffy; it just leads on into book 4 like book 2 did!! I loved Jared and Rachel’s characters in Take my Hand so I was thrilled to see that the author gave them their own story. Boy oh Boy was it a story to tell. I loved how Saffy’s being in a wheelchair didn’t stop Jaz from loving her. He accepted her for whom and what she was. To him, she is absolutely everything he wants and everything he needs. I look forward to reading more about them in the next installment of the Take My Hand Series, Never Let Go!

I highly recommend this series; it just keeps getting better and better!!
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2,409 reviews13 followers
August 17, 2014
This is the third installment in the 'Take My Hand' series that has so far concentrated on Dexter and Emily's troubled relationship. Rachel is Emily's best friend: vibrant, sassy, oozing in confidence and in a wheelchair. While she has been with men in the past, she is reluctant to get involved in a long term relationship for fear of losing her freedom and being smothered and also fear of how people will treat them. Her confidence is just a façade that she hides behind.

Jared finds himself falling for Rachel but faces an uphill battle in convincing her. Jared is determined though so it becomes a matter of when rather than if. She has to overcome her own preconceptions before they can move forward and realise that caring is completely different from smothering. While Rachel is fighting her own demons, Jared is hiding his own, scared to confront it straight on for fear of the results. It takes a life changing piece of news and a reminder of his own mortality for him to take action.

Jared and Rachel's story takes place at the same time as the events in 'Hold on Tight' . There were a number of unexpected and surprising twists and turns in Jared and Rachel's story and deals with the rooted ideas hold of people with a disability. Once again Nicola Haken has produced a story that draws into the lives of the characters and keeps hold of you until the very end. Real, down to earth characters, a touching and gritty story and awesome writing.
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349 reviews5 followers
January 27, 2014
I absolutely fell in love with this story in the Take My Hand series. Nicola hit this one out of the park. This story revolves around Rachel and Jared. They both are a big part of Emily and Dexter's lives. While Emily and Dexter are away in the states, Rachel and Jared form a bond and friendship that helps them deal with their friends being away for so long.

Rachel has always exuded a confidence about her that let people know that she was a very strong woman and would not tolerate anyone treating her or her friends poorly. In this story we get to see the real side of Rachel. Nicola has a way of creating her characters so that you feel the emotions that they are going through in any given moment. We find out some new things about her that are surprising, but in a very good way. Jared is Jared, but in this book, we also see a side of him that is more caring and understanding...not to mention how hot he really is. Jared forges his way into Rachel's life and the road is filled with uncertainty and angst along the way. Together they start a journey of friendship that also leads them to discover the possibilities that the future holds for them both.

I enjoyed every minute of this book and I can't wait to read the conclusion to this series. Nicola has weaseled her way into my life and I am so excited to see what she is going to do in the future!
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71 reviews
March 5, 2014
In the first 2 books, you can not help but fall in love with Rachel and Jared. These two fun loving, witty screw balls just can't help but become friends. hen their friendship blossoms into something neither of them is really looking for you can expect nothing but laughter. Rachel knows she has feelings for Jared but can someone really love her? Can they really accept her for what she is? Can she allow herself to be open to love? Jared knows that his forever is in Rachel and he is willing to deowhat it takes to e that to her. He doesn't pity her, coddle her or feel sorry for her. In his eyes she is the strongest most beautitul women he has ever known. Jared has a secret though, one that he is ashamed to admit, one that could change who he is. The one person who could understand is the one he doesn't want to find out. But, when Rachel becomes pregnant, they both realize that they have to face the things they don't want to.

As with all of her books that I have read so far, this is just as emotionally charged. This book deals with the struggle for a wheelchair bound women finding the balance between independence and companionship. It also deals with coming to terms with a diablilitating medical condition like Epilepcy. These issues are dealt with in an understanding, beautiful way.
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2,288 reviews73 followers
February 26, 2014
Lean On Me by Nicola Haken is the third book in her Take My Hand series. This book does not continue with Emily and Dexter's story from the first two books as you may think, instead, it takes place roughly during the same time as Book two (Hold On Tight) and focuses on their friends back in the UK, Jared and Rachel.

While Emily and Dexter are away their two best friends will play - with each other in all meanings of the phrase (wink wink). All innuendo aside, they begin spending a lot of time with each other and get very close. Things, however, get complicated when the line between friendship and more is blurred.

These two characters have been endearing in their own right in the first two books in the series and the manner in which the author has brought their story to life is fantastic. You will laugh, you will soon, and if you're not completely heartless you may even cry.
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69 reviews5 followers
April 12, 2014
After reading Saving Amy and Missing Pieces by Nicola Haken i was gripped by her writing skills, how she was able to let you fall in to a very well written story and made you feel part of it.
So one clicking the Take My Hand series was easy i didn't think twice....and i'm so glad that i did one click away.
I waited till all four books were available before i started to read them and they were well worth the wait.

So Book 3 take my hand series.
4 people 4 different backgrounds with one thing in common to learn to live and love
i have to say i loved how Nicola Haken managers to somehow give Rachel and Jared there own story but keeping the others in the mix..
I love Rachel her sense of humour how she say's it how it is and how she has struggle being accepted with her "i don't give a S**' attitude but i love how she wears her heart on her sleeve then comes Jared oh man them two together are just great but what this story does show you is no matter who what or how other's see you once you meet that special one nothing else matters. beautifully written with tears of laughter but also tears of sorrow.
but Friendship really does mean everything what push comes to shove.. fantastic
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185 reviews4 followers
August 19, 2016
Lean on Me HAS to be the best of this series yet! Seriously love me some Rachel! You think she was a spitfire before, just wait until you get to know her up close and personal in this book! I loved getting to see a different kind of romance. Often we don't think of the disabled having a romance too, and Rachel will teach us all a few new things ;)!!! Rachel struggles with allowing herself to become close to someone due to not wanting others to feel sorry for her or take advantage of her. I love watching the walls come down as she finally learns just what love is.
Jared has had a rocky upbringing and wants nothing more than to be with Rachel, but she has such a wall to break down. Jared's demons make it hard for him to be truthful with others, even when a physical health demon may make or break his future. Jared's definitely just as stubborn as Rachel, making their relationship and emotional connection so real.
The humor in this book was fabulous and the steamy scenes never fail. I cannot wait to see where this series ends, I have enjoyed the wild ride so far! Absolutely fantastic book!!
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695 reviews160 followers
July 22, 2014
Nicola Haken has this incredible talent of writing books that make you feel the pain the characters are handling and also the joy they experience..

She writes heartaching stories about real characters with real issues, who have the strength to overcome them and become the better version of themselves..While reading a "Nicola's book" you will jump from one emotional state to another..You will experience almost every negative feeling, but you will feel so good,too...There are many great authors out there,as you may know...But this...No one can do this as well as Nicola Haken..She is outstanding and a truly remarkable person...

Lean On Me is such a peculiar case...I can't give you any spoilers for the book...One,because I'm not planning to ruin your fun and Two, because you will get a hint about the rest of the series...So I can't say how awesome and fun the characters are..I can't tell you about my tendencies to smack anyone or applaude them...I can't say a damn thing....bbuuuttt

But I can say that if you've read the other books, you will love this one,too...Nicola's characters are easy to love and equally easy to sympathize and understand...

Nicola, you did a great job!
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751 reviews357 followers
January 2, 2015
Super cute 'friends to lovers' romance about a paraplegic woman and a carefree man who doesn't take life seriously.

Rachel and Jared's banter was what made this whole book! They were such an unique couple and I highly enjoyed reading about them getting together and falling in love.

Rachel- She took no shits and wasn't afraid to say what was on her mind. Her disability does make her insecure but once Jared convinced her that he doesn't give two shits about her legs, they got into a wonderful relationship.

Jared- He was so immaturely adorable! He does have his own set of issues but it wasn't anything OTT. He was just so wonderful to Rachel! I wish I had a best friend like him to fall crazy in love with!

The sex was also surprisingly hot. Jared was a goofball in the streets, but he turns into a freak in the sheets! Lol

BTW, even if you haven't read the previous two books in this series (about a different couple) you can still enjoy this book!
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4,036 reviews434 followers
February 27, 2014
This may be my favourite book yet from Nicola. I read book one and two and I totally loved them.
This book happens at the same time as Hold My Hand. While Emily and Dexter are in the states this book tells us what's been happening in England with Rachel and Jared.

Rachel is a brilliant feisty character. She lets it be known that although she's in a wheelchair nothing will hold her back. I loved her in first two books but loved her even more in this one.

I'm so glad we hear Jared's story. I just loved him in the first two books so was super excited to read this one. He's just oh so hot and sexy.

The banter between these two are brilliant. Loved the storyline. I really hope we don't need to wait too long for the next book.
This author certainly knows how to get under your skin. Love these books.
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337 reviews2 followers
March 7, 2014
OMG Rachel really blossomed in this book. As a supporting character in the first two books, I felt she was quite annoying at times. But now I can see how she would be an absolute scream to be mates with. Loud mouthed, bad mouthed, tattooed chick in a wheelchair with an attitude ready to bite you in the arse!! Brilliant character!!

Jared, not without his own medical issues, is just the sweetest bloke ever. He is definitely the total opposite from Rachel and certainly gave her a run for her money!!

A very well written book once again. I can see that Ms Haken has a real talent in drawing the reader into her stories in such a way that I, personally, felt quite emotional at times throughout all 3 books.

Roll on book 4 :-)
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2,372 reviews46 followers
May 19, 2014
I am absolutely loving this series, the humour in amongst the drama is perfection.

This book picks up the story of Rachel and Jared. Whilst Dexter and Em are facing their problems Rachel is left best friendless, Jared quickly fills the gap. The perfect relationship as friends is suddenly threatened when their feelings change for each other, both have their own insecurities and secrets but are they willing to fight for each other?

I love Jared and Rachel as characters, I laughed so much at their insults they regularly hurled at each other. The story kept me hooked from the start, can't wait for the next instalment.
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925 reviews70 followers
March 3, 2014
This book is so amazing!!!

I was pulled in from the start and loved from cover to cover.

Rachel and Jared´s story is a fabulous addition to Take My Hand series.

I was so involved and addicted to this story and I adored every single part of it. So original and likeable.

This book is a captivating blend of humor, steamy scenes and deep emotions.

Can not wait for the next one.

Do yourself a favor peeps. Get this series. It is not to be missed.



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>>>ARC received in exchange for an honest review<<<
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1,325 reviews5 followers
December 1, 2014
After 2 books falling in love with Dex and Emily, Rachel and Jared finally get their story told. This book begins when Emily and Dex left for America, and lasts through until the next book begins.

Rachel and Jared are so wacky that you knew from the beginning that they would get together. They just gelled. Rachel and Jared face their disabilities together, and when life throws them right and left curves? They survive.....together.
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563 reviews127 followers
January 23, 2014
I loved this book so much ! Jared and Rachel were so funny and I lived that thr author wrote a book where the female character wasn't a perfect barbie doll, just a special girl. Can't wait for the next one !
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95 reviews4 followers
February 24, 2014
Lean On Me

5 Stars Simply Marvelous

I am blown away right now. I love this Take My Hand series. This one by far I'd say was my favorite. Maybe it's the humor and all the laughing out loud I did. But these characters I admire and relate to. A truly beautiful story Nicola!!
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482 reviews33 followers
January 20, 2014
The best one of the series so far!!! I really LOVE Rachel and Jared because they are just as immature as I am ;)
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