So I’m actually shocked with myself that I’m giving this book 4 stars.
I borrowed this from the library, got it out because of the first page being about a teenage girl named Alex setting fires. It intrigued me, ok? I wasn’t expecting much out of it other than a quick read. Fast forward a lil bit and I decided to read a few pages of it because I like to tease myself when I know I have books I need to read BEFORE reading anything else such as this book. The impression I got from those few pages was that it’ll be a f/f romance-y sort of religious camp type where Rebekah explores her sexuality and it be cheesy and the relationship be frowned upon etc etc
WELL WASN’T I WRONG.
The relationship between the girls was rather rocky, and to my surprise it was just a side plot (which I didn’t mind!). As I very much expected there was a fair bit of homophobia, so I do suggest not reading if that will affect you. This is also why I spent a while debating with myself about how many stars to give, but based on what the book is about it wasn’t something that surprised me, though it of course it wasn’t nice to read.
What was the main plot? A CULT. The Dark Light made me SO uncomfortable and it was incredibly disturbing to read, and yet I LOVED it. In short, Alex had been adopted when younger by a very religious couple, and basically because of her distructive tendencies she has no choice but to be shimmied away to New Canaan to reform.
It’s told from two POVs: Alex and Rebekah. Now Rebekah has lived there all of her life, she believes everything leader Bevins says, and is horribly unaware of life outside of New Canaan. Alex’s presence causes her to question everything she’s ever known.
I reaaally didn’t like this book initially. I didn’t like Alex, she was one of those who acts egdy and rebellious, and she came across very rude, and Rebekah was beyond naïve and preachy. The whole situation was just strange. I thought it was going to continue like this but then it starts revealing the cult aspect, which explained Rebekah being oblivious and way too loyal to Bevins.
Example of R being naïve:
Alex: “I should have known people like you wouldn’t be on facebook.”
Rebekah: “Is that a religious book?”
See what I mean???
Content warning (I guess?) for: a very intimidating part between some men and Alex, in which it *seemed* like something bad was going to happen to her, and Bevins said something awful about women. There’s a scene where a ladys twin boys were locked in a basement and drugged so the adults could pray without being disturbed. There is also self harm nentions.
Although this book grew on me rather quickly, I think both its short length & the fact I read it during a readathon is why I continued reading it. It did remain very bizarre but I got used to it (for the most part anyway) and ended up quite enjoying it. There was a lot of times I felt uncomfortable, but I’m not mad at it!
Cute line: “Something in me gives, and I know then that I’d do anything for her.”